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There was only Mama Yuzhi in front of the concubine, and when Mama saw her master looking at her, she smiled and said, "Hongyan is boiling medicine in the small kitchen, is the slave going to call her here, or is the queen mother making other arrangements?"

The queen happily got up and said, "Where she lives, I want to go and see." ”

The concubine said: "Where a palace maid lives, how can the queen condescend to her dignity and will torment her." I'm just going to bask in the sun in front of Concubine Wenhui's house, so you can talk about it here. The Shoukang Palace is very quiet, and no one will disturb it. ”

The queen had the heart to see where Hongyan lived now, but it made sense for the concubine to say this, after all, she was the honor of the middle palace, so she sent the concubine out, and then quietly waited for Hongyan to arrive.

Although Hongyan said that it was boiling medicine, it was indeed to avoid seeing the queen, at this time Mama came to her, and thought that Niangniang was gone, but she didn't expect Niangniang to see her, she held the fan that fanned the wind and hesitated, Mama smiled: "Do you want to let Niangniang wait for you?"

In this way, she came to the inner hall of the concubine half-pushed and half-on-the-spot, and the queen was standing in front of the desk looking at an unfinished scripture, and when she heard the movement, she looked up and saw Hongyan standing there, wearing a cherry red palace dress, which was different from ordinary palace maids, and was what she should be dressed in. Although the clothes are good-looking, the style embroidery is not fashionable at the moment, and the queen vaguely remembers that when she was young, the elders used to wear it. She smiled and asked, "This dress was given to you by the concubine."

didn't expect it to be such an opening remark, Hongyan was relieved, and hurriedly stepped forward to give a big salute, and then replied: "The clothes of the concubine when she was young, the mother said that she wanted the slave and maid to dress brightly, so she rewarded the slave and maid." ”

The queen said: "Although the concubine is old, she is still willing to see the young people in good spirits. Rise up, and let us speak. As she spoke, she pointed to the scriptures on the table and asked, "This is what you are copying."

Hongyan didn't get up, and replied: "It was originally Yuzhi's grandmother who served, and Mama said that now her eyes are getting worse and worse, so she will let the slave and maid copy it." ”

The queen smiled indifferently: "You have a word copied here by mistake." ”

"Wrong" Hongyan was nervous, looking up at the queen, just the queen was also looking at her, looking at each other, staring at the "I'm sorry" after so long, at that time the world was depressed, and now it is spring and everything is recovering.

And at this glance, the queen was pleasantly surprised by the red face or the red face, the cute look of eagerness and regret in her eyes, the queen had been absent for a long time, and she said again: "You get up and speak." ”

Hongyan finally got up, and the queen she saw in her eyes was thinner than when she was separated, although her spirit was acceptable, but there was still a sorrow between her eyebrows

"I always think that I will come to you when everything has a result, so that I can give you an explanation, otherwise I don't know how to speak, and I don't know what to promise you." The queen said, sat down under the window, and pointed to the opposite position of the kang table, "You sit down, I look at you with my neck up, it's weird to be tired." ”

"Slaves and maids don't dare to sit with their mothers." Excuse yourself.

"Didn't you often sit with me in the past, you embroidered, and I watched Hongyan on the side, so are you still blaming me?" the queen asked directly, "You already know what happened that night, do you know that I hurt you, but Hongyan, the emperor really likes you, it is because he likes you, I will be impulsive and want to fulfill him." ”

Hongyan shook her head, lowered her face and said, "But Niangniang also promised Lord Fucha to marry a slave and maid on that day. ”

The queen frowned, she didn't know that Fu Heng had confessed to Hongyan, no wonder Fu Heng would break into the forbidden palace at night to take Hongyan away, she covered her heart with one hand, and almost caused a big disaster.

Some words were also held in Hongyan's heart for a long time, and when she finally saw the queen again, she was calmer than she imagined. The beauty of the past companionship, although it was not long, was enough to be unforgettable, the queen was really good to her, and treated her like a sister in those days, and her loyalty to the queen is still the same at this moment.

"The slave doesn't blame the mother, but I don't know how to face such a change until now." Hongyan said the sentence in her heart, "The slave is your slave, and it is not wrong for the mother to treat the slave and the maid, so when you think about it, you don't need to explain anything." ”

The "slave" queen was stunned for a moment, and she felt heartache, but thinking about what she did, she really liked Hongyan, but at that moment, Hongyan was nothing in her eyes

Hongyan finally raised her head, looked at the queen and nodded: "This is the slave's idea, as long as you look at that matter like this, everything will be logical." ”

"But I'm here to fulfill the emperor." The queen said, "It's the emperor who likes you, Hongyan, hasn't the emperor made it clear to you these days?"

"The emperor has made it clear, but the slave and maid really can't afford it." Hongyan said, "And what the mother wanted to fulfill that night, isn't it you?"

"Presumptuous" The queen was furious, but there were tears in her eyes, looking at the red face that knelt down again, she choked up, "Who wants you to be so smart, who wants you to think so thoroughly, who makes you say it"

Hongyan seems to have moved away the big stone that has been pressed in her heart for a long time, and even her breathing has become smoother, she still feels that she has done something sorry for the queen, no matter what the cause is, the fact that she is the emperor's woman is disloyal to the queen, this is Hongyan's most heartfelt thought. But she also figured it out, although this is the case, it is not her fault, she just doesn't have the courage to take on the future life, but in the face of what happened that night, she no longer has any guilt.

"The slave and maid have figured it out, and I hope that the mother will not worry about what happened that day." Hongyan leaned over and kowtowed, and said solemnly to the queen, "Niangniang is willing to come to see the slave maid, and the slave maid also wants to tell you what is in her heart, the matter has passed, and it doesn't matter what happened that day, whether the lady wants to fulfill the emperor that night, or fulfill yourself, please be good." ”

"Not to fulfill myself, not to fulfill myself." The queen read it over and over again, and even left the table to pounce on Hongyan, and also knelt on the ground, grabbing Hongyan's arm excitedly, still repeating, "It's not that I have fulfilled my own Hongyan, I haven't fulfilled myself." ”

The queen's appearance made Hongyan frightened, tears flowed from her empty eyes, obviously denying these words, but everything she showed was admitting what she had done, Hongyan was stupid.

It turned out that she was strong and worked hard to survive, and she lived a good life in Shoukang Palace, even if she still encountered trouble, but she was content with everything she was now. But in the end, the person who was deeply tormented by this incident and was almost crazy turned out to be the queen

"Niangniang, calm down, what's wrong with you" Hongyan was a little scared.

"In the end, who have I fulfilled" The queen was stunned, her body softened a little bit, Hongyan was very worried, she supported the queen's body hard, and touched her body through her clothes, only to find that after a few months, the master had lost so much weight, and the body that was easy to raise at the beginning returned to when Hongyan just came to her. She told the queen to lie down on a soft pillow, gently unbuttoned her neckline so that she could breathe, and brought a blanket to cover her, but the queen suddenly grabbed her hand.

"Hongyan, is it okay for you to go with me," the queen said in a faint breath, "I didn't treat you as a slave, it's me who is not good, but I don't treat you as a slave." ”

"Niangniang, you can rest for a while, and when you feel better, we will talk again." Hongyan gently comforted her, and said guiltily, "It's Hongyan who was impulsive and said something that shouldn't be said, wait for you to relax for a while." ”

The queen closed her eyes tiredly, Hongyan stayed on the side, and stayed for half an hour, and Mama Yuzhi came in the middle of the half, and she couldn't help but worry when she saw this situation, and after Hongyan explained a little, Mama asked her to accompany the queen with peace of mind, saying that the concubine was resting with Concubine Wenhui.

The queen didn't fall asleep, but she was so tired that she couldn't open her eyes, or she couldn't face the transparent red face, a living and clear person would make people feel awe. But she finally calmed down, breathed a sigh of relief in her chest, and slowly opened her eyes.

"Niangniang, drink a bowl of jujube soup, you can calm your nerves." Hongyan came with a soup bowl, which was sent by Mama Yuzhi.

"I don't want to eat it." The queen who recovered her spirit, as if she had unloaded her burden and restraints, and in a blink of an eye she turned back into that gentle and generous person, she smiled, "Sure enough, it is still my red face that can make me open my heart, I want to make a crazy scene like this, I have already thought about it countless times in my heart, and I fantasize every day that I will break the golden book and treasure seal, and never be a queen again, I am really tired." ”

Hongyan knew that in those days with the queen, she saw everything in her eyes. To be a queen, how many burdens do you have to bear, but in the queen's bones, she is an extremely reckless person, her kindness to herself, and many other things, are incompatible with this court, but she has long been bound here all her life.

"I promised Fu Heng to marry you, because I secretly knew that the emperor liked you, and I wanted to send you away." The queen mentioned the original incident again, "But then I heard the emperor say something to the queen mother, I suddenly couldn't bear it, and now in retrospect, I don't know why I did it." Hongyan, do you think I'll suddenly go crazy one day, like just now"

"Aren't you calm down now" Hongyan said, she helped the queen to sit in front of the concubine's mirror platform, and straightened her loose hair in a bun, "Niangniang, everything is over, in the future, you are fine, and the slave and maid are also good, you see that the new nobleman is coming, the emperor will soon forget the slave and maid, and the palace will still be the same as before." ”

In the mirror, it was still the same as before, one was sitting and talking, and the other was standing and combing her hair, but the queen understood that everything was different for a long time. The only thing that makes her happy is that she can only dissect the most authentic self in front of Hongyan, and it turns out that now facing Hongli, she is no longer the original Fucha Anyi.

"Why are there some words that can only be opened to you, I thought that after being separated for so long, I thought that something like that happened, I would be wary of you." The queen looked at the red face in the mirror, "After the newcomer enters the palace, the queen mother will give you the title promised, from now on, we are really sisters"

Hongyan's hand hung in the air, not daring to touch the queen's hair again, and looked at the person in the mirror in a daze, but the queen said: "Look at the bracelet you are wearing, it was given to you by the emperor, these days he no longer wears beeswax, but the bracelet is exactly the same as yours." ”

Hongyan put down her hand in a panic, but she didn't understand what she was panicking about.

"He is amorous and romantic, and now he can't ask for you, so he always cares about it, and he doesn't look at such a beautiful woman in this draft." The queen's smile was so helpless, "So the concubines hate you, and there are always some inexplicable things on you, but from now on you have become his promise, and if he really got you, it will not be like this now." The queen mother doesn't have to be afraid of you, the concubines won't hate you anymore, there will be new people appearing, and new people will replace you. ”

"Niangniang"

"Hongyan, you don't have to take yourself so seriously." The queen turned around, shook Hongyan's hand and said, "I need you more than the emperor." ”

"The slave doesn't understand what you're talking about." Hongyan stiffly withdrew her hand, she could understand the crazy queen, but she couldn't understand the calm person in front of her.

"Pack up your things, you will move away in a few days, the Queen Mother will promise you, you don't have to refuse, and it is right and wrong to refuse. Anyway, after surviving his heat, it's fine. The queen said, "It's not that I'm selfish, it's that he is too affectionate, and you are just a person who hurriedly passed by in his heart. ”

However, everything the queen said was not what Hongyan expected, after she recombed her hair for the queen, the queen left, and agreed to pick up Hongyan three days after the newcomer entered the palace, she became a promise, it is an official title, even if she no longer works can live a rich life, she is used to and peace of mind to live a lifetime in Shoukang Palace, and the trajectory of life will turn in another direction.

The sudden change made Hongyan, who was content with the status quo, fall into a state of confusion again, she was wearing a lapis lazuli bracelet given to her by the emperor, and when the queen mentioned it, her heart fluttered so strangely, not so much panic, but what was said.

But she didn't understand what it was like, she wore it, but after chanting with the concubine this morning, she didn't take it off. But why did the queen say that, she had a strange feeling in her heart

Hongyan has no other person to discuss, this day the concubine has been in Wenhui's place for so long, she must give the concubine an explanation, mentioning that she is going to be a promise, may not be able to stay in Shoukang Palace anymore, but the concubine smiled indifferently: "I don't plan either, how long can you stay, Hongyan, here can only block a gust of wind and rain for you, and you have to walk by yourself in the future." ”

Hongyan asked stupidly: "Concubine Niangniang, do you have to make a promise?"

The concubine smiled: "I heard a saying when I was young, people often can't change their fate, but they can choose what kind of life they live. ”

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