Chapter 81: Am I Wrong Again?
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Yue Huaiyin's consciousness gradually blurred, but the severe pain in her body could not withstand the pain in her heart, she used her last strength to search for her sweetheart in the crowd, but there was no trace of him anywhere.
"Miss, Miss......" The last thing I heard was Su Su's voice, if Su Su was really gang-raped by the hooligans she sent that day, and now she is either hanging herself, or she is still lying in bed and can't get up, then when she is beaten to death, no one will rush out to protect her, even if she just says a word.
As soon as his eyes darkened, Yue Huaiyin's last consciousness disappeared.
The few catchers saw that the beaters were dignified and noble, and that they had guards with them, and they had a bit of a background, so they calmed down the matter first and invited them to talk inside.
In order to protect the dignity of her husband, the Duchess of Dingguo did not reveal her identity, they only said that they were from the capital, stuffed some silver ingots, and let the catchers weigh themselves.
"At the end of the day, it's a family matter." The maidservant beside the Duchess of Dingguo had a very sharp mouth, and said in a pretentious manner, "This poor master, it is difficult for a Qing official to decide family affairs, don't you say?" ”
The catchers weighed the silver in their hands, and heard that Yue Huaiyin was just fainting and still breathing, since there was no death, they didn't have to meddle with things, so they told the guys in the store a few words, and went outside to disperse the crowd, and left with the silver.
Xiao Wan was about to come in to find Su Su, but was seen by Mrs. and her maidservant, and asked her curiously why she was here, Xiao Wan didn't know how to explain, until she found Su Su in the backyard and took her out.
Su Su felt strange at first, worried that the unconscious Yue Huaiyin had no one to take care of, Xiaowan pulled her and said, "Those people are very big, and they are also the bitter masters you once told me. ”
Su Su once said that the eldest lady and aunts in her former mansion called themselves bitter masters, because her husband was taken away by a woman outside, and they were bitter in their hearts.
"Really?"
"The gold lord is also here." Xiaowan said, "This is their family's business, Susu, don't blame me." ”
Xiaowan picked up the things that Su Su threw away, and dragged her away, in front of the store, Madame's maid looked at it a few times, and came back and said strangely to the Duchess of Dingguo: "The little lady of the inn also recognizes this prostitute?" ”
Before the words fell, the man who had just disappeared into the crowd appeared, and a group of maidservants and guards were respectful when they saw the grandfather of the country, and even the lady was not arrogant, and blessed her husband: "Xianggong, why did you come to Lizhou?" ”
Here, Xiaowan took Su Su all the way home, Baisha Village is not far from the town, and it won't take long to get home, and the uninformed Aunt Chen asked with a smile: "Have you bought the cloth?" ”
But both children were silent, and sat tiredly under the eaves, wheezing with difficulty.
"What's wrong?" Aunt Chen asked worriedly, "Have you met a bad guy?" ”
Su Su said, "Mother, we are hungry, make us something to eat." ”
Aunt Chen was skeptical, but when she saw that they were all bearded and tailed, she didn't ask any more, said to make a few cakes, and went to the kitchen.
Su Su went to pour two bowls of water, handed them to Xiao Wan, and drank them herself, to say that she was scared just now, but on the way back, it was obvious that Xiao Wan looked more weird.
"Susu, I'm sorry." After holding it for a long time, Xiaowan finally spoke.
"For the sake of ...... Miss? Su Su pursed her lips and continued, "Actually, I also want to ask you, why didn't you go to save Miss, you were scared stupid, right?" Your heart is so good, how can you stand by and watch when you see such a scene. ”
Standing by and watching, this word Xiaowan learned, she can also write these four words, and after reading, she began to understand some big truths, and the truth is more understood, and thinking about things is complicated, complicated, and annoying.
Xiaowan remembered what Uncle Biao said, you don't have to understand or know everything, and you are blessed to be confused. But......
"Because." Xiaowan clenched her fists, her voice trembling, "She deserves it." ”
"Did she seduce the lady's husband?" Su Su asked.
"No......" Xiaowan shook her head, tears welled up, and she said ruthlessly, "It was she who found a hooligan and dragged you into the grass to spoil your body, it was she who hated you for abandoning her without conscience, she wanted you to live better than die in this life, and she couldn't allow you to live a happy life." ”
When these words came out, Su Su suddenly stiffened into stone, and the coarse porcelain bowl in his hand also fell, but it was so strong that it did not break, and rolled all the way to the mud.
"Susu, I didn't want to tell you, but...... I didn't save her, how can I explain to you that I don't want to save her. Xiaowan said bitterly, "I'm even more afraid that you will pity her, and even have to take care of her, Susu, she doesn't deserve you to treat her like this." ”
"It's true, it's the person Miss is looking for?" Su Su cried, grabbed Xiaowan's hand and asked, "Is it really her?" ”
Xiaowan nodded: "What she admitted to the prime minister in person was what she said herself." ”
Su Su's mind was in chaos, thinking that Yue Huaiyin was defenseless just now, she was trampled on the ground and beaten, the two women didn't even allow her to cover her body with her hands, her private parts were completely exposed in front of people, Su Su's head was banged at the time, she didn't think about anything, she just wanted to rush up to cover her.
I can't imagine that when Daqing saw himself that day, it was also like this, just thinking about it, Su Su felt that she couldn't live.
How ridiculous, the person she protects today is the person who once drove her into a corner.
The two of them sat under the eaves, both motionless, the aroma gradually wafted out of the kitchen, if it was a weekday, Xiaowan would have run out of the kitchen to steal food, but today, the tip of her nose was entangled, it seemed that it was still the fat powder wafting out of the Siyun Pavilion.
And this incident was so embarrassing, and soon spread in the town, and even Ling Chaofeng got the news, he immediately rode to Baisha Village, and saw two little ladies sitting firmly under the eaves.
The eldest lady just came out with the cake and greeted Ling Chaofeng: "Shopkeeper, have you eaten?" Xiaowan and they just came back from a walk around town, two stupid children, hungry and didn't know how to buy some food in the town, so they pestered me to do it. ”
Hearing this, Ling Chaofeng understood that not only did they know, but they also met.
Only then did the two of them notice that Ling Chaofeng was coming, Su Su stood up politely, but Xiaowan looked at Xiang Gong motionless, Ling Chaofeng walked into the courtyard, thanked Aunt Chen, and said to Su Su: "I'll pick you up." ”
Xiaowan nodded, didn't say anything, and obediently followed Xianggong.
But Su Su caught up a few steps and said to her: "Evening, don't worry about me, I, I have done a good deed, I don't regret it, but from now on, I will never recognize this person again." ”
"Well, we're all fine." After Xiaowan said that, she was hugged by Ling Chaofeng in the saddle, and after saying goodbye to Su Su, the two went home.
The horse walked very slowly, Xiaowan almost leaned on her husband's body weight, and with the heaviness of her heart, Ling Chaofeng didn't ask anything, and kept sending her home.
Uncle Biao and Aunt Zhang didn't know why, they were arguing in the backyard, and the aunt said, "You are talking about me so loudly, why, do you still want to do it?" ”
Uncle Biao was immediately coaxed, and he coaxed him with a hippie smile, and his aunt was at this age, and she would be coquettish, and it didn't take long for the two of them to get better.
Xiaowan stood at the top of the stairs and listened, and smiled unconsciously.
"Go upstairs and rest for a while, I don't know if they are still coming, you don't have to come out to answer, naturally if you are willing, I will not stop you." Ling Chaofeng said, "Go ahead." ”
Xiaowan turned around and hugged her husband's waist, sticky like this for a moment, before going upstairs to the room, but she never spoke.
It was a wonderful day, and the warmer the day, the longer the day. In the Siyun Pavilion, Yue Huaiyin woke up groggily, the sky outside the window was still very bright, and he felt like a person who had slept for hundreds of years, and thought that it had been a night.
"Are you awake?" A familiar voice came from behind the tent, and she pleaded with the man who refused to show her face, and walked out slowly.
"Jian......" But Yue Huaiyin hadn't called out his name yet, and the Duchess of Dingguo also flashed out from behind her husband.
Her heart twitched, avoiding their gaze.
Fifteen years, when she was five years old, she followed the young Dingguo Gong, at that time, he and his wife were newly married, but Yue Huaiyin followed behind the sisters in the Immortal Pavilion, and could always hear Grandpa Guo say that there was a tigress at home.
Grandpa Guo treats her very well, better than the old one who died, the old one, always loves to touch her, even if she is only four or five years old.
Yue Huaiyin didn't know if others remembered what happened when she was four or five years old, and in her memory, there was always a lewd old man who wanted to touch her body.
But the young one won't, he only treats her as a child, gives her delicious food, and tells the mother in the building not to beat her. When she was ten years old, when she was almost raped by a drunkard who visited the flower building, she helped her and taught her how to punish that brute.
At the age of thirteen, she killed a person for the first time on her own, and since then, two or three or more men have died under her pomegranate skirt every year, killing is one of them, and she often has to extract secrets from some people's mouths, what kind of corruption and bribery, what kind of treason with the enemy, what kind of unjust, false and wrongful convictions, and many other things.
She doesn't care about right or wrong here, because what Grandpa Guo said is right.
Yue Huaiyin's first night was naturally given to this man, and she clearly remembered that Grandpa Guo asked her at that time: "Huaiyin, if you don't want to, Master won't force you." ”
How could she not be willing, she wanted to be his woman wholeheartedly, even if it was a maid who served tea and poured water, she decided that there was no better man than him in this world.
And he may have promised her that when he was twenty years old, he would take her with him.
She is twenty years old, and Emperor Tianding, who has not yet abdicated, no longer wants him to do these secret things, Yue Huaiyin doesn't have to wander among men, but he repented, and in the face of his own questioning and pleading, he only said: "Huaiyin, you go." ”
In fact, Yue Huaiyin knew that a chess piece like her should have been killed afterwards, but he didn't touch her, so she decided that there was still love between them. Even if she came to Baisha Town, even if she had thoughts about Ling Chaofeng, as soon as he appeared, she was all she had.
However, the person who was still holding her body last night and said that he missed her so much, today he watched her being beaten and abused, and he didn't even want to say a word for her. Where did the person who rescued her go, and where did the person who hugged her and told her not to cry......
Yue Huaiyin's heart is like a knife, it turns out that it is better not to see each other.
"You and Grandpa Guo have been in love for fifteen years in the end." Duchess Dingguo opened her mouth coldly, and she couldn't hear any emotion in her words, but said, "This time, you can go with us, enter the Guogong Mansion to be a concubine, and from then on, keep to yourself and serve the grandfather well." ”
Yue Huaiyin turned his gaze, and the man's eyes finally showed some pity: "Since Mrs. agreed, pack up your things and go back with me." ”
"But there is only one point, from now on, you are only allowed to be in your own house, and you are not allowed to show your face, even in the house." The lady said, "When you go out, cover your face with a veil, and when I say go out, I say out of the house, not out of the house." Once you enter the Guogong Mansion, you are not allowed to step out of the gate again until the day you die. ”
Severe pain all over her body, that day, right there, the man warned her, there is no ecstasy incense, no aphrodisiac, she is an ordinary and weak woman, it is true, the Duchess of Dingguo searched her body as soon as she came up, and removed her "weapon", what she used to kill people and protect herself in her life was the same set in the Qinglou, she was not a qualified killer, but a qualified girl.
Her bones can't be replaced, and her skin may never be taken off.
Yue Huaiyin laughed sadly, did she still have a choice?
As the night deepened, the Duchess of Dingguo and her party did not return to the Lingxiao Inn, guessing that they should have stayed in the town.
Ling Chaofeng went upstairs with dinner, Xiaowan didn't come down to eat, when he entered the door, the little lady fell on the bed, his heart tightened, he stepped forward and touched his forehead, fortunately, there was no fever.
"It's late, it's time to eat." Ling Chaofeng called her.
Xiaowan slowly opened her eyes, looked at Xianggong fixedly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xianggong, am I wrong again?" ”
Yue Huaiyin's consciousness gradually blurred, but the severe pain in her body could not withstand the pain in her heart, she used her last strength to search for her sweetheart in the crowd, but there was no trace of him anywhere.
"Miss, Miss......" The last thing I heard was Su Su's voice, if Su Su was really gang-raped by the hooligans she sent that day, and now she is either hanging herself, or she is still lying in bed and can't get up, then when she is beaten to death, no one will rush out to protect her, even if she just says a word.
As soon as his eyes darkened, Yue Huaiyin's last consciousness disappeared.
The few catchers saw that the beaters were dignified and noble, and that they had guards with them, and they had a bit of a background, so they calmed down the matter first and invited them to talk inside.
In order to protect the dignity of her husband, the Duchess of Dingguo did not reveal her identity, they only said that they were from the capital, stuffed some silver ingots, and let the catchers weigh themselves.
"At the end of the day, it's a family matter." The maidservant beside the Duchess of Dingguo had a very sharp mouth, and said in a pretentious manner, "This poor master, it is difficult for a Qing official to decide family affairs, don't you say?" ”
The catchers weighed the silver in their hands, and heard that Yue Huaiyin was just fainting and still breathing, since there was no death, they didn't have to meddle with things, so they told the guys in the store a few words, and went outside to disperse the crowd, and left with the silver.
Xiao Wan was about to come in to find Su Su, but was seen by Mrs. and her maidservant, and asked her curiously why she was here, Xiao Wan didn't know how to explain, until she found Su Su in the backyard and took her out.
Su Su felt strange at first, worried that the unconscious Yue Huaiyin had no one to take care of, Xiaowan pulled her and said, "Those people are very big, and they are also the bitter masters you once told me. ”
Su Su once said that the eldest lady and aunts in her former mansion called themselves bitter masters, because her husband was taken away by a woman outside, and they were bitter in their hearts.
"Really?"
"The gold lord is also here." Xiaowan said, "This is their family's business, Susu, don't blame me." ”
Xiaowan picked up the things that Su Su threw away, and dragged her away, in front of the store, Madame's maid looked at it a few times, and came back and said strangely to the Duchess of Dingguo: "The little lady of the inn also recognizes this prostitute?" ”
Before the words fell, the man who had just disappeared into the crowd appeared, and a group of maidservants and guards were respectful when they saw the grandfather of the country, and even the lady was not arrogant, and blessed her husband: "Xianggong, why did you come to Lizhou?" ”
Here, Xiaowan took Su Su all the way home, Baisha Village is not far from the town, and it won't take long to get home, and the uninformed Aunt Chen asked with a smile: "Have you bought the cloth?" ”
But both children were silent, and sat tiredly under the eaves, wheezing with difficulty.
"What's wrong?" Aunt Chen asked worriedly, "Have you met a bad guy?" ”
Su Su said, "Mother, we are hungry, make us something to eat." ”
Aunt Chen was skeptical, but when she saw that they were all bearded and tailed, she didn't ask any more, said to make a few cakes, and went to the kitchen.
Su Su went to pour two bowls of water, handed them to Xiao Wan, and drank them herself, to say that she was scared just now, but on the way back, it was obvious that Xiao Wan looked more weird.
"Susu, I'm sorry." After holding it for a long time, Xiaowan finally spoke.
"For the sake of ...... Miss? Su Su pursed her lips and continued, "Actually, I also want to ask you, why didn't you go to save Miss, you were scared stupid, right?" Your heart is so good, how can you stand by and watch when you see such a scene. ”
Standing by and watching, this word Xiaowan learned, she can also write these four words, and after reading, she began to understand some big truths, and the truth is more understood, and thinking about things is complicated, complicated, and annoying.
Xiaowan remembered what Uncle Biao said, you don't have to understand or know everything, and you are blessed to be confused. But......
"Because." Xiaowan clenched her fists, her voice trembling, "She deserves it." ”
"Did she seduce the lady's husband?" Su Su asked.
"No......" Xiaowan shook her head, tears welled up, and she said ruthlessly, "It was she who found a hooligan and dragged you into the grass to spoil your body, it was she who hated you for abandoning her without conscience, she wanted you to live better than die in this life, and she couldn't allow you to live a happy life." ”
When these words came out, Su Su suddenly stiffened into stone, and the coarse porcelain bowl in his hand also fell, but it was so strong that it did not break, and rolled all the way to the mud.
"Susu, I didn't want to tell you, but...... I didn't save her, how can I explain to you that I don't want to save her. Xiaowan said bitterly, "I'm even more afraid that you will pity her, and even have to take care of her, Susu, she doesn't deserve you to treat her like this." ”
"It's true, it's the person Miss is looking for?" Su Su cried, grabbed Xiaowan's hand and asked, "Is it really her?" ”
Xiaowan nodded: "What she admitted to the prime minister in person was what she said herself." ”
Su Su's mind was in chaos, thinking that Yue Huaiyin was defenseless just now, she was trampled on the ground and beaten, the two women didn't even allow her to cover her body with her hands, her private parts were completely exposed in front of people, Su Su's head was banged at the time, she didn't think about anything, she just wanted to rush up to cover her.
I can't imagine that when Daqing saw himself that day, it was also like this, just thinking about it, Su Su felt that she couldn't live.
How ridiculous, the person she protects today is the person who once drove her into a corner.
The two of them sat under the eaves, both motionless, the aroma gradually wafted out of the kitchen, if it was a weekday, Xiaowan would have run out of the kitchen to steal food, but today, the tip of her nose was entangled, it seemed that it was still the fat powder wafting out of the Siyun Pavilion.
And this incident was so embarrassing, and soon spread in the town, and even Ling Chaofeng got the news, he immediately rode to Baisha Village, and saw two little ladies sitting firmly under the eaves.
The eldest lady just came out with the cake and greeted Ling Chaofeng: "Shopkeeper, have you eaten?" Xiaowan and they just came back from a walk around town, two stupid children, hungry and didn't know how to buy some food in the town, so they pestered me to do it. ”
Hearing this, Ling Chaofeng understood that not only did they know, but they also met.
Only then did the two of them notice that Ling Chaofeng was coming, Su Su stood up politely, but Xiaowan looked at Xiang Gong motionless, Ling Chaofeng walked into the courtyard, thanked Aunt Chen, and said to Su Su: "I'll pick you up." ”
Xiaowan nodded, didn't say anything, and obediently followed Xianggong.
But Su Su caught up a few steps and said to her: "Evening, don't worry about me, I, I have done a good deed, I don't regret it, but from now on, I will never recognize this person again." ”
"Well, we're all fine." After Xiaowan said that, she was hugged by Ling Chaofeng in the saddle, and after saying goodbye to Su Su, the two went home.
The horse walked very slowly, Xiaowan almost leaned on her husband's body weight, and with the heaviness of her heart, Ling Chaofeng didn't ask anything, and kept sending her home.
Uncle Biao and Aunt Zhang didn't know why, they were arguing in the backyard, and the aunt said, "You are talking about me so loudly, why, do you still want to do it?" ”
Uncle Biao was immediately coaxed, and he coaxed him with a hippie smile, and his aunt was at this age, and she would be coquettish, and it didn't take long for the two of them to get better.
Xiaowan stood at the top of the stairs and listened, and smiled unconsciously.
"Go upstairs and rest for a while, I don't know if they are still coming, you don't have to come out to answer, naturally if you are willing, I will not stop you." Ling Chaofeng said, "Go ahead." ”
Xiaowan turned around and hugged her husband's waist, sticky like this for a moment, before going upstairs to the room, but she never spoke.
It was a wonderful day, and the warmer the day, the longer the day. In the Siyun Pavilion, Yue Huaiyin woke up groggily, the sky outside the window was still very bright, and he felt like a person who had slept for hundreds of years, and thought that it had been a night.
"Are you awake?" A familiar voice came from behind the tent, and she pleaded with the man who refused to show her face, and walked out slowly.
"Jian......" But Yue Huaiyin hadn't called out his name yet, and the Duchess of Dingguo also flashed out from behind her husband.
Her heart twitched, avoiding their gaze.
Fifteen years, when she was five years old, she followed the young Dingguo Gong, at that time, he and his wife were newly married, but Yue Huaiyin followed behind the sisters in the Immortal Pavilion, and could always hear Grandpa Guo say that there was a tigress at home.
Grandpa Guo treats her very well, better than the old one who died, the old one, always loves to touch her, even if she is only four or five years old.
Yue Huaiyin didn't know if others remembered what happened when she was four or five years old, and in her memory, there was always a lewd old man who wanted to touch her body.
But the young one won't, he only treats her as a child, gives her delicious food, and tells the mother in the building not to beat her. When she was ten years old, when she was almost raped by a drunkard who visited the flower building, she helped her and taught her how to punish that brute.
At the age of thirteen, she killed a person for the first time on her own, and since then, two or three or more men have died under her pomegranate skirt every year, killing is one of them, and she often has to extract secrets from some people's mouths, what kind of corruption and bribery, what kind of treason with the enemy, what kind of unjust, false and wrongful convictions, and many other things.
She doesn't care about right or wrong here, because what Grandpa Guo said is right.
Yue Huaiyin's first night was naturally given to this man, and she clearly remembered that Grandpa Guo asked her at that time: "Huaiyin, if you don't want to, Master won't force you." ”
How could she not be willing, she wanted to be his woman wholeheartedly, even if it was a maid who served tea and poured water, she decided that there was no better man than him in this world.
And he may have promised her that when he was twenty years old, he would take her with him.
She is twenty years old, and Emperor Tianding, who has not yet abdicated, no longer wants him to do these secret things, Yue Huaiyin doesn't have to wander among men, but he repented, and in the face of his own questioning and pleading, he only said: "Huaiyin, you go." ”
In fact, Yue Huaiyin knew that a chess piece like her should have been killed afterwards, but he didn't touch her, so she decided that there was still love between them. Even if she came to Baisha Town, even if she had thoughts about Ling Chaofeng, as soon as he appeared, she was all she had.
However, the person who was still holding her body last night and said that he missed her so much, today he watched her being beaten and abused, and he didn't even want to say a word for her. Where did the person who rescued her go, and where did the person who hugged her and told her not to cry......
Yue Huaiyin's heart is like a knife, it turns out that it is better not to see each other.
"You and Grandpa Guo have been in love for fifteen years in the end." Duchess Dingguo opened her mouth coldly, and she couldn't hear any emotion in her words, but said, "This time, you can go with us, enter the Guogong Mansion to be a concubine, and from then on, keep to yourself and serve the grandfather well." ”
Yue Huaiyin turned his gaze, and the man's eyes finally showed some pity: "Since Mrs. agreed, pack up your things and go back with me." ”
"But there is only one point, from now on, you are only allowed to be in your own house, and you are not allowed to show your face, even in the house." The lady said, "When you go out, cover your face with a veil, and when I say go out, I say out of the house, not out of the house." Once you enter the Guogong Mansion, you are not allowed to step out of the gate again until the day you die. ”
Severe pain all over her body, that day, right there, the man warned her, there is no ecstasy incense, no aphrodisiac, she is an ordinary and weak woman, it is true, the Duchess of Dingguo searched her body as soon as she came up, and removed her "weapon", what she used to kill people and protect herself in her life was the same set in the Qinglou, she was not a qualified killer, but a qualified girl.
Her bones can't be replaced, and her skin may never be taken off.
Yue Huaiyin laughed sadly, did she still have a choice?
As the night deepened, the Duchess of Dingguo and her party did not return to the Lingxiao Inn, guessing that they should have stayed in the town.
Ling Chaofeng went upstairs with dinner, Xiaowan didn't come down to eat, when he entered the door, the little lady fell on the bed, his heart tightened, he stepped forward and touched his forehead, fortunately, there was no fever.
"It's late, it's time to eat." Ling Chaofeng called her.
Xiaowan slowly opened her eyes, looked at Xianggong fixedly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xianggong, am I wrong again?" ”