"Can I still get married?" I looked at him and smiled, and said very indifferently, "I want to raise the child well for the second half of my life, and I don't think about the rest, it seems that I don't have that mind." ”

Cheng Mo raised his eyebrows: "When a woman encounters a relationship, I have seen that kind of irrationality, especially you, how many times you have been deceived, you don't have a long memory." I don't believe that you have no thoughts about Shen Mo in the future, if that is really the case, you should have given up on him a long time ago. ”

"Believe it or not." I spread my hands and said, "For the sake of us living together for so long, remember to say hello when you are ready to clean up my mind." ”

After finishing speaking, I drove Cheng Mo away, really directly.

It is best for Shen Mo to be good, so that the cost of me to take care of him will be much lower, if it is not good, I will run at both ends like this, I don't know if I will wait until that day.

Maybe when you are in love, feelings are the most important, and people are easy to lose the most basic judgment, but now I am not at that stage, I am much more sensible. Even if I have some thoughts about Shen Mo now, it is under the premise of reason. This kind of relationship doesn't seem to sound interesting anymore. It's a pity that this is the kind of relationship between adult men and women.

Shen Mo's situation has not been good, and coupled with Cheng Mo's troubles in the middle, I really lost confidence in him when he woke up, so I returned home disheartened. There are still two babies waiting to be fed at home, and I can't just take care of myself.

What I didn't expect was that at half past five in the morning the next day, before my phone alarm rang, my phone suddenly rang. I thought it was an alarm, subconsciously turned it off, thought for a while before I realized that it was the ringtone of the mobile phone, immediately sat up, picked up the phone and saw that it was a call from the hospital, and I dialed it without saying a word, thinking that it must not be Shen Mo and serious news.

During the few seconds I waited to connect, my palms were covered with sweat, and the nervousness captured me unconsciously.

"Ms. Cheng Zi? Shen Mo is showing signs of waking up now, and he needs you to come over immediately. The doctor said on the other end of the phone, "When the nurse was doing rounds, he found that he seemed to be in pain, and he had been struggling in bed with his eyes closed. ”

"Okay, right away!" I almost jumped out of bed.

However, when I walked to the living room, I looked at the closed door of the children, whispered to Liu Yue, and asked her to come over to help me take a look at the children. ”

"No, I'll go over by myself, thank you." I hung up the phone and drove straight to the hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital, Shen Mo was still tossing and turning in bed, but before he was completely awake, the doctors and nurses had already stopped him in the emergency room, and all the instruments were ready. When he saw me enter, the doctor immediately turned around and said, "Be prepared, and if there is a slowing heartbeat, rescue immediately." ”

I looked at him frowning and asked, "What's wrong?" Didn't you say you're about to wake up? ”

"Not awake yet, he's probably woken up, or completely ......" The doctor didn't say any more, I understood what he meant, and asked, "Why?" ”

"Now you see that his heart is beating too fast, and it is probably the last symptom." The doctor said again.

I stared at the ECG machine tightly, and at the same time held his hand and said loudly to him, "Shen Mo is me, you have to wake up." ”

My voice is very loud, the first time I have spoken to him in front of outsiders, regardless of my image or something, I want to make the last effort, whether it succeeds or not, I hope there will be no regrets.

"Shen Mo, if you really don't want to live anymore, then wake up and tell me a word, have you ever loved me? I want to know how you feel about me, all you say you say is like it all the time, I don't want such ambiguous words. I said to Shen Mo, and my face was full of tears after speaking.

I don't know if it was my words that worked, or if it was time for him to wake up, his eyelids moved.

The doctor saw that his eyes were moving, and immediately said, "Go on!" ”

"Shen Mo, you'd better wake up, or I'll die poor. My financial situation is not as good as you think, you have spent too much money in this period of time, I have taken in a lot of money, if you don't wake up, I will lose. "I said everything I could think of and what I could motivate him.

Finally, he slowly opened his eyes, but because he had closed them for too long, he quickly closed them after opening them, and the doctor's voice was full of joy: "Prepare for a comprehensive examination immediately, and prepare for rescue at the same time." ”

With that, he kicked me out, and I didn't even have a chance to look through the glass.

After waiting for almost half an hour, the door of the emergency room finally opened, and I saw Shen Mo being pushed out. He was still very weak on the operating table, but his eyes were open. Seeing his eyes, tears welled up in my eyes, and I was afraid that I would cry, so I covered my mouth tightly.

In order to see the situation today, I really can't hold on anymore.

His eyes stopped at me, his hand slowly and limply raised, and he held my hand, and I took a few quick steps to grasp him.

His voice was soft and muffled, like a baby who couldn't speak: "Don't cry, if you cry again, I may be annoyed by you and fall asleep." ”

"Don't sleep!" I immediately said, "You've been sleeping too long." ”

When I said this, the corners of my mouth unconsciously rose.

He was taken back to the ward, and I held his hand all the way and I looked at him and said, 'Let go of your hand, I'll pour you a glass of water.' ”

"No, I'm not thirsty." Shen Mo didn't let go.

At this time, the door of the ward opened, Lin Leyi and Shen Mo ran in with a gust of wind, as if they didn't see me, and ran directly in front of Shen Mo, Lin Leyi looked him up and down a few times and asked, "Shen Mo, are you awake?" Do you still know who I am? ”

"I know, even if I want to die, you remember Lin Leyi who asked for a red envelope." Shen Mo said with a smile.

Shen Qiu's eyes were red, and he called out brother, Shen Mo looked at him and didn't speak.

"You all go out, the sick need to rest." The nurse walked in, took one look at our room, and kicked us out.

Actually, I really have a lot to say when he just woke up, but I don't know where to start. It seemed that all the words were said while he was in a coma.

With the help of this step given by the nurse, I went out with Lin Leyi and Shen Qiu, Shen Mo saw that I was leaving, and immediately held his body to stop it, the nurse glanced at him and said, "You need to rest now, otherwise it will cause damage to the brain." ”

I saw that he still wouldn't let me go, so I immediately said, "You're going to be a fool, we don't even have to talk about it." ”

He reluctantly let go of my hand.

When I arrived outside the ward, Lin Leyi looked at me and said seriously: "Really, thank you, he wouldn't have woken up without you." Now that he's awake, you should probably consider how deep his feelings are. ”

"We'll talk about it later." I paused, "I just wanted him to be okay, nothing else." You're here today, so I'll leave first, and I still have children at home. ”

Lin Leyi wanted to speak and stopped.

Shen Qiu on the side said directly: "According to me, the two of you have been together for so long, and you are not without feelings for each other." ”

"Let's talk about it." I didn't want to continue the conversation, said goodbye in embarrassment, and quickly left the hospital.

Now that he's awake, he needs me to get out of the game, and a lot of things are just said to stimulate him to wake up, and they don't make any real sense.

When I got home, Liu Yue had already sent the two babies to the kindergarten, and returned to wait for me, saw me tired and entered the door, and asked, "How is it?" ”

"Wake up." I say.

"Really?" She asked, looking surprised.

"It's true, so I should leave, he wakes up, and naturally someone will take care of him every day until he is fully recovered." I say.

Liu Yue nodded and said, "Yes, it has nothing to do with you." Now that you and Shen Mo have finally cleared up, they don't owe each other, even if they owe it now, what they owe is money, as long as it's money, it's easy to do. ”

I smiled and stretched a lazy face to say to her, "Suddenly I feel very tired, and I won't go to the company today." ”

"Well, rest and rest, I'll accompany you, I'm fine." Liu Yue said.

She's a good friend, always there when you need it most, never hesitate to quit when it's time to leave, I should learn from her.

"Okay, I'll take a nap first." I said to Liu Yue.

She smiled and nodded at me: "You sleep with yours, I'll watch the TV series for a while." ”

Liu Yue accompanied me all day, and even accompanied me to the kindergarten when the children were out of school, and brought the two babies back, and the four of us went to have a very expensive dinner, which was invited by Liu Yue, and she said congratulations to me on completing the most important thing in my life. I looked at the child sitting next to me and really thought it was a very appropriate sentence.

Xiaoru and Liu Yue were very close, and after eating, they climbed to her knees and twisted them in her arms. Liu Yue kissed her on the forehead and said, "I think Xiaoru should be my daughter, but she was born in the wrong place." ”

Yueyue looked at the interaction between Xiaoru and Liu Yue with some envy, and touched me a little stiffly. I understood what he meant, children are sometimes thin-skinned, so without waiting for him to speak, I picked him up. As soon as he arrived in my arms, his whole body stiffened, and nothing was natural, and at the same time he said, "Let me go down, hold me what to do." ”

I knew he was shy, and immediately said, "What's wrong with hugging you, I like to hug you." ”

He struggled a few times and then sat down obediently, and his body slowly relaxed and became very soft.

The current atmosphere is just right, the two children are talking bickering, with their own little naughtiness, Liu Yue looked at Xiaoru, her eyes were very soft, and Yueyue in my arms also looked at me with the same eyes.

Children are always simpler than adults, they believe that a person is easy, but it is also easier to get hurt. I looked at them as they were, and swore in my heart that I would never let them be hurt again in the future.