Volume 2 Chapter 138 Breaking Up Is Not That Easy
At about half past nine, Mu Xiya heard the most familiar sound of opening the door as promised, and her originally tight red lips slightly pulled up a beautiful arc, and she smiled, lightly. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com] (Baidu search burning ΠΆζΠΆ book ΠΆ library update is the fastest and most stable)
Just now, when Sister Lan brought medicine to herself, she asked her worriedly, would Song Tianming miss the appointment and not come? She confidently told Sister Lan that Song Tianming might fail her or hurt her, but he would never miss the appointment for no reason, unless, he expected that he would calculate him tonight, otherwise, he would definitely come.
After so many years of supporting each other, her trust in Song Tianming is still the same, she believes in this man and his character, so she dares to set up such a puzzle. As long as he stayed at her house tonight, she had reason to believe that with Su Lian's simple and simple personality, from now on, she would definitely avoid him like a snake and scorpion. She knows Song Tianming's personality very well, as long as he decides, no one can change it, and it is too difficult to turn things around from him, so the only way to start from Su Lian's side, as long as she is desperate, as long as she despairs, everything will eventually turn around.
Thoughts flew and swept through her heart as fast as possible, Mu Xiya put away the calculation in the corner of her eyes, only revealing her bewitching nature, turned around in a fairy posture, and walked towards the living room step by step, to meet the most worthy 'male protagonist' tonight.
When Song Tianming changed his shoes, Mu Xiya was already standing at the corner of the entrance, she was wearing a very sexy pajamas tonight, a silk robe, through the deliberately dim ** light. She could even glimpse the infinite scenery inside, she didn't speak, just leaned there quietly, looking at him with silky eyes.
"Have you waited a long time?"
He took the initiative to say hello, but she didn't answer, just leaned there lazily, teasing him in a ** posture.
Shrugging his shoulders, he glanced around and asked, "We, do you want to talk here?" Or switch to the couch? β
Mu Xiya was as tactful as a cat, and she seduced delicately: "Wouldn't it be better to go to my room to talk?" β
"Let's go to the living room!"
His insistence made her heart cold, obviously her heart was dripping blood, but the smile on the corner of her lips was even more beautiful: "Okay, it's in the living room?" β
She smiled, and gently let go of the body, motioning for him to go directly, Song Tianming was surprised by her repetition and compromise, hesitated a little, but did not have any doubts. Thinking that he finally didn't have to go to the bedroom to talk, he walked in boldly with confidence. Following him, Mu Xiya did not sit down with him directly, but Ying Ying smiled and asked him enthusiastically: "Can you have a drink with me?" The 1982 Lafite wine, I just got someone to get it. β
Tonight, Song Tianming was reluctant to drink alcohol, but thinking that the next topic was too heavy, and drinking some wine might relieve Mu Xiya's nervousness, he nodded tacitly: "It's good if you like it." β
"Then I'll pour it."
"Hmm!"
Turning around and entering the kitchen, Mu Xiya's expression turned cold, and she only felt her heart tremble when she held the pill bottle in her hand. If he still had a trace of warmth for himself, or if he could still make himself feel that there was room for maneuver, she wouldn't want to do this to him, but it was too late, his attitude determined everything tonight, and now, she didn't plan to turn back.
With her back to the people in the living room, Mu Xiya carefully opened the red wine, and when she was about to put the pill in, she remembered Sister Lan's words again, this medicine can be excited all night long, whether it is a man or a woman, all of them can be used. Thinking about it, and fearing that the dispersion of the medicinal properties would affect her future plans, she hesitated for a moment, and finally put the pill into one of the goblets.
After pouring the wine and watching the pills melt into the wine little by little, Mu Xiya's nervous mood finally began to become relaxed and comfortable, as long as he drank the wine, even if it was just one sip, one sip was enough!
Muxia came with a smile, and the goblets in each of her hands looked more and more blurry in the dim light. She sat down next to him, and slowly handed the cup in her left hand to Song Tianming: "Try it and see if you like it." β
Quietly taking it, Song Tianming didn't taste it, but just coldly put the wine glass on the glass table in front of him. Mu Xiya was puzzled, and only asked him anxiously: "Why don't you drink?" β
Song Tianming stopped Mu Xiya and continued to serve her the wine, only looked at her seriously and said: "What I want to talk to you about is something very important to you and me, in order to let you understand how serious I am, so, I won't drink until I say everything." Burning ΠΆζΠΆ Book ΠΆ Library"
"Is it different after drinking?" Very anxious, very worried, could he see through his own thoughts? Why don't you drink it? Why?
He shook his head and said very insistently: "It's different, if I drink it, you will definitely say that I am talking drunk, so I don't want to drink it for the time being." β
Putting the cup in his hand on the table, Mu Xiya's face was bloody: "Since you want to say so, then I'll listen to it and see what important things are worthy of you taking so seriously." β
"Thea, before I say the rest of this, I want to say I'm sorry to you!" After more than ten years of relationship, no matter how much sorry you say, it seems to be useless, but Song Tianming never thinks that he is a humble gentleman, and he can't hurt the person he really wants to protect for a relationship that has long been out of temperature. The big husband has something to do and something not to do. He may be a real villain, but no matter what he says or does, he is frank and open, love is love, and he doesn't want to deny it anymore.
"I don't accept it."
"But I'm still going to say it."
Unsuccessfully made him drink the glass of wine, Mu Xiya's emotions began to be uncontrollable again, she stood up, and said excitedly: "Then say it, say it quickly!" Otherwise, I may not be in the mood to listen to what you have to say when I lose my temper. β
"Xiya, I've thought about it for a long time, and I think it's better for us to be apart for a while." After thinking about it for a long time, he still couldn't say the word breakup, but he knew very well how shrewd Mu Xiya was, and knew that saying this was enough for her to know that she had her own intentions.
Sure enough, as soon as his words came out, Mu Xiya smiled and asked coldly, "Separate for a while?" Or will they be separated for the rest of their lives? β
"I hope you understand, I really thought about it carefully before I said that." He is a man of his word, and he used to indulge Musia because he wanted to do that, but now, the place in his heart no longer belongs to her, so even if he can't bear to hurt it, he will face everything head-on, and he will not cower like a coward.
"Why don't you dare to break up with me directly?"
"Thea, I'm sorry!" It's not that he doesn't dare, he just can't bear it, so, he can't say anything more than sorry.
"So, you really want to break up with me, don't you? Why? She wanted to hold back her tears, but she couldn't help but shed it, for more than ten years, she had been working hard for him, maybe they had lost their initial passion now, but she had never wavered, how could he shake first? Didn't he take the initiative to take his hand? Didn't he promise to take care of himself for the rest of his life? Why, now is he giving up everything?
She is unwilling, because she has been preparing for him for so many years, she has achieved fame, all she needs is his name, and now, is she going to lose this opportunity? She's not going to give up, absolutely not.
"Because, I'm in love with someone else?"
In front of Su Lian, the word love has always been ashamed to say it, but now, when he said it calmly to Mu Xiya, Song Tianming also breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. It turned out that he just needed a chance, and it turned out that he just needed to break through himself.
"Su Lian?"
Gritting her teeth and saying this name, Muxia's tears were already thick with her face. The person she hates the most, the person she looks down on the most, the person she looks down on the most, why is it her? Is she going to lose to such a woman? How can she be embarrassed?
"Yes, it's Su Lian, I admit that I was cruel to you when I said that, and I also admit that I'm not a good man, but I don't want to lie to myself anymore, love is love, if you don't love, you don't love, I hope to be sincere to my heart." Six years ago, he hurt Su Lian for Mu Xiya, and six years later, he hurt Mu Xia for Su Lian, thinking about it the other way, in fact, the biggest responsible person is himself, it was his vacillation that hurt the people around him, and it was his confusion that made him mistakenly think that he really belonged to Mu Xia in this life.
He could no longer change the mistakes of the past, but from now on, he wanted to change everything he thought was worth changing, even if it was to be a sinner himself. The person he loves, he has hurt countless times, because he can't see his heart clearly, because he doesn't understand his love, he once pushed her away like that, but now, no, never again.
"Love is love, and not love is not love, so that love refers to me?" Her self-deprecating tone, with indescribable sadness, Song Tianming's heart was depressed, and he could only comfort him slowly: "Xiya, don't talk about yourself like that, even if we are separated, you will be one of the people I care about the most." β
One, he said one to her.
In the past, there was never one of his worlds, she was everything about Song Tianming, his motivation, his future, everything he had, all of him worked hard for Mu Xiya, but now, he said to himself that she was one of his. What an ironic feeling, what a hurtful result, she fought for more than ten years, but she didn't expect that in the end, she still lost in a daze.
"Song Tianming, you also said you loved me, didn't you?"
"I'm sorry! But I love her now. β
If you affirm your own intentions, you must never waver again, a man can be amorous, but he can't be abusive. A man can not be single-minded, but absolutely rational, what he has done recently is indeed not good enough, at least in terms of single-mindedness, his performance is greatly reduced, but when he recognizes his mind, he will no longer easily say let go, even if he knows that the road ahead is bumpy, he will listen to his mind to make decisions, in the direction he wants, thinking about the person he wants to love, all the way firmly forward.
"Since love for me can become unloved, isn't it possible for love for her to become unloved? Why should we separate when the results are all the same? If you really love her, go to her, I can turn a blind eye and pretend that I don't know anything, but, are you really going to break up with me? Does she really deserve you to hurt me like this? β
These words, after several struggles, finally said it without self-esteem, the proud Muxia, the invincible Muxia, the queen-like Muxia, in front of the man she loved the most, finally gave up her self-esteem and gave up everything. Only, will he really turn back because of this? Will it?
"Thea, if I really do what you say, I'm hurting you, you know?"
"I don't understand, so I won't agree to break up with you."
As expected, Song Tianming didn't press forward step by step, but said calmly: "Xiya, I know that if I suddenly tell you this, you will be a little unacceptable, so I will give you time to think about it, don't rush to answer me now, however, please calm down and think about what I said, and treat all this rationally." β
"You're going to make me reasonable? How could you ever be really sensible? Break up with me, have you thought about my situation? Their relationship once made her stand at the top of the entertainment industry with the most brilliant attitude, and now, the fact that she was abandoned will also push her to the forefront as it did at the beginning. She pushed away Director Feng's play for him, and also pushed away many endorsements that she originally thought were dispensable, but now, if she loses Song Tianming's protection, how much effort and price will she have to pay if she wants to get everything back?
Or, if she doesn't work hard, under such a strong pressure of public opinion, her status as a diva will be lost, and when the time comes, she will have nothing, and she will gradually be forgotten by everyone. She couldn't live like that anymore, and she didn't want to live like that again, that would break her.
"No matter how big the storm is, I will help you settle it, don't worry about affecting your popularity, at most, I declare to the outside world that I am the negative person, and your fans will sympathize with you, recognize you, and even like you more." He can support her to this day, and naturally he can help her go further, although he can no longer be the man behind her, but as long as she is willing to accept it, he will always support her silently, even if it costs a lot of money and money.
Mu Xiya couldn't guess his thoughts, or, even if she guessed it, she couldn't believe it anymore, she cried again and threw herself into his arms, shaking her head and crying: "I don't want other people's sympathy, I just want you, just you!" Ming. β
"Thea, will you be sober? You and I are already inseparable, and it is hurtful for everyone to be reluctant to be together, why not let go of each other and find another kind of happiness? β
She still kept shaking her head and hit the nail on the head: "Of course you say happiness if you have a spare tire, but what about me?" For more than ten years, I have never had you in my life, how can I be embarrassed by you doing this? Song Tianming, do you remember what you said? You said you would take care of me for the rest of your life, and now you want to break your promise? Don't, I don't! β
Seeing that she was crying breathlessly, Song Tianming was also a little unbearable, so he patted her back again to comfort: "I will still take care of you for the rest of my life, just in a different way, in a different identity, just like a brother to a sister." β
"Brother? Younger sister? You're cheesy. β
"Yes, it's cheesy, but I'm genuinely willing to take care of you."
He was sincere, even if he was bent on breaking up with her, he never really let go of her in his heart. More than ten years of relationship, although there is no love between them, but the warm feeling is still there, she is like his relatives, giving him the same warmth as home, he hurt her heart like this, he will actually hurt, but, no matter how painful it is, it can't be wrong again and again, otherwise, it will only destroy everyone's future in this kind of mistake.
"I don't believe it, you broke up with me and said that you were really willing to take care of me, Song Tianming, you are too cruel, too cruel." From the moment he actually said he broke up, her trust in him had crumbled in her heart. She didn't believe him anymore, because she had been abandoned by him, and what he had said to her was still fresh in his heart, but he still had to disobey it now. If a man can't even give him a sense of security, then what else can he trust?
"I'm sorry! I don't want to hurt you. β
She burst into tears, and he was so distressed that he couldn't do it, and he made up for the mistakes he had made, but who could tell him what he had to do to make up for the harm he had done to her?
"You're already hurt."
"I'm sorry! If you're unhappy, you can scold me, hit me, and as long as you're happy, you can do whatever you want. β
Throwing herself into his arms, she cried so much that she couldn't breathe, she heard all Song Tianming's words carefully, and only this sentence made her gasp in pain. At such a time, he is still saying this kind of thing, what does it mean that as long as she is happy, she can do whatever she wants? Doesn't he know that her happiness has always been based on his world, and now, he is going to destroy their world, what is she going to be happy about?
It's not what she wants to do that she will be happy, but what he does, she will be happy, but he can't read his heart now, just as she can't read his love now. How can his love be so untested by time?
Cold heart, sad spirit, she was still crying but not as excited as Fang Cai, still leaning on his arms, but Mu Xiya's eyes were very cold, and her words were also very cold: "So, there is no room for recovery in this matter, right?" β
"I'm sorry!"
"Okay, I'll fulfill you!"
Hearing this, Song Tianming's heart was shocked, and he was a little incoherent at that time: "Xiya, are you really?" You mean............"
The warmth of his arms was her favorite cradle, but now, such a warm place is cold, what else can she look forward to? Coldly, she froze into ice in her voice: "Are you satisfied?" β
"I'll make it up to you."
"With money? I don't lack that. β
Ten years of hard work, ten years of hard work, Mu Xiya's studio also has a wealth that cannot be underestimated, she can't live without him, she just doesn't want to give up this warmth. It's just that now, this man is not something she can let go of if she wants to, and since they are not willing to let her have a good time, then she will never let them have a good life again. Latest chapter Baidu search ^-^*
"Xia, don't do this, I really want to make it up to you."
She was still sobbing when she left his embrace, but gradually, Mu Xiya's expression was condensed: "Okay, if you really want to compensate me, just have a few drinks with me!" Once you get drunk, you can relieve a thousand sorrows, and if you are drunk, you won't have heartache anymore, right? β
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Fu raised the two red wine glasses on the glass table again, she handed the one that belonged to him again, and she asked in an almost sad tone: "What about the red wine in 1982, is it really a waste not to drink it?" β
"Okay, I'll drink with you."
can understand her heartache, can understand her despair, so, at this time, he has no reason to refuse her wine, this once beautiful woman, whether he still loves her or not, she will always be the most important person in his life. Watching her cry and watching her cry, he was not sad, but he couldn't think of any other way to appease her except to accompany her to get drunk.
It's okay to be drunk, if you're drunk, you really won't have heartache anymore!