Chapter 909 - The Hardships of Being a Parent
Who knew what surprised me at the scene in front of me, I don't know what to say.
I didn't expect Song Xingxing to look at me with tears in his eyes, feeling as if he had done something wrong.
"Happy what's wrong with you, am I doing something wrong?"
I remember that I didn't do anything wrong, and even if I did it wrong, I wouldn't be so sad!
Or did I do it right, Song Xingxing couldn't accept the truth and cried there.
Anyway, she is a 20-year-old girl standing here crying, and others who don't know think that I, a sister-in-law, are bullying her.
"Let's talk about something happy, can you not cry first, others don't know and think I'm bullying you, no matter how you want to save a little face for me, even if you don't want face, your sister-in-law and I have face."
At this moment, Song Xingxing said with an aggrieved face: "I have been practicing this book for half a year, and there are many actions that I don't know, I didn't expect my sister-in-law to read it two or three times, and these actions were done, and they were done so standardly, can you let me not be sad?" ”
I watched Song Xingxing crying like a child, and I thought it was very funny.
It's not a big deal, is she so happy that she is so sad, although there are some actions she can't do, it's a big deal if I teach her, is she like this.
"Okay, stop crying! When I have time, I'll teach you, I promise you to learn all the movements in three days, this kind of is okay. ”
If I don't let Song Xingxing shut up again, everyone in this hospital knows us, and if a little nurse sees this scene, I believe that in less than half an hour, the whole hospital will know that I am bullying my sister-in-law.
"Sister-in-law, are you telling the truth, are you really willing to teach me this?"
What is there to be unwilling to teach, these movements are as simple as hell, and I believe that with happy intelligence, it will not take long to learn.
"Why am I lying to you about this kind of thing! It's not a big deal, as long as you remember what you promised me. ”
When I think of being happy to listen to me in the future, I am very excited in my heart, this dead girl usually drags so much, and now she can't escape from the palm of my hand.
"Sister-in-law, don't worry, I'm a man who speaks, as long as I promise someone else's things, I can't get back nine cows, since I promised that I am willing to gamble and lose, as long as you don't let me do anything from now on, I promise not to do it, as long as you let me do it, even if I give up my life, I will do it for you."
Hearing Song Xingxing's words, I feel that this dead girl has watched too many TV series, and what she said has a feeling of being a good man.
But I like this feeling, in fact, as long as she is happy and no longer naughty, I don't have anything for her to do.
It's just that when I'm happy and disobedient, I just take it out and restrain her, as for what Happy said to let her go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, I don't dare to let her do those things, after all, this society doesn't allow us to do such things.
"Alright! Okay, don't be poor with me, let's go see your little niece. ”
Ever since I found out that my daughter had this disease, I have been visiting her several times a day.
Although my heart hurts every time I look at the tubes inserted in my daughter's body, I can't help but want to see her every time.
"Okay, I'm going to go and see my little niece this time, I heard that she's grown a little bit."
Is that also called long, it has been a month since I was born, and my daughter has only grown a pound, thinking about my daughter is now thin and almost skinny, my heart hurts very much.
Although her daughter has been breastfeeding all the time, the drugs she used still make her very weak.
"That's right! Yesterday, your brother hugged and weighed it, and your little niece only gained a pound in a month. ”
If you change to a normal child, you will grow at least three pounds a month.
"Sister-in-law, don't worry there, when my little niece is cured, I will definitely raise her as a little pig, and then I see that you don't have to worry about it, you will think less about these things a day, this kind of thing will be left to my brother, he is a doctor, he must have a way to cure Yanran's disease."
Seeing Song Xingxing's heartless appearance, I especially wanted to beat her.
If Song Xingxing had stood in my perspective, she would definitely not have said that easily.
I used to see other parents crying next to me because their children were sick, and I thought these people were exaggerating at the time.
But when I became a mother, I realized that worry and pain.
This worry is not something that ordinary people can understand, unless you become a mother, you can know the ups and downs.
Because Happy didn't become a mother, I didn't want to worry about her, and when Happy became a mother, she would naturally know my current mood.
"Alright! Let's hurry over. ”
I'm going to be discharged from the hospital in a few days, and I won't have it so conveniently, but I will come to the hospital every day to see the baby.
Although during this period of confinement, Song Yichen and godfather and godmother took turns to take care of the baby, but after I was discharged from the hospital, in addition to conditioning my body, the most important thing was to take care of the baby.
When we came to the isolation ward, we saw my godmother sitting there alone with tears in her eyes.
When my godmother saw us coming, she quickly reached out and wiped away her tears.
In order to make my godmother no longer worry about me, I can only pretend to be strong and smile in front of them.
Because I don't want my godfather and godmother to worry about their children, they turn their heads and worry about me.
"Mom, how's the baby?"
At this time, the godmother said with a smile: "It's okay, Yichen came to take a look just now and said that the baby is very healthy." ”
Although my godmother was smiling when she said this, I knew that my godmother was lying to me all these things.
I know that the baby's physical condition is very bad now, and if there is no bone marrow transplant, it will be difficult for the baby's body to support it anymore.
In fact, it's all to blame on me, if my body is very healthy now, then I can give my baby a bone marrow transplant right now, and I don't know when my body will be completely healthy, which is really killing me.
"That's good, Mom, you go down and rest for a while, I'll be here with Xingxing."
During this period of time, everyone was very haggard because of the baby's illness, especially the godmother's originally good body was dragged by this incident, as if she was ten years old, which made me feel very distressed.
"Silly girl, you are still in confinement, you can't stay outside for a long time, you better go back to sleep quickly, and when you are out of confinement, you can come to see it for your mother."
After speaking, the godmother turned her head and looked at Song Xingxing with a reproachful face.
"Dead girl, why don't you hurry up and take your sister-in-law back to the ward, such a big person, I don't know how to take care of people, you don't know that your sister-in-law is now in confinement, if your sister-in-law falls ill, I will settle accounts with you."
At this time, Song Xingxing looked at his mother with an aggrieved face.
"Mom, don't blame you for being happy, I insisted on coming over to see the baby, I see that your eyes are red and you shouldn't have slept well, so I want you to take a break, I'll leave it to us here, after saying that I'm going to be confined in a few days, it's actually fine."
In fact, confinement is something that only we Chinese will do, like foreigners who never confinement after giving birth.
And we Chinese said that if you suffer from the wind and cold in the confinement, then you will fall ill in this life, but they foreigners live well, I really don't understand whether the confinement thing is right or wrong.
"Mom, you don't have to look at me so delicately, don't worry, I will definitely take care of my body to the best and do my best to donate bone marrow to the baby as soon as possible."
At this time, my godmother took my hand and looked at me with a distressed face.
"Xinxin, it's really hard for you, you have to donate bone marrow just after confinement, how can your body stand it!"
I don't know how much bone marrow donation hurts my body, I just know that I just want to heal my child, and as for my own body, I can't think about it that much.
"Mom, don't worry, I'm so strong, it's okay to donate a little bone marrow, not to mention I'm still young, I believe that I will be healthy in a short time, besides, the child's body is the most important thing now."
When I said this, my godmother didn't say anything, just lowered her head and silently wiped her tears.
"Mom, don't be like this, the good atmosphere is simply terrible by you, your sister-in-law is in a bad mood, you are still like this, do you still want people to live, and besides, leukemia itself is not a big problem?"
For current medicine, leukemia is indeed not a big problem, as long as there is money, this disease is also very easy to treat, not to mention that the right bone marrow has been found now.
"Besides, medicine is so developed now, as long as there is a suitable bone marrow, this disease can be easily cured, not to mention that when my sister-in-law takes care of her body, wouldn't it be good to transplant the bone marrow to my little niece, every day I am like you like this, as if I have some incurable disease."
Looking at Happy's unobstructed appearance, I longed to sew up her mouth with a needle.
My godmother has been in poor health for a while, and she has to take care of her children in the hospital every day, and I feel distressed when I look at it.
But Song Xingxing, as the daughter of her godmother, is still there to hurt her mother without shame, doesn't Song Xingxing have a long heart.
"Song Xingxing, you disobedient and unfilial dead girl, how can you say such a thing, everyone in the family is heartbroken for this matter, you are still there like no one else, you are still there to speak out, I tell you that if you talk nonsense like this again, you will get out of me, I don't want to see you."
As soon as she finished speaking, her godmother coughed desperately because she was so angry.
I saw my godmother coughing so badly and hurriedly stepped forward, reaching out to pat her on the back, hoping that this would make her feel better.
And Song Xingxing, who was standing next to him, was angry and tears swirled in his eyes because of what his godmother said.
"Mom, how can you say this about me, even if I just said the wrong thing, but what I said makes sense, if I die and live like you every day, can my niece be fine in the ward, if it can be better, then I will cry in the ward every day."