Chapter 3: Hard to Give
"Break up." These two words, I believe that this is something that Song Jinjun will never say to me in his life, it is absolutely impossible to say to me, he loves me more than he loves himself, how can he say it? How is that possible? However, to my surprise, he broke up with me. I looked up at him, looking at this man who was no longer my Song Jinjun with tears in my eyes, and I asked him, "Why?" He suddenly changed from the big sunny boy to a cold strange man and said to me, "We, not suitable. I couldn't help but laugh, and when I left his arms, I lowered my head and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with my hands and said, "I'm getting married, don't you bless me?" I tried to keep him again, but he didn't answer, I wanted to cry but I couldn't cry, I endured it and said, "I know." "I turned away, holding my breath, I was afraid that when I breathed, when I turned around I would cry and beg him, begging him to come back, I was even wondering if he would come and hug me, if he would cry too, so I walked out of the school gate, and at that moment my tears immediately fell, I cried as I walked, I didn't know where I could go, where could I be accommodated. Today's weather is bright, as if God is also laughing at me, a young lady, first to get married for no reason, and then ruthlessly abandoned by the man who loves him deeply, and there is no penniless on my body, I am obviously a young lady but I have to suffer from these, just when I am desperate, there is a car in front of me, and the man who is a traitor.
He was still so eye-catching, but he still couldn't hide the smell of his traitor, and he said, "Miss Ye, get in the car." I pretended not to hear and walked straight past him, and he grabbed my hand with one hand and threw me into the car where he had opened the door, and when he saw me enter, he immediately closed the door and drove in front of the steering wheel, I was confused. But I think about it carefully, I can't get off the car and go anywhere, this marriage can't be withdrawn, now if I get off the car and the relationship is stiff, it won't be easy to marry into the door in the future, and now I have no reason to quit this family business, in this troubled world if I withdraw from the marriage on the grounds of traitors, I'm afraid that my Ye Mansion will be raided, I close my eyes and want to sleep well, I'm really tired.
After I got home, the man asked me to hold his hand, he said that it would not be too embarrassing to see my father and Master Ye in this way, I had to listen to his words, and held his hand to see my father, I didn't dare to look at his eyes, but fortunately, the traitor Lin Chen relieved me and said: "Father-in-law, father, I brought my fiancΓ©e, I went out and said that if she is willing to come back with me, this marriage is settled, and I hope the two of you will take care of our marriage." My father immediately replied: "Yes, yes, I actually let my in-laws see the joke twice today, it's really my Ye Mansion that is not well entertained, and I hope that my in-laws will bear with my little girl." β
Master Ye smiled: "It's okay, I have long heard that Miss Ye is a student of Jingshi University, which is different from outsiders. "I didn't say a word, just like that, the traitor Lin Chen also took my hand and sent me to the room, and asked Xiao'er to redress my makeup. Xiao'er saw what was on my mind, and didn't ask me anything, but said that I should be decent and generous after marrying in, the Lin family is a big family and will not treat me badly, the Lin family must marry me these days, and don't worry too much about the disadvantage of the Ye Mansion, it can be seen that the Lin family is really willing to marry me, these can even be seen by a little maid, and I can't see anything, or an educated student, Master Lin's words also have the meaning of mocking me, I am really a little tired.
In this way, I honestly chatted and ate with the Lin family, but I still thought about Song Jinjun in my heart, I really couldn't figure out why he broke up, was it really inappropriate? No way, if it really wasn't suitable, how could we have been together for two years and barely quarreled, was it my father who refused our relationship? That's even more impossible, if Jin Jun is really afraid of my father, how can I let my father insult him again and again, he has no complaints, I can't think of it, but I think if he refuses to say, why should I pursue it again, let him love, how can it not be my fulfillment and love for him? But this relationship is really not something that can be broken up with a breakup for us.
At night, I cried under the quilt for a whole night, and finally I fell asleep tired of crying. When I got up in the morning, Xiao'er said that my eyes were swollen and unshaped, so she hurriedly took cold water to help me apply my eyes, and Xiao'er said: "Miss, you are about to get married, you have to manage yourself well, don't marry in the past, let other people's families see jokes." β
"Xiao'er, you said that I married in the past, and I was bullied without relatives and no reason, what should I do?"
"Miss, after you got married, didn't I be your dowry? How could you not be related to it? The Lin family is a big family, how can they bully such a beautiful Miss Ye? Xiao'er said with a grin.
"Yes, I have you, how could I not have a kiss." I immediately felt comforted, Xiao'er and I grew up together, our relationship is like sisters, she is like my sister, careful and considerate to me everywhere, sometimes I wish I was not Miss Ye, she is not a maidservant, we can know each other like this.
For the next whole month, I was busy with marriage all day long, trying on clothes, trying on makeup..... and running around to Lin's house, but the traitor Lin Chen didn't do anything, he still worked in his broken army, so that I got married alone, I didn't think of Jinjun for a whole month, until one day a classmate of mine came to tell me that Jinjun was leaving here and going to Guangdong, at that time I suddenly remembered him, and I was a little reluctant in my heart, but I didn't want to let go of him, just let him go, I'm going to get married, Although I married someone I don't love, but at least I gave my beloved fulfillment, I should be stable, and deal with my parents' marriage, I have to spend the rest of my life alone, I have to think about myself, I can't think about him, I can't.
On the day of my wedding, my legs were shaking and my body was curled up. I sat in my own room in Yefu, my eyes closed, I was so scared that I was about to cry, I remembered my mother, my mother once said that girls can't be afraid of anything, even if the sky falls, but I'm still very afraid. It was very noisy outside, it seemed that there were a lot of people coming, my father came into my room, he didn't say anything, he held my hand tightly, I raised my head slightly and said, "Father, I, I'm afraid." "My father was suddenly distressed and hugged me in his arms, I really wanted to cry, but I couldn't let others see Ye Fu's jokes, this is a good thing I did for this family and my father. After my father hugged me, he kissed me on the forehead, I looked up at him, I looked surprised, my father's face was already red, he took my hand tightly and sent me out the door, there was a row of people standing outside my room, each of them was a person with a head and a face, I walked cautiously along the way, even if I was afraid, I didn't dare to show it, for fear of being gossiped by others.
I got in the car and went to the church, I was choked all the way, my mood was very complicated, I didn't know what expression I was going to go to the church to see the Lin family, I didn't know if I was doing the right thing to marry into the Lin family, I was afraid that I would encounter any greater difficulties in the future. After my cranky thoughts and struggles, I finally came to the door of the church, I held the flowers, and faced Lin Chen, my husband, who was standing opposite me. I walked carefully at every step, my eyes only looked at Lin Chen, he was wearing a suit, he was still so eye-catching, I walked in front of him, he also looked at me, the godfather said the oath and said: "Mr. Lin Chen, are you willing to marry the Miss Ye Du in front of you as your wife, no matter birth, old age, sickness or death, rich or poor, take her as your wife?" β
Lin Chen said: "I am willing. β
The godfather turned his head to me and asked, "Miss Ye Duan, are you willing to marry this Mr. Lin Chen in front of you, no matter birth, old age, sickness or death, rich or poor, everyone will take him as their husband?" β
I replied, "I do." β
Then they exchanged rings with each other, I originally thought that Lin Chen would not be willing to kiss me, of course I was unwilling, but at the instigation of a group of people, Lin Chen put his arms around my waist and gave me a strong kiss, I was shocked, completely shocked.
This is my first kiss, I haven't kissed Jin Jun and I have been together for two years, so I was easily deprived by him, I pushed him away with my hand, but I didn't expect him to hug me to death, no matter how I pushed it, I couldn't push it away, of course, I didn't dare to turn my face with him in public, so I could only follow him.
Later, it was some common sense etiquette, and in the evening, I went to the marriage room of the Lin Mansion, and sat alone, my mind was full of pictures of kissing with Lin Chen, Lin Chen was still drinking with people outside, I didn't want to think of him anymore, so I walked to the window, opened the window to breathe, but I didn't expect to see Song Jinjun, he was looking at me.
To be continued.