"Go out, and no one will come in without my permission."

When Gao Gonggong heard such a voice, he was so frightened that he didn't stand still for a while, and his hands quickly held on to the door frame, and it took a lot of effort to straighten his body.

At that moment, Grandpa Gao's body was already soaked with sweat, and the whole person looked a little out of breath.

Aunt Chunhe saw the strangeness of Grandpa Gao from a long distance, so she walked over quickly.

"Grandpa Gao, what's wrong with you, what's going on?"

Aunt Chunhe's series of greetings and asked Gao Gonggong was a little confused.

After all, Gonggong Gao hadn't recovered from Duguyi's intimidation just now, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

Aunt Chunhe stepped forward directly, patted Grandpa Gao's shoulder and said, "Grandpa Gao, has something happened?" How did the emperor talk to the queen mother? ”

After Gao Gonggong came back to his senses, he told him what had just happened inside.

"Aunt Chunhe, don't go in now, the emperor has just made an order, and no one is allowed to go in."

As soon as Aunt Chunhe heard Gonggong Gao say this, she immediately panicked, and thought in her heart: "Did the emperor quarrel with the Queen Mother, what should I do, do I want to go in to stop it?"

Too many thoughts appear in my heart, but my heart is messy, and I don't know what to do for a while.

I only know that the current situation inside is not very good, and if I go in at this time, it will simply cause chaos for the emperor and the queen mother.

It's better to stay outside, and in case there is any emergency, you should prepare in advance.

At this time, Dugu Yi, who was staying inside, had no reason, and directly said what he had always wanted to say in his heart.

"Queen Mother, why, I have always turned a blind eye and not exposed the matter."

"I haven't begged you for anything since I was a child, but why can't you meet me with such a small request?"

Dugu Yi's words were like screaming out of his throat, and both eyes were bloodshot, enough to see how tired he was.

He thought that something would happen to him today, but he didn't think that he would fail in the end, because he was too simple.

Give yourself too much confidence, otherwise, there will be no hope and no disappointment.

Duguyi's heart at this time can be said to be broken, and even has some fragmented feelings, he wants to scream hard, shouting out his unwillingness and disappointment in his heart.

But it's like something is blocking my throat, and my whole body is a little out of my control.

After the Empress Dowager Huici heard Duguyi's words, she still didn't speak, but her heart was dripping blood.

I can feel the helplessness of my son in front of me, although I don't say it, I still feel sad, I cry, and my heart is crying.

Sometimes not talking about it can be even more uncomfortable than talking, and even worse.

Empress Dowager Huici looked at Dugu Yi in front of her, in addition to silently praying in her heart, Dugu Yi should not be angry, not angry.

Then I don't know what to do.

This pain is mutual, she can understand Duguyi's pain, but Duguyi is incomprehensible to her pain.

In fact, I am not so cold-blooded, but the time has not yet come, and some things are still very difficult to surface.

It is also impossible for Duguyi to know.

Dugu Yi didn't care whether the Empress Dowager Huici reacted or not, he directly said what he thought in his heart, and every word was like a sharp sword piercing into the chest of the Empress Dowager Huici.

But the Empress Dowager Huici still endured, he and she couldn't let Duguyi see the clues, otherwise, everything would have been abandoned to the end, and the gains outweighed the losses.

"Since I was a child, no matter how my father punished me, the person I wanted to see the most in my heart was you, but you disappointed me again and again."

"Little by little, it pulls me into the abyss of loneliness, bottomless, do you know the feeling of loneliness? Do you know how I survived? ”

"I die studying every day except for studying, and my father doesn't love me, and so do you, you are my biological mother, but you are like a stranger, ignoring my existence."

"I'm really wrong, I don't know what words to use to describe my old law with you."

Dugu Yi was in a hurry, and even said Pingyu, it seemed that he was really sad.

The Empress Dowager Huici's eyelids didn't move, but instead said, "Your Majesty, please pay attention to your posture." ”

As soon as the Empress Dowager Huici finished saying this, Duguyi was like an uncontrollable beast, as if he hadn't heard what the Empress Dowager Huici said, and continued to speak.

"Queen Mother, you touch your conscience and think about it, do you feel a little guilty."

"Do you toss and turn when you go to bed in the middle of the night, I don't think you will have these feelings."

"In your heart, as long as there is a Buddhist hall and your own world, you are enough."

"You have never put me in your heart, you have never cared about my life and death, you only know how to cultivate yourself and live your own life."

"Do you know that you are very selfish, very incompetent, and very disappointing to me."

Dugu Yi's words crackled and smashed on the Empress Dowager Huici's body, as if she had never really known her mother, as if she was talking about a stranger.

As he spoke, Duguyi's eyes were already filled with tears, but he just endured it to prevent himself from making a fool of himself again.

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, Dugu Yi is the emperor, even sometimes, no matter how complicated the affairs of the court and politics, Dugu Yi is not so out of his control.

There will be tears in the eyes, if others see it, it will not make people laugh at death.

The atmosphere in the room is very tense, and Dugu Yi has already controlled it very well, otherwise, the anger of the Son of Heaven is not something that anyone can bear.

Aunt Wuchunhe, the father-in-law who was guarding the door, was in a hurry.

When they heard Duguyi's shocking words faintly coming from inside, tears appeared in the eyes of both of them.

No one can know better than them the contradictions and estrangements between Emperor Duguyi and Empress Dowager Huici.

It is because of this that it makes people even more sad, especially Father-in-law Gao, who grew up watching Duguyi.

When he was very young, Dugu Yi did not enjoy the warmth of the Empress Dowager Huici to him, and the Empress Dowager Huici was only responsible for giving birth to Dugu Yi, and the rest didn't care about anything.

When Duguyi was still an infant, he was always brought up by his own nurse, and as he slowly began to remember, he was taught by Emperor Jing to be independent.

So sometimes, before he learned to walk, he was taken to the school by Emperor Jing and suffered special hospitality that did not belong to him.

Every morning, I was alone in a room, I got up, dressed, and slept by myself, and I never had any complaints.

It's just that the world in his heart is still very lost, but he never told Emperor Jing anymore.

But even if you say that, it is not possible to be reprimanded by Emperor Jing in the end, it is better to be alone and obediently obey Emperor Jing's orders.

Especially that time, Gao Gonggong remembered it most clearly and was more impressive.

Xiao Dugu Yi began to learn to paint, and the master required each prince to make a painting as an assignment to be handed in during class.

When Xiao Duguyi heard the news, he was very happy.

Because from the beginning of his contact with painting, painting has become an indispensable part of his life.

The first thing he thought of was his mother, and he wanted to paint a portrait of his mother, and then give it to the Empress Dowager Huici, hoping that the Empress Dowager Huici would come to see him once.

However, the problem is that he has never seen his mother since he was born, let alone paint a picture, which is really difficult to be alone.

So, Dugu Yi wanted to see what the other princes' mothers were like, but I don't know when this matter reached Emperor Jing's ears.

Emperor Jing was immediately furious, he thought that Dugu Yi was unlearned, and he also locked Dugu Yi in a small room, if he didn't reflect, he wouldn't be able to come out.

And what is very terrible is that Emperor Jing also issued an order to exile the master who painted the popes.

In this way, Duguyi's first wish failed.

When Gao Gonggong thought about it, his old eyes were already cloudy, and his trembling hand took out a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped his tears, as if he had something to say about his heart.

Father-in-law Gao thought so in his heart, but Aunt Chunhe didn't think like this in his heart.

Because in her eyes, the Empress Dowager Huici is not so ruthless, but she is forced to be helpless and has no choice.

All the distress in the heart of the Empress Dowager Huici can only be understood by Aunt Chunhe, she has served the Empress Dowager for so many years, and she knows the Empress Dowager's personality best.

When Dugu Yi was taken away from the hands of the Queen Mother, the Queen Mother didn't sleep all night, and her heart was full of worries about Dugu Yi.

I was worried that my son was still so young that he was going to leave him, but he couldn't do anything about it, so he could only watch it happen.

There has never been a time when Duguyi was punished by Emperor Jing, and the Empress Dowager Huici was not worried or distressed.

But for the sake of the great cause, I had to sacrifice some first, and finally I could get what I wanted.

Fate is like this, always joking with people, obviously everyone has a hard time, but they still have to continue to hurt each other.

It's just that there is a lack of some appropriate timing, and now is a critical moment, and a little carelessness will lead to a wrong step.

Aunt Chunhe and Grandpa Gao glanced at each other, and then lowered their heads helplessly, neither of them had any way to solve these things.

It is said that the bell solver still needs to tie the bell, and they can't interject in such a thing.

Stories have a beginning and an end, and now Duguyi has said things to this point, if the Empress Dowager Huici doesn't speak, then she has missed such a good opportunity.

Dugu Yi in the room still didn't calm down, and he hid a lot of words in his heart.

Once this opening is opened, then it will be out of control, and in the end, there will be no bottom line, until everything you want to say is said.

Dugu Yi rested for a moment, and then continued: "Queen Mother, do you know that since I was a child, I watched other princes have their own mothers by their side. ”

"But what about me, I can only stay silently on the sidelines, watching them, and in the end all I get is endless ridicule, and no one will pity me."

"But then I thought about it in my heart, and thought that as long as I was strong enough, you would come to see me, even if it was just for a glance."

"I've been alone through so many dark nights, I can't count, and every night I'm counting how many days there are before I can see you."

"But every time I wake up, there is only one person in the room, living like this day after day, do you know what a hard feeling it is."

"But, I'm still too extravagant, I'm working hard all the time, I want you to see my efforts."

"The ideal is always very full, but the reality is very cruel."

"It's all my own doing, I forgot that you've been a ruthless person throughout, and it's not worth caring about you at all."