059 A woman who lives a clear life
059 A woman who lives a clear life
I don't know how long I've been sitting in the bathroom, and it wasn't until Shen Mo rushed in again to fish me out of the cold water that I realized I had been in there for too long.
"Do you have to force me to be rough with you!" He yelled and carried me out and threw me on the bed.
I looked at him in a rage, and I felt a little strange in my heart, I didn't know why he was so angry.
Before I could react, he came up and stripped me off my clothes three or two times, so fast and ruthless that when I consciously wanted to resist, I was already stripped of my underwear.
He threw his dry bathrobe at me and said, "If you still look like a dead man, I promise I'll strip you naked." ”
I closed my eyes, held back tears, wiped myself clean after he left, and changed into dry clothes.
After five or six minutes, Shen Mo came in without even knocking on the door, and was relieved to see me change my clothes, and said in a tone of hatred: "I found a friend to come over to accompany you for two days, and she happened to be sweeping goods in Hong Kong." ”
"No, I don't need to be accompanied, if you really have the heart to help me, can you help me get the child back?" I looked at him like I was looking at the last straw in my life.
"I have no friends or classmates, because of surrogacy, I took a year off, and basically I have no contact with the same class, and I have no contact with the next class. After work, I focused on the company and family, there was not much personal time, and all my friends could be counted on one hand, not to mention that after everyone knew that I had been a surrogate, they no longer contacted me, and some people even blocked me. I looked at him and said in a calm tone, "I can only beg you, please help me." ”
Shen Mo looked at it for a moment, and finally shook his head and said, "I know that the child is very important to you, but you have to figure out one thing first, without you, she has nothing to rely on." Now it is her biological father who is taking her away, and the child will not have problems in a short time. It's inevitable for a child to cry......"
"Shen Mo, thank you, but what I'm afraid of is not for a short time, what I'm afraid of is that Xiaoru will be separated from me from now on and will never see each other again." I looked at him, and by this time I was already a little calm.
"I understand, trust me, I'll help you." Shen Mo walked over and hugged me hard.
My floating heart settled down at once, and I couldn't help but want to grab a little support, hugged him tightly, and refused to let go, so he quietly made my pillow, quietly waiting for me to vent.
It took me a long time before I recovered and smiled, "I'm sorry for making you laugh." ”
"It's okay, I understand." After he finished speaking, he went out to answer the phone, and after a while he came back to me and said, "Now are we going to stay in Hong Kong, or are we going back?" Your Hong Kong and Macau Permit can only stay in Hong Kong for six consecutive days. ”
"Now I have three days left......" I said as I paused, thinking of a question.
"What's wrong?" Shen Mo asked.
"I think the Hua family will take the initiative to come to me." I said to Shen Mo with a little hesitation.
"Why?"
"I'm doing a bone marrow match, and if it's successful, they'll need me to donate bone marrow to Yueyue, and they should be looking for me today or tomorrow." I thought about Yueyue's illness.
"I wish they would come to you, but now their family has a second option." Shen Mo's words shattered the hope that I had just risen, "If they think of using Xiaoru to match Yueyue, the two of them are twins, and the chance of success is almost 100%." Shen Mo analyzed.
My head buzzed, and I almost couldn't breathe when he said this.
"Maybe I'm not right, after all, if you are too young, you are a child, and you must have the least justice." Shen Mo said again.
I was so distraught for a while that I could only sit in a daze.
Shen Mo didn't bother me, but went outside to bring a bottle of wine in and said, "Just take a few sips and press it, just slow it down." ”
I grabbed the bottle and took a few sips into the bottle, my throat was hot and spicy, but it really diverted my attention, and my mind was somewhat clear.
The next morning, Shen Mo's friend came to the hotel to look for us, and I recognized the woman as the famous Mrs. He, who was beautiful and smart, and ran three companies by herself, and was said to be the right-hand man of her husband He Liancheng.
She entered the house to take a look at the situation, patted Shen Mo on the shoulder and said, "Yes, you finally have love now." ”
Shen Mo glanced at her and said, "You and Jingyan were still a family five hundred years ago, I told you about her, you can give a suggestion." She doesn't mix as well as you back then, and she doesn't even have a reliable friend. ”
I felt embarrassed to bother someone I didn't know, and immediately said, "Thank you for coming, I'm fine." ”
"Hello, let's get to know you officially, my name is Lin Leyi." She held out her hand to me.
"Hello." I reached out and shook her hand.
I didn't expect that when I was at my saddest, it would be a woman who had only seen two sides to comfort me. Lin Leyi said to Shen Mo: "Let's stay alone for a while, you go buy us something to eat first." After speaking, she made a list for Shen Mo, all of which were snacks such as crab roe buns, and she wrote while talking, which made me have a little appetite.
"Eat enough first, and only after you have eaten enough can you seriously think of a solution." Lin Leyi said to me seriously.
A woman can be so calm, and I am affected by her to calm down.
"The child must come back, I was also a person with the child before I married my husband, my ex-husband tried his best to snatch the child, I carried it, and I almost lost the child in the middle, I almost collapsed at that moment, so I understand your feelings." Lin Leyi watched Shen Mo go out, held my hand and said, "At this time, you really can't rely on anyone, you can only rely on yourself." ”
"My situation is different from yours, I don't have custody of the child, I'm doing surrogacy for others for money......"
"I know, Shen Mo probably said a few words to me." Lin Leyi said, "No matter what, I understand your child's heart as a mother, and it's understandable that you want your daughter back." If it were possible, I would suggest you bring your son back with you. ”
"How is that possible?" I was a little surprised by what she thought.
"How impossible, as long as you do your best to work hard for a goal, there is nothing that cannot be achieved." She said to me very seriously, "Really, I was worse than you back then, I had no job and no income, I drank in nightclubs, and to be honest, I really sold myself as a commodity during that time." ”
I was taken aback, I really didn't expect that looking at her with an elegant temperament, she would actually do this kind of industry.
She saw what I was thinking and smiled, "Don't believe it, human potential is beyond your imagination." I always tried to live each day well, and I didn't think about what would happen in the future, until I met my husband. ”
She didn't ask me what I encountered, nor did she say anything comforting, but simply told her own experience, and finally summed it up: "If you want something, you can work hard, nothing in this world must be your own, and nothing must not be your own." As for the ex-husband or something, who didn't meet one or two scumbags when they were young. You're not yet thirty years old, and there's plenty of opportunity to start over. ”
Just a few simple words actually made my heart a fog dissipate.
"Yueyue, can I come back?" I asked weakly.
"If it were me, I would pay for my behavior when I was young, I wouldn't give up either of my two children, I wouldn't rob it if others didn't give it to me, it's no problem to rent out my son/palace for one million, and when I have the ability, I will pay it back with interest." She said it naturally, as if she didn't care at all what others were saying.
I suddenly realized that some of my thoughts were too fixed compared to hers.
"Is it possible?" I asked again.
"Of course it's possible, it's possible as long as you're alive. It's easy and hard to succeed in this world, depending on how you look at it. Lin Leyi said.
Shen Mo bought snacks and came back, and the room finally had a bit of a cheerful atmosphere.
I ate a few bites, followed Lin Leyi's advice and slept first, and after waking up, I was much more energetic, and my head was no longer a mess.
"Wait for the afternoon to go to the hospital to see the matching results, and then wait there for the people of the Hua family, if they don't contact you within three days, it means that they have hit Xiaoru with their ideas. Xiaoru is afraid that he only has a Hong Kong and Macao pass, and there is no visa, so Xiaoru's matching can only be done in Hong Kong. Lin Leyi has a clear idea.
Suddenly, I had hope again.