The night at sea is calm.

It was my first night on a 10 day cruise.

Cruises are like a city that never sleeps floating on the sea, the nightlife is always exciting, and I was sad to be alone in a bar. It's a nautical-themed English pub with fewer people and a lively atmosphere with jazz music flowing softly in your ears...... I sat in that dimly lit corner, glass after glass, the cocktail in front of me was about to bottom out again, and my whole body was dizzy, and my consciousness became confused.

Yes, I, white deep, fell out of love.

My boyfriend, Chen Haiyang, who has been talking for two years, suddenly proposed to break up, and the reason given was that his parents minded my original family very much, thinking that a girl raised by a single parent like me had an unsound and dangerous personality, and was not suitable for marriage at all. Later, I found out that he had actually cheated on him a long time ago. He took his woman and ran away with 200,000 yuan, and blocked all my contact information, I don't know where I went, and I didn't even find the police for two days.

It's not the first time I've been in a relationship, but it's the first time I've been dumped. After a long period of slump, I couldn't get out of that shadow, so I boarded this luxury cruise ship, imagining that lying under the blue sea and blue sky should be able to leave these bad things behind. But when I came here, I realized that I didn't have the leisure to watch the sea and listen to the waves, I just wanted to stay in the bar to numb my nerves and drink it in the dark.

I ordered another Bloody Mary and took a big sip of it, choking on it so much that I almost threw it up! This wine, with a lot of tomato juice, looks like real blood, which is both stimulating and smooth, strong and lingering, and I am addicted before I know it.

I don't know how long it took, when the people in the bar became more and more sparse, my vision became more and more blurred, my body was fluttering, my head was light, my body was very hot, my stomach seemed to be burning, and I wanted to die uncomfortably...... Just as I happened to look up, I caught a glimpse of a man diagonally opposite.

I struggled to keep my eyes open, I couldn't even move my eyeballs, and stared at the side of the man's face, as if he were ...... Be...... I stood up at once, overcoming the numbness of alcohol, and locked my eyes on him. His hairstyle, his silhouette, his clothes, everything is hazy, but I still conclude that it is my predecessor Chen Haiyang, the scumbag who made me fall from heaven to hell!

I was already drunk, and my nerves were excited, and I walked towards him without hesitation, stumbling, but only a few steps to his side. I didn't see his face clearly, so without saying a word, I slapped him first, and then I started to pick off his clothes like crazy, and shouted in confusion, "Chen...... Chen Haiyang, you bastard, I see you...... Where else do you want to hide, since we broke up, you have to give me back everything that belongs to me......"

I couldn't care about his reaction, I just frantically wanted to take off his clothes, but I was so drunk that I couldn't even undo a button, "What have you eaten and worn in the past three years...... What I didn't buy for you, you pay me back! Your watch, it cost me 300,000 yuan, and give it back to me......" I fumbled for his wrist and tried to untie the strap, but I still couldn't untie it! When did his arms become so thick, and the smell of his body, how could there be a faint fragrance? Oh, this dead man, who has never used perfume with me in the past few years, has found another woman and even paid attention to taste!

My mind was full of Chen Haiyang's dirty face, and my emotions became very excited, because I drank too much, and I felt that my behavior was not controlled by my brain, and my only thought was to strip off the man in front of me and give me back all the things on his body. So, I simply and rudely pulled his clothes, and beat and bit him...... But he didn't move, didn't speak, and let me vent, is it guilty?

I couldn't do much about it, so I bent down again to untie his belt, "This belt...... The old lady bought it for you in Italy, and now I'll return it! And your panties, which I also bought, take them off......"

Just as I was trying to unbuckle his belt with all my might, he suddenly pulled me up and threw a large glass of water at me!

"......" water splashed on my face, I instantly sobered up a little, opened my eyes and looked, and found that the face of the man in front of me was very unfamiliar, it was not Chen Haiyang at all! Not at all!

When I met his eyes, my heart fluttered, and my breathing suddenly increased...... Yes, this strange man actually had a handsome face, a high nose bridge, and deep eye sockets, which made me even more dizzy when I was already drunk.

So, I ...... What was I doing? After a long time, I recognized the wrong person?! Harassed a strange man for a long time for no reason?

At this time, the man snorted coldly and said with a slight mockery, "This beauty has a good pick-up routine." ”

"I'm sorry, I'm ...... Drink like a fish. "I was a little embarrassed, and I turned around to leave.

But as soon as he took two steps, his deep voice came from behind him, "Since I have fallen out of love, I don't mind having a few more drinks with you." Anyway, I just fell out of love. ”

I immediately turned my head and met his gaze...... In the dimly lit bar, his eyes were unusually deep and bright, and after looking at them for a long time, they were more intoxicating than Bloody Mary.

"Really?" I approached him and teased, "It seems that we are both fallen people at the end of the world?" Okay, so it doesn't hurt to have a few drinks together. ”

In a drunken fog, I couldn't think or analyze for a long time, the whole world was blurred, only he was unusually clear in front of me, he was tall and straight, personable, as if his whole body was glowing, so I was attracted to sit down opposite him.

I sat down and ordered a cocktail and looked up to see him looking at me...... I put my hands on my cheeks and deliberately stared straight at his face, my eyes greedy and presumptuous...... Then, I glanced at my phone and joked lightly, "Hey, it is said that men and women look at each other for two seconds, which means that they have a crush on each other, and you have been looking at me for more than 5 seconds, so you can't be in love with me, right?" ”

He didn't answer me, but he still stared at me, a little distracted.

"Hey!" I shook my hand in front of his eyes.

Only then did he react, and there was a moment of embarrassment, but he quickly indifferently picked up the cup and drank some wine, and then lit a cigarette and smoked it. In the mist, he spewed a puff of smoke at me, intentionally or unintentionally, and his gaze fell on my face again, "I'm sorry," his whole cold aura warmed up a little, and said, "I just splashed water on your face, and made your makeup—"

Before I could reply, he had already taken a handkerchief from his body and put it to my lips and wiped it carefully...... After wiping my lips and wiping the corners of my eyes, the movements were very light and soft, very unreal, too unreal, I thought it was an illusion caused by drinking too much, so I could only look at him stunned.

He was slowly taking the initiative, and I was becoming more and more passive.

But I don't want to be passive. I grabbed his wrist and smiled nonchalantly, "Handsome man, I advise you not to be so nice to me." I'm a very difficult woman, once you get picked up, you'll be in big trouble. ”

"......" The expression on his face froze, and he withdrew his hand and said nothing.

Later, we both drank a lot, and after a few words we couldn't speak, because I was already walking in a shaky state, and he personally sent me back to my room and left, and finally didn't even leave each other's contact information.

I didn't take this little episode with him at ease, just a little ambiguity between a lonely man and a woman in a bar, and I didn't know what happened when I woke up and didn't try to remember.

I thought I thought the cruise ship was so big that I wouldn't cross paths with him again when I got out of the bar. But who would have thought that on the third day I ran into him again.