212 There is something I don't know

Xiao Ru's round eyes stared straight at me, and he said in a sweet voice, "Play hide and seek." ”

"What's the point of hide and seek." Yue Yue was a little unhappy.

I led the two little ones into the room, and my aunt followed, and I didn't stop her. I know that Hua Yuanshu asks his aunt to follow him every day, mainly because he is afraid that I will be inconsistent with my children. I don't have a ghost in my heart, so I don't mind, she might be able to help out a little bit by the side.

Children's games are a bit boring for adults, but I want to see their smiling faces and actively participate in them, and gradually experience the fun. For me, the greatest pleasure is not for playing, but for being able to spend time with my children.

The three of us had a great time, and my aunt kept standing by and watching, occasionally handing over toys. When Hua Yuanshu came to knock on the door, he saw that I hadn't changed my clothes yet, so he asked. Before I could speak, my aunt whispered, "As soon as Miss Cheng entered the room, the children followed me and played until now." “

Hua Yuanshu raised his wrist and looked at the time, and said to the two children who were in high spirits: "You haven't had a good rest for ten hours in a row, now go take a bath and sleep for a while, wait for dinner, and then play." ”

His tone was serious, and the children didn't dare to frolic at once, and when he saw the change in the children, he also realized that his tone was wrong, and immediately softened and said, "Okay, wait a minute, there's a lot of fun, you can go to the pool to play in the water." ”

In fact, our hotel is by the sea, barefoot from the balcony of the room out of the balcony, a hundred meters of gravel road after the clean beach, coconut trees and other tropical plants grow luxuriantly, any angle to look out, is a pair of screensavers.

"You can play a little longer if you want to, but you really haven't slept in a long time." I say.

The expression on Xiaoru's face relaxed, took my hand and said, "Aunt Cheng, you said that my mother Liu will also come, when will she come?" ”

She asked Liu Yue, and I used my hand to pull her messy hair and said, "Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow at the latest, Liu's mother also works by herself, and she will be able to come over after she has made arrangements." ”

"Well, okay, thank you Aunt Cheng for playing with us, let's go to bed." Xiaoru pulled Yueyue up and walked outside, walked to Hua Yuanshu's side, and said goodbye to his father obediently.

I feel weird to be called aunt by my own child, but I can't say anything.

After the children left, my aunt also left, and only me and Hua Yuanshu were left in the room. He came over, hugged me and said, "I'm tired, it's tiring to play with children, you are with me all the way, take a quick shower and rest, and I'll call you again when it's time for dinner." ”

"I'm not tired, it's fun to play with them, children are much simpler and happier than adults." I say.

Hua Yuanshu looked at me thoughtfully: "Ah Zi, every time I see you with the children, I feel that you are the biological mother of the children, and I really feel that I met you too late." If I had met you earlier, the children would not have had all kinds of problems. ”

"You know that, too." I say.

I talked to Hua Yuanshu about the children's mental health problems, and asked him not only to pay attention to the children's material living standards, but also to care about the psychological and spiritual levels. He was full of answers, but as soon as he got busy, he immediately turned into a strict father, and some things that should not be said rushed away.

"I know, I can't control myself when I'm in a hurry." Hua Yuanshu said, "Actually, now, they trust you more than me. ”

I'm very happy to get such an evaluation, at least I have established an initial relationship of trust with them. Hua Yuanshu saw me yawn and immediately got up, I subconsciously pulled him with my hand, he smiled and leaned over: "Are you reluctant to let me go?" ”

I blushed, like I had been slapped in the face.

"Okay, I'll hold the last line of defense for just a few days, not to mention I don't want to make a bad impression on your parents." Hua Yuanshu saw my embarrassment, immediately smiled, touched the top of my head with his hand, turned around and left.

Looking at his gentle appearance, I suddenly thought of those rumors about him, raised my head and hesitated. He immediately saw it and asked, "Ah Zi, do you have something to tell me?" ”

"Let's talk about it when I can't finish eating, I'm tired now and want to rest." I say.

He didn't ask me any more questions, he said that he should rest well, don't worry about sleeping a little, I will come and call you, and then left.

I was really tired, so I washed up and prepared to go to sleep. Just as I was changing into my pajamas, I heard someone knocking on the door, and I glanced at the surveillance screen at the door, and there was no one inside. Listening closely, someone was still knocking on the door, and I followed the sound to find it, and it was the balcony door that was knocked.

The balcony is floor-to-ceiling and the pool is outside with a couple of white stone steps between the pool and the balcony doors. The balcony doors are flanked by tall green shrubs that I don't recognize.

I opened the door and saw Shen Mo dressed in white linen.

He was very suitable for this kind of light and luxurious cloth style, dressed like this, standing under the wide leaves of the green plants, like an elf. I know it's not appropriate to use elves to describe a man, but it's appropriate to describe Shen Mo.

I don't know if he's doing well, whether a man is doing well or not can't be seen from the surface, he has a good complexion, I can't see what is in his eyes, those black and bright eyes look like a pool of deep water.

I took a deep breath and asked, "Why are you here?" Why not go through the front door? ”

"Walking on the beach, knowing that you live in this room, I want to try my luck here." He said.

I tensed up and asked, "What luck?" I just got off the plane, how could I not be in the room? ”

He didn't speak, glancing at the room behind me, "Can I talk to you?" ”

"That aspect?" I felt awkward in my heart, and I didn't want to position my relationship with Shen Mo to the point where I needed to meet secretly, just like this kind of relationship was unsightly and cheating.

"It may take a little longer, but it's important." Shen Mo said.

I looked at him hesitantly, and he frowned: "I know you probably hate me, but what I talked to you about today is really important." ”

I missed it slightly and let him into the room.

He walked to the sofa in the living room very well, sat down and folded his hands in front of him, looked at me and said, "Jingyan, I apologize to you." ”

"No, it's fine now, we'll take what we need." I interrupted him.

"No, this apology is not what you think." Shen Mo paused, "I haven't always understood your feelings for the child, so I think it makes no difference to you if you get the child earlier and later, I think as long as you get the child in the end, it's no problem." ”

I looked at him with an eyebrow, I really didn't expect him to think that. I slowed down my plan to have a child for him, because if I want to get a child, the fastest way is to get close to Hua Yuanshu, and even in the middle I was close to success. However, after he went for that surgery, I gave up on my plan after I confirmed that I had him in my heart. Now I know that my so-called renunciation and sacrifice is something he does not understand.

Thinking of this, an inexplicable sadness permeated me, and my chest was like a stone pressed, and I couldn't breathe.

Men and women are not at all on the same frequency, and the same thing that you feel is a great sacrifice, he thinks is a trivial matter.

"Shen Mo, I accepted your apology, I just wanted to ask, why did you suddenly understand this question." I took a deep breath, told myself to be calm, and asked the above sentence.

"Because my younger brother Shen Qiu's child was born, he changed so much that I was surprised. Later, I thought about it slowly, and I realized why you always have a nameless fire when we are together. Because of my powerlessness, you can't get close to your child. I'm sorry! His three words of sorry were solemn.

At the moment before I was about to get engaged to Hua Yuanshu, when I heard Shen Mo's apology about this matter, I felt indescribable sadness in my heart, and it took a lot of effort to keep myself from tears, I said, "Is there anything else?" ”

He didn't expect me to be evicted so soon, so he was stunned for a moment and said, "There is one more thing, this is it." ”

As he spoke, he took out a bank card from his coat pocket and put it on the table in front of me and said, "This is a sum of money, which is not much for you now, but it is my compensation for you, hold it in your hand just in case." If one day the people of the Cheng family know your identity, remember that I still have me. ”

I was so angry by his words that my temples jumped, my eyes swelled, and I really wanted to get angry immediately, but when I thought that the Shen Mo in front of me was no longer my Shen Mo, and he was someone else's husband, my anger was not so big, and I slowly closed my eyes, ready to wait for the anger to subside and then say something to him, in fact, I don't know what I should say to him about money.

I slowed down for a while, and when I opened my eyes, I found that Shen Mo had already walked to the balcony door, and I stood up. He stopped when he heard my movement, and did not look back, but said in a very heavy voice: "I know you hate me now, but I didn't expect you to hate me so much that it would be superfluous to even look at me." ”

I wanted to explain, but I was afraid of causing new misunderstandings, so I could only remain silent. - Sheep bewilderment marriage bones

He continued: "Jingyan, I'm really not the kind of man you think, I can give up anything for you, and you'll understand later." ”

What do I understand? Wait a while? After what? When you and Gu Xin's children can run all over the ground?

I was thinking crankily in my heart, and I couldn't get angry. Just as I was struggling, he opened the door and walked out, a bank card thrown on the coffee table.

I glanced at the card and put it away. No matter how much money I have, I can't ask for it, and I'm not out to sell it, so what kind of mental damage fee do I need! Shen Mo did this, it was simply an insult to me, I thought about it for a long time and decided to give Shen Mo the dividends I got from Huayuan Tree Company at the end of the year, which is the return he has helped me in the past two years, as well as the medical expenses I owe him.

Thinking of this, I feel a little more comfortable, it is good to solve this problem with money, if the favor can be put on the scale and sold, how many people will buy? I thought for a while and didn't have an answer, but I couldn't sleep, so I simply turned on the TV to find the satellite TV and watched it randomly.

My eyes were glued to the TV screen, and my heart was full of Shen Mo's words. What did he mean by that, and why did I have to find out later? What do I know? What is there now that I don't know?

I promise that most of the later episodes are petted, and they are absolutely not abusive