After deciding to go to the crew, Su Lian left the hospital and took the time to return to the hotel to find Mo Feifei, Director Feng called her personally, presumably Mo Feifei didn't know yet, she wanted to go together, she wanted to go back together, Su Lian naturally had no reason to leave her in the hotel and act by herself. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

I went to the room that Mo Feifei booked as promised, and as soon as I entered the door, I smelled a fresh fragrance of flowers, Su Lian looked around in surprise, and saw a large bouquet of fresh perfume lilies at the ** end of the room. Suddenly seeing his favorite flower, Su Lian happily walked over, held it in his hand and sniffed it fiercely: "You bought my favorite flower?" ”

Mo Feifei turned around, glanced at her lightly, and did not smile, only said lightly: "I didn't buy it." ”

"Someone sent you?"

"Do you think it's going to be for me?"

Hearing that Mo Feifei was in a bad mood, Su Lian was stunned for a moment, and didn't speak, but quickly turned his head to look at her.

Stacking the clothes he got back from the laundry, Mo Feifei said indifferently: "Leo has been here in the morning, see if you can't get down, put down the flowers and leave." ”

When she said these words, Mo Feifei's expression was calm, so calm that she even wondered if she was really speaking. In the morning, the moment she saw Leo, she couldn't tell whether she was happy or sad in her heart, and she was happy to see the person she wanted to see the most in such an unexpected situation. The sad thing is that no matter when and where, this person has never seen her in his eyes.

In addition to the lost legs, she asked herself that there is nothing more than Su Lian, on family background, on background, on talent, on appearance, she has everything, but the only thing missing is a man's sincerity. In the past, she was arrogant and couldn't look down on any man, but now, she really looked at it, but found that she was looking at the clouds in the sky.

Knowing that it was an extravagant hope, she was still surging in her heart, excited to receive the flowers that Leo gave to Su Lian, and she even imagined that those were given to herself. It's very uncomfortable, because at the same time that she is unhappy, the person she likes is also unhappy. I hope that Su Lian will jump out at that time, and he will pounce into Leo's arms at that time. If this world is destined to make someone sad, then let her hurt alone, and don't hurt the people she likes.

"He's coming for me? Can I help you? ”

Finally finished folding the last piece of clothing, Mo Feifei stopped, looked back at Su Lian, and said, "Director Feng wants you to go back to make up the shot, and Leo specially came to inform you." However, since you're all back, you obviously already know about it, don't you? ”

"Yes! Director Feng called me. ”

Nodding, Mo Feifei didn't say anything more, but picked up the folded clothes again and put them in his suitcase. When she was doing these actions, Su Lian didn't speak, just naturally followed her movements without blinking for a moment.

Finally, Mo Feifei put away her clothes, looked back at her again, and asked, "Today, are you still back to the hospital?" ”

Su Lian nodded, and replied without thinking about it: "Well, I want to go back, I'm here to see you, and by the way, I'll tell you about going back to the crew tomorrow." ”

"You're going back to the crew tomorrow? Really back? ”

"Of course, why don't you go back?"

"What about him? Not taking care of it? ”

"He came back to the crew with me."

As soon as she heard this, Mo Feifei's pretended composure was completely crushed by her: "Su Lian, are you missing a root in your brain?" ”

Isn't it a good conversation? Why did you lose your temper again?

"What's wrong with me?"

Mo Feifei was so anxious that she hurriedly explained: "You take Song Tianming back, what do you want Leo to think?" ”

"He'll understand."

That day, both she and Leo made it clear that whether he could accept the fact or not, at least he would understand what she had done. She also admitted that she didn't think too much about other people's feelings when she did these things, but when she had no choice, the only thing she could do was to take care of Song Tianming, as long as he was happy, as long as he was satisfied, she would not hesitate.

She knew that she was stupid to do this, but she had been stupid for six or seven years, and it was not more than a few days, so she was stupid from beginning to end, and then gave their love to draw an unsatisfactory end.

The more indifferent Su Lian was, the more Mo Feifei's heart hurt, she knew Su Lian's tendon too well, she could even imagine Leo's expression when she saw them holding hands and entering the crew. Ran Wen Shu didn't want such a thing to happen, she could only try her best to dissuade her: "But I don't understand, if you really plan to break off the relationship with this surnamed Ge, you will break off the relationship with someone else, but you are clear and not broken, and you still say that when Song Ershao is better, you will marry someone else." In the face of your marriage partner, what does it mean that you openly take your rumored boyfriend to the crew? Where do you put his face? ”

"However, he didn't worry about me, so he had to go with me."

Actually, since the horse incident, Su Lian has also had some shadows on the crew, although that feeling is not strong, but if Song Tianming is together, she will also feel more at ease.

"Okay, you can go with him, I won't go." Sitting on the ** angrily, Mo Feifei was in turmoil at the moment, and she wanted to continue to persuade Su Lian, but she didn't have the confidence to persuade her, and in desperation, she could only use this last trick.

"Feifei, don't be like this, I know you don't like Song Tianming, but, for the sake of him being a patient and saving my life, can't you forgive him?"

"No, never."

Su Lian was helpless, so she could only call her name softly: "Feifei, good Feifei........."

Actually, Mo Feifei has forgiven Song Tianming a long time ago, after all, this man is not completely useless, it's just that between Leo and Song Tianming, the balance of her heart has long been tilted and can no longer be balanced.

"I'm still the same sentence, if you want to take Song Ershao to the crew, just go by yourself, I won't be with you, so I don't have to be annoyed to look at him, and I'm even more upset when I look at you."

Knowing that Mo Feifei was embarrassed this time, Su Lian didn't persuade her, and only asked her: "But we are about to go back to H City after the final scene of the crew, won't you come with us?" ”

"Don't follow, don't follow, don't follow........."

didn't say anything, Mo Feifei only felt panicked in her heart, Su Lian didn't persuade her like that, she just deliberately said: "Whatever you want, if you really don't want to, I won't force you." ”

“………”

At this point, Mo Feifei completely understood. She couldn't persuade Su Lian, and she couldn't shake her determination, the more intense she behaved, the stronger Su Lian's fighting spirit became. She is the kind of person who survives and grows up in the face of adversity, who is tougher than anyone else, who is more patient than anyone else, and who is not at all a threat to someone like her.

The atmosphere dropped to the freezing point, Su Lian and Mo Feifei didn't speak anymore, they just looked at each other angrily, until, Mo Feifei's eyes were faintly filled with tears. Su Lian couldn't see others crying the most, but this time, she also hardened her heart and didn't open her head: "Fei Fei, I don't expect you to understand me, but I want you to understand that you are my best sister, and he is the man I love the most, I feel very uncomfortable with water and fire between you, if you really still care about me, then accept him and accept everything from him." ”

"How do I accept him? You won't end well with him, Musiya won't let you go, don't you remember the scandal? Have you forgotten that shocking thing? You're almost dead here, and you're still talking to him? ”

Mo Feifei finally broke out, and asked a series of questions, Su Lian was not in a hurry, but said casually: "Isn't it not dead?" ”

"Are you willing to really lose your life?"

Sighing slightly, Su Lian laughed and laughed at himself: "If my life is really so short, why don't you love for a few more days now?" ”

Her words suddenly made Mo Feifei's heart tremble, she looked at Su Lian, infinite sadness welled up in her throat, as if she wanted to say something, but she still couldn't say anything. Su Lian didn't look at Mo Feifei again, just stared at the bouquet of flowers in a daze, and she began to murmur again: "Feifei, my life is unlucky enough, maybe there is no tomorrow in my future at all, you want me to let go of everything I love today, do you think, am I really willing?" ”

No, she is unwilling, but even if she is unwilling, she will still leave with regrets, it's just that no one understands her sadness, let alone her hopelessness, Su Lian's life! It's always so sad and desperate.

seemed to be moved, Mo Feifei finally calmed down, and said worriedly: "But are you really happy with him?" Most of all the pain you have endured comes from Song Tianming, such painful and happy happiness is really what you want? ”

"Maybe, maybe not, but no one can predict the future, and who can say it's not the best choice?" The future is a blank for her, she can only follow her heart, day by day, even if she will really regret it one day in the future, but who can say that it is not her destined catastrophe?

Mo Feifei didn't know what else she could say, in fact, she was blaming Su Lian for being ruthless, and she was not cruel to Su Lian. For so many years, she has watched her work all the way, her only motivation, the only support is that man, she loves so hard, how can she bear to blame her?

"Since you love Song Tianming so much, let it go! It is better to let him find other happiness, even if he is not as beautiful as you, even if he is not as good as you, even if he is not gentle without you, than to make him so miserable. "It's not about fighting for himself, because it's clear that because of this relationship between himself and Su Lian, Leo will never look at himself again. Therefore, she just wanted to say that if she really can't get Su Lian's love, let Leo start again, so as not to fall deeper and deeper and be unable to pull herself in the end.

Sighing heavily, Su Lian said helplessly: "Do you think I don't want to let go?" It was he who refused. ”

“………”

"He is such a stubborn person, everything he believes is that ten cows can't be pulled back, he said that he wants to be with me, even if I don't have him in my heart, he wants to be with me, what else can you let me say?"

In fact, one person's happiness is happiness, and the happiness of two people is happiness, if only one person is happy between lovers, how can the other person be happy? She doesn't love him, even if she is with him, she can't respond to his heart in this life, this kind of affection is unfair to him, maybe he can bear it in a short time, but, how long is a life? He will not be able to take it anymore one day, and by that time, it will be too late for him to regret it.

There were tears in Mo Feifei's eyes, flickering slightly and refusing to shed them: "He, really say that?" ”

has always known that Leo is sincere to Su Lian, which is why she will work so hard to match the two of them. It's just that he never thought that he was no longer in love with Su Lian but was deeply in, knowing that the other party didn't love him but couldn't let go, why was he so stupid?

Mo Feifei's expression made Su Lian unbearable, she moved her lips, and finally asked the sentence: "Feifei, you tell me the truth, do you like Leo?" ”

"Me? How could I like him? She laughed at herself and wanted to laugh, but she burst into tears.

Stretching out his hand, Su Lian pressed it tightly on the hand of her good sister, and said earnestly: "If you really don't like it, don't care about him anymore, because you and him are not from the same world, and you will be very painful to fall in love with him, even, more painful than me." Because Song Tianming at least still has me in his heart, but Leo, in his heart, there is no you at all. ”

“………”

It's a good sister who is willing to be so direct, it's a good sister who is willing to be so cruel, Mo Feifei understands everything, but when she heard this, she still couldn't help but feel heartache and convulsions.

Mo Feifei's forbearant expression made Su Lian embarrassed, but even so, she could only tell the truth: "I know my words are cruel, but, it is the same pit, I have already jumped down, I can't bear to watch you jump into the same pit as me, Feifei, think about it!" ”

Finally, Mo Feifei smiled and continued to laugh at himself in a very miserable manner: "What can I think? I know better than anyone what kind of 'thing' I am, this disease will haunt me for the rest of my life, maybe it hasn't recurred now, but one day it will have an attack, when the time comes, I will be a dead person, what qualifications do people like me have to love? And what qualifications do you have to grab leo? ”

couldn't help but redden, Su Lian pressed her hand lightly and comforted her: "Don't talk about yourself like that, you'll be fine." ”

Shaking his head, Mo Feifei just laughed, laughing and laughing, tears flowed down, Su Lian looked at her like that, and said unbearably: "I hope you will rob it, it is your ability to snatch it, and he won't be sad if he snatches it away, but ........."

Still shaking his head, but Mo Feifei's expression was very resolute: "You are right, he and I are people from different worlds, so I won't like him, and I must not like him." ”

"I'm sorry!"

At this time, she actually didn't have to say sorry to Mo Feifei, but her straightforward words hurt the hearts of her good sisters, although she really wanted Mo Feifei's good, but seeing her sad, her heart was still difficult to calm down. Therefore, this time I am sorry, I not only want to comfort Mo Feifei, but also want to comfort herself.

Mo Feifei was crying, but she still held back her sadness and made herself smile, she said: "The person who should say I'm sorry is me, obviously I'm in a bad mood, and I want to lose my temper at you, Xiaolian, you won't blame me, right?" ”

Su Lian's eyes were red, and she was about to cry: "I'm afraid you'll blame me!" ”

Hearing this, Mo Feifei shook her head again, but tears kept falling down with her movements. With a sour heart, Su Lian reached out and gently pulled Mo Feifei's hand, pressed it in the palm of his hand and asked worriedly: "Tomorrow, will you go back to the crew with me?" ”

"No, you'd better go by yourselves! I want to be alone for a while, and I'll go back to H City tomorrow, and before you go back, I'll go home to see my mother first. "It's so good to use her mother as an excuse, at such a time, she really doesn't have the courage to face Leo's sadness and sadness anymore, or, out of sight and out of mind, she should not know what to do, or be the arrogant and ruthless Mo Feifei before.

Seeing that Mo Feifei was in a bad mood, Su Lian asked uneasily: "You are alone, okay?" ”

Mo Feifei responded with a wry smile: "If you can't do it, you have to do it!" Who else can we rely on now but ourselves? ”

"Or, when you arrive in H City, I'll ask the senior to pick you up at the airport?"

As soon as he heard this, Mo Feifei shook his head: "Forget it, he hates me so much, doesn't letting him come is tantamount to asking for his life?" ”

Su Lian was stunned for a moment, and smiled awkwardly: "Did you misunderstand?" How can seniors hate you? ”

"I'm not so stupid that I can't feel it, if it weren't for you, he wouldn't have bothered to pay attention to me." Among the people Su Lian knows, including the three sisters and brothers of the Su family, all of them don't seem to like Mo Feifei, think she is too selfish, and think she is too hateful, so if she can, she will also try to have as little contact with those people as possible, since others don't like her, why should she humiliate herself?

"Feifei, don't talk about yourself like that."

Wiping away the tears on his face indiscriminately, Mo Feifei forced a calm smile: "The truth! So, I actually envy you, you are healthy, you have a lover, and you have someone who loves yourself, what about me? Nothing. ”

Hearing such sad words, Su Lian suddenly sighed with emotion, yes, at least she is still healthy, at least, she still has a lover, and friends, she is actually very happy, right?

"It's going to be fine."

"yes, it's going to be fine." There are too many helplessness in life, and everyone feels that they are the most bitter, but in fact, only by surviving the suffering can we see a beautiful future, so even if she loses a leg, even if she loses her health, she has to live a wonderful and beautiful life.

Moved by her strength, Su Lian suddenly patted her turbulent 34d, and said "arrogantly": "Feifei, you wait, you make money, let's ask the best doctor to treat you, and guarantee that you will live to be a hundred years old." ”

With tears in her eyes, Mo Feifei smiled: "Say it!" Help me get the best doctor, and don't go back. ”[][][].！

"Of course, no regrets."

"Also, don't let me pay back, I don't have the money to pay back."

As soon as he heard this, Su Lian squirted unceremoniously: "Poof! You're so direct. ”

"If you are still polite, I won't be called Mo Feifei, Mo Feifei! Born a vampire, he's here to exploit Su Lian, you're unlucky. ”

More and more like self-deprecation, with the most unbearable wounds to face the sadness, she has fallen from a high princess to such a point, God took away not only her health and her legs, but also her wonderful tomorrow and future. Therefore, she can only be so shameless, clinging to her best sister, looking for hope to continue to live from her. Forgive her, forgive her shamelessness, forgive her greed, she's just, so unlucky!

"You're really ........."

Su Lian shook her head, and finally got into a mess with her good sisters again, maybe they would quarrel, maybe they would accuse each other, but in their most tragic years, they also had a heart-to-heart relationship without any suspicion, even if their friendship was not as touching as others, but she always believed that Mo Feifei, a good sister who was not perfect, was really good to herself, and she was also a person who really didn't care about her horror and bad luck.