Chapter 052: I Don't Want His Feelings
In the afternoon, Situ brought a bouquet of flowers and a fruit basket to visit the south wind.
Jiang Yan had already told him the situation in Diàn Huà, so he was not surprised to see Nanfeng wake up, carefully inquired about her physical condition, and expressed his apologies, in the final analysis, he was the person in charge of this regiment, and he had the responsibility for this accident that he could not shirk.
Nanfeng naturally won't pursue him, she also agreed to choose to take the path down the mountain, remember who told her that adults are responsible for their own actions, and she is like this now, and she blames herself for not being cautious enough.
Besides, she and Situ have also been friends for several years, so it is reasonable that she will not have a second word, accept the flowers and fruit baskets, and even if the page is turned.
It's just that when Jiang Yan asked if there would be sequelae, she sighed: "The biggest sequelae is that I can't do overload exercises such as mountain climbing for a year." ”
Situ said briskly: "What's this, when you get well, wherever you want to climb when the time comes, I will give up my life to accompany the gentleman." ”
"Lay down your life?" Nanfeng pretended to frown, "It's just a mountain, is it that serious?" Are you cursing me for falling next time I climb the mountain? ”
"Don't dare, it's my slip of the tongue, it should be incumbent."
"Hahaha."
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When the accident first happened, Jiang Yan helped Nanfeng Xiang AS take a month's injury leave, but after Nanfeng lay in the hospital for half a month, he felt that he was no longer in trouble, and after removing the sutures, she could still get out of bed and walk around, if it weren't for Jiang Yan and the doctor to stop her, she would have wanted to be discharged.
In the past half a month, Jiang Yan has been taking care of her, eating and living all through his hands, Nanfeng felt very inappropriate, drove him several times, and even found a nurse to accompany the bed, in order to prove that he didn't need him, but he was unmoved, appeared on time every day, and finally Nanfeng had no way, so he simply went with him.
That night, Nanfeng rested alone in the hospital room.
She wasn't used to sleeping at night with someone watching, so she was alone every night, the nurse was in the next ward, and if she had something, she could just ring the bell.
In the middle of the night, she faintly felt something, and suddenly opened her eyes, and saw a person standing in the darkness, a dark shadow stretched by the moonlight, projected on the wall, like a burly giant.
She was startled at first, and hurriedly looked at it.
Under the moonlight, the silhouette of the person's facial features was full of shadows, and she could vaguely recognize the facial features, and she was even more surprised when she recognized the other party: "Ruan xiǎo jiě? What are you doing here? ”
It turned out to be Ruan Yan!
She hasn't seen her since Taishan's accident, and I heard Jiang Yan say, hasn't she already returned to Haicheng?
Nanfeng asked uncertainly: "Ruan xiǎo jiě, do you have something to do with me?" ”
Ruan Yan hung her head and staggered a few steps closer to her, the air floated, and the south wind smelled the unusual smell on her,
"You've been drinking?"
"South Wind ......" Ruan Yan drank a lot, and his body was unstable, swaying like a tumbler.
The south wind unscrewed the night light at the head of the bed, and the warm orange shimmer illuminated a small world, and also illuminated the undried tears on the face of this soft woman.
She was stunned.
Ruan Yan sneered, seemed to laugh and cry, looked at the woman on the bed with hazy eyes, and couldn't figure it out: "...... You are so beautiful, you have such a good personality, and so many people like you, but why do you want to rob Jiang Yan with me? South Wind, why the hell are you? ”
Nanfeng got up holding the wound on her waist and looked at the drunk and delirious woman.
"Do you know how much I like him? I finally became his girlfriend, and we are about to get engaged, but why did you show up at this time, and you want to rob him of me......"
Ruan Yan was so drunk that he was incoherent, and he turned to the back then: "You must not know that I chased him for three years before he accepted me...... In those three years, from home to abroad, I went wherever he went, wrapped around him like a tail, many people laughed at me, they all laughed at me......"
Laugh at her upside down.
Laugh at her for not being reserved.
Laugh at her for being incorruptible and shameful.
Even her parents scolded her for insulting the lintel, punished her in the ancestral hall all night, and asked her to admit her mistakes.
But what is she going to admit wrong?
She's just in love with someone, why is she wrong?
She still can't figure it out, and she doesn't want to understand, she only knows that she loves that man, she can't live without him, she suddenly grabbed Nanfeng's hand and begged bitterly: "Nanfeng, Nanfeng, can you give him back to me?" You can give me whatever you want in exchange, I only want him, as long as you give him to me, I can do anything...... Please......"
The darkness and alcohol infinitely magnified her grievances and pain, and she suddenly began to sob, and slowly squatted down again, burying her head in her knees, her thin shoulders trembling.
Nanfeng was silent for a long time, she was not familiar with Ruan Yan, and she didn't know how much she had paid for Jiang Yan, but she knew that if it wasn't for deep love, she wouldn't be like this.
This daughter from a famous family, in the end, lowered her noble head for a man.
Even in front of her, a rival in love, humbly prayed.
The hand hesitated in mid-air for a moment, and finally landed on the trembling shoulder, and Nan Feng said: "Ruan Xiǎo Jiě, whether you believe it or not, but the truth is - I never wanted to rob Jiang Yan with you. ”
"I was with him, but that was five years ago," she said seriously. ”
"At that time, we were young and barely understood what true love was, so in the end we ended up breaking up. After so many years, I understand all the things I couldn't think of before, and now I understand the things that I used to think were particularly important, and I don't want his feelings anymore, so don't worry, I will never pester him. ”
Nanfeng's words, Ruan Yan didn't know if she believed it, she kept her head down, didn't say a word, but her shoulders gradually didn't tremble.
Nanfeng didn't speak again, quietly waiting for her emotions to calm down, and after a long time, Ruan Yan stood up, her eyes were still red, but there were no tears, and her eyes were still so resolute when she looked at Nanfeng: "I won't give up on him." ”
Nanfeng said without a smile: "You have the right to make this kind of decision." ”
Not supportive, not unsupportive, she just said - she has the right to make such decisions.
Ruan Yan didn't know what her true attitude was for a while.
After a moment of confrontation, she wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, raised her head as if she had regained her identity as a daughter, and walked towards the door without saying goodbye, just as she had come.
After walking three or five steps, she suddenly stopped and said without looking back, "You have a festival with that Yu xiǎo jiě, right?" ”
The south wind was inexplicable, and suddenly asked what is this for?
Immediately after, Ruan Yan said: "When I crossed the single-plank bridge, I saw her deliberately stepping on empty feet. ”
Deliberately!
Nanfeng's eyes shrank suddenly, and at the same time, several fragmentary images also poured into his mind.
That day, Yu Yao went against the norm and took the initiative to hold her hand.
Then she stepped on her empty foot and fell off the single-plank bridge with her.
Then, she let go of her hand, causing her to slam into the cliff.
These overlooked details, as Ruan Yan's reminder all followed, Nanfeng's eyes flickered in the dark, half loud, she said, "Oh." ”
Ruan Yan frowned slightly, she also didn't know what she meant by this 'oh', but it was none of her business, and she didn't want to know too much, pursed her lips, opened the door and left.
The room was quiet again, and Nanfeng leaned against the head of the bed, staring at the point of nothingness, as if he was thinking about something, and as if he was just in a daze.
It took about fifteen minutes before she lay down again and closed her eyes.
Half of the night had passed, and it was about to dawn, but she didn't expect that she would welcome a second uninvited guest.
Half-asleep and half-awake, she felt a warm and moist touch on her lips, which was repeatedly crushed, as if she wanted to go deeper.
Nanfeng woke up in an instant, opened his eyes suddenly, and unexpectedly met a pair of eyes that were as dark as an abyss.
The two looked at each other for three seconds through the darkness.
The next moment, she raised her hand and hit the man in the face.
And, hit.
There was a 'snap', and there was a faint echo in the empty room.
There was another subtle silence, and then, he opened his mouth first: "Nanfeng, I said last time, you are very presumptuous. ”
The voice, without anger, or even yin and yang, was a calm narrative, but it was enough to remind people of all the dangerous things in this world.
Nanfeng pinched the palm slightly, and the slightly numb touch remained in the palm.
She must be the first, she thought.
The first person who dared to slap the Lu family's young man in the face.
Absolute!
After a pause, Nanfeng explained, "I didn't know it was you. I heard from the nurse that there was a pervert in the hospital who specialized in stealing female patients' clothes recently, and I thought it was the pervert who came to attack me. ”
"Really?" He raised his eyebrows, his dark eyes full of insight.
What he perceived, Nanfeng knew in his heart - in fact, when she woke up just now, she had already seen his face clearly, in other words, the slap, she gave it to him on purpose.
But she must not admit this: "Yes, who made Lu Shao you love the third watch so much and come to me in the middle of the night, no wonder people treat you as a pervert." ”
Lu Cheng met the upper half of his body and pressed against him, so he kept his posture and stared at her.
His eyes became darker and darker, and Nanfeng's eyes became more and more innocent.
"Lu Shao, I'm an injured person."
Nanfeng originally intended to warn him not to mess around, but when the man heard it, he actually smiled: "Injuries are the best, I like injuries the most, this time it depends on how you show your teeth and claws." ”
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