Chapter 5: Hibernation
"He doesn't have to die." I said lightly, from now on, I probably don't need Brother Kuan to introduce me.
"Eh, Lin Ruoxi, are you bothered?" Xiao Yun turned over on the bed and said impatiently, "Just worry about you, where is Lan Ke relieving that Zhu Zhu, and people are risking their lives to climb high branches." To put it bluntly, it's a stage grab, and you think of her too noblely. ”
I sneered. "Lanke, you tell her that you're not that kind of person." Lin Ruoxi said angrily. In this industry, the most taboo is to rob the gold owner, cut off people's money, and kill parents.
"I'm that kind of person." I admitted frankly, "Ma Xiaoyun, you first find a gold master to climb the high branches." Now, you wild fox is not worthy. With that, I went back to my room. Leaving Lin Ruoxi and Ma Xiaoyun to fight outside.
I'm so tired, I just want to get a good night's sleep. Before going to bed, I turned on my phone, and my sister Keqiao sent photos and messages again, but I couldn't even open my eyelids, and I fell asleep with my phone. In the dream, there is no pain.
Zou Shizhao doesn't look for me very often, usually once every half a month, but whether he looks for me or not, it's impossible for me to go to anyone else. I moved out of the rental house, Zou Shizhao assigned me a house, I don't know if it is in his name or rented, it is a very high-end community, but the location is a bit off, near the Dongpu wharf, the wharf has been abandoned for too long, and the surrounding coast is too desolate. But it doesn't matter to me, I don't like to go out, stay at home, read books and sleep on the Internet. If it weren't for Zou Shizhao's occasional arrival to remind me of my identity, I would even feel that such a quiet time would mean that my present life is stable. I almost forgot about my waiting, just hibernating.
Zou Shizhao sometimes gasps and asks me, "Am I still young?" "I'm going to work with him and do what he wants to see.
Aging is never a physical manifestation. It's the germination of emotion. Youth is not represented by physical strength, but by emotion. Aging brings sleekness, alienation, insensitivity, and self-preservation.
I won't answer any of the questions Zou Shizhao raised when he was emotional, I always just did what he asked, and it seemed awkward emotionally. A man's desire to conquer cannot be suppressed, it cannot be. It is indeed a good way to welcome and refuse.
Until one day, three months later, I trembled and released myself in his arms, and said to him, "Stay with me again." ”
Zou Shizhao was stunned for a moment, and the soft color that had never been before swept over his face. For the first time, he gently hugged me, leaned over and sucked my lips, hesitated for a moment, and said to me, "I have a very important banquet tonight, and I must go." ”
"Isn't it okay not to go?" I looked at him with tears in my eyes.
"No, you can't. Zhao Ju will go. Zou Shizhao patted my face gently, "You go with me, right?" ”
"Is it appropriate for me to go?" I shook my head, "Forget it, wait until you come next time." ”
"It doesn't matter, with Zhao Ju, there's nothing to hide." Zou Shizhao smiled, "Let's go change your clothes." ”
I obediently went into the cloakroom and picked out a long plain dress, which was tightly wrapped, with only the sequins and broken diamonds on the chest, showing the price of the dress and its sophistication. I spun around in front of the mirror, hooked my lips and smiled: I finally waited until tonight.