Chapter Twenty-Seven: You Are Not for Me

"You've finally seen me." Fu Qiu held back aggrievedly and didn't let the tears flow out, and the tears kept rolling in the circles under his eyes, but finally slid down his cheeks.

"I'm sorry, Fu Qiu." Before Fu Qiu, Lin Junyuan thought about everything very clearly, but at this moment he choked up.

"I don't want to hear sorry, I just want to know why?" Fu Qiu had so many things to know, and she had been waiting for answers for too long, and this time was an ordeal for her.

Hearing Lin Junyuan say sorry, she knew that he had completely given up on her, and the two of them had no way forward.

But she wanted to know why Lin Junyuan kept avoiding her, why couldn't he break up with her and then get back together with his ex-girlfriend, and why did she let her meet her own eyes? Why didn't he explain?

In the end, he didn't even break up with her, he got engaged to Xu Zixuan, after getting along for so long, what is she in his heart?

Maybe she has always been just an ordinary friend of his, not even a good friend, let alone a girlfriend.

"Why? Why didn't you tell me in person that you were engaged. Fu Qiu cried hysterically, she had endured it for a long time, and she could only vent it today, she felt so tired and painful.

"I'm sorry, Fu Qiu, because I don't know what to tell you." Lin Junyuan really didn't know how to tell her the truth, and even he hadn't reacted to what had happened during this time.

"Don't know how to tell me? So don't tell me, let me hear about your engagement from others. You know how embarrassed I am. Fu Qiu was sad and angry, although she knew that Xu Zixuan was more suitable for Lin Junyuan than her.

"No, Fu Qiu, I'...... I actually can't bear you in my heart, I don't want to tell you so early, it's my fault, I'm sorry. I thought we still had a chance to ......" Lin Junyuan felt like his heart was pierced by a knife, he thought that maybe there would be a turnaround and things would get better, but he was wrong. It turned out that he was so reluctant to say goodbye to Fu Qiu, he couldn't say this, he never had this feeling of life and death when he was separated from Xu Zixuan, he was afraid that he would never see Fu Qiu again.

"Why not me?" Fu Qiu knew what was wrong with him, but he still wanted to hear Lin Junyuan say it in person.

"Zixuan has sacrificed too much for me, and I can't let her down anymore. You are different, you are younger than her, you can find someone better than me, maybe you will meet true happiness. Lin Junyuan didn't know what he was talking about, he didn't dare to look at Fu Qiu anymore.

"Then you can bear me?" Fu Qiu felt that this reason was too far-fetched.

"It's not my personal decision either, my parents have always felt that we are not a good match and that your job is too precarious. We were too tired to walk. So letting go isn't necessarily a bad thing. Lin Junyuan knew that the two of them had no future, he couldn't back down anymore, since he was already indebted to Fu Qiu, he should let her completely die to herself, so that she would start a new life again.

"I ......" Fu Qiu was speechless by Lin Junyuan's reasoning, choking and crying even more sadly.

"Zixuan is different, I have been dating her for many years, my parents know her better, and now she is also very good, my parents think that we are both old, it is better to get married earlier. You're really not for me. Lin Junyuan said the most hurtful words, he felt that Fu Qiu should be dead to him.

"I ...... Not for you. Fu Qiu closed her eyes and let the tears flow silently, her heart was hurt and her self-esteem was gone, and she didn't want to explain anything.

Lin Junyuan wanted to rush up and hug Fu Qiu to comfort her at this moment, telling her that everything was not true, but he couldn't move, so he could only stay where he was with Fu Qiu to be sad, he felt that his heart was about to tear, he knew at this time that he loved Fu Qiu more than he imagined, he thought that he didn't love Fu Qiu so much, it turned out that he was just guilty of Zixuan.

"Zixuan promised me that I would not embarrass you again, you can develop well in the company, have a stable job, have a stable income, have a good relationship, find someone who really loves you and is good to you, get married and have children, and settle down in this city." Lin Junyuan can't accompany her through the second half of her life, hoping that she can meet someone who can give her happiness.

Fu Qiu was speechless, feeling that he was about to faint from crying.

"We will be strangers from now on, we are just subordinates in the company, and we are just strangers outside the company. I can't help you anymore, it's all up to you, if you really have a problem, you can find Manager Li, she will help you. ”

Lin Junyuan didn't wait for Fu Qiu's response to turn around and leave, he was afraid that if Fu Qiu let him stay, he would be reluctant to leave.

Fu Qiu couldn't listen to it at all, watching Lin Junyuan go farther and farther, but she didn't have the courage to run forward and hug him to keep him, and she had no reason to keep him.

"Sister ADA, can you come and pick me up?" Fu Qiu no longer had the strength to walk back.

For a few days, Fu Qiu did not go to work, nor did he go to a follow-up appointment.

"HELEN, ARE YOU FEELING BETTER?" PETER CALLED WORRIEDLY.

"I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, I want to rest for a few days, please help me ask Manager Li for a few days off." Fu Qiu is not a person who does not distinguish between public and private, but she is not ready to face Lin Junyuan again.