Zheng Xichen never knew that he would be able to pay attention to such a state of mind one day, that kind of pain, the pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, made him want to die and didn't want to feel it. Looking at the figure hidden under the quilt on the bed, looking at his comatose and pale face, still haggard and resolute, with an indifferent and cold atmosphere.

Zheng Xichen stepped forward step by step, standing on the edge of the bed and looking at his beloved, the tears in his eyes kept falling. He wanted to hug him, he wanted to touch him with his body, he wanted to lean into his arms and ask for the deepest kiss.

But now, these things can't be done now, and they can't be done. He was afraid, he was afraid that he would touch his body, so he wanted to merge into his blood and did not want to separate, even if he died, he had to hold him together.

Therefore, he didn't dare to step forward, didn't dare to get too close, just looked at him quietly, full of sadness and despair. Looking at his cold and handsome face, cold and quiet, staring at him full of melancholy and sadness, after a long time, he spoke in a hoarse voice:

"Chenheng, I'm leaving, I'm leaving you! You don't blame me, don't think about me, don't torture yourself. Although, I know you can't, and I understand that I don't think so in my heart. I wish you thought about me every day, thinking about me all the time, but I'm not by your side, thinking that I will make you sad, then forget me for a while! ”

"I want to leave, I have to leave, but I never give up on you! I know that one day, even if we are old until we die, we will always be together! Chenheng, I'm waiting for you, I'm waiting for the old man to forgive us, waiting for you to find me one day! ”

"Zheng Chenheng, I love you! Goodbye......"

In the last sentence, Zheng Xichen said very low and difficult, after speaking, he wiped the tears on his face, took a deep breath and strode out, not daring to turn back!

Seeing Zheng Xichen walking down the stairs, the old man ordered someone to pull him out with a salute, and the servant respectfully opened the door and waited for him to walk through in silence. Zheng Xichen could feel the sad atmosphere at this moment, and he could see everyone's reluctance and reluctance, but he could only walk over with an expressionless face.

The helicopter was already waiting on the lawn, just waiting for him to go up and take off, Zheng Xichen turned his head to look at the old man quietly and sincerely said at the moment before boarding: "Old man, I love him very much, more than life!" I love you too, old man, always! So, grandpa, goodbye! ”

When Zheng Xichen finished saying this and boarded the plane and didn't look back, the old man felt the moistness in his eyes, and there was an uncomfortable emotion in his heart that wanted to break through his chest and rush out. It's just that such a gaffe was quickly suppressed by him, and in the end, he just calmly watched this favorite child go away.

This parting may be eternal!

……

Zheng Xichen rushed to the apartment in H City by plane It was already early in the morning, and when he opened the house where Lin Yuan was located, he felt the familiar and warm atmosphere in the dark space, Zheng Xichen suddenly felt tired, but there was a trace of comfort in his heart.

Here, it is still a home for him, a warm harbor, and a sincere and sincere person waiting for him. Lin Yuan, Lin Yuan, may be his closest person in the future.

Zheng Xichen tiptoed into the bedroom, felt the sound of steady breathing coming from the cold air, and couldn't help but take two steps forward, carefully not making a sound. However, Lin Yuan was also a very sensitive person, and he suddenly noticed that something was wrong, and suddenly woke up, and asked in a panic, "Who is it?" ”

Zheng Xichen didn't expect to wake him up, and he also scared him, so he suddenly apologized, chuckled softly and said softly: "Don't be afraid, it's me!" ”

"Xichen?" Lin Yuan sat up suddenly, looked at the hazy figure in front of him, lifted the quilt, and rushed forward with bare feet, and threw himself into Zheng Xichen's arms.

Zheng Xichen nodded with a smile, answered softly, and reached out to take Lin Yuan into his arms, the coldness on his body was warmed by Lin Yuan's fiery body, and he suddenly felt that his cold and desperate heart revived a little, and he was much more sober and stronger.

"Ohara, it's me, I'm back!" Zheng Xichen replied softly, stretched out his hand to hold Lin Yuan's back, and caressed it gently. "Xiao Yuan, I have something to say to you, you have to listen well!"

Zheng Xichen said solemnly, he was actually a little unsure in his heart, Lin Yuan lived well in China, and now he was going to the academy every day, he asked him to go abroad so suddenly, and I don't know if Lin Yuan would agree!

"What is there to say? Okay, wait, I'll go turn on the lights first! Lin Yuan was a little puzzled, but he still agreed obediently.

"No, no!" Zheng Xichen hurriedly opened his mouth to stop him, "Don't turn on the lights, let's just say this!" ”

"Xichen, your body is very cold, come, let's lie on the bed and talk slowly!" Lin Yuan felt Zheng Xichen's cold body temperature, and also felt his sad and cold emotions, and couldn't help but say softly.

Zheng Xichen didn't refuse Lin Yuan, followed him to sit down on the bed, took off his coat and trousers, and got into Lin Yuan's warm bed! Zheng Xichen approached Lin Yuan, reached out to wrap his hand around his shoulder, and approached him head to head.

"Ohara, come with me tomorrow! You go to England first, I'll go to France first, and I'll look for you after a while, and then we can live together! It was so sudden, but I ......."

"Xi Chen," Lin Yuan interrupted him, "Is something wrong?" Are you leaving, leaving Mr. Zheng? ”

Lin Yuan suddenly seemed to understand something, and suddenly felt uncomfortably tight in his heart, feeling the stiffness of Xi Chen's body and the coldness of death, and a dull pain in his heart.

"I know, when are we going to leave tomorrow! Also, I don't have a passport, so if I have to apply for it, it will be a delay! Lin Yuan never said he was unwilling, but he was afraid that he would drag him back.

"It's okay, someone will have everything ready for you tomorrow, and we're going to leave in the morning! Xiao Yuan, don't worry, I will also give you a good life when I get there. There, it will be better than in China, you can get closer to art, and devote yourself to your own creation! ”

"Xichen, I don't care about this!" Lin Yuan shook his head indifferently and gently held Xi Chen's hand, "Xi Chen, I know you are uncomfortable, and if you want to separate from Mr. Zheng, I know you won't be able to stand it!" I didn't expect that things would be so serious that I would want you to leave him! However, I will be with you wherever you go! ”

Lin Yuan's words made Zheng Xichen feel the urge to cry, and his eyes immediately turned red, and he tried to raise a smile, and closed his eyes with satisfaction. At this moment, there is still someone who does not give up as a companion, what a luck! What a blessing!

Ohara, thank you! Thank you for keeping my cold heart from despairing! Thank you for giving me a rare warmth in my bitter cold moment.