824 Own Your Own Life

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"Mama Su Mala once described the Shengjing Palace to her grandson and told about those years." Shu Shu responded, "Grandson knows that you personally raised three aunts, and after giving birth to the first emperor, you sent them to the elder brother because of the new rules in the palace. The imperial grandmother must also want me to raise the child myself, because the child cannot do without the mother. โ€

Shu Shu had concerns, that is, the empress dowager's love for her daughter, although she had only seen the eldest princess of Yatu, but Su Mala told her that because of her mother's love, the three princesses have become the most noble women in the world.

And their dignity lies not only in their status, but also in their hearts.

Recalling the enlightenment of the eldest princess Yatu, recalling that she took the initiative to dress up and proudly walked up to the hall, at that time, Shu Shu really understood the preciousness of the proud daughter of the sky.

All this is because they have a great mother, so the Queen Mother must also hope that her granddaughter-in-law can also become a great mother.

This is human nature, and it is also what Shu Shu must do as a mother.

However, Shu Shu also wants to have her own life, instead of unconditionally dedicating everything to her children.

Shu Shu said: "Chengrui and his grandson are very close, and whenever they see their grandson, they will smile and reach out to hug them." The nurse said that the eldest brother didn't like to let others hug him, and when there were many people during the festival, he could see that the elders wanted to hug him, and he cried vigorously, and he was happy when he got into the arms of the concubine. โ€

Yu'er bowed: "I know this." โ€

Shu Shu bowed and said: "Cheng Rui is not a grandson's child, so my own child will never be separated from his mother." Imperial grandmother, I will often go to my brother's house to visit the children, and during the day, when the emperor deals with the government, I have a lot of time, but at night, that is the only time when my grandson can talk to the emperor. Even though...... The emperor is not often in Kunning Palace. โ€

Yu'er asked: "Just because you are not often in Kunning Palace, when Xuan Ye comes, you just let Mama take it away, why do you have to send it to Brother A, so that he can leave your arms since he was a child." โ€

Shu Shu replied calmly: "Just because the emperor doesn't come often, my grandson was afraid that when he wanted to come, he heard the child's cry outside the door and left." โ€

"How could it be, Xuan Ye ......" Yu'er said this, halfway through.

She forgot that Xuan Ye was the same age as Shu Shu, and Xuan Ye himself was still a child.

Rong Changzai and Zhang promised to give birth to the prince and the princess one after another, he was happy, excited for a few days, teasing when he saw it, and couldn't remember it at all when he couldn't see it.

Although the queen's child, he must care very much, and he cares about Shu Shu meticulously from now on, but this has nothing to do with his patience with his children and his strong sense of responsibility as a father.

Xuan Ye can like children, and he can hate children's crying, not to mention that even Yu'er herself will be helpless against children's crying, so when it comes to Xuan Ye, it will inevitably affect Shu Shu's closeness to him.

The queen was able to make this decision, and she, who had no experience in childbirth, actually thought of all those things.

Only then did Yu'er understand why Shu Shu loved Chengrui so much, and went to visit her brother every once in a while, she loved children and gave herself the opportunity to imagine the future days of Kunning Palace.

"I'm afraid that the moment the child lands, you will regret it." Yu'er said, "When I was pregnant with Yatu, I was also ignorant, but as soon as Yatu was born, I was given the responsibility and courage of a mother, child, do you want to think about it again?" โ€

"What do you mean, Imperial Grandmother?" Shu Shu asked cautiously.

"Grandmother Huang promised you about this, but she won't announce it for the time being." Yu'er said, "When you give birth, at that time, I will give you three days to think about it, and after the child is washed three times, I will decide whether he will stay or not." You want to stay by your side, rightfully so, you don't want to stay by your side, the imperial grandmother came forward to send the child away. โ€

Shu Shu's heart was steady, and he couldn't help choking up: "Imperial Grandmother, it's not good for me to make such an rude request to you." โ€

Yu'er sighed lightly: "I haven't been a queen, so I can't look at everything from your point of view, but at least, as long as it makes sense, I will support you well." โ€

Shu Shu didn't dare to get up and thank him, he was afraid of being seen and curious, so he only bowed and said: "My grandson will do his duty, be the mother of the Qing Dynasty, and be a good person around the emperor." โ€

Yu'er said, "Then you didn't discuss this matter with Xuan Ye. โ€

Shu Shu said frankly: "The emperor's grandmother forgives her grandson for being rude, I just think that the emperor won't care, so I didn't discuss it with the emperor." โ€

"Yes......" Yu'er smiled bitterly, but was also relieved. Before she forced her granddaughter-in-law, she should take a good look at her grandson, Xuan Ye is still far from really growing up.

After that, Yu'er talked to Su Mala about this, Su Mala was also very surprised, Yu'er sighed: "If Lingzhao was the queen and Shu Shu became a concubine, let me see, Lingzhao's throne would not be able to keep for long." โ€

Su Mala smiled: "What was the beginning, it was destined a long time ago." The days are really fast, there are still three months left, the mother should give birth, and the slave is really nervous. โ€

Yu'er asked, "How is the Nalan clan in the back?" โ€

Su Mala responded: "I take care of my life, and the people are safe and secure, and I occasionally go out for a walk, and it's okay at all." โ€

Yu'er asked: "During the Mid-Autumn Festival, she talked to Mingzhu's family all the way, what do you think they can say?" โ€

Su Mala said: "Mingzhu is the most calm and able to hold things up, even if the Nalan clan is ambitious, he will not be here now." You relax your heart, not to mention, the queen mother herself is also staring at it. โ€

"Yes, I'm worried about my life, and it's not easy for the court to be more stable, and I'm here to think about the harem again." Yu'er laughed at herself, "Don't stop yourself for a day, can this white hair grow less?" โ€

As she spoke, she got up and went to the mirror, touched her hair and sideburns, and said, "I see that several old Fujin have dyed their hair, Su Mala, do you say I want to dye it." โ€

Su Mala hurriedly said: "I heard that the paste is smelly and irritating to the scalp, what are you doing with it, it is better to wear a wig bun to cover the white hair, which is easy to take care of." โ€

"Heavy on the head." Yu'er has always disliked wearing wigs, not to mention that she is old now, "That's it, just let Bai Cheng come out, and when her head is full of silver threads, she must look good." โ€

Su Mala smiled: "You have been in a good mood lately. โ€

Yu'er looked directly at her aging self in the mirror: "Then I can't always be depressed, anyway, I can't figure it out in my life, and when I die, I will be uncomfortable." โ€

At this time, a little palace maid came to look for Su Mala, and Yu'er saw her go out and talk for a long time, so she asked, "What's the matter?" โ€

Su Mala said that Yikun Palace had passed on the imperial doctor, and she sent someone to ask what was going on in the hospital, saying that Concubine Zhao's stomach was not good, and she prescribed a prescription to recuperate.

"She won't, it's a misunderstanding." Yu'er said, "Such a result should be even more uncomfortable." โ€

Su Malaqi said: "It's strange to say, why is Concubine Zhao's maiden not a little sleeping, but she can't always get pregnant." โ€

Yu'er said: "They are already young, their bodies have not grown well, and it is a good thing that they can't conceive, I hope she can figure it out for herself." Rong Chang is like that with them, but Shu Shu will have a lot of pressure in the future, if he gives birth to a prince, more than 20 years later, his son will grow up to be able to take charge of himself, and Xuan Ye will be forty years old at that time, what do you think the relationship between father and son will be like? โ€

Su Mala also frowned, she also remembered Prince Su Haoge.

Yu'er said: "Wait for another ten years, Xuan Ye is fifty years old, and he has not yet begun to age, but the eldest son is already in his thirties, even if he is crowned the prince and has been a courtier for thirty years, what enthusiasm can he have for the country and the country?" This prince was born early, although he is not worried about the inheritance of the clan, but after a few decades, there will definitely be trouble. โ€

Su Mala said, "Okay, at that time, we all turned to ashes, and you can't see it." โ€

Yu'er was angry and said, "I still want to live to be a hundred years old, you don't curse me." She instructed Su Mala, "Don't go to visit Lingzhao, if she is really disappointed in order to check the Xi pulse, she can't hold it on her face, and whoever goes will poke her heart." โ€

"The slave and maid have written it down, so don't attract suspicion." Su Mala said, "I hope Concubine Zhao can figure it out for herself." โ€

On this day, Yikun Palace spread the word that because Concubine Zhao was in violation of the jade body, Rong Chang was acting for all the reasons, and now Rong Chang was acting as an agent for Nalan Clan, and gradually no longer afraid to take on errands.

She heard that Concubine Zhao was sick and came to visit, but was rejected by Dong Yun, and came back to meet Nalan Clan, Nalan often said: "There is something I have always wanted to tell my sister, but I am afraid that I will be too talkative and too careful." โ€

Rong Changzai said: "What else can't we two say." โ€

Nalan said: "During the Mid-Autumn Festival, the emperor gave the palace lantern to the cousin of the Tong family, although it is a very common thing, but that day I saw the loss and sadness on the face of Concubine Zhao. I remember that the Queen Mother said at the time that every lamp was personally inspected by Concubine Zhao and urged the palace maids to polish the glass brightly, which was her hard work. โ€

Rong Chang glanced at the door, ordered Jixin to guard, and said softly: "You can also see that the cousin of the Tong family will enter the palace sooner or later in the future." โ€

Nalan often said: "Yes, it's about the same as Hui Concubine." โ€

Rong Chang sighed: "The girl of the Tong family, jumping and jumping, so proud and proud, in this palace in the future......" She shook her head, "I don't dare to think about it." โ€

Nalan said gently: "Sister, no matter what happens in the palace, let's live our lives as usual." โ€

It was day and night, Ling Zhao hid in the quilt and cried all night, she was disgusted and uncomfortable, and was pleasantly surprised to think that she was happy, but she invited the imperial doctor, but told her that it was gastrointestinal discomfort.

Dong Yun asked on the side, could it be a happy pulse, the imperial doctor said embarrassedly, as soon as he came, he first took the pulse, but it was not, and then took the pulse, asked some Zhao Fei's diet and rest, and judged that it was gastrointestinal discomfort.

People who cried all night had a splitting headache the next day, Lingzhao lay on the bed and instructed Dongyun: "You go home." โ€

Dongyun timidly asked, "What do you want the slave to do?" โ€

Ling Zhao's voice was hoarse, and he said, "Tell Ama that I want fetal medicine." โ€

Dong Yun persuaded: "Miss, you are still so young, don't eat your body badly, don't worry." โ€

Ling Zhao choked bitterly: "Aren't you afraid that in a few years, he will no longer come to Yikun Palace, and I am not even qualified to take fetal medicine?" โ€