"May 14, 2007, fine. She went shopping with her classmates and said that she liked a necklace at the counter and didn't buy it, after she left, I went to the counter, the price of the necklace was a bit scary, I went to a nightclub as a waiter, the smell of rouge and perfume was too strong, there were many women dangling in front of me, nauseous, vomiting stomach pain. ”

"June 15, 2007, overcast. I missed the college entrance examination, I had to repeat a grade, the salary of the nightclub was paid, and I barely scraped together enough money for that necklace, and I didn't have to go to that disgusting occasion anymore, and I lost 8 pounds a month. ”

"June 28, 2007, sunny. I finally sneaked the necklace into her bag, and in the afternoon I saw her go to the bathroom with the necklace and was happy. ”

"August 31, 2007, sunny. My mother met an old friend, and the old friend promised her to help take care of me, in fact, I didn't need anyone to take care of me, but when I knew that my mother's old friend was called Song Menghua, I agreed, because Song Menghua's daughter was called Song Qingchun. ”

"September 23, 2007, cloudy. I've lived in Song's house for twenty days, and she doesn't seem to like me very much, she likes Qin Yinan. "Spoiled agent wife: I don't make an appointment with the black-bellied male god

"November 23, 2007, sunny. There is still a month before Christmas, and she has already begun to prepare gifts for Qin Yinan, I really want to be with her for a while, so I accompany her to choose gifts, but she can't leave Qin Yinan every time, she is jealous, angry, gone, and can't sleep at night with guilt. ”

"December 14, 2007, light snow. She ignored me for a long time, didn't look at me directly, and wanted to say sorry to her, but she didn't even give me a chance to say sorry, because every time she saw me, she just snorted coldly, turned around and left. ”

"2007, December 25th, Christmas Day. She went to find Qin Yinan, Song's father and Song's mother were not at home, I received a call from her in the middle of the night, lost my wallet, I was so sad to cry at the airport alone, I went to pick her up, that was the first time I felt exceptionally happy after living in Song's house. ”

"On January 5, 2008, I was in a better mood because my relationship with her was getting better and better."

"In 2008, on May 7, I had the urge to kill for the first time, whether it was Tang Nuan or those gangsters in the nightclub, the beauty in my palms was not allowed to be bullied by anyone!" Please call me the red scarf

"In 2008, on May 23, my birthday, I made an appointment to have dinner with her."

"On May 24, 2008, she missed her appointment last night, I got drunk, and then forced her to sleep...... I searched for a day, but I couldn't find her......"

"On May 25, 2008, I sold all the figures I had collected, and also sold the game number I had been playing for a long time, and used all the savings in the card to buy a diamond ring, as long as she was willing to see me, I proposed to her, whether she wanted it or not, I would try to make her willing."

Song Qingchun flipped through the fingers of the diary and began to tremble slightly.

It turned out that after he slept with her, he bought a ring and thought about proposing to her......

"On May 27, 2008, the most unforgettable day of my life, the most desperate day of my life, I learned a secret, and my dream was completely shattered."