Two tear streaks slid across Ji Yan's face, and she quickly avoided her face. After all these years, Ji Yan has gone through a lot of things, she has figured out her mother, she was so selfish that she only had herself in her heart, and her daughter was just used to achieve her wishes, and by the way, she could use the ladder. Growing up has always come at a certain price, and people who have not been tempered in their hearts will never know the feeling of cherishing from the bottom of their hearts.

Jiang Wanmu would not say that kind of empty comforting words, not to mention that there is no suitable language in this world to comfort such a heartbroken heart. Ji Yan has endured all these years, and if he can cry now, it is not easy to become an untiring knot. Jiang Wanmu stretched out her hand and patted Ji Yan and said, "Ji Yan, what has passed, we have to try to forget it, and we don't have to ask the reason again." There are some things that can never be traced for the right reason. ”

After Ji Yan stretched out her hand to wipe her face, she slowly turned her head to face Jiang Wanmu. She shook her head lightly and said, "Miss, I think about the fact that we are going to the south in the spring, and after I rejoice, I have a feeling of fear in my heart. In my brother's letters to me, I always said that everything is developing in a good direction, and my father and mother are living a safe and healthy life. My sister-in-law always talked about her children in her letters, and she never mentioned my parents. I want to see my parents, but I'm afraid to see them beyond recognition. ”

Ji Yan said as she covered her face with a handkerchief, and her body shook slightly with a low whimpering sound. Jiang Wanmu looked at such a sad auspicious words, thinking that Su Huan had mentioned a word or two in the south. She realized in her eyes that Ji Yan's father and mother had always hated each other over the years, but they were afraid that they had already become hateful people. The Founder couple had to accept such parents. And Ji Yan said that she didn't care, but she was afraid that she knew in her heart that their family could not go back to the past, and she still had illusions about her parents in her heart. But I am afraid that I will be disillusioned when I face my parents.

Jiang Wanmu quietly stayed by her side, and after watching her slowly calm down, she hurriedly applied cold water to restore her red eyes to their original state. After Ji Yan sat down again. said to Jiang Wanmu: "Miss, I can't let my father, mother, and Mugen see my red eyes." Jiang Wanmu nodded understandingly, and she quickly covered up the astringency that poured into her heart. She smiled and said, "Ji Yan, you don't have to explain it to me, I understand what you mean." You are already a wife, so naturally you can't act as unrestrained as before, but by your own nature. ”

Ji Yan raised his eyes to see the look in Jiang Wanmu's eyes. She laughed astringently and said, "Miss, do you remember the time when my mother came to the yard early to comb my hair?" Jiang Wanmu naturally remembered that she still had a faint envy when she looked at that time. Ji Yan let out a long sigh and said, "It's as if it all happened yesterday, and my father is still the same father." My brother is still the bold brother. But when I opened my eyes and looked at the sturdy people around me, I knew that everything had changed. My brother was already disappointed in his father, and he thought that his father and mother would break his heart. ”

When Jiang Wanmu looked at Jin Jiyan and said something, the darkness flashed in her eyes from time to time, and she was secretly a little frightened. Jiang Wanmu's expression was quite calm and said: "Ji Yan, if they have fallen into the demons they have set up in their own hearts and disputes over the years, they will both become like you don't know. I can't hear the sadness of not being able to see you, can you stabilize your mind at that time? If you don't face them now, and you can't calm your heartfelt anger, then don't follow me to the south this time. ”

Ji Yan listened to Jiang Wanmu's words, she looked at her with a stunned expression, and asked in a low voice, "Miss." Can that really avoid those things? My brother and sister-in-law's family have been facing each other for many years and have been fine, and I will definitely be fine. Jiang Wanmu listened to her words and laughed lowly, with an indescribable bitter taste in her laughter. She shook her head lightly and said, "Ji Yan, that is your dearest person, they loved you, supported you when you were young, and when you were an adult, they thought about you and planned for you." They are kind to you, and they are like mountains to you.

No matter how bad they become, even if they have both decided to give up on you now, they are still the two people in your heart who love you the most in your memory. Ji Yan's tears flowed down quietly, and she covered her mouth and said in a dumb voice: "Miss, you are so young, you can accept that reality, and I can accept it too." It's just that they are my parents, and I, like my brother, will never give up on them no matter what. ”

Jiang Wanmu closed her eyes slightly, after she opened her eyes and sighed softly, she nodded slightly towards Ji Yan and said: "I know that you and Fang Zheng will choose the most difficult path, your parents have loved their relatives like this, after they are old, we can't give up on them, we can't get over our own hearts." It's just that Fangzheng has a tough temperament, and yours is too docile. Since you choose to do that, I am willing to support you. However, you promise me that you have a knot that you can't untie in the face of them, and you must find someone worthy of trust to say what is in your heart.

You don't want to put too many negative emotions in your heart, it is easy to form unsolvable demons. There is a world of difference between my situation and yours. Your parents supported you to grow up, but it was only after you became self-reliant, under all kinds of external influences, that they fell into a strange circle and could not get out of it for a while. And I, my biological father, had already voluntarily chosen to abandon me at the moment I was born. My biological mother, she often burst into tears when she faced me as a child, and she finally chose to give up on me. Even the last time she was seen, I begged to go to the door to see her. The gift also greeted me in advance, and finally returned to her mother's house. ”

Jiang Wanmu watched Ji Yan's expression gradually calm down, she secretly laughed in her heart, sure enough, there is such a practical and tragic example as her, and a comparison between the two can untie the knots in many people's hearts. Ji Yan restrained the tears in her eyes, and she said a little embarrassedly, "Miss, I'm sorry." I make you mention the sad things. Jiang Wanmu smiled slightly, and said to her: "You, when you should be sensitive, you are sluggish and let people remind you." This shouldn't be sensitive when you think about it again. I am just a victim of the grievances and hatreds of the previous generation, so why should I take the mistakes of others and use them to punish myself to this day. I, ah, in the year when Aunt Yu didn't have it, I have already let go of my hand. ”

Jiang Wanmu left freely, she went out of the courtyard door and saw Mu Gen who walked in, greeted him, and was about to go outside. As a result, Mugen stopped her, and he said with a somewhat embarrassed expression: "Sister, General Lian is at the gate of the courtyard, he said that he hasn't seen the Feiyang brothers and sisters for some days, he came to pick them up and go to the general's mansion to gather, and he will personally send them back before dinner." Jiang Wanmu stopped after hearing this, since she asked Mrs. Liu to turn him away that day, he came two or three times, but unfortunately, Jiang Wanmu's mother and son were really out of the house, not in the yard.

Jiang Wanmu's expression sank, thinking that during this New Year's Festival, Lian Hao might take Jiang Feiyang's brothers and sisters to the palace once. Mu Gen looked at her expression, but he was a little anxious, and he persuaded in a low voice: "Sister, you said that you would not prevent their father and son from getting close, and if you avoid him like this, after a long time, you will still hurt the Feiyang brothers and sisters." I saw that the two of them liked to be close to him. Why don't you let them decide whether they want to go along or not? ”

Jiang Wanmu looked at him with a slight smile and said, "Brother, am I the kind of person who is stingy?" I just wonder why he didn't say anything about taking them to the palace. Okay, let's go over and tell the two siblings together, and it's up to them to decide whether to go or not. At this time, the laughter of Jiang Feiyang's brother and sister was already heard in the child's room, and there was a cheerful cry of 'ah, ah, ah' in the middle of it.

After Jiang Wanmu and Mu Gen slammed on the door, they gently pushed open the door and saw the three children laughing on the couch. Jiang Zhuangshi heard the movement at the door, he saw his father, stretched out his hands at him, his small mouth opened with a smile, and the saliva fell down one by one. Jiang Feiyang and Jiang Lazy laughed and got up, and the brother and sister helped each other pull each other's clothes. Mu Gen stretched out his hand to pick up Jiang Zhuangshi, he smiled and said to Jiang Feiyang's brothers and sisters: "Feiyang, lazy, General Lian is at the gate of the courtyard, he said to pick you up and go to the General's Mansion." ”

Jiang Feiyang and Jiang Lazy heard Mu Gen's words, and the two looked up at Jiang Wanmu with nervous expressions, and saw her looking at them with a smile on her face. Jiang lazy approached Jiang Wanmu and whispered, "Mother, do you want me and my brother to go to the General's Mansion?" Jiang Wanmu smiled slightly when she heard this, touched her head lightly and said, "You and your brother have decided whether to go or not, and General Lian is now at the gate of the courtyard, whether you go or not, you should give him an explanation." ”

Jiang Feiyang looked at Jiang Wanmu's expression, and he said in a muffled voice: "I want to go to the General's Mansion, and my sister and I can go horseback riding." But I don't want to go to the palace. Jiang Wanmu smiled slightly when she heard this, and said to him: "I'll walk with you for a while, and you will go out of the courtyard by yourself and ask him carefully." If you go, come in and say to your mother. If you don't go, you can tell General Lian the reason. I see that he loves you very much, and if you have anything to say, you have to make it clear to your face. ”

Jiang Wanmu, mother and son walked outside, and when she turned around and closed the door, Mugen gave her a thumbs up. After the door was closed, Jiang Zhuang burst into tears in the room. Jiang Feiyang's brother and sister heard the crying in the room, the brother and sister stopped together, the two looked back at the closed door, with a reluctant look on their faces, Jiang Lazy said softly: "Mother, my brother is reluctant to let me and my brother go." ”

Jiang Wanmu didn't speak, she stopped and waited for the two children to make a decision. Jiang Feiyang's brother and sister still walked out, Jiang Feiyang said: "My brother is very lipi, no matter when he sees the two of us leaving, he will cry a few times." Uncle would have coaxed him not to cry. ”

For the fiftieth small powder of the month, it is still 50 small powders plus a new chapter. (To be continued)