221. The logic does not work

The Zheng Yinru that Li Xu described to me is definitely my grandfather Su Mosen, I believe that two different people have similar or even the same appearance, but the personality, tone of speech and words are the same, I don't believe it, it can only be the same person.

I once heard Su Mosen and Uncle Xiu arguing about the issue of "wise man" and "fool", he said all the words just now, of course, he used the third person at that time, and did not mean to attack Uncle Xiu, in his consciousness, Uncle Xiu should belong to the ranks of "wise men" and deserve to live in this world.

Li Xu spread his hands, looked at me with drooping eyelids, and said sympathetically: "With such a bastard grandfather, your childhood must not be happy." ”

I sneered: "Not only in childhood, my whole life was unfortunate until he disappeared." It's not that I'm so cruel that I'm so cruel, it's just that he's so bad, and every time he goes out, I hope he dies outside and never comes back. This time, it seems that a dream has finally come true. ”

Li Xu was holding a cup and putting water down his throat, when he heard this, he choked, and waved his hand at me while coughing: "Don't, don't, don't make your dreams come true, I still have something to ask him, if he dies outside, I really don't know who to ask for some questions." ”

At this time, Fleur suddenly interjected: "I'm going to find him too." ”

We all looked at his face.

He said quietly: "Two years before my uncle's accident, my father went to look for him once, found him, and stayed with him for a few days, because he found my uncle's whereabouts strange, and felt uneasy, so he followed him twice, and found that he had too close contacts with Zheng Yinru, and found that he had been in and out of Bai'an Pharmaceutical Factory several times. My dad asked my uncle who he was and what he did, but my uncle didn't answer, only said that if he found a life-saving medicine, he would definitely get it for all the surrogate family members who were suffering from this disease. Half a year later, my uncle called my father, saying that our illness must be cured, and asked us to wait for his good news, but the good news did not come, and my father was not good, he began to get sick, and told me these things before he died, and asked me to go to my uncle and find a way with him, and never give up. I couldn't find my uncle, so I went to Bai'an Pharmaceutical Factory to find Zheng Yinru, and I guarded the gate for two weeks, but I only saw it once, and I couldn't speak properly. After that, the 'Liaojia case' happened, and soon, Bai'an Pharmaceutical Factory was gone. ”

He had told me about this once before, but he didn't go into such detail, and he didn't explain the cause and effect of his search for Su Mosen.

He said: "I have the same idea as my father, since my uncle has been in contact with Zheng Yinru before and after making sure that our illness is cured, then the cure must be in Zheng Yinru's hands, so I want to find him and ask him about it anyway." ”

Speaking of which, it is indeed better for Su Mosen to be alive, in that way, Dai Furong and his son, as well as all the other generations of the family, may still have a glimmer of life.

I think that as long as Su Mosen is not dead, as long as he really has medicine in his hand, then, no matter whether he is willing to save people with kindness or not, I will definitely find a way to force him to save him. Everyone has a death hole, and he deserves it, and I just need to figure out a way to choke him by the throat before he returns.

It's really unthinkable that the person he hated the most, the person who wanted him to die the most, suddenly turned over and became the most important person, the one who could save his life.

Li Xu said: "I went out this time, just to dig deep into Zheng Yinru, to see where there was any omission before, but I didn't find that he had another identity, that is, the identity of your grandfather Su Mosen." After checking for half a month, I didn't find any problems at all, that is to say, when Zheng Yinru cooperated with Liao Shigui back then, he hid it very well, I'm afraid that even Liao Shigui didn't know that he had another layer of identity. ”

I was a little surprised, and I didn't understand why Sumersen did this.

Li Xu had an idea, and said: "I think about it, I think he is doing this to protect you, if his identity as Su Mosen is exposed, you will definitely not have a good life now, you must know that Liao Shigui is not a person, he represents an organization, it doesn't matter if he dies, someone will fill his place immediately, and at the same time sort out his interpersonal relationships and network, if there is anything powerful in this, it is easy to involve or even hurt you." So I think it's worth re-examining your relationship with Su Mosen, maybe he's not as inhuman as you think. Many people who seem to be extremely cold-blooded actually have the softest part of their hearts, could it be that your subjective consciousness is too strong so you ignore the objective facts, resulting in a particularly tense relationship with him? Maybe there are reasons behind bad things such as being fierce to you, strict with you, and even beating you and scolding you? Suni, let me tell you, this is an experience, I used to hate Li Shuzhen to death, I felt that she ruined my whole life, and later I learned that if it wasn't for her, I would have died a long time ago. ”

I asked her who Lai Shuzhen was.

She grinned, smiled coldly, and replied, "My mother." ”

The atmosphere suddenly became heavy, and no one spoke for a while.

I don't want to talk either, I need to think about it.

I desperately recalled my life with Su Mosen over the years, we moved everywhere, and every time we changed places, we changed along with our identities; We lived in seclusion, and he forbade me to associate with my neighbors, or to go out at will; Before he disappeared, I didn't even have a cell phone; He strictly forbade me to post any information about myself, including photos, online, otherwise my hands and legs would be discounted; As long as he is at home, he will control and monitor everything about me......

Thinking about the problem in Li Xu's way, we can indeed understand Su Mosen's actions as protection, of course, not only to protect me, but also to protect himself. In addition, most of the times when he beats me and scolds me happen because I violate the rules he has set, and it seems that he never hits me for no reason. But what does it mean that he turns me over with anesthetics every few months and then strips me naked and studies my body like an animal? Can you think for the better? If this kind of unethical thing is also for my good, then there is only one possibility - he is worried that I will have some hidden disease caused by a genetic mutation that has not yet been revealed, and he must always observe and prepare for the treatment after the onset.

That's the only and most likely reason I can think of.

I have been checking for so long, and there is a pattern that has been discovered very early, that is, all people who are born with certain excellent abilities will also have natural defects, among the cases I have come into contact with, there is a girl who was born with extraordinary eyesight and can see farther than ordinary people, but she has two disorders in her brain nerves, which will lead to all kinds of confusion; In addition, there is a man in his thirties, with excellent memory and mental arithmetic ability, who was regarded as a prodigy when he was a child, but his body stopped developing at the age of fourteen or fifteen, and his internal organs and other organs grew and aged like normal people, but his body stayed forever in the juvenile stage.

There are really many such examples, that is to say, there must be natural excellence and natural defects, and it is fair to match each other.

But in my case, I am young, immortal, born with divine powers, smell, sight and hearing, and there is a self-healing mechanism, whether it is a cut or a fall, my body can heal quickly, just like a myth or a fantasy story, no matter how you think about it, even if you see the wound close a little bit, you still have a feeling of dreaming.

Such a body that is so perfect that it can't be more perfect, if it is set according to the law just now, one day in the future, when the disease of genetic mutation occurs, it will definitely collapse and it will definitely not be able to be cleaned up.

It shuddeers just thinking about it.

Perhaps Su Mosen was really worried about this, so he had to fully grasp the indicators of my body and look for ways to prevent the eventual collapse.

Is that really the case?

This is what people usually say "look at things with the other eye", and for a while, I actually saw the side of Su Mosen's family affection, although this family relationship seemed very stiff, accompanied by violence and shadows, as well as cold fear.

But I quickly came back to my senses and felt that although the idea just now seemed to make some sense logically, it didn't make sense emotionally. I don't know how Li Xu and her mother got along and what happened, but in my consciousness, family affection, no matter how it is expressed on the outside, must have a deep and gentle element inside, and it is easy to feel it directly, but in Su Mosen, except for the photo in my wallet that seems to love me very much, I don't feel that he has the slightest affection for me at any other time.

Not at all.

And, for some reason, I have no memory of when that photo was taken, and I don't remember when I was a child, Su Mosen was gentle with me. This is a very scary thing to think about, because no matter how you look at it, the girl in the photo is at least seven or eight years old, and a person will have some memory of life when she was seven or eight years old. But all my childhood and teenage memories are in the mountains on the border of Yunnan, in an abandoned Miao village. At that time, Su Mosen was very cruel to me, forbidding me to play with the children in the neighborhood, and pinching to death the dog I secretly picked up.

So the logic proposed by Li Xu still doesn't make sense.

When I was trying to think about the relationship between me and Su Mosen in the way Li Xu said and my own way, Dai Furong had already gotten up and gone to the kitchen to get us food, and Li Xu sat quietly on the sofa smoking a cigarette and flipped through the book left by Dai Wenjing, this time she was turning it very slowly, almost reading word by word. I thought she was immersed in it, but who knew it wasn't, and suddenly she tilted her face and smiled at me, smiling very charmingly, with a little intimacy.

I ignored her laughter, the whole person was a little stunned, she reached out and touched my head, coaxing me in a coaxing tone: "If you can't think clearly, don't think about it, good." ”

I'm not used to her suddenly being so affectionate to me and rolling her eyes.

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