Chapter 13 Don't talk to me about dreams, I only talk about love

The freshmen of the Faculty of Business Administration welcomed the first professional course of the university, "Principles of Management". In the huge multimedia classroom, the students were eagerly awaited, and the teacher walked into the classroom to give a brief self-introduction and then began to speak. First, let's talk about the difference between the way classes are held in college and those in middle school, and then get down to business. The teacher flipped the ppt with a laser pen while explaining, and the fast-beating picture on the projector was dizzying, looking at the tight cheeks of the students, the teacher patiently played the ppt over and over again. The class was like a kitchen knife in my hand and grinding on a whetstone, and the 90-minute class was over, and it was finally over! For freshmen, they are suddenly liberated from a tense, high-pressure, and fast-paced study life, and their inner joy is always accompanied by a trace of emptiness and confusion. I am glad that the university classroom no longer has to carry the great mission of "saving the world" to study, and I am confused that "this is the result of my own battle from thousands of troops".

In the corridor, the students came and went, and Xie Yulin stood alone in the corridor, his eyes glazed open to the beautiful scenery in front of him. Ouyang Xueyan quietly walked to Xie Yulin's side and looked forward like him.

"There doesn't seem to be any special scenery ahead, right?"

"Beauty!"

"Are you looking in the wrong direction?"

"May I ask you a question?" Xie Yulin smiled and turned his back against the railing.

"As long as it doesn't burn your brain."

"Does narcissism count as broken love?"

"You don't have to beat around the bush to taunt me, don't you just want to say that I'm a narcissistic girl."

"Count you Bingxue smart," Xie Yulin smiled at Ouyang Xueyan, "How do you feel?" ”

"It's so different from high school, I feel like I'm crossing a wide, deep ravine, and I'm always worried that I'm going to fall."

"With me by your side, I will help you."

"No, you can't!"

"Why?"

"If you accidentally fall, I won't have to live as a widow for the rest of my life."

"Your humorous clouds will run away when you hear it."

"How are you feeling?"

"For me in high school and college, high school is like an old cow with a heavy burden on his shoulders, and college is like an old cow who is unburdened and in a daze."

"You're a cow, aren't you?" Ouyang Xueyan quipped.

"It's good to be a cow, honest man." Xie Yulin smirked.

"Honest man? Don't you want to say something to me about last night? ”

"What happened last night?"

"I saw you together yesterday."

"We ran into each other when we bought snacks."

"You seem to like Aini very much."

"You say yes."

"I'm curious that Ani fascinates you so much."

"Big sister get rid of your brains, I've only known Aini for a few days, and you just make me and her as familiar as rolling the sheets tens of thousands of times."

"I find you to be a real scoundrel!" Ouyang Xueyan listened to Xie Yulin's words, and her cheeks turned crimson.

"Actually, I'm a gentleman, but being a hooligan in front of a super beautiful woman like you is a little respectful of you who are beautiful and sexy. If you are indifferent to a natural beauty, you are either wrong in that regard or a blasphemy of her beauty! Xie Yulin's words made Ouyang Xueyan laugh from ear to ear.

"You don't have to act too bad, or I'll be very attached to you."

"Then I'll be a gentleman."

"Seriously, you and Aini are people of two worlds, I hope you don't try to enter her world."

"Love is something you don't know until you try it."

"Why try something when you know it's wrong?"

"What I believe in, even if it is a sword mountain and a sea of fire, I will not hesitate to stick to it."

"I'm not going to watch you jump into the fire."

"You can't stop me from moving forward."

"If you can't stop it, you have to stop it, because my mission in this world is to save you and trap you firmly."

"Love has no providence."

"I will rewrite the will of God, even if I suffer from the catastrophe, I will bear it."

"Okay, let's change the subject, what are your plans for four years of college?"

"Don't talk to me about dreams, I only talk about love." Ouyang Xueyan snorted angrily and threw down a sentence and turned around and walked towards the classroom.

"Don't talk to me about love, I only talk about dreams." Xie Yulin said weakly, looking at Ouyang Xueyan's figure blankly.

In the classroom, Wang Xiaoming turned his eyes to the window, and saw Ouyang Xueyan and Xie Yulin getting so close and chatting so happily, as if he had been pricked by a needle in his heart. His gaze stayed on the two of them for a long time, and when he saw Ouyang Xueyan walking into the classroom, Wang Xiaoming suddenly lowered his head and pretended to be reading.

When Ouyang Xueyan appeared in front of Wang Xiaoming for the first time, he deeply portrayed Ouyang Xueyan's appearance in his mind. He prayed day and night to be able to meet her again, maybe God was really moved by his pious prayer, Ouyang Xueyan turned out to be in the same class as himself. Wang Xiaoming held back the excitement in his heart, thinking that he could chat with her in the future, watch her laugh, watch her get angry, watch her cry, and watch her fall in love. Of course, Wang Xiaoming hoped that Ouyang Xueyan would like him, but he didn't dare to touch the thorny rose. Maybe just looking at her back and listening to her voice will suffice.

In the past few days, Wang Xiaoming felt that his emotions were very chaotic and boring? Lose? Emptiness? …… No, no. At the moment, he really couldn't find a suitable word to describe his state of mind. Ouyang Xueyan often fights with a few iron buddies, at that moment Wang Xiaoming's heart is like the sea in a hurricane, the waves are turbulent, and Ouyang Xueyan's every move freezes his heart. But Ouyang Xueyan was an untouchable snowflake to him, and he had to endure the inferiority complex in his heart and look at her from afar. If time could be turned back, he would choose not to meet; If time could be turned back, he would choose not to grow up, so that he would not understand feelings, and he would not be tortured like Ling Chi after autumn.

Wang Xiaoming seems to have changed, or it can be said that after he quarreled with his soul, his soul and his body "separated". With no soul in his body, Wang Xiaoming fell in love with the smell of cigarettes, the smell of wine, gagging, and loneliness overnight. One often spends the night in the bar.

When people indulge, they will find a reason for themselves, so that they can be at ease when they make mistakes afterwards. Ouyang Xueyan asked the sisters to go to the bar outside the school under the pretext that she was deeply hurt by Xie Yulin. A couple of beautiful women walk into a dimly lit bar and look around the bar for an empty spot, only to find a boy who is overwhelmed by drowsiness and drunkenness.

"Wang Xiaoming!" Liu Mengfan shouted in surprise.

"No, I can't tell he's a sullen man." Chen Qinghan said disappreciatively.

"Let's go sit down." Ouyang Xueyan said and walked over and sat opposite Wang Xiaoming, Wang Xiaoming raised his head and saw the goddess he had been thinking about appeared in front of him, he thought that alcohol made him hallucinate. When he was sure that the picture in front of him was not an illusion, Wang Xiaoming had the heart to die, and he actually showed an embarrassed appearance in front of the goddess.

"It's so unjust, I don't even scream when I drink!" Ding Jiaqi reproached Wang Xiaoming, and Wang Xiaoming looked at Ouyang Xueyan silently.

"Did you get hurt by that beauty?" Chen Qinghan asked Wang Xiaoming.

"Hurt by you?" Wang Xiaoming replied helplessly.

"Can you tell me if I hurt your heart, lungs, or liver?" Chen Qinghan supported his chin with his hands, his face full of happiness.

"Chen Qinghan, my teeth are almost sore!" Ding Jiaqi listened to Chen Qinghan's words and resisted.

"Are you envious, jealous, and hateful?" Chen Qinghan grimaced at Ding Jiaqi.

"Ouyang, you heard what Qinghan said." Ding Jiaqi faced Ouyang Xueyan and hoped to get her support.

"They are all pesties who don't choose to eat or eat or choose, and they don't choose clothes!" Ouyang Xueyan had a look of disdain on her face.

"Ouyang, I'm innocent." Liu Mengfan defended himself.

"Stop arguing, drink!" Wang Xiaoming raised his wine glass and waited for everyone to echo.

β€œchess!” Everyone raised their glasses, and a glass of wine suddenly went down.

The five people took turns toasting, slapping their stomachs as if they were about to erupt. A few pedantic women didn't mean to stop at all, and then drank it, as if they didn't ignite the "volcano" in their stomachs, and vowed not to stop. Time walked quietly in the noise, and it was already 12 o'clock when a few pedantines walked out of the bar with their arms in their arms.

"Mengfan, you... You can send Wang Xiaoming. Chen Qinghan supported the drunk and unconscious Ouyang Xueyan.

"Why me?"

"You... You have to understand my hard conscience. ”

"Okay," Liu Mengfan helped Wang Xiaoming to walk behind.

Ouyang Xueyan, Chen Qinghan, and Ding Jiaqi, who were walking in front, shouted frantically as they walked, looking like they were having seizures! Passers-by avoided a few pedantic women from a distance, as if they were afraid of accidentally contracting epilepsy. Liu Mengfan accompanied Wang Xiaoming to the downstairs of the boys' dormitory.

"Thank you." Wang Xiaoming's eyes were misty.

"Hurry up and go back to rest." Liu Mengfan watched Wang Xiaoming walk towards the door of the dormitory, "Can I ask you a question?" ”

"What?" Wang Xiaoming turned his head and asked.

"You like Ouyang Xueyan, right?"

"Why!" Wang Xiaoming's tone rose sharply.

"Look at her eyes."

"Your words are hilarious, you know?" Wang Xiaoming glanced at Liu Mengfan angrily and walked towards the corridor.

"Your words are hilarious, you know?" Liu Mengfan followed Wang Xiaoming's example and said, "Obviously I like it very much, but I don't admit it." ”

Liu Mengfan returned to the dormitory and saw a few restless roommates eating snacks in their hands, looking at their ruthlessness of "not supporting themselves to get pregnant" and refusing to give up, Liu Mengfan was also drunk. The noise of her roommates stuffed her ears one by one, and Liu Mengfan felt that she was about to collapse. Liu Mengfan walked into the bathroom with the shower gel, turned on the hot water, and poured the hot water on her hair through the shower head. Liu Mengfan stood quietly, letting the water droplets slide over every inch of his skin. When Liu Mengfan surrounded the bath towel bathroom, her roommates looked at her with a look full of evil.

"Why didn't you ask me for help after staying so long?" Chen Qinghan smiled evilly.

"It's not that you can't rub it." Liu Mengfan glanced at Chen Qinghan.

"Wang Xiaoming didn't treat you well, did he?"

"Your brain cells are filthy!"

"Is it wrong for me to care about good sisters?" Chen Qinghan's face was full of small grievances.

"Your concern gives me goosebumps all over my body."

"yes, I'll see." Chen Qinghan said and started to pull Liu Mengfan's bath towel.

"Don't come here!" Liu Mengfan grabbed the broom by the door.

"Male hooligans are not terrible, but female hooligans should be punished by the world." Ouyang Xueyan looked at Chen Qinghan and Liu Mengfan's fight and sighed helplessly.