I didn't expect that my words would make Uncle Man's eyes red, I carefully recalled what I had just said, Uncle Man is almost fifty years old, and I can see that Uncle Man is more calm. Such a sophisticated person will not be so easily aroused by emotions. After thinking about it carefully, I found that the conversation between me and Uncle Man has always revolved around two words: youth and ideals.

Uncle Man was affectionate, presumably because of these two words. Uncle Man told me more than once that he used to be young and frivolous, thinking that youth was capital. Uncle Man achieved something I didn't know when he was young, but he also hit rock bottom at his youngest age.

He left his hometown full of ambition, but he did not return to his hometown, but returned to his roots and lived the most ordinary life in the village of Kuta. I suddenly wanted to know what happened to Uncle Man when he was young, Uncle Man's eyes became redder and redder, and soon, his eyeballs were also covered with bloodshots, and tears were trembling in Uncle Man's eyes.

Life is what a person desires the most, young. On behalf of the youth of life, only young, people can do more things, in order to do things for a longer time, youth is capital, should not be questioned, even when young, do nothing. Youth is often talked about together with ideals, and each generation of young people has their own ideals, and we are all moving forward for ideals.

However, Uncle Man seems to have long forgotten his youth and ideals.

"Uncle Man." I called Uncle Man softly. But Uncle Man seemed to be deep thinking again. Note: P-can be watched

I had no choice but to sit aside and wait patiently for Uncle Man. Tears accumulated in Uncle Man's eyes, but he didn't let the tears fall in the end, and Uncle Man wiped his eyes with his hands before standing up again. He sat on the threshold of the house, looking at Uncle Man's lonely back, I sighed and walked over slowly.

I don't know why, Uncle Man's emotions infected me.

I sat side by side with Uncle Man, and Uncle Man didn't look at me, but kept staring at the open space in front of the door. From here. As far as the eye can see, you can see the large mansions and huts in the village, as well as the stone bricks and mud dams that stand in the open space, and the villagers are constantly carrying flat poles back and forth. There are also constantly children who are playing chasing and playing.

The cold air was very clear, I sat with Uncle Meng for a while, if Uncle Meng was really unwilling, I naturally wouldn't be reluctant, but I couldn't waste time here all the time. I was just about to stand up, Uncle Man suddenly grabbed me, Uncle Man motioned for me to sit down, I couldn't refuse, so I had to sit next to Uncle Man again.

As soon as I sat down, Uncle Man spoke, and I was very happy with what he told me, Uncle Man said that he could take me into the desert! I had already given up, and I didn't expect Uncle Man to change his mind after pondering for a while. However, I still felt that Uncle Man still had something to say, so I temporarily put away my excitement and asked, "Uncle Man, do you still have something to say?" ”

As I expected, Uncle Man nodded.

"Li Ke, I can take you into the desert, but the time must be set by me, and you must also listen to me." Uncle Man spoke.

I hesitated, I was worried that Uncle Man was perfunctory to me, I don't have much time, and there are many cases to deal with and investigate, if Uncle Man suddenly told me that he was going to take me into the desert again next year, it would be equivalent to not promising me at all, I didn't have that time. So I tentatively asked, "When will you enter the desert, and can you enter today?" ”

Uncle Man's reaction made me breathe a sigh of relief, and he nodded to me and said that I could go into the desert today. I relaxed and was about to ask further when Uncle Man interrupted me and asked me if I could listen to him say something, which he hadn't said for a long time.

I looked at the time, Fanshi is not small, and Adili should not find out the identity of the headless female corpse so quickly, so I calmed down and agreed. Uncle Man smiled, he was silent for a while, as if he was thinking about how to speak, I was not in a hurry, let alone urging Uncle Man.

Finally, Uncle Man spoke.

"Li Ke, do you have a long vision for your ideals?" Uncle Man asked the first question.

"Yes, I have an ideal, I have my own ideals, I have never forgotten, it is this ideal that has always supported me." I answered Uncle Meng's question. Every word I say is not perfunctory, but the truth.

I have come into contact with countless victims and murderers, investigated countless criminal cases, I wandered on the darkest edge of this world, I stepped on the junction of light and shadow, watching the most painful joys and sorrows in the world, but my heart was not infected by darkness, nor was it disintegrated by pain, it was all because of the ideals in my heart.

Uncle Man's question stirred up a thousand waves in my heart.

"But when your ideals fall apart, and everyone who fights for your ideals with you leaves you, dead death, betrayal betrayal, will you still move forward bravely for your ideals?" Uncle Man asked me another question.

My heart trembled violently, and Uncle Man's question touched me again.

People who share the same ideals as me, are they still with me? Du Lei has left this world, I don't know the reason for his suicide, and I don't know the reason why he concealed his marksmanship, I once thought that he and I would always walk on the same road for the ideal, but I never thought that Du Lei took a lonely road, and I took another lonely road.

Xu Yi also left, the reason is also unknown, I only know that Xu Yi did not choose to believe me, and the path she and I took was completely different.

I have spent the youngest and best time with these two people, and we share the same ideals: justice and fairness. But now, they're all gone.

And Jiang Jun, he also left me temporarily, my life was exchanged for Jiang Jun, Jiang Jun's sister Tanuki, but I couldn't even protect Jiang Jun's most important person. He trusted me, but I lost him, and I suddenly found that this time I came to the border province, I was alone, not that I wanted to come here alone, but that there was no one with me.

Seeing that I couldn't answer, Uncle Man smiled bitterly.

"Li Ke, you are very similar to me when I was young." Uncle Man put his hand on my shoulder: "I am reckless, I feel that as long as I want, I will not get it, and what I want to do, I will not be unable to do it." After you have experienced the pain that you cannot bear, you may understand that there are some things that are useless to rely on ideals. ”

Uncle Man said with a long sigh.

"Uncle Man, what happened to you when you were young?" I asked.

Uncle Man shook his head: "Don't mention it, Li Ke, your words touched me just now, I'll help you this time, just hope, after investigating what you want to investigate, leave this village, this village is not peaceful." ”

As soon as Uncle Man's words fell, a gust of cold wind blew in his face.

"Do you really know there's something wrong with this village?"

Uncle Man: "There is such a rumored village, can it be simple?" Li Ke, listen to me, I won't harm you. Uncle Man stood up with his hands on the door, his feet were burned, and he walked much slower than before, and he whispered as he walked inside: "Ideals, my ideals have long been shattered, not recognized, not supported, betrayed, and disintegrated." ”

Uncle Man's last few words were clearly not said to me, he was talking to himself.

"Uncle Man!" I stopped him: "I still have something to say." ”

Uncle Man turned his head with some surprise in his eyes.

"Am I going to go forward for the sake of my ideals, I haven't answered your question yet, have I?" I walked towards Uncle Man, who was facing the door, the sun shining on his face, and Uncle Man's pupils contracted slightly.

"The most desperate pain, I have endured." I said in a deep voice: "The people who fought for the ideal with me have also left me, they died and betrayed, I walked on the road at the beginning alone, without looking back, without regrets, without going astray, without forgetting the original intention, are you really like me?" ”

My questioning left Uncle Man speechless for a while.

"No, you are completely different from me, I am not weak, let alone cowardly, the ideals they leave or discard, I pick them up for them alone, this is me!" The most ^new ^ chapter ^ section Baidu search --- blue ~ color ~ book ~ bar...

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