Chapter 883: I Wish to Follow, She Comes and I Go
"That's good."
These two words keep ringing in my ears. In Shen Nuo's eyes, nothing matters anymore, as long as I am here, she feels that everything is stable. My voice was choked, my hands were trembling, I didn't dare to exert myself, but I couldn't control myself, I grabbed Shen Nuo's hand tightly, afraid that Shen Nuo would be scratched.
"If you're tired, close your eyes." I said, my tears have fallen.
"I feel like I've had a long, long dream." Shen Nuo's voice was very small, and he struggled to speak: "I was in a dream, I walked for a long time, there was no one, I have been looking for you, but I can't find it." I don't dare to close my eyes anymore, I'm afraid, it's just a dream, and when I wake up, you'll be gone. ”
I shook my head, "I'm here, I'll always be here." ”
"Li Ke, I've been waiting for you, I've been writing your name every day, I always feel that after writing your name, you will go to me. You said you'd take me out of that place. "Shen Nuo was wearing an oxygen mask, and his voice was very muffled, but I listened to it. I nodded frantically at Shen Nuo.
"You will get better immediately, I will let you live the most free life, everything you want, you will have it." I replied.
"I don't want anything, I just want you." Shen Nuo said to me, her clear eyes staring at me.
However, I was silent, and I didn't know how to answer Shen Nuo. The light in Shen Nuo's eyes dimmed, and at this time, many doctors arrived, and I wanted to stand up, but Shen Nuo grabbed my hand tightly. I patted her hand gently and told her that I was just outside and wouldn't leave.
Only then did Shen Nuo let go of his hand, and the doctor began to conduct an emergency examination on Shen Nuo, I stood outside, pacing back and forth, Liu Jia sat on the side, and suddenly asked me: "Professor Li, do you like that girl?" ”
I was stunned, I didn't answer Liu Jia, but Liu Jia smiled: "Professor Li, you understand psychology, you have the ability to detect the psychology of others, but you will never be able to see through your heart." I can tell you like the girl in it. ”
I shook my head: "I have a lover. ”
Liu Jia hooked the corners of her mouth, smiled faintly, and stopped talking. Ten minutes later, a large number of doctors walked out, I immediately asked them how Shen Nuo's condition was, every doctor smiled, they all said that no one knew when Shen Nuo would wake up, and they didn't expect that this day would come so suddenly.
I was also overjoyed, I glanced inside, and Shen Nuo closed his eyes again. I asked the doctor what was going on, and the doctor said that Shen Nuo was too tired, so he fell asleep. I was relieved, the doctors were gone, I called Shen Cheng as soon as possible, and I told him that Shen Nuo was awake.
Shen Cheng's voice was also full of excitement: "Really? ”
"Really, please tell Tang Yingxuan, he cares about Shen Nuo very much." I said to Shen Cheng.
After Shen Cheng agreed, he hung up the phone, and this time he talked to Shen Cheng on the phone, not talking about business, just for Shen Nuo. After that, I have been sitting next to Shen Nuo, the oxygen mask on Shen Nuo's face has been removed, her breathing sound is very even, maybe it is a psychological effect, I feel that the dead air on Shen Nuo's face is not as heavy as before.
I also changed my itinerary, I thought that after seeing Shen Nuo, I would rush back to G City with Liu Jia immediately. Shen Nuo woke up suddenly, it was an accident for me, a beautiful accident. Shen Nuo slept until late at night before she opened her eyes in a daze, she didn't look like a patient, but more like an ordinary person who had just woken up.
I smiled, Shen Nuo opened her eyes, and the first thing I wanted her to see was my smiling face. However, when Shen Nuo saw my smile, tears fell all of a sudden. My heart was sour, and there was an indescribable depression. This girl has suffered too much.
"It's good to wake up." I said to Shen Nuo.
"Am I, sleeping for a long time?" Shen Nuo asked me with a sob.
I shook my head: "Soon, just wake up." "I know that Shen Nuo is not referring to this sleep, but to the coma after Nanshan. Shen Nuo's memory is still on the top of Nanshan, she said, she still remembers, she fell in a pool of blood, she thought she was going to die, thought she would never see me again, but when she was confused, she saw me.
Shen Nuo said that she had been waiting for me for a long time, and she was very happy, thinking that she had finally waited to see me before she died. She didn't hear me say anything, her eyes couldn't see anymore, she only remembered that she had hidden the words that she had hidden for many years, and said it: I love you.
Shen Nuo, she didn't want to live, but she was very satisfied if she could say this sentence and die, dream all the way, and sing to the place after death. Even if the place she went to was not heaven, but hell, a sea of swords and fire, she would not regret it. My heart was full of bitterness, but fortunately, Shen Nuo, who was on the verge of death at the time, did not hear my questioning of her, nor did she hear my suspicion of her.
Otherwise, she must be desperate.
Perhaps, if she has no idea of living, she won't be able to wake up now.
"Li Ke, are you leaving?" A woman's nerves are sharp, she asked me.
I gently wiped the corners of my eyes and told Shen Nuo honestly: "I'm leaving, there are many things waiting for me to do outside." ”
"Take me." Shen Nuo said to me weakly.
"You wait for me." I shook my head and refused, Shen Nuo's physical condition was not suitable to leave the hospital.
"I don't want to wait any longer, I've been waiting for years, seventeen, and now, I've been waiting for ten years." Shen Nuo said to me: "I'm afraid, I can't wait for you." ”
I didn't know what to say.
Shen Nuo seemed to want to get up, but she struggled twice, and finally could only lie on the bed. She sighed and asked, "Isn't she, she's back?" ”
The person in Shen Nuo's mouth refers to Xu Yi.
I nodded.
Shen Nuo turned his head sideways and looked outside the ward, Liu Jia was standing outside, Shen Nuo looked for it, but did not find Xu Yi. Shen Nuo's eyes were hesitant, she didn't seem to dare to see Xu Yi, or rather, if Xu Yi was here, she didn't know what to do.
Shen Nuo turned her head back with difficulty, and she hesitated for a while before finally speaking again.
Shen Nuo asked, "What about Xu Yi?" ”
I shook my head: "Not by my side. ”
Shen Nuo was silent, and I was silent, the ward was as silent as death, and the lights in the ward were very bright and dazzling.
I don't know how long it took, Shen Nuo slowly closed her eyes, at this time, she was too tired, what she needed most was rest. I gently covered Shen Nuo's quilt, but she spoke, and I realized that although her eyes were closed, she was not asleep, she was still awake.
"Li Ke, no matter where you go, no matter what you are going to do, no matter what kind of person you are, I am willing to accompany you." When Shen Nuo spoke, two lines of tears fell from the corners of his eyes: "If she comes, I'll leave, I won't bother you, you take me, I want to follow you, I don't want to stay alone, and I don't know where I'm going alone." ”
Shen Nuo's words completely made me sad, and I felt that there was a sharp knife on my left chest, cutting open my skin and invading my heart. My breath stopped, and I forgot one of my most instinctive actions: breathing. Shen Nuo still didn't open his eyes.
"I only hope that I will not be completely isolated from the circle by you, and I am closer to you, I am very relieved, it is good to have you, it is good to have you, but I can see you, it is okay, I can't see you, but I can think of you, I am also willing."
"Let me go with you, she's coming, I'll go."
My shoulders shook even more, and I finally remembered to breathe, and I sucked a big breath of air into my lungs, and my eyes blackened and I almost couldn't stand. I leaned against the wall and sat on the chair, Shen Nuo's eyes were still closed, she didn't see my weak appearance, I touched my face, and my hands were stained with blood red.
Before Shen Nuo opened his eyes, I quickly cleaned up the blood in front of my nose.
What Shen Nuo saw was still my smiling face.
"Is that okay?"
I nodded, "I'll take you." ”
"Don't lie to me."
"I don't lie to you."