If she hadn't told him what she wanted, if he hadn't decided to be with her, if she was still as stupidly in love with him as she had been at the beginning, maybe everything would have been different. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com] Burning ж文ж书жku aaaa It's her trying to change that causes everyone to be so sad.,It's her fantasy of straightening out her crush that caused her injury now.,It's over! Restore everything that shouldn't have changed, and maybe, after doing so, she can return to her original lack of lungs and heart.

"Don't say quit."

Song Tianming, the omnipotent Song Tianming, and the Song Tianming who are not good at words, in the end, there is only this no-do and no-no, knowing that his no-do no longer has any effect on her, but at such a panicked moment, the only thing he can do is to ask domineeringly, to prohibit it arbitrarily, this is not allowed, that is not allowed, not allowed, not allowed, not allowed............

How have you ever seen this man so panicked? How have you ever seen this man so pale? Su Lian was in tears, but her thoughts were very clear, she raised her little face, quietly looked at the man in front of her who she had loved for many years, and said heavily: "Stop deceiving yourself, okay?" Song Tianming, even if you really like me, I have reason to believe that you also like her, right? Do you think you like two women at the same time? Of course you wouldn't mind that, but I don't mind, I don't like my man to be shared, and I don't like my man, even if he's with me, he's always thinking about other women. If you want to be with me, you have to completely let go of Muxia, you, can you do it? ”

"My feelings for her are not what you think, I admit that I really can't let go of her completely, but it's not because of love, it's because of responsibility, do you understand responsibility?"

What do you have to say to convince the person in front of you? Song Tianming thinks that he is a ruthless person, but he is really ruthless to Mu Xiya, and this difficulty is not to let go, not because he still loves him, but because he is not mixed enough. His empathy has seriously hurt Muxia, if, just for his own happiness, he will abandon Muxia, he will feel that he is like **, without humanity.

After more than ten years of relationship, you can not love, but it will take time to let go of him, it's not that he can't let go of his love for Muxiya, it's just that he hopes that he can protect Muxiya like an older brother, instead of having a relationship between men and women. He knew that his request might be difficult for Su Lian, but at least he should be given a little buffer time, instead of breaking it off as it is now, and there is no room for maneuver at all.

"Yes, yes! That's why I know better that we can't be together. ”

Actually, she really understands, and it is precisely because she understands it too well that she is so sad. How many years have Song Tianming and Mu Xiya been together, seventeen years! How many seventeen years can a woman use to expect a man? If it's you, I'm afraid it's not so easy to let go. As for Song Tianming's feelings for Mu Xiya, even if he raises a cat and a dog, after seventeen years, it is not something that can be put away.

The moment she was dazzled by love, she really thought about being vicious, even if she really became a third party, she admitted it. But when the facts woke up her mind, she finally found that the distance between her and Song Tianming was far wider than she imagined, she was not a weak person, but she didn't have the courage to actively fight for herself, and she had been unlucky for 24 years.

"Why?"

Su Lian shook her head, the bitterness in her heart had already turned into a puddle of bitter water, she looked at his question, so she also asked him seriously: "Song Tianming, she can threaten you once, or she can threaten you a second time, or even three times, four times, countless times." What if she was forced to die every day? What if she dies and refuses to let go? What if there was only one way to have her and not me in this emotional war? What would you choose? ”

"I'll choose you."

Without hesitation, he replied sonorously and forcefully, it seemed that this answer had been hanging on Song Tianming's lips all along, and he could answer so calmly without thinking or thinking about it. Su Lian's tears came again, but this time, he couldn't stop it.

"Then she's going to die, can you watch her die?"

“…………”

Look at that! He couldn't.

In fact, not only can he not do it, in fact, he can't do it himself, she loves him, she just wants to love him, there are no other conditions, there is no other reason, just because she loves in her heart, so she has always loved. She didn't even think about whether this kind of love would hurt other people, perhaps, Mu Xiya was far from being as good and perfect as she imagined, but after all, she was still Song Tianming's legitimate fiancée, what about herself? A shameful third, an immoral thief who stole someone else's love, how can she still be complacent?

Sucked his nose, Su Lian smiled with tears, the sadness in that smile was like a hemp rope tightly wrapped around his heart, every time she took a breath, he hurt even more. He stared into her eyes, red in her sadness, and wanted to tell him that he wanted her to do nothing, but when the words came to his lips, he was forced back into his stomach by the absolute vividness in her eyes.

The reality is always so cruel, so Su Lian couldn't stop crying in the pit she dug herself, she knew that it should be over, so she could only tell herself to pretend to be strong, smile strongly, and be strong to say to him one after another insincere, but heartfelt words: "No, right?" But you can watch me die, because I am two completely different people from her, in the face of the blow, I just cry at most, but she is different, she has been arrogant since she was a child, she has been cared for since she was a child, she would rather really die than give up everything she has. Maybe you will really take into account my feelings in a short period of time, but what about a long time? Do you really think you can have both? ”

"At least let me try."

The balance of his heart has never been balanced, because he is too confused to see the facts, he always favors Mu Xiya at the end of his heart, as Su Lian said, because she feels too strong, so, he has always ignored her needs, thinking that she can, so he has been giving, thinking that she doesn't need, so he has been forgetting. It wasn't until today, when she said her cruelty to the extreme, that he realized that everything was self-inflicted.

"Okay, I'll give you time to try."

Great surprise filled Song Tianming's chest, he held her hand tightly, so excited that he almost wanted to scream, but even with such excitement, he could only suppress it and ask her cautiously: "Really?" Xiaolian, have you really forgiven me? ”

"Starting tomorrow, I will join Director Feng's crew to make movies. Three months at the earliest, half a year at the slowest to come back, so, we don't need to contact during this time, you can comfort your ex-girlfriend, I will also be my good actor, three months or half a year later, if you can get Mu Xiya, you come to me again, if not, you should also know what to do. ”

Didn't say forgive, didn't say not to forgive, in fact, Su Lian's decision has completely stated her position, she can love this man for six years, but what about him? Maybe it will insist, but maybe it will be like six years ago, from the time of separation, it will begin to forget, time, can change many, many things, time, can also change many, many people, if only time can make the ordeal of reality dull, then, let time make decisions for them.

"Xiaolian, don't be like this, okay?"

He refused, from beginning to end, and every hair in his pores seemed to protest. Reluctant to be separated from her.

The tears didn't stop, but she was laughing: "It's the best way, isn't it?" ”

"No, it's not the best way, the best way is for you to stay with me, and from now on, let me guard everything for you." Instinct refuses to recognize, in Su Lian's world, he has missed six years, and he doesn't want to miss more time. There is a faint worry, as if this point is going to be missed for a lifetime.

Shaking her head, she had a good reason: "But I want to work." ”

"That's fine, but during the working period, I should at least be able to call you, and at least go to the work."

Shaking her head, she was just ruthless and cold: "Until you deal with all this, I won't answer your phone again, I won't reply to your email, I won't reply to your QQ, I will refuse any contact method." ”

Heart, as if a piece of it had been torn off by life, was so bloody that it was convulsive, he looked at her, and his face was full of sadness: "Do you have to be so cruel to me?" ”

"Yes, definitely."

There is a kind of love called letting go!

Therefore, you will never know that in this world, I will not be cruel to anyone. Giving up love with love is the best ending I can give you. On this windy day, I let go of your hand, because I want you to keep the happiness and joy you have, and I want you to continue to receive the blessings of love in the same place.

Although the breakup is painful, this pain is really nothing compared to you and me in the years to come! Because, you have a deep love waiting for you to return, and I, in the days without you, will also try to live peacefully until the moment when I witness your final happiness.........

***

Su Lian really entered the group, as quickly as possible, in the most unknown way. It's just that it's different from what she thought, she thought that after joining the group, she would have to start work immediately and go directly to the 'battle front'. But before she had time to say hello to the director after joining the group, she was directly notified that she was going to participate in the TV start-up ceremony the next morning.

Boot ceremony! Originally, she only saw it on TV, but it was finally her turn, but she was not excited at all. In a bad mood, she is not in a good state, but fortunately, Mo Feifei has been working hard to cheer her up, although she can't lift her spirits, but thinking that everything is her own decision, she encourages herself in the mirror: Su Lian, you can do it, you really can!

The opening ceremony of the movie "Sui Tang Mingyue".

Time: 9:00 a.m., May 25.

Venue: Function Room of Sheraton Hotel, ×× City.

Participants: More than 50 leaders, guests and crew members of the Propaganda Department of the ×× Municipal Party Committee.

Invited media: ×× Daily reporter station, ×× Daily, ×× Evening News, ×× TV, ×× Network.

Su Lian participated in this kind of large-scale start-up ceremony for the first time, and the first time she followed a big director like Director Feng, although she was not in a good mood, but with that bit of freshness, she completed the whole speech process relatively smoothly.

She didn't seem to hear what others said, and she didn't seem to remember what she said, so she was so confused until the ribbon-cutting ceremony. On the rostrum, the leaders and guests lined up, stretched out their hands in unison, and successfully unveiled the red cloth of the camera. Then, there was another round of endless speeches, and this leader, that leader, all went down in one breath, and it took more than an hour.

During the whole process, Su Lian has been trying to make herself smile, although most of the time she can't laugh, but as long as she treats all this as acting, it seems that it will not be so difficult, acting! It's fake, and it's much easier to do fake than real. She still lasted to the end, and when the host finished the last word of the closing speech, the smile on her face collapsed at that time.

Being close, Leo could easily take in Su Lian's changing expression, some words had been held back for too long, and he didn't want to ask anymore, seeing that she had been wrinkling his eyebrows, he couldn't help but still be concerned: "Is it uncomfortable?" ”

Because they are all starring, Su Lian has actually been standing next to Leo, because of what happened that day, she felt shameless, so she never found a chance to apologize to him, unexpectedly, she didn't open her mouth, but he took the initiative to care about her, Su Lian blushed, and began to be embarrassed again: "Uh! Yes A little, it may be, that I didn't sleep well at night. ”

"Hold on a little longer and you're gone."

"Well, thank you!"

thanked him, leo didn't say anything again, Su Lian hesitated and wanted to say a few more words to him, but suddenly a fan stepped forward to ask leo to sign a group photo, Su Lian was pushed aside, and wanted to say something, but looking at the frame, he finally sighed and shook his head and left.

Out of the door of the multi-purpose hall, Su Lian went directly into the elevator and went straight to the parking lot, found her car and just wanted to go up, when someone suddenly stopped her behind her, and turned around, who is it not leo?

It was embarrassing, but Su Lian still smiled and asked, "Didn't you take a group photo upstairs?" Coming down so soon? ”

Leo didn't seem to be interested in this topic, and he didn't plan to explain, so he just said lightly: "If you're back to the crew, get in my car!" I'll give you a ride. ”

It's not that she really wants to refuse Leo's kindness, in fact, her car just happened, if she took Leo's car and left, her car would have to stay in the hotel, Mo Feifei's feet are not convenient, she can't let Mo Feifei drive back by herself, right? If she really decides like that, I'm afraid that not only will the car not be able to drive back, but people will have to do something, and after thinking about it, she can only refuse: "Forget it, I have to drive my car back." ”

Hearing this, Leo pointed at Mo Feifei with his eyes, and the meaning of the expression was obvious. Su Lian was embarrassed, and she didn't want to go into too much detail, so she just said: "Fei Fei is inconvenient, her feet are ............"

Seeing that she seemed to be really distressed, Leo didn't force her anymore, but said, "Give me the car key." ”

"What, what?"

What are you asking! didn't twist it, grabbed it with one hand, and threw it directly backwards to the driver of his nanny car, saying, "Brother Huang, you drive this car!" ”

"I drove that car, so what are you going to do?"

"I'll drive it myself."

"Okay!"

Driver Huang readily agreed, happily going to drive, Su Lian hesitated and glanced at Mo Feifei, and said ruthlessly: "Feifei, why don't you take our car back?" ”

"Oh well! Be careful, though. ”

When she said this, Mo Feifei glanced at Leo meaningfully, and didn't say anything to ask Su Lian to be careful, so she shook her long hair and went back to her car sullenly. Looking at her like that, Su Lian couldn't tell whether she was angry with herself or not, and didn't have the time to pay more attention to Mo Feifei's careful thoughts, Su Lian finally looked back elegantly, and smiled at Leo Yanran: "Okay, I'll take your car back." ”

After getting into the car, Su Lian looked around strangely, but found that Sister Yu, who was supposed to be in the car, was not there, which was very surprised, but Su Lian still endured it and didn't ask. As soon as the car drove out of the parking lot, Leo seemed to understand her thoughts, and said directly: "Sister Yu's child is sick today, so she didn't come." ”

"That's it! She's working so hard. ”

is perfunctory without confidence, I don't know why, seeing such a calm leo, Su Lian felt that his heart was beating a drum, he was really an actor! It's really embarrassing for him to be like that, and now he has to pretend to be deep in front of himself.

"Aren't you working hard too? I have an agent, but I have to drive my own car, and I have a job, but I have to be busy dealing with emotional matters. He said in an understated tone, and Su Lian felt like a needle was pricked, and pinched his palm, until the pain came, Su Lian took advantage of the pain and said weakly: "Leo, what happened that day, I'm sorry!" ”

"That day? What day? I can't remember? ”

His expression was unspeakable, Su Lian quietly looked at his plain side face, and asked cautiously, "Are you angry with me?" ”

"No, what reason do I have to be angry?"

Is he angry? Of course he was angry, but he suddenly calmed down in the past few days, and he suddenly figured it out. That's right, he likes Su Lian, and even felt that she would definitely belong to him from the beginning, so he didn't really care about all the people and everything around him, until that day, the man finally appeared in front of them, and everything was like a big ear on his face, waking up all his paralyzed nerves.

He examined himself, and tried to recall the bits and pieces of their together, until he was frustrated to find that he had never been in her eyes. It's a blow, so that he has been depressed, and in the face of his decadence, Sister Yu was so angry that she refused to come back, so Sister Yu didn't show up today, it's not that the child has any serious illness at all, in fact, she is still angry with Leo, so she deliberately didn't come.

I couldn't figure it out until he saw Su Lian again, and he realized that only when he saw her would he have fighting spirit, so he took the initiative to find her, took the initiative to talk to her, and even took the initiative to be generous and tolerant. It's not that he has no reason to be angry, it's just that if it doesn't help, why should he be angry? Since he still wants to fight, he should actively leave a good impression in her heart, even if, for the sake of this good impression, he once had to hold back his internal injuries, he will work hard to perform, and strive to win back Su Lian's heart step by step.

"It's me who is wrong, I shouldn't have thrown you like that, and I shouldn't have called you, but I really don't know how to face you, you are so good to me, but I, I ........."

Interrupting her words, saving her more embarrassment, Leo turned around and smiled generously: "Don't say it, it's all over, if you really choose him, I have nothing to say, after all, he is the second young master of Lingyun Group, no matter in which aspect, the conditions are better than mine, and it is understandable that I lose to him." ”

"Don't say that, you're no worse than him."

Sometimes, Su Lian really feels that she is quite muddy, and it is not easy to find anyone, so she prefers to find Song Tianming. Who doesn't love and prefers Song Tianming, what's so good about him? What is so good about him other than being handsome, being able to play, and making money? But she is blinded by lard, and she only loves him with all her heart. Even now, when she took the initiative to end it, she still loves him, very stupid, stupid, but she can't get rid of this stupid habit. It's like breathing every day, eating every day, and brushing your teeth on the first day, missing Song Tianming has long been integrated into her blood and bones and has become a part of her life.

"If it's not bad, why did you choose him instead of me?"

He asked this sentence with a smile, as if the question was just someone else's business, and it had nothing to do with him. Su Lian couldn't hear his emotions, nor did she understand his intentions, she just glanced at him in embarrassment, and finally whispered: "Actually, I didn't choose anyone." ”

"What do you mean that no one has chosen? You and him, are you ......?"

I'm used to confessing, I'm used to being sincere, it's just that I want to confess my heart to Leo, but Su Lian hesitated for a long time. It seems that there is no choice, and it seems that he wants to give him an explanation, finally, Su Lian nodded, and generously admitted this fact: "Yes, I didn't choose him, nor did I stay with him, because, I don't think I am a person of the same world as him, even if I am reluctantly together, I will not be happy?" ”

"Why? Could it be that something happened after that day? ”

Leo is too smart, as long as he starts something, he can guess a ** not far from ten, but he doesn't need to know so much about him, after thinking about it, Su Lian only replied: "It's okay, nothing, it's just that I figured it out." ”

"If you really figured it out, why is it such a face today?"

"The Tao is too shallow, you have to practice! When I finish practicing, I will be invulnerable and invincible. She smiled stupidly, covering all the sadness in her eyes with a smile, but her lonely eyes could not deceive Leo's eyes, and he looked at her, half distressed, half remorseful. It hurts that she is so kind, and hates the man she loves, and finally, he turns his head away and looks at him in the rearview mirror.

With an evil look, he smiled like a yuppie and said, "You say that, does it mean that I still have a chance?" ”

Sometimes, confession hurts, but because she doesn't confess, she has been hurt too much, so even though she knows that her words will hurt Leo's heart now, she still shook her head in embarrassment, and said, "Leo, can we not talk about this matter at this time?" I rejected him, but I don't want to talk about it at this time, it's not fair to you, really. ”

The appearance of her anxious white face made Leo's heart sink inexplicably, and after a while, he returned to that calm appearance, half-jokingly: "Don't be so nervous, I didn't say that you should promise me now, I just said, if you really don't want that second young master, you can go back and consider me, in my heart, in addition to not having more money than him, I'm not much worse than him, right?" ”

"Of course, you're much better than him."

This is true, putting aside all the background, just because Leo is single now, and Song Tianming is still dragging a Mu Xiya behind him, Leo is much better than Song Tianming.

"Really? Rate me so highly? ”

"Idols! If you're not good, I don't think you're an idol. ”

The atmosphere gradually became harmonious, and Su Lian was not as restrained as Fang Cai, and he no longer thought carefully when he spoke, but he was going to please Leo's words, but he accidentally made him gloo. He was silent for a while, and suddenly said: "I hate you saying these two words, idol, it's obviously a good word, why do I feel so uncomfortable when it comes out of your mouth?" It's as if you're deliberately trying to distance us. ”

"No, I'm just, alas......... If you don't like me, just don't say it later. ”

Hearing this, Leo turned his head and looked at her silently a few more times, the sadness in her eyes couldn't be hidden, how could he ignore it. Heart, sullen, he doesn't like her to always look lifeless, she should be a girl full of sunshine and warmth, what makes her look so sad now? Is it yourself?

Or, it's still Song Tianming, it's always been .........

"Xiaolian, the scandal, shall we make an agreement?"

From one topic to another, without over-the-top, without foresight, it suddenly turned like that. Su Lian blinked wide-eyed, stunned: "What? ”

"Don't admit it, but don't deny it either, how the media wants to report on them, we just need to do our part, as for the rumors, since they can fuel our popularity, it's okay to ignore them?"

After carefully pondering the meaning of his words, Su Lian suddenly said: "You mean?" Let me cooperate with your hype? ”

"Can you say that?"

"So, okay?"

Why do you feel a sense of weakness? Why does it seem to deceive the whole world? Is that good? Is it really good? {} Latest chapter

"It's good to get used to it."

“…………”

Habits, is it habits?

Perhaps! Just like those who do bad things, no one is born to be bad people, there are one and two, the first time you step out of that hurdle, the second time it will not be so difficult, but, why would Leo make such a request to himself at such a juncture? Talking to a weed like himself, is he really not afraid of ruining his image?

Perhaps, I really think too much! Leo is just for popularity, just for this movie, that's all.

Thoughts flowed, and soon they arrived at their destination, and as soon as the car stopped, Su Lian took the lead in jumping out of the car. Just after she stood up, she shook her head and said goodbye to Leo in the car, and just turned around, but saw a person silently walking out of the dark shadows not far away, just one glance, the smile on Su Lian's face, even if it was shattered into invisibility.

Why is he here?