Chapter 62: A deep dream must finally wake up



Shen Yu came at the right time, and when Xiu was almost shut up by this gloomy and damp room, he came to see her with clothes and bedding.

The wet clothes were close to the delicate curves, and the hem of the dress was faintly red blood, but Izumi herself didn't realize it, only huddled in the corner of the room with her arms crossed, stunned.

"Han Chu." Shen Yu ordered someone to open the cell, and when he saw that Xiu was soaked, he couldn't help but feel distressed. He walked in quickly, draped the futon over her, and said with concern: "You have a very bad face, change your wet clothes soon, I will wait for you outside." ”

Out of Xiu's eyes were sloppy, and it took a while to react, and he turned his head to look at the person who came: "Little Hou Ye......"

Shen Yu almost couldn't bear to look up at her: "Change your clothes first, and I'll talk about it later." He walked out of his cell.

Izuku did not refuse Shen Yu's kindness, and looked at the clean clothes he brought in, but he still changed them. There was another faint tingling pain in her lower abdomen, which reminded her that she still had sunflower water. Sure enough, the soaked old clothes were red again. I don't know if I was seen just now.

"Han Chu, have you changed it?" Shen Yu asked outside.

"Hmm." She replied in a low voice.

When the words fell, Shen Yuren had already flashed in, and when he saw that there was blood on the clothes she had changed on, he was immediately shocked: "Han Chu!" ”

Out of Xiu raised his eyes in response, and followed his gaze again, only to know that he would be wrong, and hurriedly covered his clothes: "I...... No problem. ”

Shen Yu's thin lips were pursed, and he pinched her pulse, made a diagnosis, and asked, "You came to Kwai Shui?" ”

Izumi lowered his eyes and did not answer.

Seeing this, Shen Yu was even more distressed: "Why don't you take care of your body?" As he spoke, he stood up and said angrily, "I want to tell Mrs. Tai about this!" Since you are here in Kwai Shui, how can you provoke Yunqi? Her own son's ** is heartbroken, and now he is torturing you! ”

"No, don't go!" Chuxiu grabbed Shen Yu's sleeve, and his words were fluttering without frustration: "It's not Mrs. Tai's idea, it's what he meant." ”

"Did you keep you here?" Shen Yu was a little surprised, but it was clear in an instant, and he was silent for a long time before changing the topic: "I'll go get you some medicine to drive away the cold." ”

"No, not necessarily." This time, Izumi's voice lowered, with a bit of unspeakable shame and embarrassment.

Seeing this, Shen Yu sighed lowly: "What are you embarrassed about? I'm a healer, and I'm a ......" He smiled bitterly: "It's the fat powder coming and going again, and no one knows the woman's private affairs better than me." ”

He lowered his voice, almost mourning: "Han Chu, don't torture yourself, it's not your fault, why bother? ”

Izuku only bit her lower lip and didn't say a word. Only those sad eyes revealed heartbreak.

Shen Yu suddenly remembered the scene when Han Chu was abandoned by Helian Qi more than a year ago. At that time, she locked herself in the boudoir of the drunken flower building, not eating, drinking, or talking, full of speechless grief and anger of being let down and humiliated.

And now, Shen Yu can't see a trace of anger in her eyes, only sadness, sadness with no end in sight. No matter how Yun Ci treated her, she had no resentment against him, and took all the mistakes on herself......

It was only now that Shen Yu understood how much she loved him, and how bitterly he loved her. And this unrepentant emotion, no matter what the outcome is, it is destined that he Shen Yu will be an outsider, unable to intervene, and difficult to intervene.

"Little Marquis, did you say I was wrong...... If I had told him earlier that I was a dusty woman...... Maybe ......" Izumi's eyes were misty, and he looked at Shen Yu and choked up: "Maybe, I won't be so bitter." ”

"Don't say stupid things!" Shen Yu comforted in a low voice, and his heart ached.

"Not stupid." Izuku simply buried her face in her knees and sobbed lowly: "It's all my fault...... It's that I'm too selfish to hide from him...... I didn't think anyone would know about ......"

At this point, the cry grew louder: "I should have told him!" How can a woman in the dust and a woman from a good family be the same...... I was the one who let him down and made him dislike ......"

"Han Chu!" Shen Yu stretched out his hand to caress her still slightly wet green silk, and his chest was empty for a while. I want to comfort her, tell her the truth, and tell her that Yun Ci already knows her identity. Can...... He couldn't say that, and he couldn't let all his work go to waste.

Out of Xiu still didn't notice Shen Yu's strangeness and speechlessness, buried his head and cried for a long time, and suddenly raised his tear-stained face, and looked at him longingly: "Little Marquis...... Take me away. That look was like grasping a life-saving straw, lest it be lost.

"You...... Changed your mind? Shen Yu's heart swelled with bitterness, and he hesitated to ask.

Izuku nodded and sobbed, "If I leave, maybe, he can still remember my goodness." It's not like now, it's all disgust and disgust......"

forgave her for her cowardice, and finally couldn't help but want to leave. is the only way to fix the words in her heart in the best time, without betrayal, disappointment, or disappointment. He was still her favorite person and will always love in the memory.

She would wait for him in her memories, selfish and self-deceptive.

"Do you know what you're talking about? Han Chu? When Shen Yu heard this, a wave of anger suddenly rose: "You are deceiving yourself!" No matter how much you like him, do you think you can act as if nothing happened when you leave? He didn't hurt you? ”

"Little Hou Ye......" Xiu closed his eyes and didn't dare to look at him: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... It's me who is so selfish to let you take me away and use you ......"

"Selfish what? People are selfish. Shen Yu's good-looking eyebrows frowned slightly, and there was a dull pain and loss in his angular side face: "If you use me to take you away, I won't be angry." But if you have such self-deluded thoughts, thinking that you can change everything when you leave, then I will look down on you. ”

He forcibly pulled Chu Xiu's shoulders and forced her to raise her head: "In the past, even if she was let down by Helian Qi, she still had resentment and hatred; was bullied by Mingying, but also has backbone and pride. But now? Don't be so humble! ”

Izuku shook his head and said with tears in his eyes: "It's different, it's different...... Since meeting Yunci, those love-hate entanglements with Helian Qi are destined to become the past, almost wiped out.

Sometimes Izumi thinks that she didn't love Helian Qi deeply at the beginning, perhaps, she just wanted to find a soulmate, a man who really understood her, respected her, and didn't care about her background. Therefore, after Helianqi appeared, she was a moth to the fire......

It was Yun Ci who gave her a new life, thinking that she had finally met the right person and could ignore her past. She never expects to have a name, but she feels satisfied when she wants to stay with her every day.

It's just that God failed to fulfill her meager wish, and first gave her a dream as sweet as honey and gentle as water, but it failed to let her sink into it, so short and easy to wake up. If you want to catch it again, there is only one withering left.

Almost in despair, Xiu grabbed Shen Yu's sleeve and begged bitterly: "Little Marquis, I beg you, take me away." That look was so sad and touching that no one could bear to refuse.

The word "good" was almost blurted out, which was also the scene that Shen Yu had been looking forward to for a long time. But after a long conversation with Yun Ci that day, and after consulting and discussing with the fourth aunt of Yun Mansion, Shen Yu couldn't respond to Han Chu, and let everyone's hard work go to waste.

Those who are hiding in the shadows, those who are poisonous, they are all eyeing each other, once they find out that the person on the tip of Yun Ci's heart is not Xia Yanran, but Xiu...... Shen Yu didn't dare to imagine what those people would do to Chu Xiu.

Yun Ci was right, instead of giving Xiu Yi's favor for a lifetime, she died early in exchange for her youth; If he did it himself, at least he knew how to do it and wouldn't hurt her. Yun Ci, in the case of knowing nothing about the enemy in the shadows, can only use this method to protect the woman he loves.

Secretly you have to guard against the mastermind behind the scenes, and you have to watch out for Mrs. Tai in the open...... Besides, both of them still have love poison in their bodies......

Thinking of this, Shen Yu finally hardened his heart and refused: "If you said this to me a month ago, I would definitely take you away without hesitation." But now, I can't leave for the time being. I...... There is something to do in Fangzhou. ”

"Really?" When Izumi heard this, the water in his eyes immediately dimmed, and his disappointed and helpless look made Shen Yu even more heartbroken. She slowly let go of the hand that was holding his shirt and whispered, "It's me who is too selfish...... You've been too good to me. ”

"No, Han Chu, no." Shen Yu simply sat on the ground and bowed down to look at Xiu: "Wait, when the time is right, I will definitely take you away." But...... Not now. ”

"Wait any longer...... "Izuku muttered in a low voice, "I'm afraid I'll despair." ”

This sentence, Shen Yu didn't know how to accept it. Since I was a child, I have only had such an uncomfortable moment twice, once when Yun Ci fell into a leg disease to save himself; Once now, after knowing all the causes and consequences of this incident, I am powerless and helpless.

"Don't think nonsense, stay here, and in a few days, you will be let out." Shen Yu felt that he didn't dare to face Han Chu again, and for another moment, he was afraid that he would tell all the inside information.

Almost gritting his teeth and enduring it, Shen Yu stood up and said again: "You came to Kwai Shui, and it rained again, I'll go find some medicinal herbs." Don't think too much about it, rest in peace. ”

After that, Shen Yu fled in the wilderness.

Outside the torture hall, Yun Ci was standing alone in front of the door, looking at the hard and cold word "iron law" in the hall, silently distracted. Shen Yu's hurried footsteps interrupted his thoughts, and Yun Ci looked at this best friend who had nothing to talk about, and asked without a word.

"She's fine, she's not too cold...... But he was not in good spirits, and he looked very sad. Shen Yu was concise and to the point.

Yun Ci seemed to be relieved, and only sighed faintly: "It's not sad enough, otherwise Luan Qing wouldn't shake his head at me." ”

Shen Yu was not in the torture hall today, and he didn't know the situation at that time, so he only said: "What about Yunqi?" What are you going to do with him? Have you ever thought that maybe this love poison is from him! ”

"I don't know......" A cold sadness floated in Yun Ci's eyes: "If it is really related to the second room, it will be more than one for him to flirt with Xiu today." But it is also possible that it was deliberately done to confuse the public......"

Yun Ci looked at Shen Yu with a wry smile, and his voice was chilling: "Zifeng, now that the Yun Mansion is up and down, I can't believe anyone." I only believe in you. ”

Why didn't Shen Yu understand? Only when he approached Yun Ci's side, he still didn't give up and asked: "There is no other way to save it?" Does it have to be so? That's what the master said too? ”

Hearing this, Yun Ci smiled in despair, and said as he walked: "If there were other ways, my father would not have chosen to die back then." ”