Emaciated, emaciated, decadent, with dark eyes and a beard on the top of the jaw. Where is this still the former Yushu Linfeng Shen Xiaohou Ye?! It's like a ghost! What's more, he frowned, obviously unwilling to see her!

Just a moment ago, Izuku had reprimanded Yun Xiangrong for not calling Shen Yu "Little Marquis", but now, she herself almost opened her mouth like this.

Sometimes when you think about it, habits are really scary and powerful. It's like she's used to Shen Yu's protection, and now that each other's roles are reversed, it's still a little difficult for her to adapt for a while.

Standing in front of the couch, Chuxiu eased his mind, changed his name and called him in a low voice: "Shen Yu." As soon as the sound fell, the other party did not react, only the hidden movement of the eyebrows indicated that he was awake and knew who was coming.

Izuku took a deep breath, lowered her eyes and said to him again, "Open your eyes and look at me, okay?" ”

Shen Yu still closed his eyes, and simply turned over and lay down with his back to her.

Izuku knew what Shen Yu was thinking, and she also knew what he was running away from. When encountering this kind of thing, no one wants to face the reality easily. How could she not? After being lightly beaten into the torture hall by Yun Qi, she also wanted to escape from reality, and also begged Shen Yu to take her away and leave Yun Ci......

The person in front of her had seen her worst side, and gave her great support when she was most sad and desperate. Even when she was miscarried and came to Kwai Shui, he never disliked her...... With the depth of affection and the dedication of affection, she is not indifferent.

"Shen Yu ......" Izuku looked at the stiff back lying on the couch on his side, and finally burst into tears. And Shen Yu just lay silently, like a corpse that had been dead for a long time, lifeless, and ignored everything around him.

I don't know how long it took like this, but Izuku was finally annoyed. She wiped away her tears and turned around the screen, picked up a pot of cold tea on the table, returned to the bed without saying a word, pulled Shen Yu's shoulder and poured it down!

It was about because this action was too sudden, and Shen Yu was poured into a spirit, but he still didn't open his eyes or speak. Tea trickled down his handsome face, jaw, neck, and placket...... No one was spared. And he turned into a dead corpse again.

Seeing that a pot of cold tea was poured, Shen Yu was still like this, so he gritted his teeth and threw the teapot on the ground: "You want to be drunk and dream to death, okay, I'll accompany you!" As she spoke, she raised her hand and pulled out the hairpin against her throat: "I count to three, if you don't look back at me, I will stab myself to death with the hairpin, and I will wait for you on the Huangquan Road first." ”

"One ......"

"Don't!"

Izuku just opened his mouth to say the first number, but when he saw Shen Yu immediately turn over and get up, he was about to get out of bed with a lunge. Seeing that he finally had a reaction, Izuku slowly put down his right hand holding the hairpin, and looked at him with clear eyes and tears.

The green silk without the hairpin hanging down the shoulders, silky as satin to the waist, was a little darker than the night. The two windows in the room were open, and there was a gust of breeze passing through the window, blowing the green silk and flying with the wind, which also made Xiu beautiful as if it was across the clouds, not like ordinary dust.

I haven't seen each other for seventeen months, nearly a year and a half, and the long time has not diluted Shen Yu's love and longing, but on the contrary, it has become more intense. In front of him was the woman he had been thinking about for a long time, and it had appeared in his dreams countless times, it wasn't that he didn't want to open his eyes to see her, but he ......

She was still so beautiful, even more beautiful than before, but he was no longer worthy of her.

As soon as Yanlan City parted, he had promised her in high spirits, and even made an alliance with a kiss...... But the tragic facts have widened the distance between the two of them further and further, until they are separated-

She is the world-famous, tender and iron-fisted Yun family's housewife; He is a down-and-out son whose family is ruined and accused of "rebellion". Shen Yu never felt that the word "marriage" would become an obstacle between them, but now, ...... He no longer has the face to cling to this feeling.

Again and again she accepted her help, and again and again taught her to disappoint...... Han Chu, I won't like him anymore! In this life, they are hopeless!

I have never been so discouraged and desperate, and I don't want to face the double blow of family affection and love...... Just a little bit, Shen Yu almost cried bitterly. The pain that has been held in my heart for a long time is like a surging tide that wants to burst out. However, as a man's self-esteem and pride, he is unwilling to show his vulnerable side when facing the woman he loves, so he can only refrain from saying, "What are you going to do." ”

This is not a doubt, but an avoidance. After being soaked in the liquor for several days, his throat had long lost his usual warmth and magnetism, Shen Yu hoarsely snorted and said in a deep voice: "If you just come to see me...... You're good to go. ”

"I haven't seen you for a year and a half, and you're telling me this?" Izuku looked at Shen Yu directly, not giving him a chance to escape: "I tried my best to save you, not to see you get drunk every day!" ”

Shen Yu didn't speak again, leaned on the couch and wanted to turn over and lie down. Out of Xiu's eyes were quick, and he immediately stepped forward and grabbed his right hand hanging on the side of the bed, and stopped: "Shen Yu, you disappointed me too much!" ”

Hearing this, a trace of gloom flashed on Shen Yu's face, and then he laughed self-deprecatingly: "I know, I have already disappointed you. I'm incompetent, I'm not worthy of you, it's been my wishful thinking from beginning to end. ”

His eyes were bloodshot, his resolute facial lines were hidden under decadence, and his whole person looked extremely self-defeating.

"What do you mean?" Izuku trembled with anger, but she didn't expect Shen Yu to be a little worse than she expected.

"It's not interesting...... Shen Yu shook off Chuxiu's hand and touched his blue scum: "Han Chu, you shouldn't save me." ”

"You should go and say this to Xiangrong, it's not me." Izumi stared at him and stimulated him: "If it weren't for your identity as the Yun family's uncle, I wouldn't be able to save you if I wanted to." ”

In the end, this sentence poked Shen Yu's sore spot, and he finally had a reaction, and closed his eyes slightly: "I owe her...... I asked her to go, but she wouldn't. Just take her away today. ”

A crisp "pop" sound came suddenly, and it seemed extremely stiff in the silence of the room. Chuxiu slapped Shen Yu in the face hard, gritting his teeth with hatred: "Do you know what you're talking about?" She was so angry that she wanted to strangle him, but she was reluctant to do so.

"If you want to talk about the ruin of my family, I don't even know who my parents are, and I have been in the dust since I was a child...... You have to give up on yourself, you have to feel sorry for yourself, and you have to see how many people in the world are worse than you! Shen Yu, you're lucky enough! ”

Izumi calmed down for a while, looked at him and said again: "In my heart, you have always been a man who stands up to the sky, until now, I think so...... If the two Marquis Wenchang were still alive and saw you like this now, they would only be heartbroken, not relieved! ”

Shen Yu touched his beaten right cheek, a strange sneer appeared on his lips, and he made up his mind to turn a deaf ear to everything.

From Yanlan City to Jingzhou, Izuku brewed all the way to the rhetoric, but it was not until this moment that she realized that Shen Yu couldn't listen to any big truths at all, and his state was really bad! How to persuade him? How to provoke him? Izuku was anxious and hateful: "Where is the former Shen Yu who values love and righteousness?" ”

"Respect love and righteousness, stand up to the sky and the earth......" Shen Yu seemed to have heard something ridiculous, and suddenly laughed out loud. He kept laughing until he shed two lines of men's tears, and he beat his chest and asked her, "Han Chu, did you recognize the wrong person?" Am I a man who stands up to the sky? None of the people I have anything to do with end up well......"

First Yun Ci, and then the entire Wenchang Marquis Mansion...... I'm afraid, I'm afraid, the next one will be his beloved woman......

Shen Yu only felt cold all over his body, and the candle flames in the room couldn't warm his chest. He saw the eyes of Izumi looking at him, and he understood that it was her pity, and this realization also deeply stung him: "I don't need you to pity me, you can go...... Don't come again. ”

Izuku staggered back and almost fainted when he heard this. She raised her hand and made a gesture to slap Shen Yu again, but she hated Fang Cai for not hitting him hard, and did not wake him up completely.

Unexpectedly, Shen Yu consciously looked back, and his expression did not dodge in the slightest: "I knew that you were merciful." If you fight, let you have a good time today. He raised his hand again and touched the right side of his face, which still had a burning pain, and then laughed self-deprecatingly: "I'm afraid of dirty your hands." ”

"Shen Yu, who are you trying to torture?!" Out of Xiu hated iron and steel, and finally understood what it was like for Shen Yu when he was looking for death and life, so he had to tell him from the heart!

She knew that Shen Yu wanted to get angry with herself, and the slap that was about to go down also stopped in mid-air, and after a long time, she withdrew her hand tremblingly, calmed down and asked him: "Do you remember the scene when I was beaten into the torture hall for the first time?" ”

Shen Yu naturally remembered that at that time, Hanchu also came to Kwai Shui, crying and kneeling and begging him to take her away...... How could he forget? In fact, everything about her has always been fresh in his memory.

Seeing that Shen Yu was expressionless and unresponsive, Izuku said again: "At that time, you said to me, 'Han Chu, don't torture yourself, it's not your fault, why bother? ’”

Thinking of the past, Izuku felt even more choked up: "Today, I will also return this sentence to you." It is useless to deceive yourself, there is no right or wrong in the battle of power and conspiracy, winning is winning, losing is losing, you punish yourself in this way, it is a sign of cowardice! ”

"I've always been a coward...... Scold! Shen Yu muttered, without the slightest touch.

Seeing this, Izumi couldn't help but sigh again: "When the Hou Ye died, I thought about committing suicide in martyrdom and lying in his coffin...... Shen Yu, when you saw me like this, what kind of feelings did you feel in your heart, from yourself to others, you should also understand my current mood. ”

She thought for a while and said truthfully: "No matter what, the love between us, I always cherish it......"

I don't know if it was out of Xiu's persuasion that worked, or the last sentence that moved Shen Yu, he was finally willing to look at her directly, a trace of expectation flashed on his decadent face, and he looked at her earnestly and asked, "What did you say...... It's true? ”

"Is it necessary for me to lie to you now?" Izuku lowered her eyes and sighed, and a hint of blush flashed on her beautiful face. Although the room was dim, facing the candlelight, Shen Yu still caught it.

Somewhere in my heart, which had been dead and silent, seemed to be beating again, and a warm, "blood" thing surged again in the chest, first slowly, then faster, until it surged.

Shen Yu felt that it was difficult to breathe, there was no place in his body that was not shouting, and his stiff limbs became itchy and unbearable, which was a precursor to recovery, and he was going to come back to life again!

Seeing Shen Yu stroking his chest and panting violently, he was so frightened that he hurriedly leaned over: "What's wrong with you?" ”

As soon as she stretched out one hand, Shen Yu had already pulled her hard. Izuxiu's center of gravity was unstable and he planted forward, and happened to fall into the other party's arms......