Out of Xiu lost his soul and returned to Zhiyanxuan, sitting alone in the boudoir, without saying a word.

It was so that at dusk, Yueyun finally couldn't stand it anymore, knocked on the door and said to Xiu: "Madame come out for dinner?" You haven't eaten in a day. ”

"I don't have an appetite." Izuku whispered these four words, followed by a burst of silence.

Yueyun turned around and went to the small kitchen, holding a tray of vegetables and snacks, and stood outside the door without leaving: "Madam, can I bring the food in?" ”

"Not necessarily." Smelling the faint fragrance of rice, not only did she not feel hungry, but she felt even more disgusted.

The twilight gradually dimmed, and when the last rays of light completely disappeared into the sky, the garden of Zhiyanxuan was also lit up with lights - except for the dark in Xiu's bedroom.

Yueyun was so anxious that she just wanted to cry, but she didn't know what had happened today, why was she so depressed after she came back from Rong Jintang?

Just thinking about it, I saw Bamboo Shadow hurrying back from outside. He saw Yueyun standing outside the door with food, paused his steps, and asked, "Where is Madame?" ”

"In the house." Yueyun looked at the tray in her hand and said worriedly: "Madame refuses to eat." ”

Zhuying stretched out his hand and touched the soup cup, and ordered: "Go and let the small kitchen heat up the food, and you will bring it in later." ”

Yueyun was so anxious that the six gods had no master, so she had to obey the meaning of the bamboo shadow and leave with the tray.

It wasn't until Yueyun walked away that Zhuying raised his hand and knocked on the door: "Madam, it's me." ”

No one in the room responded, and after a moment, the door opened with a "squeak", and Izuku stood inside the door and asked, "How is the arrangement?" ”

"Meng Hui is placed in the Fangzhou military camp today and will leave for Beijing tomorrow. He had already sent a report to the Emperor of Heaven, and I saw that he was very partial to the Marquis of Wei Yuan. Zhuying paused for a moment, and then said: "The two female corpses were also dug up from the ruins, and they were all handed over to Meng Hui in the coffin, one is Mingying, and the other has been confirmed to be Miss Zihan." ”

Zhu Ying couldn't help frowning when he said this, and said again in a deep voice: "Miss Zihan was pregnant with the child of the Heavenly Emperor, and was taken captive to Fangzhou by the brothers and sisters of the Ming family, and accidentally shot an arrow to death for the Marquis of Weiyuan. ”

These internal information, Izumi has already thought of it. She stepped out of the boudoir and closed the door, walked to the middle of the courtyard, and looked up at the moonlight: "I went to Rongjin Hall today to ask my mother for help, but she refused. ”

Takekage didn't know how to evaluate Mrs. Tai's behavior, so she had to be silent.

A faint sigh sounded softly, and Izumi turned her back to the bamboo shadow, choked up and said, "I thought about it in the house all afternoon, but I didn't know what to do. At present, the Yun clan is on the cusp of the storm, and they can't disobey the emperor...... And I, as the daughter-in-law of the Yun family, want to save an outsider......"

Help, she is sorry for the Yun family, not only is the clan in danger, but her identity is embarrassing and she is soft-spoken, so she may not be able to save it;

If she doesn't save it, she is sorry for Shen Yu, she has known each other for ten years, and she has come to the point of knowing each other, but she has to watch the other party lose her life......

So struggling, so suffering, saving or not saving, it's all a mistake.

The emotions in Izumi's heart are indescribable, and the feeling of wanting to cry but not being able to cry is the hardest, most bitter, and most painful.

Zhuying understood Chuxiu's suffering, was silent for a moment, and finally said: "Actually, Madam doesn't have to hesitate, the master is in the spirit of heaven, and he definitely doesn't want Weiyuan Hou to die, and he can't bear to see you lonely for a lifetime." ”

Izuku shook her head: "It has nothing to do with him, it's me...... I can't make up my mind. ”

Now it's not just a change of feelings. On the one hand, Yunci's family and the responsibility on her shoulders, on the other hand, is the double warmth of kindness and love, she can only choose one!

Weigh the two, you have to give up one! And no matter which one she gives up, it is like cutting her heart and flesh, which makes her miserable.

Izuku didn't want Zhuying to see his expression, and still refused to turn around. The master and servant were silent for a long time, and in the end, it was still out of the country that Xiu spoke again: "You go down, let me think again." ”

Zhuying pondered for a moment, did not obey the order to leave, and said, "There is one thing, in fact, Madame has never known...... This is not the first time that Marquis Weiyuan has disobeyed the Emperor of Heaven. ”

Hearing this, Izuku couldn't help but turn around curiously: "What did you say?" ”

Bamboo Shadow looked sideways at the door of Izuku's bedroom, slowly falling into memory. Three and a half years ago, Izuku learned the inside story of the 50 million taels of gold, and under the blow, he became seriously ill and almost had no medical treatment. Shen Yu went out of Beijing privately for this reason, traveled thousands of miles to come to be treated, and then invited himself to Jiangdi to quell the chaos, which made the credit atone.

In this matter, I still don't know the inside story.

Zhuying's voice was low and solemn, slowly solving the mystery of this dusty past, and telling Xiu bit by bit. The latter's expression gradually changed to shock and disbelief as he heard this, and finally stumbled two steps and fell to the stone bench in a gaffe.

Twice! Shen Yu disobeyed the emperor twice, all because of himself!

It turned out that when he was seriously ill, the gentle and slow voice in his ears was not Nie Peixiao!

"Why didn't you tell me earlier!" Izuku's lips trembled, trying her best to restrain her impulsiveness, but she couldn't control the tears on her face.

"It's the Marquis of Wei Yuan who won't let you say." Takekage replied: "Later, I wanted to say it several times, but I didn't have the right opportunity. ”

The lanterns in the courtyard are obliquely reflected, stretching the shadow of the bamboo shadow very long. Izuku lowered his eyes and looked at the ink shadow on the ground, choked up and asked again: "What do you mean by telling me about this now?" ”

Again, Takekage didn't reply for a long time. Izuku waited for a long time before I heard him whisper: "I am only loyal to the master's choice." ”

As soon as the words fell, Yueyun brought the food into the garden again, and saw Chuxiu and Zhuying standing in the middle of the courtyard, and said busily: "Madame, come to eat, you haven't eaten for a day." ”

Zhuying also echoed and persuaded: "If you don't take care of yourself, how can you come up with a way to save Wei Yuanhou?" ”

With just this sentence, Izuku immediately realized his attitude. But Zhuying didn't continue to speak, bowed down and said, "You eat first, and your subordinates will retire." ”

Faced with a table of food, Izuku still barely took a few bites, and then sat down in front of the stone table in the courtyard, silent again. Yueyun was serving beside her, trying to persuade but not knowing what to say, so she could only accompany her, and she was concerned about two sentences from time to time.

Yueyun felt that Izuku was thinking, and the changes in her expression were very clear under the double reflection of the moonlight and the lights. From difficult to determined, Yueyun knew that she must have made some major decision.

Sure enough, Chu Xiu got up from the stone case and said to Yueyun: "Accompany me to the ancestral hall." ”

"Ma'am, it's late." Yueyun reminded him.

Izuku didn't respond, and walked straight around the stone case to the arch of the hanging flower. Yueyun had no choice but to carry a lantern to follow.

When she arrived outside the ancestral hall, Yueyun beckoned the night attendant to open the door, and Xiu took the lantern from her hand and entered alone.

The solemn and solemn ancestral hall of the Yun clan is as in the past, and the tablets stand neatly one by one, telling the prosperity of the Yun clan for hundreds of years. Every tablet and every name here has worked hard for the Yun family, until the latest tablet is presented, which is the love of her life, Yun Ci.

Remembering the last time I came to see Yun Ci, the heart-piercing pain struck again.

Right here, in front of Yun Ci's tablet, she couldn't write a decisive blood book to Shen Yu, and watched Yun Ci's tablet fall to the ground and split in half.

Today, the new tablet has long been made, and it is placed in the middle of the agarwood table. Out of Xiu knelt down slowly, smelling the smoke in his snort, and his heart fluctuated.

"I'm still sorry for you...... her voice slowly sounded in the empty ancestral hall, pious and repentant.

The person in front of her is the deepest pain in her life, and it is also the deepest love. In Izuxiu's heart, no one can compare to Yun Ci, but after all, another man walked in.

After a long ten years, Shen Yu quietly infiltrated. Even though she kept the door of her heart closed, he secretly opened a window, and when she was not aware of it, broke through the window.

Today, she finally dared to admit that she had a ghost living in her heart in front of Yun Ci. A ghost who flaunts his loyalty.

"I have been regretting it today, if I had been martyred, I would have lost all this pain. But the road I chose by myself, and now I can only go on, and there is no way back. ”

"Shen Yu has gone through life and death for me, I have failed you, and I can't let him down anymore."

Out of Xiu's words are destined to be unanswered.

She has been evading and struggling for many years, and at this moment, she is finally able to face it bravely and admit it fearlessly in front of Yun Ci.

She warned herself in her heart not to cry, so that she would never shed a single tear as if she were still alive.

"In this life, I will repay his love first; I owe you too much, and I will accompany you in the next life and the next life. ”

It's not that you don't repay it, but you love too much and owe too much, and this life is destined to be over.

Therefore, we can only meet in the next life. In the long cycle of life, in every life and life in the future, I only look at you, guard you, go through ups and downs, live and die together.

If anyone is one step ahead of others, he must wait persistently, stay on the other side for a while, and sink hand in hand.

This is the best way that Izuku can think of, and I can pray for the liberation of my soul through this. Since this life is destined to spend time with Shen Yu'en and love entanglement, it is the front of God's arrangement. Perhaps, only after she has paid off this debt can she be reincarnated without any burden and continue to follow in the footsteps of Yun Ci.

At this moment, Izumi firmly believed that Yun Ci was comforted and blessed by the spirit in the sky. And she will also move forward bravely with faith, and finish this life well, or die right, or die with a broken wish.

Allow him this life, and let you live in the next life.

Life after life, never separation.

Izuku smiled and kowtowed heavily on the floor tiles. She knew in her heart that if she didn't return, this would be the last time she came to see Yun Ci.

Walking out of the ancestral hall, the night is getting thicker, the crescent moon on the horizon is hidden in the clouds, and the night becomes dark and vast, just like the unknown road she is about to embark on.

But it doesn't hurt. When there is poverty at the ends of the earth, there is only endless lovesickness.

The road ahead is life, and she will devote her life to repay Shen Yu; The road ahead is death, and she has no worries to reunite with Yunci.

"Yueyun, pack your bags, I'm going to Jingzhou tomorrow."