085 Exhausted
Hua Yuanshu's eyes lit up when he saw me, and I smiled in my heart, knowing that I was dressed up like this.
Jiang Weiwei is beautiful and has a temperament, but that kind of beauty is like a fake flower, and she can't find a flaw, this kind of fake beauty will make people feel sweet and greasy after watching it for a long time.
"You specially asked me out, is there something wrong?" Hua Yuanshu sat down across from me and asked.
"If I'm not serious, can I date you?" I raised my eyebrows and smiled, looking at him indifferently, thinking that my eyes were clean.
"Cheng Zi, in fact, if you don't ask me, I also want to have a good chat with you." He poured himself a glass of water, as if to hide something, put the cup in his hand and played with it, and said, "At that time, I did let you misunderstand, and I only found out about you a few months later, and I thought you really committed suicide by jumping off the building, so I blamed myself for a while." β
I leaned forward and said, "Did you regret everything you did to me when you blamed yourself?" β
He smiled bitterly: "How to say, the ignorant are fearless, I was young and vigorous at that time, plus I didn't suffer any setbacks at all, and my family conditions were good, I really thought that the world revolved around me." β
"I think so too, at least my world revolves around you." I nodded, pretending to be innocent and looking at him, "Actually, at that time, I was also quite ignorant, I always felt that if I loved someone, I had to get him, and I thought about marriage and love too simply. β
"Okay, let's not talk about it, I'll ask you what you want to eat." Hua Yuanshu didn't seem to hate him when he saw me, so he breathed a sigh of relief and picked up the menu and asked me.
"You know a little bit about my appetite, it hasn't changed." I say.
He buried his head in studying the menu carefully, and from my point of view, Hua Yuanshu's facial features were very attractive, especially the eyelashes, which looked a little against the sky.
I tried desperately to convince myself to discover the good in him and make my fascination and adoration a little more real. I have to say that acting is really a manual job.
He ordered food seriously, and asked for my opinion before ordering one, which was full of gentlemanly temperament.
When he returned the menu to the waiter, I asked a little curiously, "I want to know, what's going on with your two children?" I've heard my brother mention a few words, but I don't quite understand. β
When I was Lin Jingyan, Hua Yuanshu once told me about surrogacy, but he was a little evasive in the details.
"You're still a child, don't ask about these things." Hua Yuanshu poured me water, and then said, "I'm very happy that you can talk to me so calmly." Yuanyan is about the same age as you, so you can move around more in the future. He deliberately avoided the topic.
"I'm not young, I'm only six years younger than you, not to mention that the year I met you, I became an adult." I smiled and picked up the cup and drank it, trying to make my movements like Cheng Zi.
He looked at me across a table, the muscles on his face slowly relaxed, and he smiled: "In my eyes, you are still the same as five years ago, and you haven't changed at all." β
As soon as I heard him, I put the cup on the table, leaned over and stared into his eyes and asked, "Do you still like me?" I'm not naΓ―ve now, and I'm grown up. β
When I first arrived in the imperial capital, I didn't have confidence in playing Cheng Zi, and I didn't know the details of the interaction between Hua Yuanshu and Cheng Zi, so I hesitated and retreated. Now, Xiaoru's current situation stimulates me, and I am slowly adapting to Cheng Zi's identity, so I decided to do it immediately.
Hua Yuanshu's words just now revealed many times that he thought I was a child, which means that the reason for refusal or breakup back then is this, I simply dared to ask directly.
Seeing Hua Yuanshu's expression, I knew I was not saying the wrong thing.
He was stunned at first, then smiled slowly, stretched out his long arm and touched my head: "You are still a little sister, your brother Shen Mo protects you like an eyeball, don't mess around." β
"I'm not afraid of him." I raised my head, "I can decide what I want to do and what I want to do without his permission." β
Hua Yuanshu didn't take my words to heart, but said slowly: "When I first met you, I was tempted by you, but Cheng Zi, your love is too strong, it makes people breathless, twenty-four hours a day, you can't wait to hang by my side for twenty-four hours, that's unlikely, people need personal space." Later, I was annoyed and said things that hurt you like that, I thought you would never pay attention to me again, but I didn't expect you to be able to talk to me so peacefully. β
I know that something is wrong, I don't understand a word of what Hua Yuanshu said.
"When people grow up, they don't do things so extremely." I said slowly, looking at his expression.
"Not long after you jumped off the building, I had a very serious traffic accident and spent three months in the hospital, and the doctors almost determined that my brain was damaged and that I was going to be in a vegetative state. At that time, in order to preserve a little bloodline for the Hua family, my mother found someone to do surrogacy. He looked at me and said it in a very slow voice.
I didn't know how to answer, so I just shut my mouth and looked at him with an expression that I understood you, waiting for him to say it himself.
Hua Yuanshu should be defenseless against me, he told me the process of surrogacy, and then concluded: "After I woke up, the whole family hid from my child, and suddenly one day I took out a little baby and said to me, this is your son." He smiled wryly, "You probably don't know how shocked I was. β
I nodded, "I guess I can figure it out." β
"If someone told me about my child as soon as I regained consciousness, I would never agree to it. However, when a living baby appears in front of you, is there a second way to go other than acceptance? As if caught in a memory, he slowly took a sip of water and continued, "It took me six months from not accepting him at first, to being inseparable from him later, and when he stared at me with round eyes and babbling and laughing, I found that this relationship was inseparable." β
On the surface, Hua Yuanshu is a person who doesn't like to talk much, and today's situation should open the conversation.
When he talked about Yueyue, his eyes were full of love, and I wanted to manually paint the halo of the Virgin on his head.
"What are you thinking?" He suddenly noticed my expression.
"Draw a circle of light on your head." I'll be honest.
"Hehe, you'll know when you have a child yourself." He shook his head, treating his little sister as if he were treating him.
"You go on, but what about later?" I held my chin and looked attentive, "I also heard my brother say, the woman who was surrogate and the surrogate was finally found?" β
"She's the second woman I'm sorry for besides you." Hua Yuanshu's face sank suddenly, "When I met you, my life was really not clean, but I knew that those women came for profit, and at the end of the day, I would give them a sum of money, and they would take what they needed, and they would be safe." You're the first girl I've met who doesn't care about money. He looked at me deeply, "Yueyue's biological mother is the second." β
"Joke, isn't surrogacy just about money?" I scoffed at it.
"Yes, this kind of money is clearly priced, and she has no problem selling herself as a commodity, because she doesn't use her feelings as a guise." Hua Yuanshu's face was ugly, "As a girl, you probably don't know how many women now cheat people under the guise of feelings for money." β
"There is also such a part, my brother has also encountered it." I spread my hands, "No way, who made you all rich." β
He shook his head, looked at me with the same expression you didn't understand, and said, "You don't know how much men hate this kind of purposeful approach. β
I finally had the opportunity to ask Jiang Weiwei, so I lost no time in asking: "What about Jiang Weiwei, what kind of person is she?" β
"She wants more money, but also love." Hua Yuanshu said, "It's a pity that I can't give her so much, in the past few years of marriage, I have done my best, but I still can't love ......."
At this point he suddenly stopped, smiled and said, "Eat quickly, I have nothing to do with you." β
"I love to hear it." I nodded while eating, "In the past few years, I have tried hard not to look for you, thinking that I can forget you, but I didn't expect that as soon as we met, I suddenly found that you are still the same in my heart, and I want to understand what has happened in your life in the past few years, what you have experienced, and who has intervened in your life." β
"Listen to you, I've really grown up." Hua Yuanshu didn't take my words to heart at all. That's what I wanted, and I didn't care about continuing to say, "Of course I've grown up, that's why I'm coming back to you." β
Hua Yuanshu stopped talking about his own business, and began to eat seriously, occasionally taking a sip of red wine.
I watched him drink and was not necessarily drunk until tomorrow morning, so I poured myself a glass and drank it without waiting for him to react, and said to him, "It's interesting to drink like this." β
Hua Yuanshu took the cup in my hand and said solemnly: "Girls drink less alcohol and drink juice." β
"That's unfortunate, wait a minute, I asked a few friends to go to the bar, and tonight I said that I wouldn't get drunk or go home." took out his phone and looked at the time, "Okay, the appointment time is almost up, go first." β
After speaking, he picked up his bag and walked out, wishing to give himself a mouthful. When others seduce men, they just do it by hooking their fingers, and my lips are thin, and it has no effect at all.
When I walked to the door of the restaurant, I didn't even hear Hua Yuanshu coming over, and I was very depressed.
Just as my hand was on the car door, Hua Yuanshu caught up, and he stood in front of me: "After drinking so much, can you open it?" β
"I can't come, or I'll open it myself." I really feel like a bummer.
What I didn't expect was that Hua Yuanshu actually ate this set, helplessly opened the car door, pushed me to the co-pilot, and said to me: "Where to go, I'll send you." β
I finally breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and after a night of setting up the dragon gate, the fish finally took the bait.
I gave the address of a bar, which was the one I used to work for. I'm a bit weird, I like to look for things where I lost them.
When he arrived, he asked, "What about the friend you dated?" β
Say:
I'm not feeling well today, and I'm a day late, so what!