Chapter 95: Introspection and Reflection

Song Nan finished all this, raised his hand and saw that nearly four hours had passed, and he was so frightened that he hurriedly dodged out of the space. Song Nan held his breath and quietly hid behind the curtain, carefully listening to the whispered discussion outside.

"If the rain doesn't stop tomorrow, Ah Zhan, you and Ah Nan are responsible for the distribution of the following materials, Ah Nan has gained a lot this time, but remember the distribution problem, as well as Yunfei, the medicine, the plan I said last time..."

Everything works!

Song Nan flashed back to the space again with peace of mind!

With water and electricity, the only problem for the villa is hygiene. After all, it has been vacant for so many years, and the thick layer of ash is simply difficult to start.

With a wave of his hand, Song Nan took out the bucket and rag from the warehouse, changed himself into a relatively wide and thin clothes, opened all the windows of this villa, and Song Nan began to clean up!

The first target is the kitchen, people in the last days have a feeling of almost awe for what they eat, even if Song Nan doesn't know how to cook, he also likes to pile up the kitchen with food. Fortunately, there is only a lot of dust in the whole villa, and Song Nan is enough to simply clean it. It's just that in this kitchen, although the decoration is luxurious enough, it's a pity that the real kitchen appliances are only one refrigerator, an electric stove, and a rice cooker, and the rest are porcelain bowls.

Song Nan cleaned up the dust, the refrigerator was also energized, pulled the drawer and began to stuff food into the huge double-door refrigerator, her stock is really enough, if you want to disguise these things as collected and refrigerated in the future, it will always be more explainable than fresh.

Then waved her hand to put her dry spices and kitchen appliances neatly, and the dining table was also covered with dinner cloths, the originally empty kitchen instantly became warm and homely, Song Nan turned around, and the next target was the master bedroom on the second floor!

All the bedding in the bedroom has been replaced by Song Nan, fortunately, she has enough inventory, this time she went to that small county town, and collected too much bedding in the mall, even if she changes one set a day and throws one set, it is estimated that she will not be able to use it up for ten or eight years. The wardrobe is full of his own clothes, his own small things are put in the room, everything is arranged according to his own ideas, and there is a feeling of decorating his home, Song Nan really feels very satisfied.

When he arrived at the study, because there was almost no dust in the glass cabinet, and the wall full of books directly dazzled Song Nan, from the literature of the world to the general history of the world, from the knowledge of cosmic astronomy to cutting-edge technology, there was almost everything here.

Opening a glass door at random, his fingers rubbing the words on the spine, Song Nan even forgot for a moment that this was a secret villa for arms smuggling.

There are so many books, covering almost all the literatures of various countries, if she grew up here, would Yuan Xiaolin also be educated like before the end of the world?

This thought that suddenly arose in Song Nan immediately became strong! Right! She said that she wanted to teach Yuan Xiaolin how to grow! Being able to live well in any kind of world by herself is her promise to Yuan Liang! So...

Song Nan quickly took two steps back, looked at the books on the wall, and began to shake her head again, although these books are very good, but they are still too deep for Yuan Xiaolin, she is only 12 this year, at most she is a fourth-grade student, there should still be some superficial books! Song Nan decided that if he had the opportunity to go to any town again, he would just go to the local bookstore and take a good walk!

She had to hurry up, and before the large army arrived at the Shengjing base, she must do her best to reach the third order, and it would be great if the spiritual ability could be restored!

Suddenly there was hope again, Song Nan cleaned the villa inside and out in such a good mood, and when the tidying up was completed, it was already three hours later.

Because the villa was powered and the water hurt, Song Nan took a hot bath in the space for the first time, and almost shed a few tears of excitement in the bathtub, fortunately, she still knew that time was pressing, and she relieved her fatigue a little, and after washing, she quickly dried her hair, and took Meow back carefully, and dried her fur, which provoked Meow to lazily grab her several times and hurriedly returned to the RV.

At this time, the lights had been turned off in the RV, and Song Nan was lying on the bed with Ah Meow in his arms, listening to the sound of a few regular breaths in the carriage, and then closed his eyes with confidence.

It's a pity that Song Nan only felt that he had just fallen asleep, and was immediately woken up by the cries outside the car.

Song Nan immediately got up vigilantly, but Tang Shu hadn't come back yet, Lin Zhan hurriedly explained that Du Yangyang and Jia Xiaohu stayed behind, and Qin Dayong, Ge Dashan, and Yunfei had already hurried out.

"Is there a place where I am needed?" Song Nan walked to the door with Ah Meow in his arms, neatly dressed, fully armed, and carrying a black raincoat in his hand, no different from Lin Zhan and the others.

"No need for the time being, you still stay in the car, the situation outside is a little chaotic, you..." Lin Zhan decisively rejected Song Nan, but remembered the conversation this afternoon, and said in a slow tone: "If there is really something that needs your help, Team Tang will definitely come to call you, you can stand by for the time being." ”

Seeing Song Nan nodding to accept this arrangement, and also putting down the raincoat in his hand, Lin Zhan nodded to Du Yangyang and Jia Xiaohu, put on the raincoat and took up the umbrella, and turned around and left the RV.

Song Nan naturally couldn't stay in the car, Du Yangyang temporarily sat in charge of the overall situation on behalf of Lin Zhan, and Jia Xiaohu was tinkering with something. Song Nan stood by the car door and looked out through the car window, only seeing the dark sky and the rain that kept gathering and falling outside the car window. Everyone has their own things to do, but she can only shrink in the car?

The crying outside continued, and all Song Nan could vaguely hear was the sharp cries of some women. Accompanied by the intermittent roar, it should be the sound of a car engine, it sounds a little distant, I think it is the part of the free survivors at the back of the army, but I don't know, is the mountain collapse vehicle in danger outside, or is there a mutant beast or zombie attack?

Without the assistance of the spiritual ability, Song Nan was like losing a telescope, which was too bad. But in her previous life, she didn't have a spiritual ability, so she successfully survived various battles!

Song Nan's expression was a little inexplicable, it seemed that since she lost her spiritual ability, she seemed to look at things much calmer. Even if he was a little unwilling and sad about the loss of his spiritual ability, he no longer impulsively thought that he could do anything.

To put it in a more exaggerated way, she seems to be living a little normal now.

When she had a spiritual ability, Song Nan always felt that whether she was the strength of the gold ability, or the strength of the spiritual ability, and even had the space to enter at any time to make the final hole card, she lived not only proud but also conceited. Lin Zhan is right, although she is in this team, she will also be worried about giving her teammates a certain degree of Zhao Zhao, such as materials, and some abilities. But these things are all foreign things owned by Song Nan.

What she should really give, she didn't give at all. What she should have, she didn't think about how to have it.

That's the sense of teamwork as a teammate.

She almost never thought about how she needed to fight alongside the rest of the squad. The only person who would make her feel the "value" of cooperation was Tang Shu, who was also a second-order. Maybe in her subconscious, only Tang Shu, who is the strongest, should try to get along with him. Everyone else is automatically excluded

Song Nan was a little ashamed, she was reborn in a lifetime, why did she have such an idea, it was because she was too "powerful" before, which had made her heart unbalanced, causing this kind of sick cognition, and she didn't even realize it, what a dangerous thing!

Is this still her Song Nan?

Song Nan's eyes changed a little, perhaps, because of this, she lost her spiritual ability. Ying Ai can't even look down on God, she has the best resources and opportunities, but she also treats everyone into hierarchies. Perhaps, this is a good thing, losing the spiritual ability, but allowing her to return to her normal heart in this last world and be her true self.

With a long sigh of relief, Song Nan only felt that in this rainy night, she seemed to have figured out the most important thing, and even her heart, which had been gloomy for many days, became light.

I suddenly remembered the conversation with Tang Shu this afternoon. Tang Shu once asked Lin Zhan alone why he looked at her differently, and Lin Zhan's answer to Tang Shu at that time was that she had been looking at Lin Zhan with scrutiny and suspicion, and she also had an inexplicable hostility towards his decisions and practices.

Tang Shu asked her why she thought like this to Lin Zhan again, but she was speechless and did not answer.

What did she say, because Lin Zhan was that kind of person in his previous life, always cunning and sinister, and everything in his hands was only weighed and calculated.

But Tang Shu also said that Lin Zhan said that when he got along with him at the beginning, he admired Song Nan very much, not only because Song Nan's combat effectiveness is not bad, but also because Song Nan's own temperament is also very close to that of soldiers, so that their group of soldiers have a sense of familiarity, and her personality is not a delicate little girl, and it is still very simple for everyone to get along. It's just that after getting along for a while, Lin Zhan was surprised to find that Song Nan's personality seemed to have changed a little, sensitive, avoidant, and alone, and he didn't know what happened on that day when she lost contact, which made her temperament change so much, or whether the influence of the end of the world left a mark on her.

Faced with Lin Zhan's evaluation, Song Nan felt for the first time that her evaluation of Lin Zhan seemed to be too one-sided. In her previous life, because Tang Shu treated her differently, Lin Zhan would not be used to her. For what? Oh, it's because Tang Shu has changed his itinerary or plan two or three times, all for her...

But in this life, is it because of the same reason?