Chapter 19: Bow your head

Lin Shuang, before he could see the rising sun, the sun had already fallen in the western mountains.

Lin Shuang slowly got up from the bed, dragged the pain all over her body, and went into the bathroom to rinse. When she came out of the bathroom, she saw several of her nightdresses on the chair next to the coffee table. She walked over and shook off the skirts, which were as thin as cicada's wings. If you wear it on your body, you might as well not wear it. Even so, Lin Shuang still chose a cyan gauze skirt to wear on her body.

There was food on the table under the window. Lin Shuang passed, symbolically ate a few bites, and lay back on the bed tiredly. She was worried about the coming night, wondering how Ouyang Lie would torture herself tonight? She was so sad that she fell asleep unconsciously, and she slept until dawn.

Lin Shuang looked at the room, there was no one else but herself. Ouyang Lie didn't come back last night. Lin Shuang's heart was relieved, and she was no longer so worried. The second night passed, the third night passed, the fourth night passed、、、、、、 I can't remember how many nights passed, and Lin Shuang spent it alone. Ouyang Lie, as if he had completely disappeared, never returned to this room.

Lin Shuang began to panic and be lonely in the face of the loneliness of the room. After one day after another, you will usher in a maddeningly quiet night. There was not a single clock in the room, and the concept of time had been completely lost in the space in front of Lin Shuang. There is no calendar in the house, and Lin Shuang can't count what month it is? As the time of captivity, the infinity was stretched and amplified, and Lin Shuang began to yearn to hear Ouyang Lie's footsteps.

This kind of life, completely isolated from the outside world, without communication, without words, and without sound, can completely drive an otherwise normal person crazy. The only person she could see now was Ouyang Lie. However, Ouyang Lie seemed to have given up on himself, and he never wanted to come over again. Perhaps, he already hated himself deeply? Perhaps, there are other gentle and considerate partners around him? Therefore, he no longer misses the stubborn and willful Lin Shuang, and he no longer likes Lin Shuang, who dares to put sleeping pills into his wine.

When Lin Shuang thought of this, his heart became a little uneasy. She suddenly realized that she was worried about losing the man Ouyang Lie. She worries that this man no longer loves herself. She feared that the man would fall in love with another woman. It turned out that she still cared about Ouyang Lie in her heart, and she couldn't bear the possibility of losing Ouyang Lie. Didn't she ever want to leave Ouyang Lie before? But why did she become so attached to him now? So much so that you are afraid that you will lose him?

It turns out that he loves Ouyang Lie in his heart, right? Why hasn't this been discovered before? Lin Shuang looked at the silent air and asked herself over and over again. What is the love in the world, and everyone in the world is bitter?

If Ouyang Lie can return to his side, I will bow my head to him and admit my mistakes, as long as he is willing to forgive me and continue to be with me. Lin Shuang thought humbly, eagerly looking forward to Ouyang Lie, a domineering man, appearing soon. But her desperate hopes were disappointed again and again.

Lin Shuang, whose eyes are empty, is like a concubine who has been beaten into the cold palace, and she is looking forward to the high master being able to change her mind and give grace to herself again.

Lin Shuang became unthinkable in the daytime. At night, she stared hopelessly, pricked up her ears and listened attentively, afraid that she would accidentally miss Ouyang Lie's footsteps. Lin Shuang lay on the pillow and cried sadly, Ouyang Lie seemed to really don't want her anymore. Otherwise, with his enthusiasm beyond ordinary people, how could he stand so many days of being alone in an empty bed? Lin Shuang always thought that it would be difficult for Ouyang Lie to leave him.

A new round of the morning sun rose from the east, and Lin Shuang's eyes were dull looking at the pale morning light. She lost count of the sunrises and sunsets she had spent alone, and it felt like a century had passed. I have tasted the taste of life like a year, and finally tasted the pain in it. The loneliness and loneliness often caused panic in Lin Shuang's heart.

Lin Shuang was half-asleep at night, sometimes awake, sometimes in a dream. She cried inexplicably, wondering if her tomorrow would change? I don't know, when Ouyang Lie will change his mind about himself?

When the sky was faint, Lin Shuang faintly heard a small sound of rustling. She opened her eyes in disbelief, looked around, and was pleasantly surprised to see Ouyang Lie sitting at the coffee table. Lin Shuang sat up excitedly, her lips trembling, unable to speak, and let tears come out of her eyes.

Ouyang Lie sat there, staring at Lin Shuang with solemn eyes, and didn't say a word. There is no eagerness to see each other in the past, and there is no hot kiss and hug in the past. At this moment, he is so indifferent and disdainful. Perhaps, Lin Shuang's personality has made him feel tired, and he has long been tired of it.

"You, back?" Lin Shuang struggled in her heart for a long time, turned over and got out of bed, ready to go to Ouyang Lie's side.

"You, get down on your knees!" Ouyang Lie shouted sharply, sitting in the Taishi chair, not moving.

Lin Shuang was stunned, hesitated for a while, lowered his head, and slowly knelt down. Although she felt humiliated in her heart, she finally knelt down for some reason.

"Lin Shuang, you crawl over for me!" Ouyang Lie continued to give orders coldly.

Lin Shuang bit her lip hard, hesitated for a moment, and resolutely leaned down and crawled to Ouyang Lie's knees.

Ouyang Lie looked at Lin Shuang, who was hazy in tears, and was silent for a long time, without speaking.

Lin Shuang knelt so hard that her knees were sore, and she hadn't heard Ouyang Lie speak. She didn't dare to move without permission, lowered her head, and waited for Ouyang Lie's question.

"Lin Shuang, do you have anything to say to me now?" Ouyang Lie finally spoke.

"Yes, I 、、、、、、 have something to say to you right now." Lin Shuang's tears poured out like a, and he couldn't tell whether he was wronged or happy.

"Well, okay, you say, I'll listen to that." Ouyang Lie's tone was much soothed compared to before.

"、、、、、、 Luobei is a boy who grew up with me. He was very nice to me and loved making perfumes for me. I especially like the perfume made by Rakuhoku. Xiaoli is also our hair child, and she also likes Luobei's perfumes. Later、、、、、、 I had a misunderstanding with Luobei because of a trivial matter, and I no longer paid attention to him. Luobei came to me and explained to me in every possible way, but I just didn't believe his explanation. So, later, 、、、、、、 Luobei committed suicide. He was only 19 years old. Lin Shuang used all her courage to say so many words. Speaking of which, I couldn't cry anymore.

"Well, I'm tired now, too, let's go to bed and talk slowly." Ouyang Lie stood up, pulled Lin Shuang up, hugged him in his arms, and walked towards the bed.

Ouyang Lie gently put Lin Shuang on the bed and turned over to cover it. Lin Shuang was aggrieved and cried in Ouyang Lie's arms, unable to say anything.

"What are you crying about? I haven't recruited you yet? Are you not happy to see me come back? Ouyang Lie frowned, looked at the tearful man under him and said.

"It's not like that. I thought you wouldn't come back to see me, I thought you had given me up completely. Lin Shuang thought about it and said all the worries in her heart.

"Didn't you still propose to break up with me? Why are you worried that I won't want you now? Ouyang Lie said disapprehantly.

"I don't know. I've thought about it a lot these days and found that I can't stand life without you. Lin Shuang blushed and said, she had never confessed to a man like this.

When Ouyang Lie heard this, he immediately laughed. His large hands, restless, roamed feverishly beneath him.

Lin Shuang bit her lip tightly and suppressed it, not allowing herself to make a sound. Ouyang Lie noticed Lin Shuang's restraint, smiled evilly, and suddenly increased the strength of his subordinates. Lin Shuang then shouted, swinging her head from side to side.

Ouyang Lie admired Lin Shuang's tormented little face with satisfaction, and continued the prelude to aggression cruelly. This stubborn little woman is finally willing to bow to herself and give in! Ouyang Lie looked at Lin Shuang in front of him, who was well conditioned by himself, and his heart suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

In Lin Shuang's heart, he was secretly thinking about whether he would still have a chance to help Luobei after Ouyang Lie knew the truth? Will it be possible to communicate with Luobei in their own unique way?