Since the last time I had an accident on the side of the road, I haven't been so close to him for more than a month, all the worries, suspicions, sadness, and unwillingness, all turned into nervousness at the moment, obviously the pleasant weather in autumn, I was nervous and sweating, when I provoked him just now, I didn't feel this way when I was too far away, and now he was next to me, I could even feel the cold breath on his body, looking at his cold and resolute back, I was actually cramped and didn't dare to move.

Li Ziluo didn't say a word, didn't even look at me, and talked with the people next to him, mentioning the topic of whether to be listed or not.

I sat uneasily like this for half an hour, I couldn't hold it anymore, and suddenly I stood up, and everyone around me looked at me, and I hurriedly said, "Go to the bathroom!" ”

I didn't dare to look at Li Ziluo, I didn't dare to stare at him so closely, I couldn't stay for another second, I felt like I was about to collapse, every minute and every second was torment! The more he remained so quiet, the more I couldn't hold back my emotions!

I ran out like I was running for my life, I couldn't care about any roles, directors, producers, and I suddenly felt like a joke!

I thought I had quit my job and pursued some so-called dream, but in the end I just jumped into another fire pit!

I even think that he did it intentionally, and Li Ziluo did it intentionally!

Just downstairs, Du Ying should have seen the problem and wanted to stop me, he stopped it, he deliberately asked me to go up and face all this, what audition, what casting, this is clearly selling myself!

I tried to provoke him, but I didn't know that I might have been treated as a joke by him, so he stopped me and asked me to sit next to him and watch a room full of rotten scenes, fat investors crushing the girls under them, and their dirty hands swept the bodies of the young girls unscrupulously, like a worthless plaything.

And the producer's face is like a competent bustard! It's disgusting!

I rushed out of the resort, in the dark night, only the moon overhead oozed white light, my heart was cold, full of anticipation, all the preparations, in the end I saw such a scene!

Why is it that after stepping into society, you will succeed if you don't work hard and have the belief that you want to do things well? Reality is often more cruel than ideals, as if every road is full of inglorious gloom, which cannot be avoided, let alone looked directly!

I ran for a long time, panting, two rays of light from behind, and then a burst of brakes stopped beside me, I turned around and recognized it as Li Ziluo's car, that kind of embarrassment for no reason made me not want to face him at all, I didn't stop, but ran faster!

I was framed to leave the hotel, and he bumped into me stepping into such an occasion, and he must have thought I was useless! I still want to stay by his side, I can't even walk my own way! How to be his right-hand man like Du Ying!

I felt someone chasing me behind me, and after a few steps I grabbed my waist from behind, and I yelled, "Don't touch me!" ”

He simply threw me into the car with me on his shoulder, I desperately pulled the car door, he pulled the seat belt and locked me in the passenger seat, locked the car door and galloped all the way to the city!

I yelled at him, "You let me go, I don't want you to care about me!" Why do you care about me! ”

He looked at me sharply, his thin lips were pursed, his eyebrows were deep, and he didn't say a word!

The blows of the past few days made me completely crushed in front of him, and I was so embarrassed that I shouted to him: "Why do you want to care about me! Aren't you on good terms with that woman surnamed Du? Then you don't care if I live or die, I'm just being treated by other men, and it has nothing to do with you! Let me tell you Li Ziluo, it's not that I can't live if I leave you in vain, it's not that I can't live well! I, I..."

There was a hint of anger in his tone: "Live well? Is that way? ”

I suddenly felt as if I had been humiliated, and suddenly lost my temper: "Do you also think that I am that kind of woman, and when you see me and Nan Xiu together, you also think that something happened to me and him?" ”

I sneered with tears in my eyes: "Anyway, you're already with someone else, I'll sleep with someone else, and you have no right to care about me!" ”

Li Ziluo's knuckles holding the steering wheel tightened slightly, but he still didn't say a word, just a terrifying aura oozing from him, making me unable to say a word!

The car drove into Yinting County quickly, he strode out of the driver's seat, and I also pulled the door and walked home angrily, but as soon as I entered the house, I was suddenly picked up by him from behind!

I yelled at him, "Don't touch me! Go find your Du Win! ”

He threw me on the table next to me angrily, I pushed him with my hand, his eyes pressed like fire, lifted my skirt, and ripped off the only obstacle, and his voice was chilling: "Sleeping with someone else? I have no authority over you? I'm letting you know today whether I have the authority to control you! ”

I didn't dare to be stiff anymore, I looked at him in horror, he pressed my hands on the top of his head, and actually pressed me on the table like this, in the dark, I was powerless to resist, I felt my body being separated, a familiar pain, the pain made me cry, I shouted: "Li Ziluo, I hate you!" ”

He leaned down and sealed my lips, and the storm came in, my breathing began to fade, my vision became more and more blurry, my body kept shaking, and I said it every time, "I hate you!" ”

He plundered even more frantically, without the slightest emotion, which made me more and more afraid, in the darkness, he seemed to be like a man-eating beast, and the more he was like this, the more I wrung my strength and cried: "I just hate you!" ”

He sneered and picked me up, I thought it was over, but he threw me on the sofa again, the mountain rain was like a torrent that would not stop, I kept sobbing and refused to compromise with him!

It wasn't until he stopped asking me again, "Do you still say that kind of thing?" ”

I sniffed my nose and stared at him in fear, tears pouring out desperately in an instant: "Why are you doing this to me, disappear without saying a word, do you know how worried I am?" I can't sleep well, I can't eat, and I think every day, what happened to you, why don't you contact me, will something happen! I have to pretend that I didn't face anything at work!

I went back to Rongcheng with you at the age of eleven, my world is all about you, I have no relatives, only you, I'm not good, I can't do it, I'm not as smart as you, as long as you're not by my side, I'll be very panicked, I always feel that you will leave me! Gain and loss!

You know what that feels like? No! You don't understand! You're so good, you're so good, you've had it all since you were born! A family that everyone envies, a mother who loves you, a huge family business, you almost hook your fingers, and there are a lot of women who don't care about themselves!

How will you know how I feel! How can you experience the feeling of not having loved ones! Do you know how insecure I am with you?

So you don't understand me at all! You only think about yourself, you think about your career, you are selfish! The sense of superiority is bursting! You are the whole river city, no, it's the whole country, no, it's the worst villain in the whole universe!! You play with my feelings, and you don't have me in your heart at all!

Do you want to say that today's incident is the result of my own misfortune? Deserve? Self-inflicted?

If you don't care about me so much! Then let's not be together! ”

The air was suddenly quiet, I looked at Li Ziluo with some fear, I saw a huge pathos in his eyes, I don't know why he showed that hurt look, but he didn't say anything, he got up from me without saying a word, sorted out his clothes, picked me up, sent me back to the room, covered the quilt, and walked out silently!

The moment the door closed, I hugged the quilt and cried bitterly, but I didn't dare to cry out loud, I covered myself in the quilt, I told a lie, I didn't hate him at all, I didn't want to be separated from him at all, but the words became like this, I knew I shouldn't lose my temper with him, I was unreasonable! But all kinds of embarrassments make me not want to show weakness! But I was obviously blaming him, but I was even more sad in my heart!

I cried for a long time, until I cried so much that I had no strength to fall asleep, I don't know how long it took for me to wake up suddenly, there was no one around, I nervously jumped off the bed, opened the door to find Li Ziluo, I was suddenly very scared, I was afraid that he would leave without a sound, but after coming to the living room, I found him sitting in a rocking chair in the backyard, the cigarette in his hand flashed a little red, and the ashtray next to him was full of cigarette butts, and Xiaobai was lying at his feet.

I looked at his back in a daze, it was distressing to be thin in the moonlight, the whole person was shrouded in a layer of incomprehensible mist, and I even felt that he looked so lonely for the first time...

I wanted to step forward, but the stubbornness in my heart made me stop again, I didn't forget what I said just now, I didn't forget what he did to me at night, and I didn't have the face to pretend that nothing happened to me now!

I gritted my teeth, forced myself to turn around and go into the house, pulled over the quilt and forced myself to fall asleep!

When I woke up the next day, my body was like falling apart, and the sensitivity somewhere reminded me of everything that happened last night, but when I pushed the door open, I couldn't find Li Ziluo's figure anywhere, and he was gone...

When I realized this, I broke down and picked up the pillow and threw it all over the ground, Xiaobai shrank under the table in fright and shivered, I grabbed my hair and punched it on the sofa in annoyance!

I remember the last words I said to him yesterday, I said... Let's not be together anymore!

I was suddenly scared! I'm afraid he'll take it seriously, I'm afraid he'll never come to me again! I don't know what to do, pacing back and forth like a headless fly!

Eventually, I dialed Li Fan's phone, and it took her a long time to pick up and ask me, "Dabai?" ”

I heard my voice trembling a little and said to her, "Sister Fan, has Li Ziluo returned to Rongcheng?" ”

"No, he should be going to Canada today."

"He's out of the country?" I raised a few decibels and asked in a distorted voice.

Li Fan asked me rhetorically, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I reddened my eyes and said to her, "We had a quarrel and I said something very serious to him..."

I cried and told Li Fan what I said to Li Ziluo last night, Li Fan didn't comfort me, nor did she say a word, she was silent on the other end of the phone...

I don't know how long it took, but she opened her mouth with some hesitation: "Dabai, you shouldn't say that." ”

Li Fan had never spoken to me in such a reproachful tone, I stopped my tears, held the phone, and she continued: "There is something that the old man once ordered, no one is allowed to mention it again, this is a secret that the Li family can't tell outsiders, but if the old man is a hundred years later, I don't dare to guarantee that Li Zhixun and they can still keep this secret!" ”

"About Li Ziluo?" I suddenly asked with a nervous heartbeat.

Li Fan was silent for a few more seconds before he spoke again: "Ziluo was adopted by the orphanage!" ”

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