I felt a lot more comfortable after crying, Xiao Tian immediately called Zong Bao and said that the contract was cancelled, and then tactfully asked Zong Bao how I am, Zong Bao opened the hands-free, at that time I was smoking and relieving the last emotion, he glanced at me, and then replied to the mobile phone: "Oh, Jiaolong is fine, but the spirit is not very good......

"Yes, my boss's spirit seems to have gone wrong, just now he smashed all the things in the office, not to mention, and held a staff meeting, we have to work overtime continuously for a week!" Xiao Tian's tone was full of depression: "Zong Bao, does this matter have anything to do with Jiaolong?" ”

"Forehead......" Zong Bao glanced at me, saw that I was looking at him, and then cleared his throat: "I think it shouldn't matter, you work overtime to generate income, besides, it's a good thing to work hard, okay, let's not talk about that first, thank you for calling to inform the contract, let's put it aside first." ”

"Oh, yes...... Hey, Zongbao!! ”

"What's wrong?"

"That...... I think it's okay, Jiaolong and my boss don't forget each other, so it's better to be together, so we don't have to be affected, don't you say? The boss's mood is better, and our life is naturally better. ”

Zong Bao glanced at me secretly, and saw that my emotions were not fluctuating, so he immediately opened his mouth: "We don't understand emotional matters, so don't worry about it, let's talk back." ”

"Okay, let's talk."

Zong Bao put down his phone and looked at me: "Hear it, the one over there is not much better than you, he just didn't cry, and he became a Fa to vent there, Xiao Tian, they can carry it." ”

I pulled the tissue over the paper and wiped the water stains on the steering wheel that I had soiled.

Zong Bao scratched his cheeks: "I don't understand, what do you say you are doing to make yourself so uncomfortable, crying, an adult can cry like a child, you also let me see, at first I thought that it was a person like Xiaobei who could cry, but now it seems that you two are comparable." ”

I was still silent, feeling a little more comfortable, but I didn't want to say anything.

"Jiaolong, don't blame me for talking too much, I really don't like to talk, but today I have to say a few more words to make everything clear to you, in fact, even if you break up, there is no need to be so entangled, you say that you and Zhuo Jing are so hypocritical what to do, you always say that you can't tell me clearly, then what's not clear, is there anything unclear in the world, you just tell Zhuo Jing what your situation is, he can accept it, he will accept it, if he can't accept it, then you have no regrets about leaving, right, what are you doing so torturing your body, And I look at my great god like this, I am also depressed in my heart, from a positive onmyoji to a standard little resentful woman, even I can't stand it, you know. ”

I rubbed the steering wheel carefully, until Zong Bao's voice stopped, and then I raised my eyes to look at him: "It's not that the words are not clear, but that they can't be spoken, do you understand?" ”

Zong Bao shook his head and looked at me speechlessly: "I don't understand, if you say it, I'll listen, and it's not scolding, why can't I say it." ”

I looked into his eyes and gritted my teeth, "You know I have a marriage rejection." ”

Zong Bao was stunned for a moment, but still nodded: "I know, I always listen to you, it's hard to break or something, but how hard it is, you haven't told me in detail." ”

I let out a breath: "Then I'll tell you now, there are three ways to break my marriage split, and I don't want to say anything else, because it's not in the scope of consideration at all, I'll only tell you the simplest one, as long as I'm with Zhuo Jing." ”

"It's very simple, then you'll be with him."

"Yes, it's okay to be together, then why can't I say it, you tell me why now."

Zong Bao's eyes looked at me directly, and his face flushed slightly: "Yes, you have to give birth, give birth to a child." ”

I smiled a little helplessly: "Giving birth to a child is a later story, but I must go through the process of giving birth to a child first, and I must go through the process in my current state, that is to say, without surgery, just like now, in the case of Zhuo Jing, you have and I have everything, and then, you know ......"

Zong Bao's eyes widened, as if I was telling him something restrictive, and his face was flushed: "Do you have the situation that I have everything?" ”

I said 'um' and looked straight into his eyes: "But Zhuo Jing said that he wants to reconcile with me and let me have surgery tomorrow, what does this mean, it means that he is very disgusted with the extra things in me, of course, his disgust is normal, but do you think that when he says such things, I can still open my mouth and say, Zhuo Jing, if I am with you, I must first break the marriage trouble, and then, you first overcome the mental obstacles, follow me, and follow me to go through the procedure of having children?" ”

“……”

"First of all, I know that he dislikes me and I can't say it, secondly, even if he feels reluctant, he seems to be able to overcome it, this is in my heart, am I comfortable, I am easy to make a shadow for him, maybe he will not lift it in this life, and even we both have shadows, Zongbao, put aside my sense of mission I want to be an onmyoji Dream aside, I'll just talk about it, how do I talk to him."

Zong Bao looked at me and scratched his head for a long time: "It's really hard to say, but doesn't he love you." ”

I smiled lightly: "He may be in love, but in his heart, what he loves most is me who is completely a woman, and now I am strange to him, he may want to be with me, but if he can choose, he must have to dig out my body, I already know this, how do I have to speak, because it is impossible to be together, is there still a need to speak, and do you want to be so disgusting to each other." ”

Zong Bao nodded: "I understand, he still doesn't love enough, love is something you can accept no matter what." ”

I looked out the window: "I don't deny that Zhuo Jing is very good, there are many qualities that attract me, but he is very self-conscious, maybe excellent people are more self-conscious, he likes to go his own way, likes to decide for me, he thinks it is good, he let me accept it, but he didn't think about whether I need it or not." ”

Zong Bao glanced at me: "I think there are some places where the two of you are very similar, maybe you are trained by your living environment, and you both have your own ideas." ”

Maybe I cried a lot, my head hurt a little, "Maybe it's a little similar, that's why it's hard and always hurt, we both think that some kind of explanation is the best result for each other, but we never thought that this is ...... Maybe the wound is deeper. ”

"Hey, don't think about it, I won't ask you in the future, this matter is really unspeakable, don't let you say it to a girl's family, even I can't say it, let's go, go upstairs and rest."

I nodded, and I didn't speak, but the moment I pushed the car door and got up, I felt that the scene in front of me was empty, and I only heard Zong Bao shouting: "Hey...... Jiaolong!! Then I didn't know anything.