I was shocked, he knew?!

Did Qiao Chenfei tell him?

"Isn't it? Answer me! ”

Seeing that my eyes widened and I didn't say a word, Lou Shaotang didn't have the patience to silence me anymore, he roared, and the hand on my shoulder increased a little harder, and there was an uncertain light in his eyes, which showed how desperate he was to know the answer.

I don't understand why, that child doesn't mean anything to him, it doesn't matter, why should he pursue if it's his? But since he wants to know, just tell him.

I took a deep breath to steady my trembling heart and smiled nonchalantly, "Yes." ”

As soon as the word "me" fell into the air, Lou Shaotang's eyes shrank fiercely, his cold face suddenly twitched, and the color of shock was overflowing.

Seeing that he was staring at me, his eyes seemed to be about to erupt into flames, and I wondered even more, what was he angry about?

"Why?" Just as I was worrying about his thoughts, he asked again.

His voice was tight, and when he heard it, he was holding back his anger.

"What, why?" I can't guess what his intentions were, and I don't want to.

"Why lie to me? Why knock it out? Why? ”

He was no longer calm, and the hand that pinched my shoulder kept straining, as if he wanted to insert his fingers into my shoulder blades.

Seeing how much he looked like he was stimulated, I became more and more confused, but I also felt very ridiculous.

"Joke! Why don't I knock it out? I held back the pain in my shoulder, raised my eyebrows and sneered, "Lou Shaotang, what qualifications do you have now, and in what capacity do you question me?" What if the child is yours? Will you want? ”

Speaking of the deceased child, I couldn't help but feel sad, and my eyes became hot.

But I must not expose this fragile emotion in front of Lou Shaotang, so I quickly held back, curled the corners of my mouth, laughed sarcastically, and continued: "We are divorced, remember? Or you forced me with despicable means. So, Lou Shaotang, don't pretend that you want to be responsible for me. It's disgusting, and I don't need to. ”

I thought that after saying this, he would immediately let go of me and stop pestering, but he didn't, and still pressed me against the wall, glaring at me angrily.

I was baffled and annoyed by his hateful expression.

"Let go of me!" I blushed and pulled his hand.

His hands didn't move, and his body didn't move for half a minute.

Seeing that his chest was rising and falling violently and his body was full of anger, I didn't dare to move again, so I lowered my hand and stood in place, looking away.

"Give me back the baby."

In a moment, his muffled voice reached my ears.

I was stunned and turned my eyes to look at him.

His expression was serious, not at all like a joke.

I was speechless.

"Neurotic!" I just thought he was deliberately making things difficult, pushed him away in anger, and walked away.

He dragged me back again, shoved me hard against the wall, "Give me back the baby!" He roared uncontrollably.

I was also furious and broke out, "Lou Shaotang, what are you crazy about!" If you want to have a child, find Zhong Ruoqing to give birth, don't come to me! I'm done playing with you! ”

I didn't know which nerve my words touched him, and he shouted, "Tu Ying! Then he raised his fist and swung it at my face.

I was so shocked that my breathing stopped instantly, and I reflexively closed my eyes.

But the expected blow did not come, but there was a loud "bang" in my ears, and then the wall shook with the sound.

Struggling to steady my beating heart, I opened my eyes in confusion.

I saw Lou Shaotang's fist smash on the wall on my left, because he was so angry, his whole arm was trembling, the bruises on his arm were bulging, and the gauze on the back of his hand that had been bandaged before oozed a large amount of blood.

Staring at the blood-stained gauze, my eyelids jumped suddenly, and my heart tightened, completely stunned.

Since I met Lou Shaotang, I have never seen him so out of control and so angry. He has always been calm and self-controlled, and even if he is angry, he will control his emotions very well, so that people can't figure out what he thinks.

But now, he actually ......

Why?

I turned my head in confusion and saw that his eyes were closed, his eyelashes fluttered violently, and large beads of sweat were oozing from his forehead, and he was constantly inhaling deeply, as if trying to calm his excitement.

My cold heart suddenly became inexplicable, and a guess arose, would he want that child very much? Him and my children.

But just a few seconds after this idea jumped out, Lou Shaotang opened his eyes again, and his eyes became cold as frost again.

"This is what you owe me, and it must be paid back."

Hearing this heartless voice, I suddenly felt that I was so ridiculous, how could I have such a ridiculous idea?!

How could Lou Shaotang have my child! He doesn't like that I owe him anything.

I remembered that day, he ruthlessly asked the old man to enforce family law on me, and hatred swept me away in an instant.

"Lou Shaotang, I don't owe you anything." Staring at his cold eyes, I curled my lips and chuckled, "To tell you the truth, that kid wasn't knocked out by me." It was killed by you, by you, with your own hands. ”

I said the whole sentence lightly and bonelessly, except for the word "by you" with a strong accent.

"What did you say?"

Sure enough, as I expected, Lou Shaotang seemed to be greatly impacted, and his face was full of shock.

He stared at me in disbelief, "What do you say, say it again?" ”

Hearing that his voice was very tight and trembling slightly, I smiled coldly, "Do you remember?" I said, "That day in the Seongnam apartment, because I said something that angered you, you pulled me up from my chair and threw me to the ground." That's when you threw your child to your death. ”

"Lou Shaotang, it was you who killed your child with your own hands."

Boom Boom –

As my chuckle fell, a deafening thunderclap burst through the quiet night sky.

Lou Shaotang and I trembled at the same time.

But I quickly calmed down, and he was stunned.

I knew he was not frightened by the thunder, but by my words.

Seeing that he was silent, a touch of grief gradually appeared on his face, thinking that he must not be able to accept this fact, I continued to work hard and continued to hit him, "Thunder, Lou Shaotang, are you afraid?" After doing such a wicked thing, are you afraid of being struck by lightning? ”

After I finished speaking, Lou Shaotang's body trembled violently, and his eyes instantly became dark.

Seeing that he was really stimulated by me, I laughed, and laughed extremely sarcastically. But for some reason, my heart felt like it was being cut by a knife, and every time I breathed, my internal organs and limbs were in severe pain.

I don't know what's wrong with me, it's obvious that it's him who stimulated, but I don't feel relieved, and I'm so sad that I can't breathe.

But I still managed to smile. Because I swore that I would not shed a single tear in front of Lou Shaotang.

I twisted my thighs with my hands, forced the tears that were about to rush out of my eyes back into my stomach, and I didn't leave, I just looked straight at him, adjusting my expression to the most sarcastic side.

Although Lou Shaotang also looked at me fixedly, his eyes were sloppy, obviously still in shock and unable to come out.

The sound of the rain outside is getting louder and louder, and the two of us seem to have forgotten the space and the time, like silent sculptures, looking at each other quietly.

I don't know how long it took, Lou Shaotang finally came back to his senses slowly, and focused his gaze on my face again.

"Tu Ying," he looked at me sadly, and asked in a hoarse and slightly sad voice, "what if...... If that child ...... I didn't ...... Missed, you ...... Will you want it? ”

"No, it won't." Contrary to his continued and difficult questioning, I answered categorically and without hesitation.

After saying that, I turned my face away coldly and stopped looking at him.

It's not that I can't face him with a weak heart, but the real answer is now unsure even for myself.

At that time, I was adamant that I would not want the child, but it was really gone, and the pain of the skin made it difficult for me to breathe when I think about it to this day; Feelings of guilt, self-blame, and reluctance have been steaming in my heart since that day and have never been able to dissipate.

I'm not sure if I'd ever keep that kid if I went back in time.

However, time will not go back, what happened is irreversible, the child is gone, and now it will be said that it will or will not, what a meaningless thing.

Staring at the stained window, my heart was darkened, and the pain was getting worse and worse, so painful that I almost couldn't stop crying.

"Huh?"

At this moment, Lou Shaotang suddenly sneered, this laugh seemed to be self-deprecating and disdainful.

My heart trembled slightly, and I held back my tears and turned my head to look at him.

His expression and gaze were no longer as gloomy as before, but turned back to cold and indifferent.

I thought he would say something vicious to me, but after waiting for a long time, he kept his lips shut and stared at me fixedly.

I don't speak either. Everything that can be said is said, and all the excitement is enough.

In the huge church, there was a long silence.

Just when I thought that the strong psychological defense line was about to collapse inch by inch in his compulsive gaze, Lou Shaotang suddenly let go of me, his eyes were still staring at me for a moment, but his body retreated step by step.

He didn't even retreat half a meter, but I felt that I was going to be separated from him by a thousand mountains and rivers.

A panic and sadness for no reason instantly made my body tremble uncontrollably.

I quickly clenched my fists, inhaled secretly, and secretly exerted myself again, trying my best to calm myself down.

Swallowing the bitter water in my throat, I smiled, watched him turn around calmly and senselessly, and then disappeared from sight.

With a bang, the door of the church slammed shut, and my heart trembled, and at the same time, as if someone had taken all my strength, I slid weakly along the wall to the ground......

I don't know how I got back to the hotel, and when Qiao Chenfei saw me, I was already soaking wet and in a trance.

"Xiaoying, what's wrong with you? Where have you been, how did you look like this? He was a little frightened by me and grabbed my cold hand.

"Sister, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Yu's anxious voice also came to my ears.

I instantly came back to my senses, "It's nothing, I forgot to bring my umbrella when I went out for a walk just now." ”

Seeing that I was laughing, and my tone was also very relaxed, Qiao Chenfei and Xiaoyu did not doubt it, and their expressions suddenly relaxed.

Afraid that I would get sick, Qiao Chenfei hurriedly wrapped me in a bath towel, "I'll go put water in the bath for you." He also instructed Xiaoyu, "Pour a cup of hot water for your sister." ”

Xiao Yu immediately did so.

After drinking the water, Qiao Chenfei came out of the bathroom and urged me, "The water is ready, go wash it, don't catch a cold." ”

I nodded and went to the bathroom.

Looking at the bathroom mirror, looking at my wet face, I wiped my face lightly, and I put out the tip of my tongue to taste my fingers.

Strange, when did the rain turn salty?

I shook my head, shook off the strange doubt, and stepped into the tub.

I quickly took a shower, and after I came out, Qiao Chenfei brought me a tea cup as soon as possible, "Drink it while it's hot, keep the cold away." ”

I opened the lid of the tea and saw that it was hot ginger tea, and my heart warmed.

Even though I had just taken a bath, my body still felt cold, so I drank it in a few sips.

Putting down the teacup, I suddenly remembered what happened in the church just now, so I asked Qiao Chenfei: "Chenfei, why did you tell Lou Shaotang?" ”

Qiao Chenfei was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood what I was talking about. Maybe I expected Lou Shaotang to come to me for verification, but he wasn't too surprised and asked me, "You were with him just now?" ”

I nodded.

Qiao Chenfei frowned slightly, and then saw that my face was not very good, thinking that I was angry, he said apologetically: "I'm sorry Xiaoying, I said it on impulse." ”

"On the spur of the moment?" I looked at him puzzled, wondering what his so-called impulse was.

"It was Lou Shaotang who stimulated me first. He said......" Qiao Chenfei paused, as if hesitating to tell me.

"What did he say?"

Listening to my insistence on knowing, he continued: "He said that we would never get married, and that God was helping him in the child's death, and he told me to wait, and said that he would take everything I had, so that I would have nothing. Therefore, I told him in a fit of anger that I wanted to extinguish his arrogance. ”

Heh, Lou Shaotang, you are really arrogant! not only gloated over the child's death, but even threatened Qiao Chenfei.

But you never dreamed that the child was yours, and that it died at your own hands.

Before, when I thought of his injured eyes, I still felt some pain in my heart, but at this moment, after listening to Qiao Chenfei's words, those dull feelings were instantly swept away, and I was even very relieved.

Seeing that my face was pale and I didn't say a word, and my fists were clenched tightly, Qiao Chenfei thought that I had been threatened by Lou Shaotang just now, and asked me nervously: "Xiaoying, did Lou Shaotang do anything excessive to you?" ”

"Nope." I laughed, and my attitude was obviously very contemptuous of Lou Shaotang, and said, "What can he do to me?" It's ...... him."

"How is he?" Before I finished speaking, Qiao Chenfei asked impatiently.

"It's nothing, he doesn't care." I shook my head, not wanting to think back to what happened in the church just now, so I changed the conversation, "Chen Fei, didn't Lou Shaotang say that we can't get married." I laughed and said, "Okay, we'll show him this marriage!" ”

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