Text Chapter 189 Worry or think too much

My legs went completely limp, and I just sat down on the spot!

The other end of the phone was extremely quiet, his voice was hoarse and heavy sleepy, and even had the impatience to be disturbed to sleep, mixed together in one word: "Hey? ”

It's his voice that's right, he's fine, I think too much, he's just...... Too lazy to go home!

yes, he just didn't bother to go home!

Maybe it's that I'm too insecure to live in such a big house, or maybe the phone call this afternoon made me cranky, or maybe maybe it's because I didn't sleep so late and was so nervous that I had a nervous breakdown.

I cried, I felt very aggrieved and sad, tears fell down like beads with broken threads, and my jaw shook non-stop but I couldn't even say a word of disguise!

I never imagined that one day, there would be another man who would make me sad like this!

I was afraid that he would hear my cry, so I hung up the phone decisively, and instead sent him a text message with a trembling hand, which was the first time I felt that a text message was better than a direct call!

But it was impossible for me Lu Yiting not to feel such an abnormality, so at around 2:50 in the morning, he came back!

At that time, there was a crayon Xiaoxin on the TV, I was sitting on the sofa and nibbling on the leftover dry instant noodles he had eaten before, my crying face was tense, and I also stuffed two pieces of paper into my nose to prevent me from having a runny nose, and I was draped with a piece of hair, which should be very embarrassing.

He gasped and changed his shoes in the hallway, and the key was put into the storage box at the door, and he turned on the light, and a pair of small eyes stared at me like that!

I reluctantly pulled out a smile, biting the dry and hard instant noodles and said vaguely, "Why are you back!" ”

He didn't answer my question with a black face, he came forward and knocked out my instant noodles, and then as soon as he stretched out his hand, he wanted to stop me and hug me.

Lu Baozi's strength is great, but he can't withstand my desperate struggle, and after a few rounds, he has thrown me into the bed, and his tone is impatient:

"Don't you want me back? Now I'm back, hurry up and go to bed! ”

I rolled over and glared at him, and said viciously, "Who said that?" Don't leave me alone. ”

"Then why are you calling in the middle of the night, can't you call early?"

People, they are all spoiled, you see, Lu Baozi, who has never yelled at me seriously, yelled at me like this! I can't stand this glass heart very much, and even I feel surprised when my temper comes up!

Shouldn't it have been worn out of temper a long time ago? Where did it come from to be so atmospheric?

I stood barefoot on the floor and tilted my head back to him: "Don't worry, I won't fight in the future, no matter if you come back or something happens, I won't fight, I respect your freedom." ”

Lu Baozi was like a cat whose tail was only stepped on by me, and instantly exploded: "Did I say that you interfered with my freedom?" You know I'm ......"

"You've said it now!"

Blocked by my cold tone, Lu Baozi's face was as ugly as eating a fly, he turned around for a long time as if he was calming down his emotions, and when he overturned it, his face really improved.

He opened his mouth and said, "It's me who is wrong, let's rest early!" ”

The tone is calm, but the expression is wrong, and the atmosphere between us is obviously weird, and he suddenly said such a sentence as if he was fine, I don't believe it!

In my thinking, if there is a problem, it should be solved, and it is useless to whitewash the appearance like now, and after a long time, the knot will get bigger and bigger, and when I want to untie it, I can't find the end......

I wanted to solve the problem, so I took a deep breath and said to him, "If you don't want to come back, send me a message seriously, I promise I won't call you in the middle of the night!" ”

I don't know what's wrong with my words, anyway, Lu Baozi immediately exploded when he heard it, and his eyes were so red that he seemed to rush up to hit me immediately.

But he gritted his teeth for a while and finally squeezed out a sentence: "I didn't want to come back!" ”

"Then you can't come back because you're busy with work, you have to send a text message!"

"I sent it, I asked you if you want to go back to your mother's house to live, but you didn't reply to me."

"So you don't come back and don't tell me?"

"Ah......h

I said that it was terrible for Lu Xiaohong to go crazy, and now I want to retract this sentence, because it is even more terrible for Lu Yiting to go crazy!

He screamed after being squeezed by me, gritted his teeth and breathed heavily, as if he had a lot of strength to beckon me but didn't dare, and his red eyes looked at me and let out a cat-like roar from time to time!

The time I went out to see Lin Fang and Sister Xiang, I talked to him after I came back, and he was almost like this.

It's just that last time it was daytime, this time it was midnight and three watches, and the mood was very different, last time I was a little afraid of him, but this time I saw only the grievances in my heart, and I couldn't wait to make it clear to him!

I haven't forgotten that last time we didn't say much and started to do it, this time, we can't say much and can only do it!

When she slammed her fist against the wall, to be honest, I was distressed, but it also aroused my anger, and I hugged my chest and began to taunt him:

"If you can't say it, I'll hit the wall, I think you're going to beat me!"

His hand swayed and went down, and the punch should be quite heavy: "I won't hit you." ”

"Okay, since we can't make sense, let's not talk about it, you can choose one from the master bedroom or the guest room!"

"Don't choose, sleep together!"

"I don't want to sleep with you, or you can go back to the office and sleep!"

"We're both legitimate."

"The law doesn't require couples to sleep together, and I don't want to sleep with you...... Okay, you sleep here, I'll sleep in the guest room! ”

"No, you want to sleep with me!"

I half-squinted at Lu Baozi, although this guy didn't have any playful expression on his face, but the logic made people feel speechless, okay? Just one sentence is enough to make me half angry!

I didn't show weakness, I just didn't say anything and went straight to the bedroom next to me, Lu Baozi moved a step to the left and stopped me very easily......

I looked up, frowned, and asked, "What do you want to do...... No, what the hell are you going to do! ”

He hung his head and looked straight at me: "Love! ”

Okay, so capable, now I can't say 'what', I can't ask 'what to do', it seems that I can only learn a little foreign language to quarrel with him?

If it were in normal times, I guess I wouldn't be angry at this point, but today is different, I get angry when I see him, and I feel a headache when I think of the inexplicable cold war we saw!

It's better to be out of sight and out of mind!

I slammed it out and cursed out of my mouth: "What do you love, love!" ”

Lu Baozi followed me with a hard stick to my back, and when he heard me say this, he actually laughed: "I love it too, it's all your stuff anyway." ”

"Get out of here!" I tried to push him away, but he just stuck to me: "I'm annoyed to see you now, you go away!" ”

"I really like being with you, I'm not annoyed!"

"What's my business!"

"You're my wife, it's a big deal!"

"Lu Yiting, don't be poor with me!"

The quarrel is like this, one side is strong and the other side is weak, he looked at my hurried appearance and seemed to be in a much better mood, and immediately joked without discipline:

"Don't struggle, let my brother use a perfect ...... Conquer you! ”

Usually the contradictions are not as serious as they are today, and they are all when they are about to be reconciled, and it is simply icing on the cake for him to come out like this, but today I heard him say this, I don't know why, I think it's quite disgusting.

I guess it's still in my heart!

I immediately let go of my hand, stopped pushing him, and didn't bother to have an expression on my face, so I said to him numbly: "Lu Yiting, do you think that our personalities seem to be quite inappropriate." ”

He already had a smile on his face, but when he heard me say this, his expression immediately collapsed, and his voice became low: "What do you mean?" ”

I thought about it, and I didn't dare to look at him with a pain in my heart: "Literally." ”

He grabbed my wrist and squeezed it hard: "What do you want to do?" ”

"I'm tired and want to sleep, you let go!"

"That slept ...... together"

This time he didn't give me any chance to struggle, he pulled me to the master bedroom, regardless of my desperate struggle, he pressed me into the bed, closed the door and turned off the light, he didn't take off his clothes and hugged me tightly!

As soon as the quilt was closed, the sound of his breathing was amplified in my ears, and he was very short, as if he was also angry!

I gritted my teeth and struggled, and was hugged tighter by him, I couldn't move and could only continue: "Lu Yiting!" ”

"Shhhh

"I don't ...... Not! ”

Don't get me wrong, it's not his mouth that gags my mouth this time, but his wide hand, or rather, his hand covering my mouth!

This time he gave me a nose to breathe, but I felt like I had been kidnapped by him, and it was a bad feeling, a kind of instinctive despair in my body.

I closed my eyes, but I just couldn't control my tears, and the brush fell down, he seemed to feel it, but he didn't let go of my mouth at that time, but slowly let go of the hand that held me first.

When people are vulnerable, they will instinctively look for what they think is safe, so I turned around unprincipled and got into his arms!

He froze for a moment, then hugged me hard for a few seconds, and then began to ...... My clothes, but this time I refused him!

I'm so tired, it turns out that the real quarrel will hurt the heart and lungs, and people want to pass out like this in the next second when they are tired.

He had already ripped off our clothes, how could he give up so easily, and immediately hugged me again, and began to hand me up and down, trying to awaken my instinctive reaction.

I didn't stop his restless hand, but I really didn't have that mind, so when he wanted to carry it unilaterally, I said to him faintly:

"The problem between us can't be solved by this!"

As if I had resigned myself to my fate, he suddenly fell down and lay quietly beside me, and just when I thought he was asleep, he came back and hugged me.

"Is there something you haven't told me?"

All right! When he also wanted to solve the problem with a correct attitude, I found that the problem could not be solved at all, is this Nima the saddest thing?

What did he find? Do I sell my house? Or is it that bright concubine pregnant? Or rather...... He didn't know about my early menopause!

I really can't say any of these things, so what should I do?

I wanted to get rid of the hornet's nest, but I didn't expect it to be accidentally poked in the end, what else could I do except sigh?

After calming down a little, I said vaguely, "We can't do everything in detail!" ”

I didn't say anything about what I couldn't say, and Lu Yiting must have known that his attitude was too perfunctory, although he behaved like usual, I could clearly feel that our relationship was estranged!

There are too many details to prove this, such as the fact that there was less witticism between us, and that the kiss on his forehead when he left in the morning was gone......

Women are sensitive, I endured it for a week, and then I caught a cold, and I had a fever so that my brain was a little unconscious, so I took advantage of this situation to live at my mother's house and refused to come back!

Lu Yiting's company is very busy, the first two days did not pay attention to this problem, and on the third day he came to pick me up at my parents' house, but I still refused to go back on the pretext of poor health, and my mother felt that there was a problem!

In the evening, they specially pulled me into their room and talked about it, and the big reason before and after was laid out, which meant that I should not play with children's temper.