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When a suspicious point leaks out, soon all the doubts that follow will follow.

Li Qiaosi felt that he had to find Liang Feifei's person in person to make it clear to him, and he couldn't make it clear on the phone.

The next day, Li Qiaosi took the time to drive directly to the hospital where Liang Feifei was, the Affiliated Hospital of Normal University, which was a little bigger than he imagined, he asked at the information desk, but was told that there was no doctor named Liang Feifei in the Affiliated Hospital of Normal University.

Li Qiaosi was surprised.

"No, he told me that he works in the Affiliated Hospital of Normal University, and a few days ago he temporarily added an operation because of the dean's arrangement."

Li Qiaosi's thoughts are a little confused now, when a person walks into your life and integrates into your life, but you find that he even lied to the place where he works, you will be very uncomfortable.

Now Li Qiaosi is not only uncomfortable, but also a little depressed, what the hell is going on.

When he heard the people at the consultation desk say very firmly that there was no such person, Li Qiaosi was a little broken.

He left the hospital angrily and rushed all the way to Liang Feifei's house, fortunately, he had sent him back a few times before, so it shouldn't even be a fake place to live, right?

Because he was looking for Liang Feifei during working hours, it was normal for him to be not at home, Li Qiaosi didn't want to go anywhere, he just wanted to sit in the car and wait for him to get off work and wait for him to come over.

His hand grasped the two-way disc, and the whole person was out of anger.

Waiting from dawn to dark, there was finally the sound of a car.

A Maybach slowly drove into the garage, and Li Qiaosi kept staring at the people inside, and watched Liang Feifei come out of the Maybach.

Scold.

This moment was ironic and strange.

Liang Feifei said in his car that his car was not good enough, so he liked to take his own car, and he felt that compared with his own car, the Maybach was not so good.

Li Qiaosi angrily opened the car door and blocked Liang Feifei at the door of the garage.

Liang Feifei raised his head and bumped into Li Qiaosi's delicate face, and there was some anger faintly on his delicate face.

Liang Feifei was a little flustered, and he stammered a little when he spoke, "You, why did you come all of a sudden?" ”

Li Qiaosi didn't say anything, just sneered, "Why am I here?" Not only did I come to you, but I also went to your hospital to look for you, but unfortunately, people said that there was no such person as you, Dr. Liang. ”

From Li Qiaosi's attitude and tone, Liang Feifei knew that it was already a big deal.

He took a step back, and the Li Qiaosi in front of him was about to explode.

Sure enough, Li Qiaosi's delicate eyebrows and eyes became angry, and the decibel level of his speech increased more than a little bit.

"You are not a doctor at the Affiliated Hospital of Normal University, why do you say that you are a doctor from the Affiliated Hospital of Normal University? He also said that you wanted to enter our hospital, and I said that I could let you in, and you said that the dean needed you, and that the hospital did not find a replacement doctor for the time being, and as a result, you were not a doctor at all in the hospital affiliated to Normal University, so who are you and why are you lying? ”

Li Qiaosi's aggressiveness made Liang Feifei silent for a long time, he went further, he took a step back.

"It doesn't matter if you don't speak, because there are still many questions later, so you can save up and answer them all at once."

Li Qiaosi looked at Liang Feifei angrily, his eyes did not flicker at all, it was enough to see how angry he was, and the feeling of being completely teased was really the first time he had experienced it.

"Your car, Maybach, why did you say more than once that it was better to ride in my car, my car was more comfortable, and your car was rubbish?"

After asking this sentence, Li Qiaosi took another step forward.

Liang Feifei knew that it was almost over, and everything he wanted to hide was known to Li Qiaosi, and he didn't know if the most important thing was known to the other party, if he knew, it would be completely blown up.

Of course, there is always something to be afraid of.

Li Qiaosi snorted coldly, "Go and disturb my blind date, and say that you are my boyfriend in front of my blind date, what kind of plan do you have?" ”

Liang Feifei's heart shattered in an uproar, it was over, and everything that should have been exposed was almost exposed.

"Speak! Liang extraordinary! ”

Li Qiaosi roared this sentence with the highest decibels.

The red eyes stared at Liang Feifei tightly, Liang Feifei was stunned for a moment, cleared his throat, coughed lightly to the doctor, and said, "Do you really, want to know about me?" ”

Li Qiaosi nodded, "Otherwise, do you think I came to you to have dinner with you?" ”

Liang Feifei shook his head, "You won't want to know anything about me. ”

When you know that, you can only think that he is a monster.

Li Qiaosi didn't have much expression on his face, just smiled faintly wryly, "Don't care if I want to know or not, I just don't want to be kept in the dark, I don't want to be a fool who has been deceived and doesn't know anything!" ”

Liang Feifei took a deep breath and mustered up his courage, "Since you want to know, then I'll tell you everything, right?" ”

He paused for a moment, gathered his thoughts, and never thought that one day he would be so calm when he said these things, at least much calmer than he imagined the earth-shattering.

"At the banquet that day, I knew that you were there, so I went back, I am a doctor at the First Hospital, and I want to enter your hospital just to make my proximity not show my original intentions. Saying that the car I drive is a lot more rubbish than your car, mainly because I want to rub your car justifiably, and tell your blind date that you are my boyfriend, mainly because I don't want you to succeed with that girl, because I know that you have a good conversation, I'm very perverted, right? ”

He smiled bitterly and locked his gaze on Li Qiaosi's shocked face.

"More shocking things are yet to come."

Liang Feifei continued to smile bitterly, "I've liked you for eleven years, since middle school, maybe you won't remember, we were placed in the same class, we were classmates for a short time before we were divided again, but you didn't notice me at that time, and then I started to have an uneasy crush, the feeling of a crush is actually quite good, at least when you find a girlfriend, I will never lose you." ”

Sure enough, Li Qiaosi's face was already full of shock, and he couldn't hold anything else.

He was already too surprised to say a word.

And Liang Feifei's face was still a wry smile in addition to a wry smile, "After you told your friends that your wish is to be a doctor, I filled in the same volunteer as you, that year in order to enter the same school with you, I spent a lot of effort, and even had a fight with my father, he said I was crazy, I don't want to study good business management, I want to be a doctor, I said I'm crazy, if I don't let me be a doctor, I will run away from home, you will never see me, I almost died in the end, and finally I finally got my wish, That time in college was the time when I felt closest to you, and when I was in Building 1, I was always able to pass by you casually, and that was when I was most satisfied. ”

revealed too many things from the back when he was in one breath, and when Liang Feifei recalls it now, he feels full of a sense of gain and loss when he had a crush.

"Later, I successfully entered the first hospital, I thought you would also enter this hospital, but what I didn't expect was that you went to Tongye Hospital, but no matter what, as long as you are a doctor, I will feel that my life is very close to your life.

Later, this is what it is now, I know what I need, but I was knocked down by fear and timidity again and again, eleven years, I didn't even take the first step, I failed enough, I think you have reached the age of talking about marriage, if I don't take this step, you may still marry a wife and have children, although you will marry a wife and have children in the future, but I just want to be able to come out and do something at this time, at least not to live up to the eleven years. ”

After he finished speaking, he exhaled a long breath, "You don't know, these secrets have been suppressed in my heart for too long, and I feel very content to have the opportunity to tell them today." ”

Li Qiaosi still looked at Liang Feifei's face and didn't speak, just stared at each other quietly, the anger on his face had slowly faded, and all that was left was silence and speechlessness.

"I know, these things are not so ordinary for you, I also said, you don't want to know so much, I think you must feel disgusting now, I'm sorry my liking has bothered you, and I'm sorry I used to tell so many lies to get close to you, I don't expect you to forgive me, I just hope you forget about me, forget everything that happened to me, forget everything about me people, and go and live a normal life. If I could, I would have forgotten about you. ”

It is very difficult for a straight man to accept his liking, and if you can't accept it, then forget about it completely.

Forget about his liking, forget his abnormal liking, and then live a normal life.

"I'm sorry to bother, but I hope you won't encounter a pervert like me in your life in the future."

After Liang Feifei finished speaking, he passed by Li Qiaosi, since he didn't want to say anything, then he didn't need to force Li Qiaosi to swear.

At the moment when he passed by, Liang Feifei felt that he had finally given an explanation to his eleven-year-long crush.

At least there was a result, albeit a bad one.

He had also dreamed that Li Qiaosi would be able to accept everything about him, but dreaming is always dreaming, and when he wakes up from the dream, he will only be more disappointed.

There are some loves that are not said for the sake of waiting for a good result, and Liang's extraordinary love is put forward by waiting for the complete oblivion after being rejected.

Liang Feifei went upstairs, did not turn on the light in the room, sat on the sofa abruptly, looking at the dark room, tears flowed silently from the bottom of his eyes.

I can't remember the last time I cried.,It's probably when I was in elementary school and was beaten by my dad for skipping class.,I can't remember exactly.,It's been a long time ago.。

There is some love that welcomes disillusionment when it is spoken, and this disillusionment has to accept it, you can't escape something, you can only face it.

And Liang Feifei can only face it.

For the next month, Liang Feifei felt that he was living like a walking corpse, and the kind of days that he didn't look forward to every day were too sad.

In the past eleven years, Liang Feifei's expectation is that one day he will be able to fight for it, I'm afraid what if he really stays by Li Qiaosi's side?

But after this expectation was broken, there was nothing else to look forward to in Liang Feifei's life.

Mixed in the hospital every day, work things desperately to work, take the initiative to arrange a few more surgeries, fortunately, the profession of a doctor is busy enough, and there is simply not too much to feel like a walking corpse.

But every time he came out of the hospital, when he walked in the dark garage, Liang Feifei would feel empty in his heart, and he didn't know what to think and what to do.

He can't see his life plan clearly, and feels that this life is probably like this, no matter how good or bad it is, if there is no Li Qiaosi's participation, there is actually no difference between good and bad.

He has only loved one person in his life, and he knows his character very well, he will only love one person in this life, he did not think about resisting in the past and looking for a replacement, because he knew that Li Qiaosi's status was extremely strong, and no one could replace him.

On the way back that night, Liang Feifei turned on the radio.

The music on the radio was ethereal.

Singing about the love that seems to be there.

"I don't seem to cry in my eyebrows

He prayed for nothing, and could not say anything

Accompany you to whisper smoke rings

There is no satisfaction on the lips

How can you capture your tenderness?

Closer and closer, but never touching

la...... la......

The tea did not drink it up and turned sour early

Never in love has fallen out of love

Accompany you in circles every day

How can the winding be considered short?

I'm wearing your clothes today

Didn't keep you, but still warm

Hovering between bitter and sweet

I can't see through this ambiguous eye

Love or affection is borrowed to fill a night

They must all be returned in the end, and there is no point in being greedy

Hesitation is between the plausible and the immaculate

I can't see through this ambiguous eye

It seems to be thick but still very light

Gray Blue wants to say goodbye in the morning

It's not too late."

It's gray and blue in the morning, and I want to say goodbye, but it's not too late.

None of them are singing, but every word is like singing them.

I've never been in love, but I've fallen out of love.

Love or affection, borrowed to fill a night, must be returned in the end.

The road ahead suddenly became foggy, Liang Feifei drove the car very slowly, carefully walking slowly on the road, walking all the time, the single repeated the song of the radio, and the hollowness in his heart seemed to have a moment and a short period of sustenance.

"Li Qiaosi, it's been a month, how are you, how are you?"