Chapter 95: Goodbye, my beloved boy
During the holidays, the college was quiet, the blue waves of Shenghua Lake were rippling, the willows were still on the lakeside, and the clear lake breeze swept across the cheeks, dispelling the slight heat on the forehead.
Next to the lake is a clock tower, which is said to have been built by a business tycoon when he was a student, and was used as an afternoon retreat for him and his lover.
Time has passed, and the clock tower has remained, standing on the shore of Shenghua Lake to gaze at this vibrant land, with crimson roses surrounding the clock tower, a beautiful wreath of the lake.
Chu Xi leaned against the trunk of the tree, admiring the bell tower while waiting for Shen Ruoxi's arrival.
Fingers unintentionally played with the silver knife, the last warehouse crisis, Lu Zuoyu found the knife in the ruins and returned it to her.
Regarding Chu Xi carrying a knife with him, although Lu Zuoyu had doubts, he also respected her choice.
Time passed minute by minute, and when it was time to arrive, the girl in the white dress appeared by the sparkling lake.
The sunlight refracts the waves on the surface of the lake into shimmering silver-white waves.
The woman's slender figure was like a cloud, dissipating into the light.
She walked over step by step, with an illusory lake behind her.
Chu Xi stood up straight and nodded at her: "Ruoxi, what are you looking for me?" ”
After not seeing her for a few days, Shen Ruoxi seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and there were faint dark circles under her eyes. The pale and fragile beautiful girl stood in front of Chu Xi.
Shen Ruoxi raised a pale smile and asked, "Brother Chu, you have deceived me for more than ten years, how can I repay my feelings?" ”
Chu Xi pursed his lips... It's not that the master deceives you, it's that the original owner of this body treats you as a sister, but you treat her as a lover.
The love debt owed by "Chu Xi" has to be repaid by her on the 13th.
Chu Xi sighed and said, "This matter is my fault, or if you beat me, I will never fight back." ”
Problems that can be solved with fists are not problems.
Shen Ruoxi looked at the person in front of him for a long time, and his mind fluctuated.
She looked at the boy—no, the girl—who was lazily leaning against the trunk of a tree, his thin white coat buttoned up to his chest, his hair swaying in the wind on his forehead, and the mottled shadows of the trees outlining the shallow curves of her brows.
Chu Xi, who is so good-looking, the sun seems to have faded in front of Chu Xi, and Chu Xi, who is unusually handsome and picturesque, why is she a girl?
She thought to herself that the teenager she wanted to marry, why was she a girl?
Fate played a sad joke on her, and used the most ridiculous reason to make her more than ten years of longing come to naught overnight, leaving only a withered rose petal.
She was still very aggrieved, her eyes were astringent, and she asked, "Brother Chu, if you weren't a girl, would you marry Ruoxi?" ”
Chu Xi tilted her head and thought about it, in fact, she was not satisfied with her daughter's body.
The odds between men and women are sometimes huge enough to control a situation——— such as sovereignty.
If she Chu Xi is a man, she must be more domineering and majestic than she is now, and it is estimated that she can compete with Lu Zuoyu for the sovereignty of who attacks and who receives.
But now she is dressed as a woman, not as tall as Lu Zuoyu, not as big as Lu Zuoyu, and looking at it from a distance, it is clear who is on and who is next...
Thinking of the struggle in bed that was very likely to occur in the future, Chu Xi silently lit a small candle for her future self, she really didn't want to be the one below.
Shen Ruoxi saw that she didn't speak, her eyebrows and eyes were full of regret, thinking that Chu Xi had rejected her, and she couldn't help but have a wry smile in her heart.
Shen Ruoxi raised her head, and her white face was worried: "Brother Chu, you and Lu Zuoyu can't go far." Lu Qingkong loves Lu Zuoyu to the point of obsession, and the countess will not let you go either. ”
Chu Xi raised his eyebrows——— three words Lu Qingkong flashed into his mind, who is this person?
Shen Ruoxi walked over, sat on the wooden bench, and pulled a rose petal.
She said slowly: "Brother Chu, the north is different from the south's open-mindedness. The nobility under the constitutional monarchy was conservative. Although the national gay law was passed, the old legislators are still trying to repeal the law. The Countess would not let her son be with a man. ”
Chu Xi scratched the bridge of his nose and said, "I... I'm a woman, so what count wouldn't be so mad? ”
She doesn't have the courage to tell her own ice cube now that she is actually a female man without a handle.
Shen Ruoxi shook her head and said with a wry smile: "Brother Chu, the circle in the north is not as simple as you think. Whether you are a man or a woman, you are a dead man in the eyes of the countess..... When I accidentally learned that you forcibly kissed Lu Zuoyu, I was afraid that the countess would kill you, so I came all the way to complete the marriage contract with you. ”
Unexpectedly, Chu Xi really abandoned his childhood vow, empathized with him, and threw himself into Lu Zuoyu's arms.
"Brother Chu, Lu Zuoyu is so good, it's normal for you to like him. But Lu Zuoyu is too dangerous, I'm worried that something will happen to you in the future. ”
Chu Xi was silent for a moment, his dark eyes were gloomy, and the corners of his lips showed a disdainful sneer.
If it doesn't make sense, then use violence.
If this Countess of Rausch were to harm her, she wouldn't mind being number 13 again.
Chu Xi said: "Don't worry, I won't die easily anymore." ”
The memories of being tortured and devastated in his previous life, and despair to suicide have accumulated in the depths of his heart, locked tightly, and will never appear again.
In this life, no matter what, she will not go down the old path of despair.
The Countess blocked her, and she dared to destroy.
Anyone who is not good for her or has harmed her, she will not be easy to relent.
Shen Ruoxi was slightly stunned, and it was the familiar and unfamiliar smile again.
She could occasionally see it on Chu Xi's face, it was a kind of confidence in controlling life and death, which made Chu Xi's whole person look like a god.
Confident, flamboyant, handsome, obviously a girl, why do you have such eyes that look at everything?
Shen Ruoxi couldn't understand what Chu Xi had experienced over the years, and he had become a stranger.
Chu Xi asked her, "Who is that Lu Qingkong, and it has something to do with my ice cubes?" ”
Shen Ruoxi frowned: "Brother Chu... Lu Zuoyu didn't tell you about the existence of this person? ”
Chu Xi was puzzled, looking at her expression, could it be that Bing Cube deliberately didn't tell her about Lu Qingkong's existence?
Shen Ruoxi leaned on the back of the wooden chair, pinched a rose petal with her fingers and played: "Lu Qingkong and Lu Zuoyu are similar to the relationship between you and me." ”
Chu Xi narrowed his eyes dangerously, hehe... The ice cube still hides such a thing.
Shen Ruoxi glanced at Chu Xi's eyes and smiled: "Lu Qingkong is the adopted daughter of the Lu family, and she has lived with Lu Zuoyu since she was a child. In an accident ten years ago, Lu Zuoyu and the Countess broke up completely.
Lu Qingkong lived in Lu Zuoyu's house until he was 15 years old, and was later taken back by the countess to receive aristocratic education as a daughter-in-law. Now calculated, Lu Qingkong is 18 years old and can get engaged. ”
Chu Xi's mind suddenly popped up with three big black characters———Child adoptive daughter-in-law."
The room where I live now has a woman living before!
She asked Lu Zuoyu, and this girl used a vague word of "friend" to explain.
It turned out to be his child daughter-in-law's room! Now she's living again!
Chu Xi's head was full of fire, seeing that she didn't clean up Lu Zuoyu when she went back, she actually covered up such an important love history!
Before Chu Xi arrived at the villa, this room was clean and clean, and it was often cleaned at first glance - could it be that Lu Zuoyu kept this girl's room, and he was also preparing to see things and think about people!
Let her live in the room of the child daughter-in-law, what kind of heart does Lu Zuo Yu'an have?
I thought of it again, in a few days, Lu Zuoyu was going to take her to the north, and in the name of doing business, she might be preparing to meet his child daughter-in-law in private!
The more Chu Xi thought about it, the more annoyed he became, and he couldn't wait to put a pair of wings on his back and fly back to find Lu Zuoyu to fight to relieve his anger.
Shen Ruoxi saw Chu Xi's reaction, just like all jealous girls in love. She couldn't help but sigh slightly, Brother Chu sometimes looks like a girl.
This realization made her helpless, and there was no other way but to accept it.
Shen Ruoxi stood up and looked at the clouds in the sky, the lake light and water were moving, it was the time of parting: "Brother Chu, I'm going to the airport, the plane back to Kyoto today." ”
Chu Xi came back to his senses from his sea of vinegar, and when he heard her words, he was quite surprised: "Airport? ”
Shen Ruoxi smiled lightly, with helplessness in her eyes: "Dad sent someone to take me back." Brother Chu, be careful, when the time comes, my father will definitely break your legs. ”
Chu Xi nodded calmly and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely try my best to save my legs." ”
"And your real gender, I won't reveal it to anyone. But one day, Lu Zuoyu will also know, and the whole world will know. ”
"I understand."
Shen Ruoxi stood on tiptoe gently, rubbed the corners of her pink lips against Chu Xi's cheeks, and kissed the dragonfly.
"This kiss is Ruoxi's last gift to you."
She took a few steps back, pinched the skirts on both sides with her slender hands, and bent down towards Chu Xi Shi Ran, making an elegant court ceremony.
The girl's posture is beautiful and generous, her eyes are sparkling, and her white skirt is swaying slightly in the summer wind, which is beautiful.
She tilted her little head and smiled, carving Chu Xijun's beautiful face in her mind.
After a long time, he said slightly bitterly: "Brother Chu, we'll see you in Kyoto." ”
Chu Xi was speechless, in her two lives, she had never had such a complex feeling of guilt entangled in her heart.
Chu Xi knew that this girl had a delicate heart, knew Shen Ruoxi's series of small calculations, and also knew her pure sincerity.
Chu Xi cherishes this sincerity very much, it is something she has lacked for a lifetime, but in the face of Shen Ruoxi's love, Chu Xi can't accept it, and her heart is full of Lu Zuoyu.
Shen Ruoxi pulled out a smile, slowly turned his head, and left.
Chu Xi couldn't see her clear tears, and suddenly crossed the beautiful side face.
Shen Ruoxi raised her head, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and walked towards the end of the road...
Goodbye, the boy I once loved so much.
From now on, Shen Ruoxi's future will never have the word Chu Xi again.
All these years of silent liking in her heart are all her illusory dreams, in which the rose seeds pull out green shoots, grow, and bloom, but there is no fruit.
Silently rejoicing, silently exiting.