I never knew how much pressure Li Zhao was under alone under the seemingly sweet appearance after we reconciled!

He never told me that he was carrying a heavy future for us!

I also never thought about what I would do one day when I knew the truth.

The crisis in the studio was lifted overnight as if nothing had happened, but I knew it was just a warning from Pang Hua that if I didn't play his cards, the next studio might not take a night at all.

Li Zhao once said let me believe him once, and he asked me to give him time! But now, with the Xia family in front and Pang Hua in the back, embattled, and all the grass and trees are soldiers, how much time do we have?

Pang Hua was able to protect Li Zhao at the beginning, so if we insist on disobeying him, I believe that people like him can also destroy Li Zhao in an instant!

Since ancient times, how many heroes have pursued the principle of "those who are used by me stay, and those who are not used by me are killed"...

I began to get into a kind of ... The state of the vacuum!

I don't know what I should do, on the one hand, I am very worried about Li Zhao's situation, now that he is isolated, Zhengkang's side, Li Deping is impossible to help him, not to mention that with Zhengkang's current strength, he can't even touch the corner of Pang Hua's clothes.

On the other hand, Li Zhao made me believe in him, and from my heart, letting me leave Li Zhao is equivalent to saving my heart!

I don't know what to do!!

I suddenly missed Little Tail, I don't know where she is, she hasn't given me a phone call since she left, and all of a sudden she said she disappeared and disappeared.

I didn't go to the studio the next day, I went to Little Tail's father's snack bar and sat for a day.

There was an extra bottle of soda in front of me, and Daddy Little Tail sat down across from me and said with some concern, "Girl, what's wrong?" Sullen? ”

I said I missed her, and Daddy Littletail stared at the bottle of soda and said, "Drink."

I held the bottle and gurgled and inhaled, and when the yellow soda filled my mouth, my tears suddenly fell.

"She told me when she left, if you come to her, let me give you this to drink."

My tears are flowing more and more, this brand of soda with this flavor is the standard for me and Little Tail every time we eat Malatang in college, and she is the only abnormal guy who will make people think about her with soda!

I asked his dad, didn't Little Tail call? Don't you want her?

Her dad told me a lot that day, and he said of course he would think that he didn't agree with Little Tail's decision at first, and the two of them had an argument about it.

Little Tail secretly let go of the parrot that her father had raised for several years, and his father thought at first that Little Tail was angry with him and deliberately mischievous!

Then one day when he saw the parrot that had flown away coming back, he suddenly changed his mind!

He said that now he no longer keeps the parrot in the birdcage, and he also said that people are the same, if they don't hold on to their side, they will definitely be able to give her happiness, and sometimes when it's time to let go, they still have to let go, he said that although the little tail has not contacted him now, he believes that his daughter must be like him, can be strong out of the shadows, and regain her life!

I was suddenly very moved, in this world, probably the greatest love is to let go, but people are selfish, how easy is it to let go?

I didn't want to go home after leaving Little Tail's father, I went to the bar I used to go to with Little Tail, I don't know how long I hadn't been here, only to find out that the door of the bar had already changed its name, and the decoration inside was unrecognizable, the only thing that remained unchanged was the noisy singing, and the crazy men and women under the flickering lights!

I opened a card pack proudly and called the little master to drink!

When the little master found me, I had already drunk a lot, but under the flickering neon, my brain was unexpectedly awake.

The little master is still dressed so fancy, printed leather jacket with his copy of the bewitching face, as soon as he entered the bar, he was accosted by a big-breasted woman, he is a person, big breasts are a sharp weapon to subdue him, I suddenly felt sentimental, Nima was reduced to let an unreliable person accompany me, this unreliable person is now estimated to see the big breasts for a while and a half will not be able to get out!

I saw him talking to the beautiful woman with a smile, and his eyes searched the field.

When he saw me, he actually left his big chest and walked towards the card pack, and as soon as he sat down, he screamed, the music was too loud, and the DJ was like a special drug, and he kept shaking his head like crazy.

I can't even hear what he says? One looked at him: "Huh?"

He simply sat next to me, hugged me to my ear and shouted: "On the way here just now, I heard on the radio that someone on the other side of Wujiang Road lost a bag of money, more than 300,000 yuan!" I asked if you picked it up? ”

I looked at a table of foreign wine and was stunned for a few seconds, and immediately picked up the pillow next to him and smashed it at him, the little master was as light as a swallow, and immediately dodged, from left to right, just like he would teleport!

Then he began to drink the wine in a very sloppy manner, and the two of us hardly spoke throughout the night, not because we didn't want to speak, but because the music was too loud, we just drank alcohol.

After the little master and I staggered out of the bar, I sat on the ground and didn't leave, and the little master came over and pulled me: "You hurry up for me, people like you still think you are a street girl taking you away."

I burst into tears and looked up at him and said, "I'm not leaving, do you know where this is?"

He said a little inexplicably, "At the door of the bar!"

I cried and shook my head: "You don't know! You don't know anything! Ten years ago, it was here ten years ago, Li Zhao carried me out of the bar, I said I had nothing, he told me I still have him!

I still have him... It's been 10 years! It's been ten years! When did I actually own him?

Master, what will happen to Li Zhao if I leave him? You tell me, what will happen to him? ”

Fuji Yichen stood in front of me, his head bowed, his whole face hidden in the shadows, and he said, "He will ruin everything!"

I curled up in pain, buried my head between my knees, and cried hoarsely, he sighed and sat next to me looking at the neon lights in the sky, and said helplessly: "Do you know the sword of Damocles?"

I shook my head, and he continued, "Damocles was a favorite of the tyrant Dionysius in Greek mythology, and he used to say that the emperor is blessed to please the emperor. On one occasion, Dionysius made him sit on the throne of the emperor with a sword tied to a horse's mane above his head, telling him that the sword could fall at any moment, even though he was on the throne.

Li Zhao has a sword of Damocles on his head, and we talked about it on the day he came to my house to pick you up.

He said that he was ruthless to leave because he was not sure of his weight in your heart, but now, even if Damocles cut off his head with the sword, he wants to stay with you until the last day. ”

He said: "Xiaowan, no matter what decision you make, you have to remember that you still have me behind you, and I am also your family."

That night, I cried like a tearful man, I said to Fuji Yichen, I don't want him to be sad, let alone make him so tired for me anymore, I don't know what to do, I begged Fuji Yichen not to tell Li Zhao what I already knew.

I said, I have known him for 30 years, fate should not let us live and die, I said that is not fair, I said I want to believe him, I said I don't want to give up, I said I can't leave him, just as he can't leave me...

So... My final decision was to bury all the truth, when everything never happened, when I never knew, let life be peaceful again, and live every day with him, yes, every day!

Eventually, the memory of the rest of the night was no longer clear, but when I woke up again, I was already at home, and I had changed into my pajamas, as if my body had been washed, and my hair had a familiar scent.

I walked to the living room, Li Zhao hadn't gone to work yet, I didn't speak, I sat at the table and picked up the bread and nibbled on it, humming a small tune while gnawing on it.

Li Zhao finally couldn't bear it anymore and poured the spoon heavily on the edge of the bowl: "Do you know how many calls I made to you last night?" You're used to not answering my calls, aren't you? I don't care where you go, you have to at least tell me, right? Do you know how worried I am? ”

I didn't care about chewing bread and didn't even look at him: "What? I can't have some freedom in life? ”

"Tang Wan, you..."

Li Zhao glared at me with a dark face, obviously displeased.

I crossed my legs and glanced at him: "I don't like you to treat me with this attitude, I'm an adult, I have my own freedom, I don't like you to always control me."

"Am I in charge of you? Don't you think you've been playing a little too much lately? A girl's house, drunk like that in the middle of the night, she didn't even feel it! I told you not to mess around with that kid, you didn't listen to me! ”

I laughed playfully, "Why? Just because his mother robbed your dad? He robbed you of your childhood? So you hate him? Afraid that he will snatch your wife away again? ”

Li Zhao stood up with a "bang", looked at me with a pale face, I leaned back in the chair and said with a lazy expression: "Who I get along with is my freedom!" If you don't believe me, go find the woman you believe in! I'm not rare! ”

After speaking, I kicked the table and stood up and walked to the kitchen, but as soon as I entered the kitchen, my hands were shaking, I heard the sound of Li Zhao slamming the door, and saw his back walking away through the kitchen window, and his shallow vision became more and more blurred...

I thought he would have to fight with me for a few days, but he came back early in the afternoon, and I watched the big talk Journey to the West again like a demon, and when I heard the sound of the door, I quickly switched the TV to the commercial.

He came in and walked straight up to me, carrying something in his hand, and then came to pull me, I was as motionless as mud, and he leaned down: "Wife, don't be angry, get up and eat."

I asked him if he wanted me to gain weight, but he said that I had recently seen some signs of menopause and wanted me to eat more desserts to make me feel better!

I squatted on the side of the coffee table, digging the delicious cake with a spoon like a greedy child, and I could imagine Li Zhao, a big man, running to the cake shop to buy cute little cakes.

I dug a spoonful of cream and fed it to his mouth, he opened his mouth and kissed me on the lips, the lingering sweetness mixed with his melodious smell, made me so attached, so... Reluctant.

In a daze, he said to me: "I'm sorry, I've been too busy lately to spend time with you, and when I'm busy for a while, I'll take you out to have a good time."

I buried myself in his shoulder and sniffed his breath greedily, and muttered, "Fool, you are my man, you are not allowed to say sorry to me!"