Twenty-three, before the tamamo (5)
Arrived at the cave.
The fog in front of you is layered, and the sand and rocks are flying.
I carefully picked up the charm in my hand, and Qingming said that by sticking this talisman, the barrier in front of the tamamoo would be dissolved, and they would be able to enter smoothly. At the same time, it means that I am no longer protected, and I will be in danger at any time, facing the possibility of retaliation in front of Tamamo.
Holding the charm on my chest is what Harumi and Gen Boya must do in order to protect His Majesty the Emperor, and it is also what I must do in order to protect Harumi.
Let it go......
I haven't been able to do anything for you, but you...... It protected me for so long and gave me so many memories that I could take back.
Let it go......
The charm drifted away with the wind and stuck to the cave.
The wind swept up, and the yellow sand filled the air, layer by layer, blowing in front of my eyes.
The sky is unpredictable, the light penetrates the clouds, the fog layers are layered, and the light is full of light for a moment. I close my eyes and enjoy the rare moment of peace a thousand years ago.
I thought, I must have been stupid at the time, I didn't know how to escape...... Just waiting for Tamamo to come and catch me......
I wasn't allowed to stay any longer, and a gust of wind swept by. When I opened my eyes again, Tamamo's delicate face was next to my face, and a clear green figure slid quickly under the clouds and mist.
I was kidnapped by Tamamo Mae!
She and I were the only ones left in the secluded cave, the candlelight flickering on and off. Her beautiful silhouette was bright and dark in the candlelight, dark and bright.
"It's you."
She looked at me closely, and there was a sadness in her eyes.
"It's me, the maid you rescued that day."
I hung my head, guilty.
"It wasn't for you that day, I would have been punished by His Majesty the Emperor. You saved me, but I ......."
"βWhat's the point of saying that now?"
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"His Majesty the Emperor sent you?"
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I looked up and saw her staring at me quietly,
Half-ringing, she curled the corners of her lips: "Sure enough, he sent you......"
"I ......"
I don't know what to say. I could clearly see the twinkle of tears in her eyes that raised the corners of her lips in disdain, looming in the flickering candlelight, saying that neither the sun nor the emperor could comfort a person who had been hurt by a loved one.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but ask, "You must have loved His Majesty the Emperor, right?" β
"Have you ever loved it?"
She didn't answer me, she turned her back to me and wandered a few steps. Flickering lights covered her figure, casting long shadows on the stone walls. It's like falling into memory.
"I was fourteen years old, and I devoted myself to the daughter of the samurai Sakabe couple, and was known as the algae girl. I was tired of the life of the Shang Dynasty, and in the days when I was called Daji, except for the love of the King of Zhou, almost everyone thought that I was a red face and hated me, and I was once hunted down by Jiang Ziya. I was originally a nine-tailed fox demon who had practiced for thousands of years, but because of curiosity, I strayed into the earthly world and coveted the prosperity of the world and the favor of the king of Xu, and accidentally made a big mistake and subverted the Shang Dynasty. After that, I felt guilty and decided to give up this peerless beauty and live my life in seclusion. β
"But I met the Emperor, a man who no longer had peace in my heart."
Tamamo paused, the dim candlelight seemed to ignite the tenderness between the eyebrows, and in just a second, the light quickly dimmed again.
"I've met a lot of men before him. Either they covet my beauty, or they indulge in his power. And as soon as something happens, the blame is immediately blamed on me. said that it was a red face and a disaster, but it was not that he was obsessed with women and did not want to make progress. Except that the king and he are not ......"
Her eyes were a little softer: "The king will be good to me wholeheartedly, and after he died, I thought that I would never find someone who I could entrust for my life." But his appearance is like the shadow of the King of the Emperor. That year, he came on horseback, and I still remember what he looked like at that time. I was by the stream, with a cloth towel on my head and a basket for water. I hit him off at first sight, and I knew that it must be my amazing face that amazed him, so that he would smile back. And he told me that he wasn't ......."
"Later, I learned that he is the emperor of the present day, the god of all peoples. I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, I was happy for my sister when I was in Xia Ji, I was Daji when I was the king of Shang, and Jun was a female fan, and the end of Israel was not good after all. I've seen a lot of these things, and I just want to find someone who treats me well wholeheartedly. I frequently refused his invitations, but he was not annoyed, but let me get used to it. After all, it is too easy for an emperor to want a woman, whether voluntarily or coercively, it can't escape from the palm of his hand anyway. But, after all, he is different to me......"
"That's how I moved," she said with tears in her eyes, "I just don't want to be rich and rich anymore, I just want everything to be plain and simple." Before I agreed to him, he had always been careful not to disturb the calm and tranquility of my life, and deliberately slowed down my pace and waited for me because of my low profile. When I promised him to enter the palace, he made me a female queen. After all, a person of humble status like me is lucky to be favored by the emperor. But he wanted to give me all the names recklessly, so he was afraid that he would wronged me. β
She burst into tears, and I was sure that there was a moment when she loved the Emperor, and they loved each other.
No matter how hard-hearted a person is, he will be moved one day, not to mention Daji, who is not bad in the first place. Even if the later book demonizes Daji into a woman who deceives the people and the lord, it is just a fabrication of later generations. Her remarks cleared up my misunderstanding, Daji was originally kind!
"If you loved him, why did you take away his soul and abandon him?"
The bitter sea is boundless, and the shore is the back. I remember a master said that if words can resolve this misunderstanding, maybe I can save Tamamo's previous life, so as to repay her kindness for saving me at that time, and Qingming will not feel embarrassed.
"No, I'm going to use her to save Zixin!"
The lights flickered, and the eyes in front of Yuzao became firm, and there seemed to be a trace of resentment in his eyes!
"He promised me that no matter what I was, he would love me as I always and would not hurt me in the slightest. But he betrayed his promise and let Qingming investigate me secretly. I went into the palace with him because I believed in him, and now I ...... There's nothing left to be nostalgic about. β
Mourning is greater than heart death, and I have deeply experienced the sadness in front of Yuzao.
"After going through so much, I finally understand that only the King of the Ring will treat me wholeheartedly. He knew that I was a demon, but he rebelled against the world and built a lot of buildings, just to make me laugh. I can't wait to gather the treasures of the world to me, lest there be any omission. knew that he would lose the hearts of the people and the world because of me, but he ...... Still did ......"
Tamamo burst into tears, and in the dim light, I couldn't tell whether she was Daji or Tamamo at this moment. It is said that there are many infatuated men and women in the world, and how many people are infatuated. I don't know if it's worth it for her to do this, I just know that at this moment her tears are flowing for two men, one is chaotic and the other is the same, and the demon is also affectionate.
"The Emperor and the Emperor are both the Sons of Heaven, I just need to use the Emperor's soul to save the Prince Xin, who treats me sincerely, and then take him away and fly away. went to a place where no one could find us, and since then we have spent our lives incognito with him. To repay him for his genuine kindness to me and to express my gratitude. β
"That'...... What about the Emperor? β
"What about you?"
She opened her eyes, clear and clear.
"Why do you think I didn't kill you?"
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"Because you're just like me. Do you like Qingming and he knows? β
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Tamamo's words hit me at the point, and my tears burst out instantly.
yes, he doesn't know, he doesn't know anything! When he went to find Gen Boya in the ghost cave, I knew that he didn't have me in his heart. Even if he gave me the most important spirit bead, the most important person to him would still be Yuan Boya.
In order not to make him sad, I protected Yuan Boya for him, but he still didn't know. He did not hesitate when I drove him away; When I chose to leave, he didn't stay.
Just because I'm not important in his heart!
If it was Yuan Boya, he wouldn't be like that. He will hold him and cry, he will exchange his friend Qingyin's life for his, he will do anything for him. Because, I'm not.
Tamamo looked at me condescendingly, my fragility in her eyes.
"How much does he know about how much you do for him?"
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I have nothing to say. Just because I like him, I like him so humbly. It's ridiculous to be caught between two men, my love rival turned out to be a man!
No wonder people in the 21st century say that people nowadays are so pitiful, not only to grab boyfriends with girls, but also to grab boyfriends with boys.
"Actually...... There is a little resentment in your heart. β
"No...... I didn't. β
I try to deny it, in fact, I admit that I have a little resentment in my heart, he can't see that I like him, and there is also some jealousy of Boya.
Jealous? Am I admitting jealousy? I bowed my head and blamed myself in my heart. It turns out that I will also have some selfishness, and I can't be indifferent and turn a blind eye in front of the people I like.
But, that's normal, isn't it?
I like him......
Tamamo didn't debunk my heart again, but sighed.
"The fate between Tamamo and the emperor was broken long ago when the emperor ordered the arrest of Tamamo. Now it's Daji, the Daji of Aiko Xin. β
Her tears seemed to drain, and there was no longer a trace of superfluous emotion.
But will things really go her way?
Thinking of the ending before Tamamo, I suddenly felt that she was also a poor person. I can't bear it in my heart, what's wrong with love? It's just that the people who love are different. I close my eyes, I can't help her......