Chapter 25: Absent-mindedness

"Mr. Lin, can you summarize the company's administrative work this month." Xu Zixuan looked at Lin Junyuan lovingly, waiting for him to make a summary, his serious and rigorous appearance at work made her love him even more.

"Mr. Lin? Mr. Lin? It's up to you to sum up. Manager Li lightly touched Lin Junyuan and reminded in a low voice.

Lin Junyuan was distracted.

"Oh. This month...... "Lin Junyuan came back to his senses and began to summarize his work.

Since Lin Junyuan agreed to marry her, he has been unsettled, and he always wanders from time to time when he works.

After Xu Zixuan met Lin Junyuan again this time, he always felt that he was different from before.

"Junyuan, are you tired from work lately? I wonder how you're a little in a trance. Do you want to take a vacation and take a good rest? Xu Zixuan thoughtfully leaned on Lin Junyuan's shoulder.

"No! OK. Lin Junyuan suddenly fell into deep thought again.

Lin Junyuan is obviously by his side, but his heart is not here, he has another person in his heart.

She saw that Lin Junyuan often stared at the phone in a daze for a long time, and as soon as a message rang, he immediately checked it, and was disappointed after reading it, if she didn't speak, he didn't feel her presence at all.

"Junyuan, do you know what is the reason why I have been separated from you for several years, no matter how much hardship I have endured, I will not give up?" Xu Zixuan tried to pull Lin Junyuan's thoughts back.

"Well, why?" Lin Junyuan responded lightly.

"Because I love you, and I know you love me too. Your parents are against me being with you, I know you can't resist, you are a very filial person, you can only work harder to make myself better, so that I can be worthy of you, and your parents will no longer have any reason to object to us being together. Xu Zixuan buried his head in Lin Junyuan's arms.

Lin Junyuan remembered the scene when his parents forcibly broke up the two of them, and for so many years he had regretted that he didn't fight for Xu Zixuan in front of his parents, so he let her go.

Hearing her tell that all the hardships she has suffered in the past few years are for him, he blames himself for being a man, and now that she is back, he should compensate her well.

Now that she has become better than him, her parents have no reason to object, and they can finally be together.

But how good it would have been if all this had been before he knew Fu Qiu, and now his heart was full of Fu Qiu.

Fu Qiu has never taken the initiative to contact him since he returned from the United States, he thinks about her but does not dare to see her.

He was ready to fight in front of his parents for Fu Qiu, and he was also ready to live the rest of his life with Fu Qiu, he arranged a job for Fu Qiu behind his parents' back, and continued to associate with Fu Qiu despite his parents' opposition, but all this was easily shattered.

He was reluctant to Fu Qiu, but he was powerless to fight against reality.

One wrong step, one wrong step, looking at Xu Zixuan's bulging lower abdomen, he could only face the cruel reality.

He had been avoiding Fu Qiu because he didn't want to tell her how cruel the reality was, he didn't dare to tell her in person that he was going to marry someone else, and that he had already let another woman conceive his child.

He could imagine what a blow this was, Fu Qiu was so simple and lovely, how sad and disappointed this stupid child would be when he heard all this, he was afraid to see her sad, he was afraid that she would not love her in the future.

He didn't want to say goodbye to Fu Qiu, maybe it was selfishness, maybe it was reluctance.

He actually had the same thoughts as other men, how nice it would be if Fu Qiu never left him.

He remembered that his mother had been very opposed to Fu Qiu that day, and even asked him to choose Xu Zixuan, he felt that maybe marrying Xu Zixuan was destined in this life.

But Fu Qiu's smile always kept shaking in front of his eyes.