That ethereal night, I sat alone in the co-pilot, and saw He Shishi crying through the front windshield, she kept saying something to Li Zhao, but unfortunately the sound insulation of the car was too good, and I couldn't hear a word clearly.

That was the first time I had seen Li Zhao with such a solemn expression when I was so old, but he didn't say a word, and when I took out my mobile phone and was about to see what time it was, the two hugged each other as soon as I looked up!

At that time, I was still grinning excitedly, the main picture was too beautiful to see, like a deep love and rain, Yiping was reluctant to hug Shuhuan, at the moment I wanted to bite off my tongue and shout, the old lady didn't want to be Ruping! If you want to be an aunt, you have to be an aunt!

And then I kept thinking in my heart, it was really a big flood that washed the Dragon King Temple! Li Zhao dragged me in the middle of the night to abuse the dog!

Just as I was watching, thinking about whether to take a photo to commemorate it, Li Zhao suddenly glanced at me, and then let go of He Shishi, and didn't know what to say to her, and finally He Shishi nodded.

That was the last time I saw He Shishi, I still remember the way she looked at me when she left, I didn't think there was anything at the time, after many years, I experienced it again, and suddenly felt that the look was full of helplessness, sadness, unbearable, or mixed with a trace of unwillingness!

After He Shishi left, Li Zhao got into the car, and I immediately gave him an ideological education, I said, why are you still in the car? The girls are crying like that, are you chasing it? Such a good opportunity, if you don't take advantage of the dark moon and high wind to do her, when will you wait?

Li Zhao glared at me viciously, and I patted him on the shoulder very reasonably: "It's okay, it's okay, you give me a hundred yuan and I'll take a taxi back by myself, the car will be given to you, you want the car to shake, jungle, whatever, I promise not to tell your parents, who is the two of us!" ”

I was very merciful to Li Zhao and winked at him, but that night Li Zhao drove the car to a hotel and took me to open a room!

That's right, the first time I opened a room with a man in my life was with Li Zhao, wearing pajamas, slippers, and a chicken nest, and was dragged into a double standard by Li Zhao under the eyes of the beautiful eyebrows at the front desk.

But all night, as soon as I spoke, he told me to shut up!

Later, I learned that he was just simple, just looking for someone to accompany him.

Therefore, the combination of me and Li Zhao hurt not only me Song Qingyi, but also him and He Shishi, but Li Zhao was never as hysterical as me, he was more indifferent.

Little Tail made a just right summary: "That's for sure, as soon as He Shishi had an accident, he immediately saved the beauty heroically, the two of them had already been thundered in private, and the old love burned a little bit, I tell you, men and women are different, I came back this time and Lao Xu proposed that he marry him, and he will not get along with each other in the future, Lao Xu is shameless and still says that he is afraid of missing me, so it is better to come out and break up with me!" This is the realm of men, different from women! ”

Little Tail also said: "Li Gongzi is such a domineering and powerful man, he can't stand his wife and old lover hooking up, that's a matter of face!" Otherwise, you say that he can't go up to you sooner or later, and he will snap you off as soon as Song Qingyi comes back, this kind of psychology is easy to explain, it is a man's possessiveness, but it does not affect his true feelings, the red flag at home does not fall, and the colorful flags fluttering outside are the nature of men. ”

She ordered a bowl of noodles for me to eat, and then found that I was staring at her with murderous eyes, and smiled inexplicably: "Why are you acting like a traitor in the main house?" You don't plan to have a showdown with Li Zhao, do you? Tang Wan, I didn't say you, you don't know what to pretend in your head all day long, you don't care when you should care, and you care blindly when you shouldn't!

This kind of thing, just open your eyes and close your eyes and pass, as long as he Li Zhao doesn't ask you for a divorce for a day, you will be your young grandmother of the Li family, and you should enjoy it! No matter how many He Shishi he raises outside, aren't you still hooking up with Song Qingyi Rumors are flying all over the sky, just forget about the face, what do you want to win the hearts of one person, the white head is not separated, isn't this nonsense! ”

"I have his seed in my belly!" I looked up and said to the little tail!

She sighed faintly

Originally, I expected Little Tail to comfort me or help me scold Li Zhao together, but I didn't expect her words to be like adding fuel to the fire!

I suddenly felt that since the little tail experienced the harm caused to her by He Linjiang and Xu Ziyan, the whole person's thinking mode has undergone a qualitative change, she was originally dead set on Yuan Hao, and she was an infatuated girl, but now she can persuade me to endure this breath so indifferently!

But forbearance? Not my Tang Wan's character? Showdown? I don't have the courage to tell Li Zhao that I led someone to pry into your study and peek at the evidence that you are silently waiting for He Shishi, I really don't have the courage to question him like this!

What's even more hateful is that I began to slowly hate myself, hating myself for being so sad after discovering this!

This is not me, I used to encourage Li Zhaoduo to find a woman outside, I can even pull his shoulders like a buddy, and judge the woman's measurements with him, and I can also make jokes about He Shishi in front of him without any guilt, and I often look at him with a black face, which is very cool!

But why is this happening now?

When Little Tail was leaving, I asked her for something, she looked at my persistent eyes, gritted her teeth and agreed, and I cried into a ball of broken paper!

Crying and crying, I vomited, this seems to be the first morning sickness since I was pregnant, I used to see Wu's mother pregnant with sugar candy when I was a child, and I vomited so badly, at that time I also said to Wu's mother, I don't want children after being pregnant so uncomfortable!

Wu's mother laughed and scolded me for being stupid.

In the end, I put the files back in their place, and comforted myself that maybe things were not what I thought, Li Zhao was purely concerned about the living conditions of his old friends, and maybe the two had no connection.

After Li Zhao came back from Shenzhen this time, his attitude towards me was still the same, he didn't mention the fact that he saw me and Song Qingyi together that day, nor did he mention the bad post, everything seemed to be calm again, but only the dark tide in my heart surged.

I began to silently observe Li Zhao's every move, he usually receives a business call will go to the balcony to call, one is afraid of disturbing me, and the other is afraid that I will disturb him, I didn't care about it before, but now somehow, my nerves are very tense.

As long as he has a dozen hours, I will always unconsciously come to the edge of the balcony, pretend to take something, and eavesdrop on it.

There are many times, Li Zhao is not a fool, that time he was on the phone, and suddenly said to the person on the phone that something was wrong and hung up in a hurry, I was about to pretend to be okay and then sneak back to the room, but he pulled my shoulder, took me into his arms and looked down at me: "Madame has been very concerned about me recently?" You're really flattering me, can you explain why? ”

I puffed out my cheeks and didn't speak, and he stared at me meaningfully, and I was flustered, but in the end, he didn't say anything, just smiled and let me go, but after that time, I was not so good at pretending to eavesdrop.

My pregnancy is very different from the last time, since that day after morning sickness, my physical condition has deteriorated, I don't know if it is pretending to be in my heart, always insomnia all night long, Li Zhao is now getting busier and busier, I need to travel from time to time, I always restrain myself not to think about it, but the more I think like this!

And the relationship between me and Li Zhao is really a bit weird, it may be related to our long-term relationship pattern, I basically didn't take the initiative to call Li Zhao before, so even if I want to fight now, I always stubbornly want to fight, and I don't want to fight, let alone ask my husband like ordinary wives, where did you die?

It's not that I disdain to do this, it's just that I always feel that I asked Li Zhao like this, as if I was so rare that he could endure it!

But there are some things that can't be solved by patience, half a month later, Little Tail called me out and told me very calmly that I asked her to basically have an eyebrow.

He Shishi returned to Shanghai almost four months ago, and after coming back, she did not live in her parents' house, but lived in a single apartment in the area of Nanjing Road.

After she came back, she began to look for work non-stop, and about two months ago she was accepted by an Internet company as a small accountant, during which He Shishi did not return to her parents' house in Shanghai, and has been living alone in a single apartment.

Li Zhao went to the bachelor apartment three times on March 12, 20 and early April, including arriving at 5 p.m. on March 20 and leaving at 10 a.m.

After listening to this, my body felt like falling into an ice cellar, and it was obviously a warm spring weather, but my whole body was chilling, that is to say, not long after Li Zhao was discharged from the hospital, he went to see He Shishi, and secretly corresponded with her for nearly half a year!

When Little Tail put this fact in front of me, I thought I was mentally prepared, but unexpectedly, I still lost control and shed tears in front of Little Tail!

Little Tail couldn't bear to see me like this, said she was going out to smoke a cigarette, through the glass I saw her always frowning, I often think, what kind of sin did I and Little Tail make, when people went to college, they were all inspired to be a successful person in the future, my ambition and Little Tail has always been very simple, find someone who loves me, and the man I love for a lifetime.

But in the end, it's all like this!

I remembered the last time I asked Li Zhao in the scenic spot for the last time, what if He Shishi came back?

He replied, then I will be big, and she will be small.

At the time, I thought it was a joke, but I didn't expect him to do it! And it's so well hidden, so deep!

Just when I almost made up my mind to live well with him, he turned my whole world upside down, once upon a time, more than one woman ran up to me and said that she had a leg with Li Zhao, and asked me to leave him, and I never blinked an eyelid.

But now, that person is He Shishi, a thorn in Li Zhao's heart, a thorn that I can't pull out!