"Fu Lingye, I think we should talk about it, I think I have to know a lot of things about you from other people's mouths, I ......"

"She's right. Fastest update access: щщщ.79XS.сОΜ. Fu Lingye interrupted me, "I really am." ”

Although I had already learned from Ai Wen that Fu Lingye was unmarried, when Fu Lingye told me in person at this time, the feeling of knowing the truth was completely different.

A heart instantly became cold, the blood in the whole body seemed to be coagulated, and it felt like it had been holding on to something that I thought I was happy for a long time, but it was suddenly announced that it had always been my wishful thinking.

"I told her on the first day I was with Evan that I was not married, and I would never have children, and I gave her the choice of whether to be together or not, and Evan told me at the time that as long as we were together, whether we were married or not, it didn't matter if I had children or not."

"And my decision to be with her wholeheartedly started because of that."

"When we were in the United States, we never had any quarrels about this matter, but because of the 'sexual' incompatibility and many other things, the relationship was not stable at that time."

"Later, after returning to China, she secretly punctured all the condoms, which caused the unplanned pregnancy."

"We had a big fight the night we found out she was pregnant, and she cried and begged me to forgive her, but I really didn't want to have children at all, let alone get married."

"Later, we talked all night, and I offered to compensate her for a sum of money, so that she could get rid of the child, and then we broke up, but she didn't want to break up, and took the initiative to say that she wanted to get rid of the child, and I couldn't bear to see her like that, so I dispelled the idea of breaking up, and took her to the hospital the next day."

"The moment she entered the operating room, I suddenly felt cruel and sat outside and struggled for a minute."

"At that minute, I thought for a while, if I don't leave the child behind, if she wants to raise it, I will definitely provide child support, and ensure their life for the rest of my life, but for a while I thought, the child still doesn't want it, because the moment I learned that Evan was pregnant, there was really no surprise, but a sense of disgust that was plotted."

"I thought at the time, although it wasn't my willingness, but Aven suffered like this, no matter whether I was with her or separated in the future, as long as she wanted, I would take care of her for the rest of my life."

"After that long minute passed, I called the dean, changed my clothes and went into the operating room."

"When I went in, Evan was already anesthetic, and he was lying there unconscious, and I just stood by the wall and watched the doctor finish the operation."

"I never touched her again after this incident, and not long after, a lot of things happened, and I knew that I really couldn't go on with her, and then we broke up, and she went to the United States."

I immediately understood at this moment, no wonder Fu Lingye would insist that the child was definitely not his, it turned out that he witnessed the entire operation process with his own eyes!

Oh, my God......

What happened to him to make him so resolute not to marry and have children? How brave was he to walk into the operating room and wait for the operation to end?

"Then why didn't you tell me when you were with me that you were unmarried?"

Fu Lingye paused and replied to me: "I'm afraid that you don't want to be with me after I tell you." ”

I didn't feel good when I heard this.

"I don't feel the same way about you as I feel about Aven, I really liked you at that time, I wanted to live with you forever, and I never had the idea of parting with you, so I didn't plan to tell you from the beginning."

Instead of joy in his heart, he felt his face gradually stiffen, and asked him, "Then you never thought about marrying me, did you?" ”

Without waiting for him to answer, I asked tentatively, "If I was pregnant, wouldn't you want to get married?" ”

When I saw him, his brows immediately furrowed into a Sichuan character, and his expression was slightly shocked, as if he really didn't expect to have a child.

"Are you pregnant?" He turned his head to look at my stomach.

Fu Lingye's expression made my heart sink to the bottom.

Barely smiled, pretending to be relaxed and said: "No, I just said if, besides, I only went to the hospital a few days ago for a check-up, where can I get pregnant in a few days." ”

"Really?" Fu Lingye seemed a little skeptical of my words.

"Of course it's true, if I were pregnant, I would have told you a long time ago, and where is it so easy to get pregnant? You should be like in the TV series? ”

He also seemed to think that many times after we were together, we were in a safe period and had never been pregnant, so his brows gradually loosened, and he said in a deep tone: "Bai Suran, I have never loved a 'woman' so much, if we don't get married and don't have children, wouldn't it be good to live with you for the rest of our lives like this?" Bai Suran, what do you think? ”

If I ignore the sentence "We don't get married and don't have children", I will definitely be happy in the face of such a confession and promise.

But now I really can't squeeze out a smile, but I suddenly feel that Fu Lingye is so 'selfish', he wants to be unmarried and infertile with me for the rest of his life, but he never asks me if I will think about it.

He knew that I liked children, but he also pretended not to know.

Since my family is not there, and my aunt's family is the only one I have, so I want to have a home of my own more than anyone else.

Originally, I thought that Fu Lingye's appearance was the best favor given to me by God, but now all my cognitions have been reversed, and my previous happiness is like an illusion.

The one who can take you to heaven can also send you to hell.

Maybe Fu Lingye saw that my expression was a little wrong, so he grabbed my hand, held me in his arms, and let my head rest on his shoulder.

"Bai Suran, if you really want to get married...... Can you give me some time? ”

I've been with him for so long, isn't there not much time for me?

So this sentence sounds more perfunctory to me.

How could the idea he had been firm for so many years be destroyed because of one me? I don't dare to look up to myself.

Closing my eyes, I didn't answer Fu Lingye's words.

……

Xiao Man and Lao Wang's wedding was two days before Fu Lingye's Day.

Judging from the family backgrounds of Lao Wang and Xiao Man, I thought that the two of them would hold a grand wedding, after all, when they first mentioned marriage, the two families wanted to do it according to this pattern.

But to my surprise, the wedding of the two was not grand, but it was very 'wave' and warm.

I asked Xiao Man: "Didn't you always shout that your wedding should be unprecedentedly grand?" ”

She 'touched' her belly, which was not bulging, and said with a smile: "Where did you really think about getting married at that time?" It's just nonsense, everything is good, everything is expensive, but it's all lip service, now I really want to marry Wang Zhen, the turtle son, and I don't care about these empty things. ”

I teased her, "Wang Zhen is a turtle son, so what is this in your belly?" Turtle eggs? ”

"Go, go, don't talk about my precious son!"

Seeing that Xiaoman is less crazy than usual, and has a little more tenderness when she is about to become a mother, to be honest, I am really sad and envious.

It's a scene I've ever imagined in my dreams.

Turning his head to look at Fu Lingye, who was talking to someone with a wine glass not far away, how I hope that the protagonists of the wedding at this moment are me and him.

But can hope really be realized?

As if telepathically, when I looked at Fu Lingye through the crowd, Fu Lingye also turned his head to look at me.

Through the crowd of people coming and going and the starry lights, our eyes are 'intertwined'.

Fu Lingye hooked his lips and smiled at me, and I suddenly felt that the lights around me were eclipsed at this moment, as if he and I were the only ones left on the scene, standing at both ends and looking at each other deeply.

My heart changed at this moment......

I knew it was time for me to make a decision.

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The next day, Fu Lingye went to work.

Originally, after I came back from Guizhou last month, he told me that he would go to work at the beginning of this month, but now that I learned that I was pregnant, and Fu Lingye's incident, I would fall into deep thought for no reason, and the whole person was in a trance, so I planned to rest for another week.

As for the fact that I can't go to work, Fu Lingye naturally wants me to be at home.

He said he liked nothing more than to come home and see me standing there stupidly waiting for him.

Miss Fu's 'hair' has grown a little, and she is rolling on the grass at this moment, and as soon as I sit down for a while after buying vegetables, the 'door' bell outside rings.

When Miss Fu heard someone ring the 'door' bell, it was like an arrow 'shooting', and she immediately rushed to the iron 'door' and screamed.

I opened the iron 'door', saw an old man in a tunic and asked, "Are you a 'flower' master?" ”

The old man was stunned for a moment, and I said, "Please come in." ”

He looked at me for more than ten seconds before he walked in, with his hands behind his back, not like a 'gardener', but like an old cadre who had come to inspect.

Seeing him coming empty-handed, I asked, "Didn't you bring anything with you?" ”

The old man looked at me again, and then he said, "In the back." ”

I nodded and said, "Then sit down first, and I'll pour you a glass of water." ”

Yesterday, Fu Lingye told me that there would be a 'flower' craftsman to take care of the 'flowers' today, so I have been waiting for it today.

A corner of the grass is full of 'flowers', which grow very well, this is my favorite place, so Fu Lingye specially found a 'flower' craftsman to take care of it, and it will grow better when the time comes.

After pouring water for the old man, I said, "It's that 'flower', I like it but I don't know how to take care of it." ”

The old man took the glass and nodded to me, saying, "Thank you." ”

Miss Fu may have seen that the person who came in was not Fu Lingye, and was still standing at the mouth of the 'door' and screaming, so I beckoned to it: "Come and play, Dad went to work, and he won't come back until lunch." ”

The old man went to see the 'flowers', so I went into the house to take care of the dishes.

After I had been busy for a while, I turned my head again and found the old man standing at the kitchen door, looking at me.