She was born in a barren mountain village in the northwest of Lianguo, with two older brothers and a younger sister at home, the family was not very good, and there were natural disasters for many years, one brother and sister starved to death in the autumn without harvest, and her father said that they were going to flee the famine, so they took their mother, brother and her all the way to the east.

On the way to the east, you will see many thin and tattered people, men and women, old and young, who have come to escape the famine, but there are still some of them who will be full of desire for life, and smile and say that everything will be fine as long as they arrive in the capital.

The capital of Lian Country is called Jinyan City, where the gold mines and fire elements are very abundant, but there is also the Lord of the Divine Beast Holy Fish who protects the country, and it is a place that many cultivators yearn for, but for her family, as long as they can be fed and clothed, it is more important than anything else.

I just don't know why the road to Jinyan City is so long, so far, so difficult, and the feeling of hunger and cold has never faded even in my dreams.

After more than three months of walking on the road to Jinyan City, the first heavy snow of winter was ushered in.

It was so heavy that even the lively children were not happy when they saw the snow, because when the snow was thick on the road and their bodies froze over, no matter how interesting toys and games were, there was no meaning.

She also used to like snow very much, but unfortunately even if she was tightly held in her arms by her mother, she could still feel the cold, and the snow fell into her clothes and became water, cold and cold on her body, and it was even more cold to the bone.

At night, she saw several men boiling water in a half-broken old iron pot under an old dry tree, and another man sharpening a regular branch with a stone, and the men's eyes were red, and I wonder if they were red by the light of the fire that had been so hard to light.

My father walked over, perhaps begging for a sip of hot water, for it was not easy to find enough firewood to make a fire on such a snowy night.

In fact, there were many people who wanted to beg for water or heating in the past, but everyone left with their heads down.

She felt that the men who boiled the water ...... Fierce, perhaps.

When my father came back, his eyes were also red, and he said that he asked his brother to take her forward, and he heard that there would be an official post station in front of him, although he would not entertain these refugees who had fled the famine, but at least there was a horse shed, and it was a good thing to nest for a night, and he and his mother stayed to help the men make a fire, and would ask for hot water to go to them.

She actually had a lot of questions, because if the men had given them hot water so easily, there wouldn't have been so many people disappointed, but she was still a child, and she was cold and hungry, and her mother said that if she didn't dare to go in, she wouldn't even have a place for the stable, so she didn't ask anything, and followed her brother.

The post station on the official road will only entertain the rich, but it will not drive them out of the small stable, and when her brother brought her there, there were not many people in the stable, after all, there would not be many people who were on the road in the snowstorm.

She put her brother to sleep in a daze, and when she woke up, her mother came back, holding in her hand the only intact bowl they had brought out of the house when they had fled the famine, and there was not only half-cold soup in the bowl, but also meat!

The elder brother did not eat meat, but only watered the soup with his mother, and gave her all the meat, a bowl full of meat, even if there was no famine before, there would not be a chance for anyone to face so much meat.

She was hungry, so she ate it without hesitation when her mother and brother told you to eat it first, but she didn't know or remember what the meat tasted like when it fell to the ground.

There were no horses in a stable, it was full of cold and hungry refugees, so when she ate the meat, the men stared at her like wolves, and at some point pounced on her.

She took a big bite of the meat, and then her mother was pushed, and her brother was thrown out to protect her, and the bowl in her hand was snatched away, and it fell to the ground and became pieces, but she could see it clearly, and those people rushed up, and reached out to grab the meat with the fragments, dirt, and horse dung, and stuffed it into her mouth, and her mouth was full of blackness, blood, and ...... Meat.

I just don't know if it's the meat in the bowl or the tongue of the person himself.

Mother cried out as hard as she could, and my brother was still scuffling with those men, but my brother was only two years older than her, and he was as thin as a half-dead sapling, and naturally he was no match for those men.

My brother's blood was mixed with the snow falling from the sky, like a red flower blooming on a white ground.

There was a person who bit his brother, and he just wanted his brother to let go of the hand that was holding him, but he also forced a piece of meat on his brother's body.

I don't know who said that the meat tasted the same, so those people all pounced on my brother.

She remembered that her brother just yelled at her mother, "Take my sister away," and never lived again.

The mother ran out of the stable with her arms tight, and ran for a long time on the white snow, and fell many times, perhaps the more her mother ran, the more panicked she became, but the more her heart gradually became clearer.

The father said that he went to ask for a sip of hot water and never came back, and the mother brought back a bowl full of meat and soup, and those people said that the brother's meat tasted the same as the bowl of meat, so ...... The father became the bowl of meat, and the elder brother became the meat in the mouths of those people.

She felt that there was still a very strange taste between her lips and teeth, a bit like a grain of rice that she secretly stuffed into her mouth during the harvest in the village before.

She closed her eyes and fell asleep in her mother's arms, and then she seemed to have returned to that barren but very simple mountain village, and saw the second uncle of the next family smoking a cigarette in front of the door, and saw the picture of the aunt in the back room calling the child to go home, and then saw the elder brother coming back from the field behind his father, and the elder brother would carry a big vole that he caught in his hand, and the mother set up the food in the house, so that everyone could quickly wash their hands and eat.

There was no famine, no cold, no wolf-like men, no iron pot for the barbecue of my father, no last cry of my brother......

In fact, at the beginning, who said that as long as you enter Jinyan City, you will get relief from the imperial court, if you remember, she will beat that person hard, but unfortunately she has no strength, her mother has no strength, when their mother and daughter arrived at the gate of Jinyan City, they knew that refugees could not enter the city, because ...... The government of Jin Yancheng didn't want the matter of refugees to bother the saint.

Along the way, my mother had no tears, no strength, and finally no hope, so my mother put her in front of a rich family's house on the outskirts of Jinyan City and told her that she would wait here, and if her mother could enter Jinyan City to find relief, she would definitely come to her.

She understood that her mother would not abandon her, but if she was going to die, her mother did not want to take her with her.

She nodded obediently, shrunk her little body to the stone lion in front of the gate of the house, and quietly watched her mother go away and never return.

At that time, she didn't really understand why she was born in this world, watching her eldest brother and younger sister starve to death, then eating her father's flesh to survive, then watching her second brother die to save herself, and finally watching her desperate mother fight for her last breath to live.

Even if she lived to experience such despair, she would still live because it was an opportunity that her parents and siblings fought for her.

However, the opportunity to make her life a turning point was also her grunt because of hunger.

"Yo, how can someone be behind the stone lion in my house?"

It was a girl who did not seem to be much older than her, but she was very pretty, and her luxurious dress looked like a fairy only in a book, but the little fairy was looking at her with curious eyes.

The girl stepped forward despite the obstruction of the people behind her, and after carefully looking at her, she continued to speak: "You look good, why do you lose weight like this?" Don't you have anything to eat? If you want, you can follow me in the future. ”

"Yes, I do!" For her, if she follows the fairy to eat enough, it will live up to the sacrifice of her family.

It's good to live, as long as she survives, it is her only purpose in this world.

The girl hooked her lips and smiled, very good-looking: "My name is Feng Xiangmeng, and I am Miss Yan of the Feng family, the largest medicinal herb merchant in this hundred miles." You will follow me as a maid for me in the future, name...... It's okay to call Danxia. ”

She actually didn't remember her name anymore, because when her mother left, it no longer mattered what her name was, so she accepted the name Danxia, and respectfully kowtowed to Feng Xiangmeng, and since then she has entered the Feng family.

Although it is said that it is Feng Xiangmeng's maid, but Feng Xiangmeng is not short of maids, and there are a lot of maids in this huge Feng Mansion, Feng Xiangmeng will leave her behind that day, but it is like picking up a stray dog on a whim on the street, but for her, it is Entong reconstruction.

Danxia is definitely not the most beautiful among the maids in Fengfu, but she can also endure hardships, and the housekeeper will not bully her, but is very optimistic about her, but in fact, it is not surprising, she can even eat her father's meat, what else can't she do?

However, it seems to be an easy thing to be a maid, because she was used to living in the past, even if she was just a seven or eight-year-old child, she was all independent from chopping wood, washing and cooking, but it is obviously not easy to be a young lady, let alone a young lady?

Danxia saw more than once that in the garden of Qionglou Yuyu, Feng Xiangmeng was surrounded by her sister-in-law and sister-in-law and sneered, saying that she was already ten years old and didn't have any spiritual power, and it was too embarrassing to be a young lady, and Feng Xiangmeng would only smile and look at them, even if the other party did something more excessive, she was still just smiling......