39 Ji Huai's memories
There was silence for a long time, and it was not until night fell that Ji Huai moved his stiff body.
"......", probably because of the depressed mood and the relationship between not speaking for a long time, when Ji Huai opened his mouth to speak, he actually lost his voice, and slowly found his voice.
"Maybe that's true. He Yanheng. Ji Huai's face turned pale, as if he had fallen into some memory, his hand tightly grabbed the hem of his clothes, and he grabbed many wrinkles in his clothes without realizing it.
He Yanheng habitually wanted to stretch out his hand to pull people into his arms to comfort him, but when he stretched out his hand, he remembered that he couldn't startle the snake and scare people away. So Lawyer He calmly grabbed it in the void with his hand, and said seriously when Ji Huai looked at it: "There are flies." ”
Ji Huai: "......"
Lawyer He put on an expressionless face and said seriously: "You continue." ”
If it weren't for Lawyer He's always expressionless face, Ji Huai would almost suspect that Lawyer He was joking. Although the joke is not funny.
Originally, when Ji Huai remembered that incident, he was in a bad mood, but Lawyer He's inexplicable actions shattered Ji Huai's brewing low mood, and all that was left was a strong desire to talk.
Ji Huai thought of that incident, his body couldn't help trembling slightly, and he unnaturally took a pillow from the sofa and put it under his chin, and the whole person fell into memory: "I was still young at that time, probably in the second grade, and the teacher chose me as the class leader, I feel very happy." Later, one day the teacher gave homework, and that night I came home to attend a wedding at a relative's house, and I didn't have time to do my homework. ”
was originally a playful age, and marriage was particularly lively, Ji Huai forgot about homework as soon as he went out, and only remembered that he didn't do his homework when he went to school the next day. As a result, when I asked my friends, I don't know why, everyone didn't do their homework that day.
When the teacher checked, no one wrote it. Ji Huai, her most optimistic good student, didn't even write. So the female teacher, who was not married in her thirties, was angry.
She first took the thorn in the class and called a few little boys who were usually noisy to the podium, each with a piece of chalk. After about 20 minutes, the female teacher asked them to spit out the chalk, and one of the boys who made the most trouble accidentally swallowed the chalk in his mouth and reported it to the teacher pitifully.
The little friends in the class laughed out loud. Ji Huai is no exception. When the female teacher saw Ji Huai laughing, she probably hated that iron could not become steel, so she viciously let those thorns go down and let Ji Huai stand next to the podium.
At that time, the brooms were made of an unknown plant on the mountain, and they were very lethal.
Ji Huai never knew that those brooms could be used to beat people in addition to breaking them into counts. It's still the kind that hurts.
In front of the whole class, the female teacher swept the broom into Ji Huai's face. Even though Ji Huai was still young at this time, he already knew what shame was. Especially when the teacher was teaching him, the little friends around him were either excited or whispering.
Ji Huai felt that the people around him were full of malice. The teachers and classmates who usually get along with each other have become devils with teeth and claws at this time, sneering and dragging him to hell.
Since that incident, the people around him have obviously felt that Ji Huai has changed. Even a child of a few years old understands the alienation shown by Ji Huai.
How to say, since then, Ji Huai no longer plays games with them, he prefers to read books in the corner by himself. Ji Huai's grades are still the first in the class, but he no longer helps any teacher to send homework and copy board words. In the next semester, Ji Huai rejected the position of class president.
Like an egg, Ji Huai enclosed himself in a hard shell, and he felt particularly safe. Over time, I got used to being alone, and finally, I forgot how to communicate with others.
In the eyes of others, Ji Huai has a gentle face, but there are people who dare not approach. Before everyone knew Ji Huai, they were scared away by Ji Huai's polite and alienated character.
Fortunately, after being lonely for so many years, Ji Huai finally waited for He Yanheng.
After listening to Ji Huai's experience, a trace of gloom flashed in He Yanheng's eyes. It seems that the old little gardener had a hard time. However, when he met He Yanheng, it was destined that the little gardener would not have to worry about anything. Because he will arrange everything for him. The little gardener only needs to grow grass and feed the animals in the house.
He Yanheng's hand was originally resting on his thigh, and after thinking about it, he finally put it on Ji Huai's head and rubbed it: "You won't be lonely again in the future." "Because I'm with you.
It's rare that Ji Huai didn't feel awkward, just like a cat quietly being smoothed. His eyes narrowed slightly, their curtains drooped, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes.
After a long time, Ji Huai continued: "In the end, because the teacher slapped a student, the student's parents went to the school to seek justice that day, and later the teacher was removed from his post and banned from the teaching profession for life. My nightmare should have ended, but ......"
"But you're used to being alone, even if you're afraid of being alone." He Yanheng continued Ji Huai's words and continued. So habits are a terrible thing.