Xia An looked at Ji Yu well.

The hand clenched tightly.

"Yes, my husband is dead...... However, in my life, there is only this one man, and I will not have any man except him. ”

Ji Yu's eyes were a little chilly, "But I'm your first man!" ”

Xia An listened to Ji Yu's words, with coldness in her eyes, "If it weren't for the accident, I would never be my first man!" I wouldn't like you like that either! ”

Xia An likes it so much, and there is only Chu Ze!

Except for Chu Ze, everyone else likes it!

What's more, this Ji Yu ...... It's so uncomfortable to make Cheyenne good.

I actually said it so lightly...... Chu Ze is dead?

How can this man speak like that!

Chu Ze is fate to her!

Ji Yu didn't expect that Xia Anhao's attitude towards himself would be so fierce and even so indifferent.

Ji Yu walked to Xia Anhao's side step by step, but his evil face was serious, as if he was saying an established fact, "I told you before, what I fancy can only be said to be mine!" You too! ”

Xia An looked at Ji Yu like this...... I really want to shoot him to death.

Who does he think he is?

But thinking about it, he helped after all, if it weren't for the other branches of the ICB, it would be particularly troublesome.

Cheyenne suppressed her emotions and exhaled softly, "I...... Go back first. "I don't want to get entangled too much with this Ji Yu.

……

Ji Yu's face sank after watching Xia Anhao leave.

Looking at it, what the woman said was really useless.

There is no reliable person around.

Ji Yu thought about it seriously, "Looking at it, I still have to go back and read more books." ”

can't rely on those people, or in the book, find out what is there, and you can quickly make Xia Anhao become your own woman.

After Ji Yu returned to his residence, at this time, a blonde and blue-eyed, but very petite woman appeared beside Ji Yu.

"Hehe, Yuye, did you succeed this time? I told you, my trick must be useful, so is Xia Anhao knowing that after you helped her, she will be grateful? Is that why I like you a little bit? ”

Ji Yu looked at the woman who looked like he was invited, and his face became ugly, "You read too little!" ”

Erin was stunned for a moment, and immediately explained, "No, I read a lot, and in the eye of the sky, I'm a famous genius, okay!" I read a lot more books than you! ”

Ji Yu made a straight face, "But, you're very useless!" ”

When Erin heard this, she immediately understood, "So...... Then Cheyenne's good young lady is particularly difficult to break, isn't it? Is our trick useless this time? As he spoke, he thought about it seriously, "It looks like I want to get to know that good young lady Cheyenne, huh...... The so-called knowing oneself and knowing one's opponent! ”

After muttering so much, Erin seemed to have thought of a way, and became more and more excited, "Hehe, I have thought of a good idea, I'll be friends with her first?" When the time comes, I'll help Yu Ye say good things for you? Hehe, in this case, isn't this the defeat of that young lady? I can become your little matchmaker! ”

Ji Yu listened to Erin's words, and made a straight face, "If you can't let him go back with me again, I'll throw you into the sea!" ”

Erin immediately cried out, "Master Yu, you can't do this to me, I'...... I don't know how to water! ”

"So, just do something for me!"

Erin sighed, it seemed that this was all there was to it now.

It's to help Yu Ye well.

……

Cheyenne Hao returned home.

Gao Jingyi saw that Xia Anhao had returned, and immediately stepped forward, "Where have you been?" Why didn't you come back all night? ”

Cheyenne looked at her worried mother, "I didn't say it before, but I'm on my friend's side!" ”

Gao Jingyi is still not at ease, "There are only a few friends around you, and I am not so familiar with the Chen Min you are talking about, how do I know who it is!" ”

Xia Anhao was to reassure her mother, so she casually said a person's name.

And Chen Min is the best rhetoric.

Cheyenne glanced at her mother, "Okay, I'm hungry now, can I eat something?" ”

When Xia Anhao said this, he subconsciously touched his stomach.

But when I touched my stomach, I found that my stomach was already gone.

Yes, my own children are long gone.

Gao Jingyi was a little distressed when she watched Xia Anhao's subconscious movements.

Gao Jingyi immediately said, "Okay, I'll go and prepare something for you." ”

Cheyenne nodded, "Well, I seem to be going to eat sweet and sour fish!" ”

Gao Jingyi exhaled softly.

Or eat this?

I've been eating this for more than ten days.

However, Gao Jingyi couldn't say anything about Xia An, so she did it quickly.

……

When I woke up the next morning, Cheyenne still wanted to be lazy at home.

It's just that Gao Jingyi went out for the reason before she saw Xia Anhao, and this morning, she also pulled Xia Anhao to go to the welfare home.

Thinking about it, looking at so many children in the welfare home, Xia An's good mood may be better?

Xia Anhao followed his mother to the welfare home.

Chu Feilei in the welfare home, they all know good things about Xia An.

For Xia An's good experience, although it is sympathy, there is even some empathy.

Especially Chu Feilei.

Chu Feilei looked at Xia An's unrelenting appearance after she got better, and said in a deep voice: "Is it still uncomfortable?" ”

Cheyenne glanced at Chu Feilei.

Xu is because the experience of the two of them is similar, and Xia Anhao became bitter when she faced Qiu Feilei, "At that time...... How did you get out? ”

Although, Xia Anhao also comforted Chu Feilei at that time.

However, before Xia An's well, his own panacea comfort was actually useless.

I don't know when Chu Feilei walked out of that pain.

Qiu Feilei looked at Xia Anhao and became bitter, "Yes, how did you get out, I don't know it myself...... Perhaps, I don't want the people around me to worry! ”

Cheyenne thought about some of her own things and exhaled softly.

yes, I don't want the people around me to worry.

Therefore, I slowly walked out and talked to my parents.

Because, Xia Anhao also knows that if she has always been like this, then her parents will be even more uncomfortable.

Cheyenne doesn't want to be around her...... Again and again worried.

After that, I thought about what they had said to me earlier...... Hehe, memories will make people miserable, but they will also make you understand that we have at least had happiness, so don't reject thinking about them, think about the beauty of being together, at least you will feel that your memory is also rich. ”

Cheyenne listened to Chu Feilei's words, and tears flowed unconsciously.

Cheyenne is so hard not to reminisce......

Because every time I think about some of the past, my heart hurts.

So, it's very reluctant to think about something.

But......

There are some things that you won't think about if you don't reject them.

On the contrary, I will think more powerfully.

So, is it necessary to use Chu Feilei's method?

It's just that Cheyenne feels that this method is a bit self-harming, "maybe...... This suits you, it's useless for me! As he spoke, he stared at Chu Feilei, "Because, as long as I think of those things, I will ...... Will cry! ”

Chu Feilei looked at Cheyenne and cried, and stretched out her hand to pull Cheyenne to her side.

"At first, I wanted to cry...... However, after that, you find that crying is useless, and you slowly get used to this pain......" said and became bitter, "Besides, don't we still have to rely on such a sting to let us live?" Because of these pains, we want to protect what I want to protect now! It's like right now, I want to protect these children in the orphanage. ”

Xia An listened to Chu Feilei's words, and faintly understood.

Only by remembering the pain can we cherish the present more?

But......

Xia Anhao doesn't know what else he can cherish now.

Chu Feilei still has children, but she has nothing!

Before Xia An'an was good, he felt that he had Chu Ze and Xiao Baibai, so he felt that there were other things, it didn't matter if he had them.

I already have the most important and most important things!

However, when all these things left him, Xia Anhao suddenly found that he had nothing.

Thinking of it, Chu Ze had told her before, don't rely on him too much.

At that time, Cheyenne really didn't think there was anything.

Chu Ze is going to accompany him for a lifetime, and that is a man he can rely on for the rest of his life.

But now?

Cheyenne glanced at Chu Feilei and became bitter, "So, I also want to find ...... Do I want to cherish someone after that? ”

Chu Feilei nodded, "Even without them, there are still people who want to be protected, don't they?" ”

The truth is this.

However, if you want to do it, it will be very difficult.

Xia Anhao exhaled softly, and tried to raise a smile, "Hehe, I wanted to enlighten you at the beginning, but I didn't expect that now you are enlightening me." ”

Chu Feilei shook her head, "If it weren't for your relationship, I wouldn't have found what I want to do now!" As he spoke, he stood up, "Auntie, I'm very worried about you for a while...... The people around you are worried about you! ”

Cheyenne thought for a moment, then nodded, "So, I can't live up to it, those who worry about me." ”

It's just a matter of suffering alone.

But you can't always carry your own negative emotions, so let the people around you be miserable all the time, right?

If that's the case, wouldn't you be too selfish?

Therefore, I still have to come out of the circle.