She even helped him think of the rhetoric—

The price of a chaotic and separated woman in her mind is a lie, and she needs a hundred lies as a foil, so, like a snowball, the debt is getting bigger and bigger, and in the end, it's over.

At this time, to solve it, I found that it was so powerless.

The lover doesn't love us anymore – don't we have the right to choose to abandon or turn our backs?

Why is it that a mistake in exchange for such a terrible price??

However, she didn't want Ye Jia to appear. Perhaps, the appearance of Ye Jia will bring more uncontrollable, I just hope that he will really fly away, and from then on, the ends of the world will never see each other.

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At that time, Tuoba Hong had already woken up. He woke up late that day. The kings all started from the fifth watch and began the early dynasty. However, he felt tired that day, and even though he slept early and soundly, he was still tired and his limbs were weak.

That morning, the sky was beautiful, and it rained heavily.

Outside the window, the fog was foggy, and the raindrops hit the window lattice unscrupulously, making a sound of thin ropes, splashing water, between heaven and earth, even the big trees on the opposite side could not be seen clearly.

As soon as he stretched out his hand, he hugged the woman beside him, her belly was very large, and she slept sideways, perhaps because she barely fell asleep in the morning, and she had not opened her eyes at this time, like a very clumsy turtle.

He couldn't bear to wake her up, so he only listened to the splashing rain in the early morning and watched her sleep. The eyelashes are very long, and they set off the dark eye sockets.

He suddenly had a very strange thought in his heart, wishing that this child would be born soon. Even if it is less than a month, even if it is born prematurely, give birth as soon as possible, and let yourself see its small appearance.

Children are like a crux of the problem, like a hurdle in life.

As long as this hurdle has passed, all the dark clouds and haze surrounding you will surely be dissipated from now on, and you will never come again. All confusion will be dissipated.

Tuobahong's hand quietly went up and rested on top of her stomach. In the morning, I can clearly see that my stomach is moving faintly, and from time to time I beat through my thin pajamas.

He wanted to laugh, but his heart became very desolate.

This is the first time he has gone out of his way to look forward to the birth of a child. I still remember when Gao Meiren was pregnant with his first child, although he had no children for many years, he was naturally very happy and looked forward to the birth of that child. However, as soon as Gao Meiren became pregnant, she was alone in the palace according to the palace rules, and he went to see her every once in a while, sent her a good imperial doctor, and gave her a lot of rewards.

However, he never accompanies her day and night. I didn't think about it at all. First-time fathers don't know real emotions yet. It's like an appendage, even if it's expected, it's only out of political necessity - just to block the mouth of the outside, lest people think that he is an infertile man.

This is more important than the expectations for children. After all, if there is no successor, the emperor's sins will be very big, and what man can afford such a bad reputation?

The strange thing is that the child he was also looking forward to at the beginning, as soon as he was born, he didn't like it very much. Children are born ugly, wrinkled, and shaped like mice. When Xun'er was born, he was even more ugly, and he was as cute as the elf he imagined, Yuxue was smart, and he had nothing to do with it at all.

The more he grows up, the less he has the special "elf cuteness", and the less he likes it.

A man is no better than a woman, and the fetus is nothing more than one of his tens of trillions of sperm. He only produced one sperm, and it didn't cost him any effort, so the father's love was always thin and ruthless.

The mother is different, not only did she produce an egg, but she was pregnant in October, and suffered from vomiting, staggering, loneliness, and even severe pain during childbirth, which was a matter of life and death.

Even this egg is far more precious than a man.

The sperm in a man's life is as much as tens of trillions, which is really inexhaustible, you don't see, Yang Zhenning is in his 80s, and he can still have a son with Weng Fan.

But women are different. A woman's eggs are only a few hundred in her lifetime. Drain one and lose one. Therefore, basically after the age of forty-five, it is very difficult for a woman to have another child (except for a few people).

There are 27 levels of pain points in the human body, the highest point is level 27, and the apex of level 27 is when a woman gives birth.

Before the advent of caesarean section, it is no exaggeration to say that giving birth to a child was to walk around the ghost door. Therefore, a woman's feelings for her children are incomparable to those of men.

One is the external feelings, the other is the inner feelings, how can this be calculated?

Mother's love is innate, and father's love is nurture.

Tuoba Hong's feelings at this time have gone through such a long period of cultivation. Not to mention a child, it's like a flower and plant you plant, watering and fertilizing every day, watching her grow and sprout from the seed day by day, how can you not expect it to blossom and bear fruit?

He has never met this child, and I don't know how long ago, he has had an extremely strong and strong emotion. It seems to be the crystallization of an ideal, an endless expectation and desire...... Even more important than the victory of this expedition is crucial.

It's just, why is it always so late??

Aren't other people's children born prematurely at seven or eight months, and they are still healthy when they are born?

Why does this child have to stay up for ten months???

Tuoba Hong thinks of God.

Feng Miaolian slept very deeply.

The palace maids and eunuchs who served outside the door, seeing that the emperor who had always been diligent suddenly did not come to court early, all of them were outside, looking at each other one by one, thinking, is this a reminder to go in? Or don't you warn it???

The door opened, and Tuoba came out.

The hearts of the people were relieved.

"Go and inform the minister on duty to cancel today's morning court."

The eunuch was ordered to retreat.

At this time, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, and it really covers the sky and the sun, and the water splashes everywhere.

Tuoba Hong stood by the window, carefully watching the reckless heavy rain. Before summer, it was raining so heavily, and the climate was unusually hot. At this time, he slowly calmed down, perhaps, he really shouldn't have gone on the expedition?

Rational judgment, such a hot climate is indeed not suitable for the northerners to fight. Especially the brave and warlike Xianbei soldiers, they are still northerners in their bones, and they have adapted to the cold climate of Pingcheng back then.

Or, recharge your batteries and wait?

Or, send another order, and wait until autumn, when the grass is fertile and the weather is pleasant, and then attack the Southern Dynasty in one fell swoop???

Under these high-sounding reasons, there is actually a strong cry of selfishness: no, no, no, I want to wait for the child to be born, and I must wait for the child to be born...... If I can't see what my child looks like...... Perhaps, never to be seen.

He didn't know why he had such a terrible thought.

Why would you never see that child?

Isn't it in the palace? There are so many imperial doctors in the palace, Miao Lian cherishes it so much, and himself, no matter how troubled and angry, tries his best to restrain himself, and never shows the slightest temper and resentment in front of Miao Lian.