225 My sincerity
Being seen drunk by a child is not a glorious thing, my old face couldn't help but blush, and I subconsciously touched my face and pinched it on Xiaoru's face: "People are big ghosts, they know everything." ”
Xiao Ru smiled at me, her eyes curved into crescents, and she replied to me crisply: "Of course, I know that Dad is going to marry Aunt Ah Zi." ”
Hua Yuanshu looked at Xiao Ru, touched her head and said, "Let's go, let's eat." ”
Xiao Ru turned around and ran outside, Hua Yuanshu and I walked behind, and he said softly: "Ah Zi, I really appreciate you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have seen such an innocent smile on the child's face." ”
He squeezed my palm as he spoke, and then my cheeks became hot. I was a little surprised and subconsciously looked back to see that he happened to bump into my new lips.
For an inexplicable moment, I felt my face start to burn.
Hua Yuanshu smiled lightly twice and said, "Ah Zi, I think you are becoming more and more restrained now, really, but I like your change." ”
I can only pretend that I can't eat it, and continue to walk forward, telling myself along the way to be calm, isn't it just a casual kiss, blushing or something!
Walking to the restaurant, I regained my composure, Xiaoru and Yueyue had already sat on the dining chairs, holding chopsticks in their hands and said to me, "Aunt Zi, hurry up, I'm hungry." ”
To tell the truth, Hua Yuanshu's cooking skills are very bad, all the dishes are just cooked at the level, and there is even a broccoli fried paste, when I stretched out my chopsticks to clip it, he hurriedly blocked it and said: "Don't eat it, this is not good, I processed it deeply, cut the paste, I thought it would be good, but I didn't expect it to be able to get into the eyes." ”
The two children didn't care about this, they ate very deliciously, and praised Hua Yuanshu for doing a good job while eating.
I know that what they like is probably Hua Yuanshu's willingness to cook with his own hands.
After the child had eaten and left the restaurant, Hua Yuanshu sighed and said, "I thought I would have to let my aunt make another table today, but I didn't expect you to give face so much, thank you for your support." The first time I did it, there were too many deficiencies, and I will improve it in the future. ”
I laughed too.
When I arrived at the company the next day, I saw the evasive eyes of the employees, and suddenly felt a little different, so I called Liu Dandan into the office and asked, "Dandan, I seem to have accidentally drunk too much yesterday." ”
Liu Dandan glanced at me: "Yes, it's easy to get drunk when you're happy, but then Hua Shao came down and picked you up." ”
"The ......," I asked after a moment's hesitation, "have I said anything I shouldn't have said since I drank too much?" ”
Liu Dandan laughed: "People who drink too much will talk nonsense, but what they say after drinking can't be counted." ”
"I told it!" I patted my head, "What did I say?" ”
Liu Dandan rolled his eyes and said: "Xiang Hua Shao is sincere, to be honest, a person who usually looks at you very cold, why is he so enthusiastic after drinking too much?" ”
When she asked, I just felt that my face was burning, and I wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.
"Well, thank you, I'm really going to quit drinking in public in the future, it's too embarrassing." I couldn't hold it on my face.
To be honest, I know the amount of alcohol I drink, I rarely get drunk under normal circumstances, and I rarely get drunk until I was in a delirious state yesterday, I really didn't expect to do such a humiliating job in front of my own employees for the first time in my life.
"It's okay, people have two sides, you're pretty cute after drinking too much, everyone won't laugh at you, I can only send you three words 'true temperament'." She laughed twice, helped me hide the embarrassment on her face, and said, "If Mr. Cheng is fine, I'll go out and get busy." ”
"Well, okay, thanks." I said to her again.
After Liu Dandan left, I slapped myself twice and warned myself that I would never drink again in the future.
At noon, I was just about to call Hua Yuanshu and ask him to have a working meal together, when I picked up the phone and heard someone knocking on the door: "Mr. Cheng, someone is looking for you, waiting at the front desk." ”
"Who?" I thought about it, and it seems that I didn't have an appointment with a customer today.
"He claimed to be surnamed Shen and said he was a good friend of yours." The executive girl said.
My head buzzed all at once, and I didn't think he would come to me at this time, it was so unexpected. When I heard his name, I immediately felt a ripple and I said, "You just say I'm not there." ”
"He said he knew you were there, and if he didn't go out to see him, he would have been waiting." The executive girl said again.
I was speechless immediately, this kind of scoundrel practice is not Cheng Mo's forte, why did Shen Mo also learn it? I knew he could do it, and after thinking for a while, he said, "It's really an old friend, it's my ex-boyfriend, let him in." ”
The administrative girl didn't expect me to be so direct, and her expression changed a little, but she soon disappeared, and said with a smile: "Okay, I'll go and invite Mr. Shen in." ”
When Shen Mo came in, he had something in his hand.
I looked at him with an eyebrow raised, not knowing where to start. I thought to myself, should I let him mourn first, or should I ask him how he is doing?
At this moment, my mind was spinning, and I really didn't know what to say.
Shen Mo opened his mouth first, and he said to me: "Ah Zi, I have finished my own affairs, and then I will come to you, you can rest assured, no matter what happens now, it will not have anything to do with you." ”
I was still speculating about why he was looking for me, what he meant by hearing this, was he here to clear up the relationship? I breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, and at the same time I breathed a sigh of relief.
"Are you alright?" I asked.
"It wasn't good before, but it's okay now." Shen Mo showed a tired face at this time, looked into my eyes and said, "I really didn't expect you and Hua Yuanshu to get married so quickly, I thought my speed would be faster than yours." ”
His words made my whole body cold.
"What did you do?" I asked him word by word, and I couldn't stop the nervousness in my voice.
"I didn't do anything, I just wanted you to see my sincerity." Shen Mo still spoke calmly.
"Sincerity? What sincerity? I asked.
"Love your sincerity, have the ability to love your sincerity." Shen Mo looked into my eyes, and there was an unprecedented brilliance in his eyes.
I also looked at him the same, but I felt that my eyes were full of sadness: "You know, for you, I never need you to prove anything, I believe in you, I believe in it completely, and even give up my bottom line, but you are already married to Gu Xin, I don't need to mention the word love between me and you." ”
Shen Mo's eyes were cold: "Jingyan, I have nothing to do with what you said, but as a man, I can't watch you give up so much, I want you to get what you want, and take the child to you as soon as possible, but Hua Yuanshu is not so easy to pull down......"
"Say no more." I interrupted him, suppressed the sadness in my heart, and said with a light-hearted smile on my face, "Don't say that again, thank you for giving me a new identity." Now I think it's pretty good, you can also see that Hua Yuanshu loves me, and that's enough. As a woman, as a woman you gave a beautiful face and a good family background, it's easy to get something, but I blame me for being too old-fashioned, too tendoned, and always thinking that I shouldn't use myself as a bargaining chip. But, from the very beginning, I was the bargaining chip myself, and I just didn't recognize this reality. I paused, looked at Shen Mo's increasingly ugly face and continued, "Now, I can easily get these, so there is no need to go with you to work hard, for more than two years, thank you for taking care of me." ”
"Lin Jingyan!" Shen Mo shouted my name.
I smiled at him and said, "Mr. Shen, you are calling the wrong person." ”
He was so angry that his chest was uneven, his eyes were a little red, he looked at me and said, "I have done a lot for you, and I always think that as long as I come, everything will be in time." Jingyan, you can't be like this, you can't give me a chance, you can't give up on you, I once said that I will love me forever. ”
"You also said it, that's just once said that the world is changing, and my situation is also changing, so I don't want to be with you anymore, not to mention, you gave up on me first." I say.
"I haven't given up, I just need you to wait a while." Shen Mo said urgently, "Everything I do is to be better with you, you have to believe me." ”
I shook my head, not wanting to say anything more. When he saw me, he fell silent.
"Shen Mo, the breakup between me and you will end when you and Gu Xin get married, no matter what you say now, no matter what your purpose is, it's too late!" I say.
I spoke in a resolute tone, because I was afraid that if I hesitated in my tone, I would be softened by Shen Mo. A woman can't be ruthless to the man she once loved.
Lin Jingyan. He looked at me, his eyes instantly red, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have done these things, and now that you've given up on me, all my efforts are meaningless." You don't know what I've done for you, I haven't even given up on my bottom line. ”
"The bottom line? What's your bottom line? I looked at Shen Mo's eyes and stood up, "How did Gu Xin's family die?" ”
Shen Mo's face turned white all of a sudden, and he was silent for a long time before he looked at me and said word by word: "Jingyan, it doesn't matter what others doubt me, it doesn't matter what they say about me, I thought you would always believe me." ”
"Before, I had complete faith in you." I said, then sighed, "But now, I don't want to say anything more." I don't know what you're coming back to me for? Is it that if my marriage date with Hua Yuanshu has been uncertain, you will definitely drag it out, because I used to be too dead set on you, so you are completely relieved to leave me aside? ”
I don't want to ask about the Gu family anymore, I'm afraid that some of the truths are something I can't afford.