Volume 2 Chapter 112 She admits that her heart hurts

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Patting her on the back, his vision blurred, as if he was looking at something, and it seemed that he couldn't see anything. I don't know when it started, he gradually felt that the hearts of the two people had gone farther and farther, and he tried to redeem it, but it was always in vain, until he saw the injured side of her, and saw the moment when she was helpless and could only keep crying.

So the fragments of his memories all rushed back, when he was young, he met her pity, that burst of sympathy, and more than ten years of perseverance, he suddenly felt very ashamed, because he had the heart to give up, which would cause her to be injured under his own hands, thinking of the ashtray he threw out without hesitation when he exploded, Song Tianming even became in a bad mood.

"Ming, you are not allowed to leave me."

"I'm not leaving, I'll always watch you." He promised to take her hand as he had done then, and solemnly and sincerely deliver his determination.

"Really?"

"Really."

Nodding weakly, Song Tianming's heart was full of guilt.

He didn't know it was her, and if he had known, he wouldn't have thrown it out so casually. In fact, if it was the secretary or Lei Luo who entered the door, when he gave the first order, they would know to retreat in time, so when he felt her approaching, he didn't think about it, he thought she would dodge, but unfortunately, his thought did not include Musia at all.

At that time, he was upset about Su Lian, he denied Lei Luo's speculation, but he couldn't stop his heart from moving, he couldn't help but be in a daze during the meeting, and all he thought about in his mind was Su Lian's various expressions. He couldn't pull himself in the net that Su Lian had woven for him, and the more he struggled, the tighter he tied up.

I thought about being nice to Mu Xiya, but she pressed him so tightly that he couldn't help but escape, so he would rather stay in the company and stay in the Xiao family's mansion, he didn't want to think of these two women anymore. It's just that the more irritated he is, the more difficult it is to calm down, so much so that when he deals with a big contract, he repeatedly misses. The frustration came all over the world, so he couldn't hold back himself, so he inexplicably launched a temper.

So much so that in the end, he hurt her and woke up from his dream.

Encircling her delicate body, he raised his hand and motioned for the doctors to leave, leaving the two of them alone, or he should feel so dependent on each other again, and he should try to regain the original feeling between the two. She loves him and has always loved him, but he didn't protect her, and hurt her with his own hands, which made him feel like a bastard.

However, he didn't mean it, he really didn't...............

Lying outside the VIP ward of a hospital, Su Lian looked at the scene of deep affection inside, and only felt that her heart was throbbing as if it was not her own.

She just happened to pass by this section of the road, and she just happened to receive a call from Mo Feifei to come here to get her medicine, and she just happened to see him holding her in the corridor of the hospital to save the doctor. She shouldn't have come to peek, but after taking the medicine, she heard people talking, and she couldn't help the slightest throbbing in her heart, so she followed the crowd to watch, and she watched outside the VIP ward.

Su Lian didn't expect that Song Tianming would suddenly turn back, let alone that he would suddenly turn back in his stunned gaze. Yes, she felt it, he was rejecting her, resisting her, and even, relentlessly driving her, signaling her to leave immediately.

She admits that her heart hurts, and it hurts beyond measure.

Watching him put his arms around Muxia, watching him coax her infinitely gently, her heart was faintly tingling. This feeling is also very **, obviously it is the result she wants to see the most, but she really sees it, but she feels the pain of digging her heart and liver. People are so distorted, even if they know that it is not their own, but if they are greedy, they will always have expectations, even if they know that refusal is good for everyone, but they will still be hurt, or they will be heartbroken, just like now, she doesn't even know that her face is full of tears.

What are you crying about? Crying about his infidelity? Or is it too loyal to cry for him?

She should have recognized the facts from the beginning, how could she be better than Mushia, that woman, she owed her a life, did she have to use her life to pay off all her debts. She is not high, so she admits that she can't do it, so even if her heart hurts so much that she almost bursts, she can only endure her grievances and wipe her face.

Tears are delicate and belong to people like Muhia, and she, just a clump of weeds, is destined to burn out her life in the wildfire, people in different worlds, should live in different worlds, so the best, really, this is the best............

A person will cry because it hurts, and the reason why it hurts is because he cares, and the reason why he cares is because he has feelings, and the reason why he has feelings is simply because that person is you.

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Song Tianming finally left, took his dear baby abroad, and went to South Korea for 'plastic surgery' for the wound the size of a fingernail.

When she knew all this, Su Lian was holding a mouthful of instant noodles, and she didn't hold back, so she sprayed all over the ground, Lei Luo looked at her messy appearance, and then looked at the broken noodles all over the ground, and the green tendons on her forehead, and jumped happily at that time.

"Su Lian, are you still a woman?"

Knowing that he was at a loss, Su Lian threw himself on the ground and picked up the noodles one by one: "Senior, don't be angry, don't scold me, I'll clean it up immediately, right away." ”

Seeing her filthy behavior, Lei Luo twitched again: "Tell me about you, you are also a star, how can you be so imageless?" ”

"Senior, what star is not a star, that is, a mixed meal, besides, I became a star on MTV, so how many 'big' stars must there be in the whole world?" Without looking back, Su Lian seriously dealt with the slag on the ground, and while cleaning up, he secretly rejoiced in his heart that he hadn't chewed it just now, and all the noodles that were sprayed out were silky, if he chewed and sprayed out all the flour, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Lei Luo didn't know what Su Lian was thinking, but when her pursed lips were secretly 'cursing' her evil deeds in her heart, she laughed and teased: "Then there are few people in the world who can attract ** poaching brokerage companies at the same time because of an MTV, right?" ”

"That's because they have vision."

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Finally cleaned up the noodles all over the ground, Su Lian found a rag and carefully wiped the ground, wiping her and suddenly came to the strength again, so she raised her face and smiled at Lei Luo: "Alas! Seriously, senior, which one do you think I should choose? ”

Taking advantage of her mopping the floor, Lei Luo also kindly helped Su Lian throw the remaining uneaten instant noodles into the trash, and was wiping the oil on his hands, when he suddenly heard her ask again, so he replied without thinking about it: "Among the brokerage companies you found, two or three are still good, but I can't say which one is the best, you better pick it yourself." ”

"It's not scientific, senior, how can you not say it?"

"I'm not an immortal, why can't I say it?"

"Because you are the special assistant to General Manager Lingyun, under one person and ten thousand people, your ability is greater than the sky, you don't know who knows?" Her exaggerated expression and words completely amused Lei Luo, he resisted the urge to spray rice, and only raised his eyebrows and asked, "Are you wearing a high hat for me?" ”

"No, no, I really want to praise you, sincerely."

With her hands on her chest, clenched into fists, she looked pious, but she didn't take him as a Buddha to worship, Lei Luo was stared at by her eager eyes and was uncomfortable, so she had to look away in embarrassment, cleared her throat and said, "Actually, why didn't you think about your own company?" ”

"What? My company? You say Su Media? Senior, you're really joking, it's not that you don't know my relationship with them, how can I sign back to Su's? What's more, even if I wanted to, I couldn't do it, and they didn't come to me, so I can't post it upside down, right? ”

"They've looked for you, haven't they? You didn't promise to accept them. ”

When he first met Su Lian, he only knew that she was the fourth lady of the Su family, but he didn't expect her status in the Su family to be even a servant. It wasn't until later, after occasionally hearing some from Song Tianming and confirming everything to Su Lian, that he knew that it turned out that it was not that he was really a daughter because he was famous. At least, in Su Lian's body, he has never seen the so-called daughter's temperament.

The three sisters and brothers of the Su family have looked for Su Lian's matter, he heard about it from Su Lian's mouth, and when he heard it, he did not express his opinion, but if he did not express his opinion, it did not mean that he had no opinion at all, he just felt that it was meaningless to say his opinion at that time, so he would leave it until now and say it when he should say it most.

"That's different, at that time, they just asked me to do a show, and they just wanted to borrow me as a topic goddess." Thinking about their faces when they didn't give money at the beginning, and thinking about their evil behavior of hacking her Weibo now, Su Lian felt in her heart that even if signing a contract with the Su family would be beneficial to herself, she would not want to cheapen her three brothers and sisters.

"It's the same nature, and in general, they've thought of you, although, in the bottom of their hearts, they've not fully accepted you."

"That's right! They didn't want to see me, why should I go back? Su Lian said this sentence as a matter of course, but after Lei Luo heard it, he shook his head disapprenously: "Because, after all, they are your relatives, even if you are not yourself, they will not 'poison' you, others are different, I don't know your true identity, even if they want to sell you, I'm afraid they will never be soft." ”

"You mean the unspoken rules?"

Tilting her head and thinking about it, Su Lian suddenly felt that what Lei Luo said was very reasonable, judging from her current situation, whether there is no harm or no harm, it is not appropriate to describe her Su Lian's situation, if she defects to the Su family, it can only be a hundred harms and one benefit, and for that benefit, she has to endure the pain and bear the 'hundred harms' they gave her, no matter how it is calculated, it is not cost-effective. But even if she felt that it was not a good deal, she couldn't help but start to waver when she thought of the 'Yili' that made her the most tempting.

"Sister Lan, haven't you suffered enough losses over there? As a female star, if you don't have a backer, you will suffer a little, you are not like Xia, she has ........." suddenly realized that he had said the wrong thing, Lei Luo paused for a moment, and explained: "Uh, I didn't mean that, I just made a random analogy." ”

"It's okay, I understand."

She also felt that there was no need to mind the facts, although she was really a little sad when she knew that Song Tianming took Gu Damei to plastic surgery. But, after all, it has never been extravagant, so it is not too difficult to accept.

"So, I think that if you have to make a choice, and you don't have a deep grudge against your three older siblings, follow them, although you won't get any good fruit to eat, at least you won't worry about being sold. Anyway, you never thought about mixing in the entertainment industry for the rest of your life, you just want to make a lot of money and just pat your ass and leave, don't you? In that case, sign another family, if you are really popular, how can people easily let you go? ”

He told Song Tianming that he would catch up with Su Lian within a month, although it was to stimulate Song Tianming at that time, but when he really said it, he found out that it was actually the result he wanted. Because of the expectation, it is impossible not to mind everything about her, what has happened, he can't care anymore, but everything in the future needs him to command it all. Even if in the end, she may not choose herself, but, for him, the outcome is not important, what matters is that he wants to be the angel who guards her until the day when she happily finds her true home.

"Makes sense! However, if I had to go back to them now, the situation would be different from the beginning, and with the scheming of my two sisters, I would have robbed me of my money and left me with nothing left. "I really don't care so much about money, but now she has nothing, and even the rent for the next quarter has not been settled, if she really let her brother and sister cheat money again, she will really have to cry and drink the northwest wind.

Although the northwest wind is delicious, it is not to her taste, think about it or think, forget it!

"So, you have to plan well, how to get back to the Su clan smoothly, sign the normal contract smoothly, and get the money you deserve."

"This seems to be a problem, a big problem." For tigresses and hyenas, it is more difficult to gnaw 'minced meat' from their mouths, it is even more difficult than climbing to the sky.

Regarding Su Lian's statement, Lei Luo nodded approvingly, and said with a smile: "It's not difficult, why do you need to plan well?" ”

"Speaking of which! People really don't do it, or do they? Senior, can you help me? ”

Hearing this, Lei Luo subconsciously shrugged his eyebrows: "It's okay to help you, there is a condition." ”

"Uh-huh, you say!"

"Be my girlfriend."

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Forehead drop god! Is this a confession?

The thunderbolt on a sunny day, the thunder of the five thunders, Su Lian's face was still full of smiles, and a tornado blew at that time. What's inside? Didn't she hear it right? Didn't you? Didn't you?

"Hahaha! Joking with you, look at the ones that scare you. ”

Ben just wanted to take the opportunity to test Su Lian's reaction, but when she really showed the expression of being struck by lightning, Lei Luo still couldn't help but feel a lot of sadness for herself in her heart. was confessed by him, why did he react like seeing a ghost? Is his quest really that terrible?

In fact, while discovering that he liked her, Lei Luo also asked himself, what do you like her and why do you like her?

She was 'ordinary' like a schoolgirl she could meet on the street, and she seemed to be ordinary except for the pretty face that would have been ashamed of elves. But it was precisely because of this 'ordinary' that he saw the most simple and innocent side of her, so while he was still guarding against her, he had unconsciously fallen into it.

He knows that she has a Song Tianming in her heart, and he also knows that for himself, he will not be able to repay the kindness of the Song family in this life. After understanding his thoughts, he also thought that if Song Tianming really liked Su Lian and was willing to live with her for the rest of his life, he could also take the initiative to quit and hide this little bit of caution for the rest of his life. However, the truth is not what he thinks at all, Song Ershao likes Su Lian or not, he doesn't know, but he knows whether Mu Xiya will let Song Tianming go.

From the position of a friend, he didn't want Muxia to be hurt because of this, so when everyone was not able to pull themselves out, he hoped that everyone could get out, and he, if he could really win back Su Lian's heart, it would not be a happy thing for everyone, but unfortunately, he hadn't acted yet, just a temptation, and her reaction greatly stimulated herself.

It was too embarrassing, so he could only laugh and explain everything he said with a joke, but when she listened to his explanation, she finally breathed a sigh of relief, and his heart couldn't help but hurt again, although it was a minor injury, but it was enough to make him breathless.

jumped up violently and patted Lei Luo's shoulder hard, Su Lian protested: "Dizzy, senior, don't make such jokes with me in the future, I will take it seriously." ”

"I'm really not afraid, I have such a beautiful schoolgirl girlfriend, I have a lot of face." He pretended to be relaxed, but she shook her head anxiously: "If you are not afraid of bad luck, you can come!" I don't want to think about how I ran away from your boss back then. "[**\*] updates quickly

had no intention of mentioning Song Tianming, but in such an embarrassing situation, she could only use him to fill her face, anyway, no matter whether Lei Luo said to her whether it was true or not, as long as he heard Song Tianming's three words, all his thoughts would eventually come to naught. Although this man has only been in contact for a few months, because she has the same situation, she feels that she knows it very well. They all owe favors and debts, and they never pay off the day, they will never be able to have all their selves, she is, and Lei Luo will be the same.

She laughed at herself so much, which made him feel very distressed, and wanted to tell her that even if she really hit her, he was not afraid of her. But looking at her appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, he finally understood the subtext she hid in his heart, and after thinking about it, he could only persuade him so attentively: "Xiaolian, why are you talking about yourself like this, it's not your fault about the chairman." ”

"It's my fault, because I'm unlucky, so my friends and relatives around me are also unlucky. Actually, I'm counting down every day, in the next three years, who will break my disaster, maybe, my life will pass like this, so ah! Whoever wants to live, don't touch me as soon as possible, anyway, I am a poison, who will pour the medicine? ”

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Hearing this, Lei Luo could only respond to her sadness with silence.

When she didn't know how to love, Song Tianming inadvertently became the hero of her love story, thousands of ** love, heart-rending pain, those have become a thing of the past, fate is gone, but she doesn't dare to love anymore, it seems that except for him, she can no longer find the right time that belongs to her, and the right person.

The replacement between existence and non-existence is ruthless, therefore, she has tasted the sweetness and sorrow of life, she is still there, but she only has the courage to hope for happiness............