At this moment, Jia Qing in my eyes was so despicable and annoying, when a tram passed by and almost hit me, Jia Qing ran over in a panic, grabbed my hand, and exclaimed: "Lingyun, you have to be careful." ”

I angrily shook off his hand and said coldly, "You go away, let me be alone for a while!" I don't want to see you! ”

Jia Qing saw that I was annoyed, so she had to follow me silently.

I continued to move forward, ignoring his existence, when I saw an empty taxi passing in front of me, I hurriedly waved my hand to stop one, hurriedly pulled the car door, and sat in.

After returning home, I saw that An Lan was safe and sound under the care of the nurse, I felt a little relieved in my heart, and sent the nurse away, leaving me and An Lan in the room, snuggled up to An Lan's side, thinking about the various problems I encountered, I wanted to open my mouth to tell An Lan about the confusion and irritability in my heart, but I clearly knew that it was in vain to tell him.

When he is sick, as long as he doesn't cry, don't make trouble, and don't smash things, he is already a good doll, how can I expect him to guide me through the maze.

Thinking of that difficult choice, thinking of the burden I carried, my heart couldn't help but feel sour, I hope that I have a family member who can be by my side, give me strength and comfort, and hope that I have a friend who can shush me when I am most wronged and helpless.

However, everything can only be imagined, salty and salty tears rolled down my cheeks helplessly, dripping on the placket of my clothes and on the back of An Lan's hand, An Lan inadvertently saw me crying and crying, not only opened his mouth wide in shock.

"Sister, you're crying, did An Lan make you angry again? Anlan is not obedient, you can beat me. With that, he took my hand and gently pounded his chest.

I broke free of my hand and comforted him: "Anlan, you are already very good, but I am incompetent and stupid to see the direction clearly." ”

An Lan obediently pulled out a wad of paper from the carton and wiped it on my cheek diligently.

"My sister doesn't cry, my sister cries, and An Lan wants to cry too." Although his IQ is very low, he still has at least emotional intelligence, and being gently wiped on his cheeks by An Lan's warm hands, my heart swells with a sense of emotion and happiness.

How gentle and considerate a sunny and handsome big boy used to be, but now because of an accident, he should have a bright future, but almost because of this change, it will become a dream.

I can't bear to watch him fall into embarrassment, for his health, for his future happiness, I must help him without hesitation, no matter what the cost, I have no regrets.

I looked at An Lan with tears in my eyes, and said to him affectionately: "An Lan, you are so sensible and obedient, my sister will definitely not leave you alone, you can rest assured, for you, I would rather choose to live with someone I don't love, maybe only in this way can I rescue you from the quagmire and take you from the darkness to the light again." ”

"Mmmm, it's all up to my sister." An Lan nodded and replied as if he didn't understand.

I'm thinking, Jia Qing is a loving and righteous person, with my usual understanding of him, I can play a good show with him for others to see.

Maybe this is the way there is no way, since I can only inherit the inheritance by agreeing to marry Jia Qing, and Jia Qing is willing, then I can only risk my innocence.

Fortunately, Anlan is confused now, he doesn't understand anything, and I don't need to explain and prove anything to him.

Maybe there is only one fake marriage, and if you show it to the lawyer and everyone, you can solve all the problems.

For the sake of Anlan, I couldn't continue to wait, after Qiao Yu, whom I relied on deeply, quietly left, it was like a yellow crane never returning, making me lose all expectations and hopes for him.

I know that after being rescued, Guo Rui has been very close to Jia Qing recently, and Guo Rui comes to visit us with all kinds of foodies at every turn, but in fact, it is to find an opportunity to get close to Jia Qing.

If it weren't for this unexpected testamentary turmoil, I would almost dare to conclude that it wouldn't be long before Guo Rui would be able to take down Jia Qing.

Therefore, I dare to conclude that Jia Qing does not dislike Guo Rui in his heart, he likes Guo Rui a little bit.

As the saying goes, women chase men, and the veil is interlayered, so if Guo Rui works hard, she can come together with Jia Qing in her heart.

For the sake of Guo Rui's feelings, I can't snatch love with a knife, not to mention, there is no Jia Qing in my heart at all.

If there is such a substitute in my heart, that person must be Qiao Yu, not Jia Qing.

Jia Qing's personality and style are incompatible with me, in my heart, he is a professional manager with exquisite faces, and a big brother next door who is used to worrying about taking care of others.

And only An Lan is the one who sits on an equal footing with me, has the same heart, and can talk to me about everything, making me feel unrestrained.

After making up my mind, I decided to have a showdown with Jia Qing as soon as possible.

But before I decide to get married to him, I want to go back to my hometown.

I will personally escort my father's ashes back to my hometown and bury him with my mother.

Her mother has been lonely for so many years, and it is time for her father to accompany her well.

In addition, my father raised me alone for many years, although he is sorry for my mother, but he raised me so big, sent me to university, there is no credit and hard work, I want to tell my decision in front of my parents, I want to tell the two old people who died early, I don't want to go against my father's wishes, but I don't want to lose my favorite lover.

Maybe by telling them frankly in front of the grave of the second elder, I will be relieved of my burden.

I think my parents, if they really have a spirit in heaven, they will be able to forgive me for all the decisions I will make.

Especially my mother, she dotes on me and loves me so much, she will definitely support all my decisions unconditionally, with my mother's support, I am naturally not afraid of my father blaming me under Jiuquan.

The next day, while Jia Qing went to work, I secretly took An Lan and got on the bus back home.

It's been a long time since I've been back to my hometown, where I was born and raised, and after many years of absence, everything in my hometown has changed dramatically.

After wandering on the bus for most of the day, in the evening, when I got off the bus, I dragged An Lan with one hand and the urn in the other, looking in the direction of the home in my impression, but the newly built roads and newly built houses made me completely confused.

I couldn't find my way home, and I stood at the intersection, confused, confused, and desperate to find someone to ask for directions.

An old woman came to meet her, I hurriedly stepped forward, greeted her with a top hat, and asked her, where so-and-so's family lived, and I asked naturally it was my parents' home, but the old man listened for a long time, and couldn't figure out who I was talking about, she didn't seem to know my parents.

At this moment, I feel like a complete outcast, the city has abandoned me, I have lost my home, and this hometown that gave birth to my life, I am also further and further away from it, and I am about to miss it.

Standing at the crossroads, surrounded by vast green fields and no pedestrians, I had to walk forward with An Lan in a hurry.

As I walked, I looked and pondered, and finally I finally found an iconic building, which was more than a dozen rolling mounds of graves across the wheat fields.

I naturally knew my mother's grave, and in the twilight, walking towards the grave, I was pleasantly surprised to find that I had walked around and in the confusion, I actually went around to my mother's grave.

Maybe my mother took pity on me and saw that I couldn't find my way home, and she showed me the way home.

When I saw my mother's grave, I felt nostalgia for home, longing and familiarity, and I deeply remembered that my mother's grave was located in the west of my village, so I would naturally find my way home with the guidance of the grave.

It's still early, I don't want to rush back to that cold home, at this moment, I just want to sit on my mother's grave and quietly think about all the warm memories of the past.

I pulled An Lan to sit on the stone next to the grave, and I respectfully placed my father's ashes in front of the grave, I knelt on my mother's grave, folded my hands and closed my eyes and said to my mother: "Mom, I'm back, I'm coming back with my father to see you, forgive me for not coming to see you for so long."

I came back in a hurry this time, and I haven't had time to buy sacrificial items yet, so I can only say hello to you briefly.

Mom has been away for so long, you are alone, life must be very miserable, now it's okay, Father can finally come back to accompany you.

I hope you can forgive your father, forgive him for all kinds of affection and coldness in the past, those women who have hurt you, they have not kept their father's people in the end, and they have not kept their father's heart.

Mom, Dad is now your whole person, you are not a loser, you should feel happy, you see that your favorite baby daughter still loves you deeply.

When I come back this time, I brought back an important person, my boyfriend Anlan to show you.

Whispering to my mother here, I greeted An Lan, "Come here, An Lan, kneel here, kneel with me, kowtow and shout "Mom" like me, An Lan is also obedient, according to my appearance, kneeling to the side than a gourd painting, shouting the word mother in his mouth.

Hearing his voice calling his mother, I couldn't help but snicker, the two of us look like a young couple who have returned home and saved their relatives, but it's a pity that the mother we want to visit can no longer accompany us to laugh and play.

How I miss every time I go home when I was a child, I can see my mother's smiling eyes, I can hear my mother's sweet voice, and I can eat fragrant meals.

I want to be in my mother's arms as I was when I was a child, and let her weave all kinds of strange and beautiful braids on my head.

However, now, except for the cool breeze around, I can no longer feel the warmth and sweetness of the past.

I knelt down in front of the grave, and all I could think of was the sweet and warm scenes of the past.

An Lan beside him, I don't know when he lost his mind, he was alone, stood up, and walked towards the depths of the cemetery in a demented daze, and I didn't even notice it.

It wasn't until after a scream that I realized in horror that something had happened to Anlan.