"Okay, I don't know."

I asked him to sit down next to me and spooned a spoonful to his lips: "Come, you can eat some too." ”

In the following time, we ate this bowl of double-skin milk, one bite at a time, and ate happily. It's not just that I'm sleepless, he can't sleep...... In the middle of the night, when other tourists were still asleep, he and I came to the top of the cruise ship, which is the best observation deck to see the sea.

Lying on the high railing, the sea breeze blows, and it is extremely cool...... The cruise ship is now sailing in the vast sea, and it is night time, and you can only see the starry sky when you look up, and you can only see the endless sea water when you look down. The sea is exceptionally calm, and the sparkling waves can be seen through the lights on the boat...... This feeling of floating on the sea away from the city is full of dreams, and it is like being in paradise.

Looking at the sea in a daze, they were silent with each other, and they didn't speak for a long time...... I was completely empty, breathing in the smell of the sea, feeling the frivolity of the sea breeze, listening to the chirping of the seagulls, and my mind was not distracted...... I don't know what he's thinking when he's so silent.

Glancing at his eyes slightly closed, I gently touched his shoulder: "Are you sleepy?" If you want to sleep, go back, don't be reluctant to accompany me, I'll just stay here by myself. ”

He shook his head unconsciously and sighed, "I'm a little sad. ”

"Huh?" I looked at him again, and his eyes were a little red in the light.

"Wouldn't you, too?" My hand shook in front of his eyes, "Thought of something unhappy?" ”

"Thinking of my dad." He said in a deep voice, "I remember when I was fifteen years old, he took me on a cruise, and it was on such a night that he took me to the top floor to watch the sea breeze blow, and said that he would buy me one of these cruises. He raised his face and lost his voice, "It's been almost ten years since he left me, and his ashes were scattered in the sea......"

My heart shook.

I could see that he had a deep relationship with his father, which was a bit infectious.

His father, Wei Tianou, died a long time ago, which is a well-known thing in the business world, but as for how he died, it has never been reported, and of course I can't ask him.

"Actually," I struggled with in my heart, confessing, "I can relate to your pain. I'm worse than you, when I was eight years old, my mother committed suicide by jumping off a building. Twenty years have passed, and I still haven't come out......"

He looked at me with a little surprise.

Then he muttered to himself, as if to vent all his inhibitions: "It was a complete nightmare for me." ”

"You know what?" He continued to mutter, "When the cremation was over, I saw the pile of ashes...... What kind of heart-rending feeling does it feel for an otherwise living person to become such a pile of ashes? ”

"Don't say it." My tears have flowed out, not to grieve for the loss of his father, but to empathize with the pain of my own loss. Once that struggle came back to me, I couldn't control it at all, so I immediately turned around and went to another corner, and secretly squatted there and cried bitterly.

Anyone who has lost a loved one knows how it feels.

I reminisced about the scenes after my mother left. When I got the news of my death, I cried breathlessly, and when my mother was about to enter the crematorium, I felt a sense of utter disillusionment, and I cried again until I fainted...... The moment I saw the ashes, it was another kind of terrible psychological torture. People, when you come to this world, the most painful thing is not your own death, but the death of the person you love the most.

When your loved ones and your loved ones are gone before you, it is an instant when the sky falls apart, and the eternal night after you are lost...... The so-called death of a person is like a lamp extinguished, and if a person is gone, it is gone, but it leaves endless desolation, despair, and disillusionment for the living.

After touching on this heavy topic, I no longer had the heart to look at the sea, so I went back to my room in a daze, and cried again under the quilt before falling asleep. When I woke up, I was already in Nha Trang, Vietnam. The cruise ship docked at the port and all the tourists went down to play and shop.

Nha Trang is a small seaside city in Vietnam, clean and secluded, and is a famous tourist city. Nha Trang's tourist facilities are perfect, and the whole city is very beautiful by the sea. Since it was colonized by France for a long time, the city has a lot of French architecture and French romantic tones. And it is said that this is the back garden of Russians, and Chinese have only begun to enter it in the last year or so, so English and Chinese are not as easy to use as Russian and French.

Many of the attractions here are relatively cheap, although not as prosperous as Singapore, but it is still quiet and distinctive, which is more suitable for those literary and artistic youth.

I couldn't do strenuous exercise, I couldn't do a lot of interesting sea sports, I couldn't even take the famous mud bath, and I couldn't walk too far and uncomfortable, so I had to walk around not far from the port and feel the exotic scenery of Southeast Asia.

We avoided the crowds and came to a beach in Nha Trang. It's like a cultural square, it's empty, it's really super beautiful, and the temperature is just right, not too hot like in the tropics, but cool with the sea breeze. In such a resort and leisure destination, we also put the sad things we mentioned last night out of the clouds and enjoyed ourselves...... In this foreign country where no one knows, I take his hand as a matter of course, and occasionally ask him to carry me when I am tired, and before I know it, I am no different from those lovers.

At the appointed time, the tourists got on the cruise again and continued their sea cruise to the next stop.

It's been a few days, and I've gradually recovered and started to wander around the cruise...... On the third deck, there is an open-air swimming pool where many tourists swim or sunbathe.

"Hey, don't you like to swim, go swim if you have nothing to do, it's so hot." I said to Wei Lianheng.

He looked disgusted again: "I never liked swimming in public pools. ”

I was about to argue with him when I suddenly heard a woman screaming not far away: "Help! Help me! Who's going to save my baby, help......"

This cry for help was heartbreaking, Wei Lianheng and I immediately ran over and saw a woman lying on the railing, looking at the sea and crying earth-shatteringly: "My child fell into the sea, save her, hurry, ...... there"

Looking in her direction, I saw that there was a white thing fluttering on the sea, because this was on the third floor of the cruise ship, and it was not particularly high from the sea...... The child has not yet completely sunk and is still struggling on the surface of the sea.

The crowd was in a commotion and looked down, and Wei Lianheng immediately ordered the rescue team to be dispatched...... And I stared blankly for a while, my ears were filled with the desperate cries of the mother, and the figure of the little girl was getting smaller and smaller, and her life was at stake, how pitiful and helpless she must be!

I don't know if I fell into an evil or what, but I thought of this, and before anyone else could turn around, I quickly climbed over the railing and jumped from the three-story height.

I grew up at the beach, and my best sport is swimming, and I used to swim in the deep sea, so I had the confidence to jump off...... The moment I fell into the sea, I was hit by the sea so painfully, I saw that the child had sunk, and quickly swam desperately over, and then dived into the water to hold my breath, while swimming, looking for the child's traces.

When I searched around and didn't find it, I got out of the water to breathe, but I found that Wei Lianheng didn't know when he jumped down, he didn't care about the child but came to pull me, wanting to pull me onto the boat as soon as possible.

"Leave me alone, go save people, I can swim ......" After saying that, I got into the water again. At the same time, rescue teams are searching. After swimming in it for a long time, I couldn't find the right direction, and I was already unwell during my period, so I was tired after a while, but I was still looking in the sea for the sake of the child.

This is a deep sea area far from the sea, and the water is very deep, and it is really a needle in a haystack to search for a child who can't swim in such a place. There is no hope that the child will survive, but it is a small comfort to her mother to think that she can find the body. So I worked harder, but I became more and more powerless, and the water here was not very calm, and one wave after another came rushing over me.

I was always confident in my water nature, and I dived deeper and deeper, and it became darker and darker below, but I couldn't find any trace of the child at all. Just as I was about to swim out of the water, I suddenly felt my legs start to swell and ache, and my muscles contracted...... Oops, my leg cramped, there was a possibility of spasms caused by the water temperature being too low below, and I realized the danger and panicked. I tried to save myself but to no avail, and the whole person began to sink uncontrollably, struggling several times, choking on water in my mouth......