Chapter II
Whether it's atonement or repayment, in this life, she has to be his.
"We didn't eat dinner, aren't you hungry?" Shuning tried to break away from the memorial hand.
But the young man insisted on imprisoning her and shook his head, "If you accompany me, I won't be hungry." ”
Facing the young man's deep eyes, Shu Ning quickly lost and patted his hand, "Then you let me go wash up, I went out, and it will stain your bed." ”
After that incident, Remembrance had a deep habit of cleanliness, and although he was reluctant to let her go, he still let go of her hand and only said, "Then you hurry up." ”
Shu Ning walked out of the memorial room, quickly went downstairs and returned to the kitchen, looked at the porridge in the pot, and instructed the servant: "You look at it, and when the meeting is ready, it will be brought to the young master's room." ”
The maid was the one who was kicked out at noon, and when she heard this, she looked at Shu Ning with some embarrassment, "But, young master, he ......"
Shu Ning knew that his departure must have caused trouble for them servants, so he looked at her with some apologies and said, "Don't worry, I will be there." ”
"That's good, thank you." The servant finally put her mind at ease.
Shu Ning returned to her room and quickly began to wash, she was afraid that if she had been away for too long, the young master would lose her temper again.
The memorial lay quietly on the bed, the corners of his mouth hooked a shallow arc, holding the painting in his hand, gently caressing it like a treasure.
This is a picture he drew a long time ago, and he is going to give it to Shuning today, and then she confesses, and he wants to tell her: he likes her.
I liked it five years ago, and from the moment she ran away with him on his back, he was crazy about her and couldn't help himself.
But when he was full of joy and prepared a birthday gift for her, she actually left, without saying a word.
On the day of her birthday, she left him behind, how could he not be angry.
In fact, he knew what Shu Ning was going to do today, and he shouldn't be unreasonable.
But he was afraid, afraid that she would not come back.
Ever since he learned about it, the feeling had grown stronger and stronger, and he had become more and more uneasy.
He was afraid that one day, maybe just one day, she would know.
It was a consequence he could not have imagined.
He wants to make her fall in love with him when she doesn't know anything yet, and he can't do without him, just like he did to her.
The right hand holding the picture frame was a little white, and the left hand gently stroked the pear vortex with Shu Ning's smile on it, and she had never bloomed in front of him with such a smile.
This is because he secretly went to her school to look for her before, and accidentally saw her and the classmates around him talking and laughing, and he realized that she was so beautiful when she smiled, so beautiful.
After returning home, he painted this picture overnight, and he wanted to cherish such a smile, after all, she rarely smiled in front of him, and even if she smiled, it was faint and fleeting.
In front of him, she always nods, always says "yes", and never rejects him.
So today she still came back, and promised not to leave him for the rest of her life.
Perhaps, that's enough!
He didn't deserve her genuine smile in the first place.
Shu Ning's room is next door to the memorial, after taking a shower and blowing her hair, she turned off the hair dryer and walked out of the room, just when she saw the maid coming over with porridge, she stepped forward to take it, "I'll come!" ”
The servant quietly breathed a sigh of relief and smiled gratefully at Shuning, who only nodded faintly and turned into the memorial room.
Putting the porridge on the bedside table, Shuning took the painting in the commemorative hand, put it aside, and asked, "Shall we eat something first and then sleep?" ”
This time, the commemoration did not refuse, and obediently asked Shuning to take the things in his hand and sat up by himself, "Then you feed me." ”
"Good!"
She said "yes" again, so when he confessed to her and asked her to be his girlfriend, she would also say "yes", right?
The memorial is quietly looking forward to ......
The fragrance and heat of millet porridge wafted in the air, and the memorial obediently leaned against the head of the bed, smiling as he watched Shuning bring the porridge to his mouth, he swallowed it with satisfaction, and his empty stomach was finally filled.
"You eat too." Memorial pushed the spoon from his mouth to Shuning.
“…… Good. Shu Ning hesitated for a while before opening his mouth to swallow it, and the rest of the porridge quickly bottomed out under the two of them in one bite.
After eating the hot porridge, his head was sweating a little, and Shuning gently wiped it with a tissue.
Remembrance suddenly grabbed a handful of Shu Ning's hand, "I...... I have something to say to you. "He was a little nervous.
"Say something." Shuning didn't seem to notice anything unusual about him, and only changed his hand to help him wipe his sweat.
"I ......" commemorative qi knot, what should he do if he can't say it?" Joy ......"
"Wash? Is it to take a bath? Let's not take a shower today, okay? She knew that he bathed every day, but he had a fever today, and if he took a bath again, she was afraid that it would be more serious
"No, I have to wash it." Memorial shook his head, no, that's not what he was going to say.
"Then I'll help you get hot water later."
"No, not this, I think...... I want to say......" Memorial was so anxious that he was about to cry, but he didn't know how to tell her, he had treated her like that before, would she accept him?
Will you still say "yes" as always?
He fished out the painting on the side and stuffed it into Shuning's arms, "This is ...... It's for you. As soon as he was nervous, he stammered, and the memorial looked down on him, not knowing what A-Ning would think of him.
"Got me?" Shu Ning seemed surprised, but his eyes were not shocked.
"Yes, I painted all night!" Memorial nodded vigorously and asked again, "Do you like it?" ”
Shu Ning didn't answer, only said, "Thank you!" ”
"I ask you if you like this painting?" The memorial voice suddenly rose, and he softened when he realized something, "Do you like it?" ”
Or, like him or not? He didn't dare to ask the latter words, but just stubbornly looked at Shu Ning's eyes, hoping to see any strange emotions, but unfortunately her eyes were calm and waveless, and there was no ripple.
"Do you like it?" He asked again, faintly anxious.
The two looked at each other for a long time, and Shu Ning's expression finally changed, and his eyes deepened: "I like it very much, but you don't want to stay up late to paint in the future, it will hurt your body." ”
His body was something she had managed to take care of.
Memorial seemed to only hear the words in front of her, and muttered in a low voice: "Hi...... If you like it, I'll draw it for you later. ”
Shu Ning didn't seem to hear him, and only said, "I'll help you put the bath water." ”
Memorial grabbed her, "No need, I'll just shower." "You can hurry up, come out and say that to her, that "I like you".
So, he quickly lifted the quilt and walked into the bathroom in a good mood.
Shu Ning's eyes followed the back of the memorial, and he was a little puzzled by his good mood.
But she didn't care, after all, he had always been so moody.
Shu Ning got up and went to the closet to get the commemorative pajamas and put them at the bathroom door, then knocked on the bathroom door and motioned for him to put his pajamas at the door.
She liked his paintings, and Remembrance had been immersed in this joy, when she heard a knock on the door, she was startled, and her voice was also tinged with nervousness, "I know...... Got it. ”
Hearing the response, Shuning left the memorial room and walked to the balcony on the side, where she felt a little breathless.
After five years of getting along, how could she not know his feelings for her, but
At seven o'clock in winter, it was as dark as the curtain at the end of a movie, and only the stars were sparsely dotted.
After standing for a long time, Shu Ning was about to go back to the room, her mobile phone vibrated a little, and she received a WeChat message, it was her classmate Liang Xiu: Happy birthday!
Shuning only read it, but did not reply.
After a while, the phone rang happily, it was still her enthusiastic classmate, and it took a while for her to slide the answer button and put it to her ear: "Hey! There was a faint tiredness in his voice.
But the person on the other side didn't hear it, and said with great interest: "Shuning, our classmates are all at night, and it's your birthday today, so you can't help but come." ”
"No, thank you." Shu Ning said lightly, his eyes looking at the night sky in the distance.
"No, this is a birthday surprise we have prepared for you, why don't you come?"
"I'm not a birthday."
After my father left, every year today can only be his sacrifice day.
"Why not? What a good day a birthday is. ”
The night breeze blew, and Shu Ning's voice was dyed with a chill, "Today is not a good day!" ”
Liang Xiu was a little angry and said: "Shu Ning, this is your mistake, we all want to help you celebrate your birthday!" ”
Shu Ning said seriously: "Thank you, but I really don't have a birthday." ”
Liang Xiu yelled into the phone angrily: "When we are ready in vain." With that, he hung up the phone.
Shu Ning looked at the hung up phone a little helplessly, and a desolate smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
She had always been a loner at school, and she didn't think she had gotten along with her classmates, let alone a friendship that would help her prepare for her birthday.
Therefore, it is really not good for her classmates to be too enthusiastic, after all, she will not have too much enthusiasm to give her back.
Standing firmly behind the balcony, he felt a slight tingling sensation in his left ankle, and he woke up in an instant.
She didn't have a birthday, how could he forget.
Luckily, I didn't say the painting was a birthday present.
Then confession is even more inappropriate today.
It's a great day!
Somehow this sentence suddenly popped up in his mind, and the memory was a little annoyed, this is what he said at the beginning, how could he say such a thing, and said that it was worth remembering.
Now what? A-Ning must have remembered.
"How did you get out?"
Shu Ning's words interrupted the memorial's thoughts, and he quickly changed his expression, with a strong sense of attachment on his face, "I saw that you were not there, so I came out to look for it." ”
"Let's go inside, it's cold outside." Shuning took the commemorative hand and pulled him into the room.
Remembering the obedient let her lead, walked behind and looked at the hands of the two holding together, and the corners of his mouth curled.
Lying on the bed, he habitually buried his head in Shu Ning's arms, and played with her long hair with one hand, he liked her long hair very much, and ordered her not to cut it.
So Shuning's hair was waist-high all the time.
Memorial twisted her long hair around her fingers several times before finally stopping satisfied.
married as husband and wife, love is not doubtful.
They'll have a day like that, I think.