Volume 2 Chapter 140 If you want to keep him, it's good for one night
The moment he was kissed, Song Tianming's mind was clear. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]
didn't push Mu Xia away so quickly, not because he was still greedy for her tenderness, but because he suddenly wanted to try to see if he really didn't have any feelings for her anymore. Some feelings, fleeting, some feelings, hazy, he also wondered if he would have the same excited feeling when he kissed her again.
In just three seconds, he already knew the answer, spread her out, he stared at Mu Xiya's eyes sternly with almost accusatory eyes, and said helplessly: "Xiya, why don't you understand?" I'm serious. ”
"I'm also serious, I don't want you to leave, I don't want to break up with you."
Ignoring his indifference, Muxia stubbornly got into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, and shook her head in pain, although half of it was acting, but the other half was indeed her buried sincerity. He had said such cruel things to her, but when she hugged him, her heart still hurt! It hurts, it hurts!
"You just said yes, didn't you?"
Tears fell, it was for a woman's last begging, she cried and fell into his arms, her voice trembled every time she said a word: "I lied to you, I hope you will regret it, I hope you will feel distressed, Ming, let's start again, okay?" I'll change what you don't like, can't I change it? ”
She has never begged for someone so lowly, and she has never been so proud of herself, but for the sake of Song Tianming, she doesn't want to care about anything. I just want to hold him to the death, not let him leave, and not let him go. She will really change, if he likes a girl like Su Lian, she can even make herself that kind of person for him.
I regret it, why can't I come back earlier? Why didn't she give up on her career sooner? If they hadn't gotten together, if they hadn't communicated less, or if they hadn't had time to notice Su Lian again. And between them, there will not be so many problems. Only now, her tears, hope are still useful to him.
"Thea, are you sober?"
His heart hurts, because this woman he has guarded for many years, if he has a choice, he really doesn't want to hurt her, but from the day he met Su Lian, his life has all the colors.
Once, he thought that a woman should be like Mu Xiya, dignified, generous, beautiful, ladylike, can do the best in everything, can talk and laugh freely on any occasion, he has always firmly believed that only such a perfect woman can be worthy of his identity. Until, the weed-like Su Lian broke into his sight with a nosebleed on her face, she subverted his world and his life, and made him deeply understand a truth, in love, there will never be absolute equality. What is worthy is not necessarily suitable, what is not worthy is not necessarily not loved, everything, can only be decided by heart.
"I don't want to be sober, don't!"
She screamed, cried and fell to the ground, in a frenzy, she grabbed the fragment of the wine glass again, tried to cut her other wrist, and found her intention, Song Tianming was quick, snatched the fragment in her hand, and then dragged her away from the balcony and threw her on the bedroom **.
"Don't go crazy, okay? Do you think that will change my mind? He is not a cruel person, and he is even more unwilling to be cruel to her, but he can't stand her hurting himself so unreasonably. In the past, Mu Xiya, no matter where she appeared, was always so generous and decent, gentle and graceful, why did she suddenly become like this now? Was she too stimulated, or had he never seen her clearly?
Falling on the **, Mu Xiya slapped the ** face frantically with her injured arm, and the blood on her wrist was dyed red little by little: "Song Tianming, you are too ruthless, too ruthless." ”
Song Tianming slammed the glass door of the balcony and stood on the side of the ** and looked at her coldly: "Xiya, stop making trouble, if you make trouble again, I will leave immediately." ”
Hearing the sound, she crawled over with her hands and feet again, rolled to the ground and hugged his legs: "Don't, don't go, please, please, don't leave me ............"
Mu Xiya cried until she was hoarse, but she still refused to let go of his legs, she knew very well that the play was here, success or failure was here, so let him go now, maybe he would be able to meet Su Lian when he went downstairs. There are some things that can't stand scrutiny, and no matter how many misunderstandings she creates, as long as she explains it clearly, it will be invalid. She has planned for so long, she has worked hard for so long, and she must not fall short?
Therefore, she dragged him and pestered him, even if she completely lost her image, even if she completely lost her dignity, she didn't care, she just left him for one night.
Looking up, he exhaled deeply, and it took a long time to find his calm voice: "I will call Sister Huan to come and accompany you." ”
She laughed and burst into tears, and said in a self-deprecating tone of despair: "It's useless, it's useless, I've already quit Sister Huan, she hates me to death, how can she come to see me?" ”
"Quitting Sister Huan? Why? ”
"Because, I re-signed myself to Duran."
Hearing this, Song Tianming was about to collapse, he squatted down, let himself be at eye level with her, and said anxiously: "Are you crazy? Have you forgotten how difficult it was for you to break free from her control? ”
"I didn't forget, you forgot, that's why you want to abandon me."
How could she have forgotten all that? At that time, Sister Lan told her that if she wanted to be popular, she had to get the best script and sleep with the best director. So, while she was dazed, she was sent into the director's room and waited for the man who was a dozen years older than her father. It was Song Tianming who broke in desperately and took her unconscious away from that nightmare.
She hated Sister Lan from the bottom of her bones, but for Song Tianming, in order to take back everything that belonged to her, she willingly chose to cooperate with Sister Lan, she knew what she was doing, and she knew what she wanted, but the person she really didn't understand was Song Tianming who she wanted to fight for. If, he can feel his love, if, he can feel his determination, if, he doesn't have someone else in his eyes, she will definitely not let herself be like this, but now, it's too late to say anything!
The flames of anger filled his chest, and Song Tianming also lost his temper, and even roared out in an unkind tone: "It's not the same thing. ”
"It's the same thing, it's just that you don't understand, you don't understand." She laughed, laughed desolately, smiled miserably, never thought that there would be today, nor did she ever think that it would be her turn so soon, but, in her world, there is no word failure, even if she really loses, she has to fight to the end and turn defeat into victory.
"I will find a way to find Sister Huan back, and as for Duran, I will also find a lawyer to contact her............"
Before he could speak, she had already interrupted him in a hurry, Mu Xiya's expression was resolute, and her tone was unusually tough: "Unless you stay with me, I will not leave Duran." ”
It hurts because of her self-abandonment and because of her desperation. Breaking her fingers one by one, he forcibly separated each other's bodies so that he had enough space to see her truest expressions. From the bottom of her eyes, he saw too much sadness and rupture, that is a kind of resoluteness that is either you die or I live, just like on the battlefield, seeing an enemy whose hatred is as deep as the sea, so cold, so absolute.
His heart couldn't help but tremble, for her murderous eyes, for her determination to break the net. Slowing down his tone as much as possible, he gently persuaded her: "Xiya, don't make trouble unreasonably, okay?" I asked Sister Huan to come over for your own good, why didn't you listen? Why are you the way you are? It's not like you! ”
"It's not like me? So what does it look like me? Do you let you be like me? If I used to be like that, I don't want to be like it anymore. "She is too dependent on him and used to him, so she will make herself as passive as she is now. She will no longer stay where she is stupid, what she wants, she will fight for what she can't get, grab what she can't fight, grab what she can't grab, even if she dies together, she will never give it to that rotten weed.
She was so absolute, as if she had completely changed into a person, Song Tianming looked at her as if looking at a stranger: "Xiya, did you do it on purpose?" ”
Looking at each other, there is no longer the passion that once been, and between Muxia's eyes, there are only waves surging around, and only resentment towards him. She gritted her teeth and said in a voice that was almost hellish: "Yes, I did it on purpose, I deliberately wanted you to feel distressed, I deliberately wanted your heart to ache, I want it to hurt forever, and it hurts so much that I can't let go of me anymore." ”
"Don't be stupid, even if I stay with you, nothing will change, you know?"
He was bitter, but she was just resentful: "I don't understand, and I don't want to understand, I just know, if you don't agree to my request, I'll die now, you don't let me cut my wrists, it's a big deal to jump off the building, you don't let me jump off the building, it's a big deal to take poison, even if you hide all the poison, I can still hang myself, right?" Even if you can't hang yourself, can't you still drown? There is always a way to die that suits me, and there is always a way to die that you will regret for the rest of your life. ”
After these words, Song Tianming's heart instantly felt cold. He was not afraid of her threats, only of the tearing determination in her eyes. Since he was a child, he had never seen Mu Xiya look at him with such eyes, cold, cold, cold, ruthless, if he had to find a word to describe it, he would only think of the jade burning. Yes, that's what it felt, as if she wasn't herself at all now, just an evil spirit full of resentment.
He wants to break up, but he just wants to break up, not to the point where he wants to die now. He doesn't want to live with her for the rest of his life, but that doesn't mean he doesn't care about her as a person. The feeling of more than ten years, how can it be said that it can be light? She is like his family, how can he let his family die in front of his eyes?
It's very chilling, very helpless, and very chaotic, so he also cooled down, and in a voice that is almost cold, word by word: "You are threatening me." ”
Hearing this, Mu Xiya smiled, and smiled coldly at Song Tianming with the most signature bewildering smile at victory: "Yes, I'm threatening you!" So, give it a try! See if it's your heart or my life. ”
“………”
The posture of holding very firmly, the distance is very tight, but the two hearts that once supported each other no longer have the original warm love. Song Tianming froze there, his mind full of Mu Xiya's crazy threatening words, word by word, sentence by sentence, heart-wrenching. His heart is indeed hard enough, invincible in the mall, and vigorous in life, but even though he can bear the world to be unrighteous, but he can't treat her alone, more than ten years of affection, she is as close as his family, and he can't do it if he sees himself driving her crazy to death, he can't do it, and he doesn't dare to try at all.
"Is it that if I don't leave, you won't do stupid things?"
"Yes."
"Is it that if I stay, you will think about it?" #~&*\*No pop-ups?@
"Yes."
"Alright, I'll stay tonight."
The smile of victory almost climbed up the corners of his mouth, and Muxia tilted his head, avoiding his gaze, and once again reluctantly arched into his arms. When Song Tianming's sight was out of sight, her tears had been put away, and the only thing left was the seemingly absent smile on her lips, like a poppy quietly blooming in the dark night, beautiful but poisonous.
Song Tianming let out a long sigh and wanted to push her away, but he couldn't do it. His eyes lit up, his eyes turned blankly, but he just right to see a little red blood stains on the pink ** sheet, and moved his lips, he finally said worriedly: "Let me see your wounds!" Even if you don't go to the hospital, you have to deal with it well. ”
is helpless, just for the sake of peace of conscience.
Therefore, he still stayed, and in the most unwilling way, silently took care of Muxia. When he carefully raised her wrist and wrapped gauze around her, he was still thinking hopefully: maybe, in the past, she will calm down, and when she figures everything out, she will naturally reconsider her suggestions, and the result may be that everyone will be happy.
His idea was very simple, but he didn't expect that all this was Mu Xiya's plan, and he didn't know that there was a woman downstairs who loved him, who was sitting in another man's car waiting for him, if he could predict everything, Song Tianming would not have made such a fatal mistake at such a critical time, but unfortunately, if in life has always been hypothetical, so when he decided to stay, it was doomed to the future of him and Su Lian.........